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The recent 3 months of my life made me feel all the positive and bright emotions that were all new to me..

I met you unexpectedly.. I was only trying to have fun after a long term relationship. I wanted to love myself more. But then, I met you. You made me want to be the best version of myself. Suddenly, I wanted you to be my constant.

I never wanted to rush. But being with you, it felt like i'm always running out of time. I wanted to spend more time with you. But right now, we're thousands of miles of oceans apart. Vast. Like my emotions for you.

You're a chapter. But the best chapter. Until i meet the right one for me.

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Thought it would take a while before I get the chance to repost this. And look at me now, finding the right one for me. Crazy how we love people so much and it felt like you’ll never find someone better? Well I did. And I’m the happiest. :)

From this day onwards..

I know it's you.. for me.. in this lifetime.. and i'll be posting just memories of us.. ♥️

You're that one chapter that I badly wanted to be a whole book

You're what I want. I don't need you. But I want you to exist in my life. I can take care of myself. I just want you to be there. Let's support each other while we both chase our dreams. You are the reason I started seeing colors.

You're just so extraordinary. If I can just squeeze you and place you inside my pocket and carry you around. I would. I'd choose you in a heartbeat. I'd choose you if I have to choose among the guys I've loved before.

Because you. You left a deep impression in my heart.

I don't know what forever is. But I think it's pretty close to how you made me feel.

Day 66

66 days since i last saw you. I can still remember the pain I felt after that one last hug.

You're the most lowkey human being I know. I love how you are not aware with the fact that you are beautiful. So beautiful it hurts. The simple things that you do make me wanna adore you- every second of my life.

You got me.

You got me the moment I saw you waiting for me outside the rink.

You got me when you hurriedly held my hand as we run to the pier.

You got me when you hugged me and carried me like I was the skinniest women to ever exist.

You got me.. the moment I knew you existed.

Thank you for coming into my life.

The recent 3 months of my life made me feel all the positive and bright emotions that were all new to me..

I met you unexpectedly.. I was only trying to have fun after a long term relationship. I wanted to love myself more. But then, I met you. You made me want to be the best version of myself. Suddenly, I wanted you to be my constant.

I never wanted to rush. But being with you, it felt like i'm always running out of time. I wanted to spend more time with you. But right now, we're thousands of miles of oceans apart. Vast. Like my emotions for you.

You're a chapter. But the best chapter. Until i meet the right one for me.

#random thoughts

Reasons to stan Got7

I’m not actually a K POP lover since I’m more of a K DRAMA fanatic. It’s been a month when I got converted into one and it’s literally the first time I got hooked with a Korean boy band for 25 years of existence. My friends used to convince me to listen to BTS and EXO and honestly, I liked a few of their songs but it just stopped there.

Last September 28, we held our family reunion and my cousin (should I thank her or curse her?) showed me these 7 guys in which some members don’t look Korean. And that’s how it started. Took me a night to love them. THAT QUICK. So thought I’ll enumerate what the freak happened and now I’m an Ahgase for the love of God.

1. VISUALS

To tell you honestly, my bias is Kim Yugyeom..

and all 6 comes second (Jae Beom/JB, Mark Tuan/Mark, Jackson Wang/Jackson, Park Jinyoung/Jinyoung, Choi Youngjae/Youngjae, and Kunpimook Bhuwakul/BamBam).

I love how manly they all look and for Pete’s sake they’re not skinny. I love how heterogeneous the group is and it makes all international fans united. PLUS you get to see different types of HANDSOME in Korean and AmeriThaiKong (America, Thailand, and Hongkong nationals).

2. VOICE QUALITY

Okay Jackson you bias wrecker.

Kidding aside, I used to listen to other bands and usually have a hard time trying to distinguish who sung a specific part of the song (or maybe I was just not that too interested). I love how all of them have unique voice qualities and I see myself trying to pinpoint their parts in a song which is so easy for me.

JB: Sexy YJ: Powerful YG: Sweet (ugh my smol bean) JY: Powerful but endearing M: On point rapping B: Boy next door feels (adorable) J: Damn powerful rapping

3. SENSE OF HUMOR

I seldom see cute and handsome guys with sense of humor. I always see myself laughing just by watching their interviews and shows. If there’s one thing to describe them in tagalog: “Ang kalat nila.” (They’re messy but in a good way you know what I mean?) I love how they can be themselves on screen and i sincerely hope and trust they’re still the same off cam.

4. MUSIC

I love the fact that they choose to be random with Music and they don’t focus on one genre alone. Their songs can make you dance (even if you’re not talented to do that), cry, mad, heart broken, happy, and just wanna chill while sipping your wine. They’re individually talented and they write their songs. Damn girl!

5. LANGUAGE

They know different languages due to race diversities. I appreciate that majority of them knows how to speak English and would like to commend the rest for trying. They can connect well with the fans due to absence of language barrier.

6. WARMHEARTED

There’s this one time JB asked for security when a fan fainted. PJY helped a lady from being accidentally hurt by a camera man. YG assisted a woman get her luggage. Jackson scolded a guy for pushing a girl. And so on. You can really see how selfless they can be. You know that they’re genuine individuals since they’re naturally like that. I also witnessed how Mark cried because of the fan video prepared during the #KeepSpinninginManila tour. Awwww

7. BROTHERS

I love how they bond on and off cam. They tend to be clingy yet savage at the same time. I love how they support each other especially with their passion in music. They seem like a cute happy family (JB as the daddy and PJY as the mom). Adorable. <3

8. Park Jinyoung’s Booty

CHAROT (kidding)

I have an endless list right here and there’s a lot of catching up to do since it has been just a month when I started supporting them. Funny how I became an Ahgase overnight right after their sold out ticket selling last September 2019. I knew I needed to see them too because I have a feeling I’ll stan them for a very long time. So I looked for ways to secure a ticket and BAAM! Upperbox A last October 26 and also my first time attending a legit concert ever. I’ll be part of VIP Standing for sure next time.

Will keep on updating this post.. (credits to owners of gifs used)

#got7 #jb #markeun #jackson #park jinyoung #choi youngjae #bambam #kim yugyeom #keepspinninginmanila

Some things don't really change despite the heartbreaks before. And i love how we are still in each other's lives.

Paolo

This is the first time i lost a friend.

Paolo, you’re so good. Your heart is so genuine that my heart hurts right now. You’re gone. I still can’t accept it.

You were a breathe of fresh air. You were one of the reasons why i was able to keep my sanity despite the toxicity. I used to cry a lot a few years back and you used to wipe those tears with your words and humor.

And now you’re gone. I can’t imagine i’m shedding these tears because of you.

You’re so kind.

You’re so good.

Our sunshine.

You will be missed.

We love you.

A Love So Beautiful

So basically Chinese drama ‘to na supposedly sobrang cliche ng plot. Yung typical snobber si guy tapos si girl jolly- then unang magmamahal si girl. Pang wattpad ganun.

Pero ang matindi parang nangyari na rin sakin mga yun kaya relate ako. Dfq. Lalo na nung nagpapakita na ng sweet gestures si Jiang Chen tapos si Xiao Xi kilig na kilig naman. Truth is, Jiang Chens do exist.

MAS

Mas matibay

Mas matatag

Mas nagkakaintindihan

Mas napapalapit

Mas kinakaya

At higit sa lahat

Mas nagmamahalan..

Whereabouts

I’m nearly 24 and here i am still trying to make it big in this world. I’m nearly 24, a CPA, currently a resigning auditor and just got an interview with a company i had eyes for since day 1. And i have no idea if i’ll be accepted since my experience is purely auditing.

I’m nearly 24, and here i am still drowned from outstanding debts of our family. I could’ve saved money since i started working but failed to because i give everything to my mom. I always run out of cash. Me, a CPA. Running out of cash. Yep. It’s possible due to the fact that i’m an auditor and a supposed to be bread winner. LOL.

I want to teach. But i want a high salary. A high salary for what? For bragging rights? No. For my family. For them. What i wanted for myself is just to be happy with my job. I just want a job i’ll be passionate about.

I’m nearly 24 and here i am hoping that we could make it. I just want our financial problems to end because that would only be the time i could do something for myself. And why do i feel like it’s gonna be one heck of a ride before achieving that? :(

Plot Twist

Everyone wants one. Either you’re too bored with your life or you’re fed up with your current lifestyle, you want a game changer.

But let me tell you, don’t wait for one. Cherish what you have now. You may be fed up with your current job or your current house. But at the end of the day, you can’t deny the fact that you shared memories with them.

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My heart ❤️ 😭❤️

Since i am recently irritated with my brother’s exes, i decided to post this.

“The Donts After Breakup”

DON’T contact him. Yes you do miss him and that’s pretty normal but dude? He broke up with you and that means he is no longer interested in you.

DON’T be pathetic. Okay he broke up with you but that doesn’t mean you need to get drunk every night and drunk text him or make your life a mess. Stop your communication with his family if you can. Stop bothering them and telling them how badly you felt with the breakup. Instead, talk to your family and friends.

DON’T be excited with a next relationship. No one wants to be a rebound. And it’ll make things worse for you and your new boo.

DON’T get too mad when the reason of the breakup is because he lost the spark. Feelings change. Deal with it. He can be too sincere for the first few months but will suddenly lose it- only God knows when. I won’t blame you getting too mad when the breakup is not good such as cheating on you since he lost interest. Yep. I’ll definitely punch him for you. If the breakup is decent, like he’s really honest with you. Then just accept and move on.

DON’T stalk. The first few weeks would be difficult but trust me- unfollow him. The more you keep yourself updated with his life, the more you hurt yourself and you don’t want that. We are social beings and the fact that you won’t be seeing him anymore will make your feelings fade at the right time.

DON’T focus on the breakup. Focus on the process of moving on. No need to dwell with the past. Do what can help you. Ignore the non value adding activities. In the right time, you’ll be surprised of how healed you are.

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