My meandering existence

25, bdsm lover, Maybe I'm a fucking waste Filling up the empty space

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I’d love to wait around for the time when you’d give me a second chance, but I don’t think that day will ever come

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As I sit here all alone. Holding you in my hands. The glistening shine of your beauty. The nice warm feel I have in my heart when your with me. You always been there for me when I needed you the most. You never judge me nor say anything to hurt my feelings. All the problems we had together at the end we fixed it and were happy together. Nothing will ever replace you not even money will replace you. Your the truest form of love that I would ever have in my life. You always accept the gifts that I would give you even if it is the cheapest that I can only afford. You always kept me safe in my heart whenever were out together and as well when we are in family reunions. No matter what I will never ever let you go. I will never lose the only thing that's been through everything in my life. Girls after girls have always say they love me but they go and cheat behind me or they go and break up because they always want more and more and more but you. You never want anything. You only want me. And I only want you. Even your not a real girl. I love you even if your just a gun. Let's go out together with a bang.

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Somedays you wish for a robot overlord to come destroy everything

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It’s been 7 long years yet you have not been forgotten how could you be? you were one of a kind, Too rare to live too special to die. I’ll never forget that morning waking up to Sara bursting into the room in tears, I’ll never forget the pain everyone shared due to the lasting impact you left on people! I wish I could tell you how your passing changed people for the better. I stopped doing the class A’s on that day and you probably saved me from the same fate.. That’s the only silver lining I can think of to a tragic end. You left this world too soon to mingle with the stars and guide the way for those in darkness We all miss you Edie <3

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