I spend too much time in my head

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THE AUDACITY!!!

This man ain't even my bf, yet he called me a sweetheart, a brat, and an angel (sarcastically) all within the same conversation.

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OMGAWWWWD! Ok, I gotta fic this.

"But Addie! You have so many unfinis-"

Yeah, I know 🙈 But I can't f*cking take it, and it feels like something that happens to someone else, not a run-of-the-mill jane like me 🙃

Only thing is the only character I can think of who closely resembles this guy is one I've not written for before: Kozik from SoA 🤔

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Help!

I very much need you guys to give me any and every possible reason why it would be baaad idea to develop a crush on a regular customer at my job! I'm already well on my way, and I can't! Noooooo!!!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Seeing him again today (most likely) and AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!

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Dreamt about him last night 😔

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Sooooo.... I think he just broke up with me??? Idk if he was messing around or what, but he said he wouldn't be around much and to be good to the next guy...

I supposed it's for the best because I'm already sad thinking he might be serious.

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Dude's got me hella confused 😮‍💨

He's not really flirting anymore, but when I referred to him as a friend (I casually said to a co-worker he was my bud), his face dimmed a little and he was a little quiet for the rest of the night.

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Well I'm fucked 🙃

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

He just "Good Girl"ed me 😳😖🥺

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Help!

I very much need you guys to give me any and every possible reason why it would be baaad idea to develop a crush on a regular customer at my job! I'm already well on my way, and I can't! Noooooo!!!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Seeing him again today (most likely) and AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Dreamt about him last night 😔

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Sooooo.... I think he just broke up with me??? Idk if he was messing around or what, but he said he wouldn't be around much and to be good to the next guy...

I supposed it's for the best because I'm already sad thinking he might be serious.

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Dude's got me hella confused 😮‍💨

He's not really flirting anymore, but when I referred to him as a friend (I casually said to a co-worker he was my bud), his face dimmed a little and he was a little quiet for the rest of the night.

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Well I'm fucked 🙃

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Help!

I very much need you guys to give me any and every possible reason why it would be baaad idea to develop a crush on a regular customer at my job! I'm already well on my way, and I can't! Noooooo!!!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Seeing him again today (most likely) and AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Dreamt about him last night 😔

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Sooooo.... I think he just broke up with me??? Idk if he was messing around or what, but he said he wouldn't be around much and to be good to the next guy...

I supposed it's for the best because I'm already sad thinking he might be serious.

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Dude's got me hella confused 😮‍💨

He's not really flirting anymore, but when I referred to him as a friend (I casually said to a co-worker he was my bud), his face dimmed a little and he was a little quiet for the rest of the night.

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Help!

I very much need you guys to give me any and every possible reason why it would be baaad idea to develop a crush on a regular customer at my job! I'm already well on my way, and I can't! Noooooo!!!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Seeing him again today (most likely) and AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Dreamt about him last night 😔

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Sooooo.... I think he just broke up with me??? Idk if he was messing around or what, but he said he wouldn't be around much and to be good to the next guy...

I supposed it's for the best because I'm already sad thinking he might be serious.

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Help!

I very much need you guys to give me any and every possible reason why it would be baaad idea to develop a crush on a regular customer at my job! I'm already well on my way, and I can't! Noooooo!!!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Seeing him again today (most likely) and AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Dreamt about him last night 😔

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Help!

I very much need you guys to give me any and every possible reason why it would be baaad idea to develop a crush on a regular customer at my job! I'm already well on my way, and I can't! Noooooo!!!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Seeing him again today (most likely) and AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Help!

I very much need you guys to give me any and every possible reason why it would be baaad idea to develop a crush on a regular customer at my job! I'm already well on my way, and I can't! Noooooo!!!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Why, though? I thought we had the exact same opportunities they did? Surely, if we could pay for school or buy a home with a part-time/summer, minimum wage job like they did, their savings wouldn't be taking such huge hits 🤔

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

I got my first paycheck today! 😃

I wish I could keep it, lol!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Went in for my second day of training today.

A girl asked me why I smiled at her bf. Like? I smiled at you, too? Also, cuz I have to?

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

HOLY SHIT YOU GUYS!!!

I FINALLY got a call back from somewhere I applied! And it kind of sounds like they're just gonna give it to me??? Idk! Granted, it's in a rough part of town, so maybe that's why?

It's only Tuesdays and Thursdays for now, but if someone else leaves, I'll get those days, too!

Now I just gotta figure out how to not get so anxious I barf!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Yesterday was my first day, and I nearly had a panic attack! I was a nervous wreck the whole time. It was exhausting. I crashed as soon as I got home and just woke up like 20 minutes ago, but I'm still hella tired. I want to go back to sleep, but I have so much to do 😔

But you guys! I have a job!!!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

HOLY SHIT YOU GUYS!!!

I FINALLY got a call back from somewhere I applied! And it kind of sounds like they're just gonna give it to me??? Idk! Granted, it's in a rough part of town, so maybe that's why?

It's only Tuesdays and Thursdays for now, but if someone else leaves, I'll get those days, too!

Now I just gotta figure out how to not get so anxious I barf!

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Here I go again, having dreams about wrestlers for no good reason

This time, he was a crooked cop who wanted to bring me in as a possible witness of a crime. But instead of the station, he took me to his house 😵‍💫 And after seeing all the locks on the doors and how his demeanor went from tough cop to soft but creepy weirdo, I realized I'd just been kidnapped 🙃

And that's just the beginning 😅

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I was doing some cleaning, and I may have found a treasure!

A recipe book my grandmother gave all her kids and explicitly told not to share with anyone.

She's a horrible bitch, though....

I kind of want to try them, and if they turn out good, post them online 🤭

[blissfullylostinarabbithole]

Ohhhh boy! I'm about to get my period and it's gonna be a BAD one I can tell because I just saw a picture of a sleeping bunny and I want to ugly cry at how cute it is I can't stand it 🥺😭