make you notice

[charlotte-lennox]

For fuck’s sake.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

Of course it matters. The way that you feel matters. And I just…I don’t know. I kind of want to see her, but I also kind of don’t. There’s a lot of…scars there and I don’t know how much of it is my own thoughts and how much of it is just garbage my ex put me through. I could probably track him down, you know. If you wanted.

...no that...that’s totally fair. Just um...don’t totally like write her off, I guess is all. Nah, not worth your time, trust me. If you find him, he’ll be high, and he couldn’t look after the kids anyway.

[charlotte-lennox]

For fuck’s sake.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

I don’t know. It’s not like she’s being mean, it’s just…I don’t know how to feel about it. The whole situation isn’t…something I ever expected. I do know how it is. Alright. Well, if you get a chance anytime soon, maybe we could try.

Oh, well. I mean, I dunno, I guess it doesn’t matter, but like. If I had the chance to see my mom, um. I’d take it. I mean, it’s a totally different like...thing, but I dunno. It doesn’t matter. Anyway, yeah. Um. Yeah. I’ll get a chance...you know. Someday. Jackass will come home eventually probably.

[charlotte-lennox]

For fuck’s sake.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

Nothing. Avoiding my mother, mostly. I was going to see if you wanted to go out, but it sounds like you’re busy.

Avoiding her...why exactly? Ugh. I’d love to go out, I would, just...you know how it is. 

[charlotte-lennox]

For fuck’s sake.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

What’s your plans for the rest of the day?

Uh. I guess just...work and helping the kids with homework and shit. You?

[charlotte-lennox]

For fuck’s sake.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

…good lord. How is he not dead?

Honestly, I have no idea.

[charlotte-lennox]

For fuck’s sake.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

He harassed me literally from the moment I ran down your street. I’d be impressed if it wasn’t so creepy.

Oh, yeah, he drops acid every morning and it gets real weird.

[charlotte-lennox]

For fuck’s sake.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

Oh good. You know him.

Oh, yeah. Kind of.

[charlotte-lennox]

For fuck’s sake.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

I hate New York.

Dude, Carver. Fuck off. She’s with me, she’s cool.

[blakeashcroft]

Alright.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

…did you just offer to put a hit out on my mother?

...when you say it out loud like that I quickly realize that maybe that was a bad idea. But, yes.

[blakeashcroft]

Alright.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

Jesus christ.

Do...you want me to call someone to come get rid of her?

[blakeashcroft]

Alright.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

Sorry, sorry I don’t even – can I have…a minute?

—-

Sorry, hun. 

...course.

[blakeashcroft]

Alright.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

There’s a reason you couldn’t mother, it was – oh.

—-

Watch your bank statements next time. We’ve looked for ages.

Erm. Do you mind?

[blakeashcroft]

Alright.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

I can…I can help, if you need me to – oh no. Oh, no, no.

—-

Do you know how long it took to find you?

Uh...

[blakeashcroft]

Alright.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

That seems excessive. What…is going on, exactly?

Just...bills. Back to school and everything.

[blakeashcroft]

Alright.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox‌:

That stuff’ll kill you.

Not if I kill myself first.

[blakeashcroft]

Alright.

That is...not even...close.

[blakeashcroft]

Jesus.

[blakeashcroft]

charlotte-lennox:

…

Look. I don’t have much of a choice.