i’m a failure at life, i don’t know what i’m doing. is my major even worth anything? idk what to do. my biggest fear is disappointing my parents and i feel like that’s what’s going to happen. after i graduate if i can’t get a job with my degree that pays more than my current one then wtf am i even doing in life. failure failure failure is all i see in my future. i mean after all my mom already basically said my degree is useless, waste of time and money. maybe i always just take shit to heart. everyone thinks i have my life put together when that’s farthest from the truth. my life is falling a part i just hide it really well. people think i’m fine when really i’m not. i don’t even like talking about it bc i think it’s embarrassing and plus don’t need to be anyone’s burden. but the future really is scary for me tbh. i’m scared of what it holds.
