I guess it’s about time i make an introduction so you guys know I’m something kind of human! 👋 (Though most of you know otherwise.)
I’m Blanc (she/her) 27 years old and i’m a quiet and neurotic artist trying to navigate the real world and the world my mind has constructed around me at the same time. My dream is to be a vampire princess.
My art can be found on this blog in full, though I will reblog it here from time to time. Please take care when looking, I draw lots of dark themes and depictions of my own mental illnesses (menhera stuff, and the like). It’s catharsis for me due to how badly they affect my life.
I’m desensitized to a lot, so I’m pretty bad about cwing stuff, so, just reach out if you need me to start tagging anything specific in regards to my art. I also reblog a lot of dark stuff so if you can’t really handle that too often I strongly advise you to leave me be in my terrarium and go about your day pretending I’m not real.
More prattling below ▽
💜what you will find here: My biggest interests are project moon works (anything with Yesod specifically, but promoon in general), so limbus, ruina, lobcorp stuff and the like. You will also see lots of Pokemon and two specific train oriented twins from Pokemon Black and White. I draw them a lot too. Lots and lots and lots of goth/yamikawaii/menhera anime girls too probably. I’m also a FFXIV player. Take that as you will. I love Touhou, Arknights and of course I still listen to vocaloid. You may see gorey art, but never any real gore. I like BL and GL.
I’m goth, and love a wide range of gothic culture, fashion, and themes. You’ll see lots of art and photos I hoard like a dragon for my own inspirations. I wear lots of gothic lolita irl.
💀what else do i do: i watch a lot of anime while i draw (psg, madoka magica, penguindrum and rozen maiden define me as a person. i love tragic shoujo stuff.), i play a variety of games, Death Stranding by mister Hideo Kojima one I love dearly, but also the typical brainrot like minecraft or some niche jrpg. i write fanfics but I’m extremely shy about sharing those, so if you’re lucky, you miiight see me play around with excerpts. Maybe. I also love random, useless information, so I love to talk about strange and niche subjects usually involving culture and societal norms. i think a lot. just think of me as that weirdgirl in your class you aren’t sure you should talk to or not.
i’m a little sickly.
i’m a pretty private person but i’m always open to chatting and answering any questions i can. i’m like a slug.
💉what u wont find here: this is a peaceful little hole for me, i don’t care about fandom politics, and i’d appreciate being left out of that stuff. i don’t like interacting with minors too much, but you won’t see any nsfw here. i don’t reblog any sorts of drama, i’m here to not see that stuff. that’s about all i can think of.
Seeing that you're going through a rough time and reminding you that I love seeing you reblog stuff and wish for you to have all the happiness ever all the time. Sending digital hugs/shoulder pats/giving you my cosmic brownie in hopes of making things suck a little less.
it genuinely means the world…you are an angel. i hope one day i can live not repenting for my entire existence but ah, well…
i think a big step is allowing myself to feel things, so it’s what i’ve been trying to do. most of my life i made myself play by imaginary rules as to not inconvenience others as much as possible, so i end up treating myself as a nuisance all the time. ill try to go back to posting funny and awesome stuff as usual so it’s not in everyone’s dash but im not ashamed of the fact i needed to just be honest with myself for a minute. im a deeply flawed, cowardly person but i hope i will feel like i deserve to live too. thank you for making me feel a little closer to that <3
true evil of situations like this is when you want to feel better and everyone wants to help you and you want to be helped but one person caused everything and somehow it feels like you need them to fix it but also youre so afraid of everyone ever leaving you
