just realized i posted three katsuki things in a row... WHOOPS. i swear long izuku oneshot is in progress!!! i write things other than katsuki!!! AAAAAAAAA
reader had a bit too much to drink at mina's birthday party...
╰┈➤ katsuki bakugou x reader ❤︎
a/n: rushed, probably cringe, but i HAD to get this brain worm out rn. i just can't get enough of soft katsuki...
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"come on, sweets. let's get the hell out of here."
"but, kaaats—! mina and i were just about to—"
your sentence was interrupted by you tripping over your own feet as you whipped around to face katsuki, his strong hands grabbing your waist to stabilize you before you fell to the floor. "that is exactly why we're leavin'. now."
you pouted, but you couldn't say anything to defend yourself. not after you nearly ate dirt by simply turning around too fast.
let's just say you've had quite a few drinks. it was your best friend, mina's, birthday after all! you gotta go all out to celebrate… right? well, perhaps you took it a bit… far.
katsuki grabbed your wrist and started to drag you towards the door, grumbling something about how you're "irresponsible" and a "liability when you're drunk", with some other things sprinkled in there. you were too busy trying not to trip over your own feet again as he dragged you away.
"but, kats, shouldn't we—hic—say bye to everyone before we leaveee?" you ask, a small pout present on your lips as he continues to drag you to the front door without looking back.
"they'll know what happened. you've been makin' a fool of yourself for the past hour, it won't be a surprise that i took you home." he opened the front door and took you outside, the cool evening breeze hitting the warm, flushed skin of your cheeks, making you shiver.
katsuki stared at the stairs that led to the parking lot, cursing under his breath before looking back to your swaying form.
you couldn't make it down those stairs.
"hold still, sweets." before you could respond or even register what he said, he grabbed you by your waist and threw you over his shoulder, a squeal escaping you as your feet dangled in front of him and you stared at the floor behind him.
"hey—put. me. down!" you whined, hitting his toned back as you tried to wriggle out of his grasp. he seemed quiet unphased, though. effortlessly keeping you in his grasp as he started his descent down the stairs.
"yeah, right. i'd like to see you try to walk down here without breaking your neck." he rolled his eyes at your struggle, adjusting you on his shoulder and tightening his grip to make sure you were secure. "just shut up, will ya? i'm gonna make sure you're taken care of."
"ooohhh, what're you gonna to do me, dynamight—"
"shut up. if i don't trust you to walk down the stairs i don't trust you to make informed consent."
you pouted, your brows furrowing as you gave up on trying to punch him in the back and just accepted your fate. "you're boring."
"and you're irresponsible. what do you think you're doin', havin' that many drinks? gonna spend our whole day off hungover and miserable? i swear, i should'a never taken my eyes off you—"
"booooriiiiing." you repeated, cutting him off. you heard him huff in frustration before hearing the beep of his car unlocking, opening the passenger door and not so gently placing you in the seat, closing the passenger door before you could yell at him as he walked to the other side of the car.
"kat-su-ki! you could have been a little more gentle…" you grumbled, crossing your arms as he got in the drivers' side.
he bit back a smile as he turned the car on, reaching over and buckling your seatbelt before buckling his own. "dumbass." he mumbled. your face flushed with embarrassment after forgetting to buckle yourself in.
katsuki put his hand on the back of your seat and turned his head to face the back window as he reversed out of the parking spot, your head starting to feel like you were floating as he drove away. it was always a weird feeling, being drunk in a car.
maybe you did have a littleee too much to drink… but you would NEVER admit that out loud.
you barely even noticed the passing of time before katsuki pulled into the driveway of your shared home, your mind foggy as katsuki exited the car and walked around to open your door, grabbing your arm and gently pulling you out of the car.
the world was still spinning, and now that you've stopped fighting him you've now discovered just how drunk you truly are… whoops.
"c'mon, dumbass. we gotta get you ready for bed." he grumbled, his voice sounding annoyed on the surface. but, he couldn't deny the affection he felt towards you right now. your rosy cheeks, your glassy eyes staring up at him, your wobbly form leaning against him for support… you looked so cute.
"i can get ready for bed—hic—myself! don't need to worry about me, i got this…" your voice trailed off as you spun around, starting to make your way to the front door, legs wobbling as you did so. katsuki rolled his eyes and simply stood close by with a hand on your waist so you wouldn't fall since you were so set on being independent.
somehow, someway, you made it up to your bedroom. you were in a daze, so you weren't sure if you walked up there or were carried… but it doesn't matter. now you're sitting on your shared bed, a headband keeping your hair out of your face as katsuki dabs makeup remover on a cotton pad. after a moment, he holds your face still by holding your chin firmly with one hand, wiping the makeup off your face with his other.
you looked up at him with wide eyes and dilated pupils, your heart pounding. you weren't sure at this point if it was because of the alcohol or because of how gentle and your partner was being right now. the number 5 hero, the man with an explosion quirk, gently holds your face, brows furrowed as he concentrates on getting every last bit of makeup off.
"tch, moron. why'd ya have to get yourself so wasted anyway?" he lectures, but his voice has no bite to it. you shrugged as he stepped away, throwing the cotton pad into the trash.
"i dunno, maybe i just like being doted on by you." you giggled, taking the headband off of your head. you hear him mumble something quietly, but you didn't quite catch what he said.
after taking off his own shirt and tossing it to the hamper across the room, he walks over to you and kisses your forehead. "c'mon, your breath stinks. i'm gonna brush your teeth."
you giggled and stood up, standing on your tiptoes to kiss his cheek while leaning against his hard chest for support. "i love you, kats."
he stared at you for a moment. "love you too, sweets." before dragging you to the bathroom.
he might be bad at saying things out loud, but he loves taking care of his girl.
can u write a katsuki x reader oneshot like ur kirishima one, like abt reader being burnt out pls
꒰ snap out of it. ꒱
reader is burnt out and exhaustedd :(
╰┈➤ katsuki bakugou x reader (comfort)❤︎
a/n: i'm so sorry i have NO idea how long ago you requested this, tumblr gave me no notification for this :sob: thank you for being my first ever request!! your katsuki comfort coming right up love
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time seemed to be passing fast, way too fast.
you had become absolutely exhausted over the past few days. or was it weeks? no, it had to be weeks, given the state your room was in. it didn't feel like it, though; it felt like you were just sitting there, and time was moving like a time-lapse video around you.
school, your internship, training, it all just piled up all at once and you got completely overwhelmed. you tried to keep up, you really did, but whenever you succeeded in catching up with everything, your social life fell behind, completely forgotten about. if you ever gave yourself the grace of having a social life, you scrambled to try and catch up on everything.
you barely even spoke to your classmates in the dorms, giving them little nods or waves when they did talk to you. you barely even had time to text your boyfriend "i love you" by the end of the day before collapsing on top of your sheets.
THUMP THUMP THUMP.
your door rattled against the hinges, bringing you out of your daze. wonder how long you've been zoned out for… a couple minutes? maybe even an hour? who knows at this point, really.
THUMP THUMP THUMP.
"open the door." a voice muffled voice grumbled from the hallway, a voice you'd recognize anywhere.
you slowly got up and walked to the door, rubbing your eyes slightly before opening the door. "hey, 'suki." you gave your boyfriend a weak smile. he stared at you for a moving before (gently) shoving you out of the way and walking into your room.
"did y' need something?" you asked, tilting your head as you watched katsuki's gaze travel across the room. he turned back to you after he was done surveying everything and took a good look at you.
you were wearing a baggy shirt and some sweatpants, your hair was haphazardly put up in a ponytail, like you had slept in it the night before. you had bags under your eyes, and they seemed to be puffy and red.
"you look like shit." he grumbled, walking over to you.
"yeah, yeah, love you too." you rolled your eyes. "did you just come here to berate me? if so, you can go. that's the last thing i need right now."
katsuki squinted his eyes at you and shoved his hands in his pockets. "tch, dumbass. i'm not here to lecture you, i'm… y'know, worried about you." he shrugged.
"you've been like a hermit recently, hiding away 'n shit. i came to take care of you." he walked over to your dresser and grabbed a hairbrush, looking at it for a moment before deciding that it will do before turning back to you. "go to your bed, i'm brushing your hair."
your eyes widened, and you quickly shook your head. "no, no, nono—you do not have to do that. you have your own things to worry about, 'suki, i can take care of myself—"
"bed. now."
you decided not to argue with him. he would take care of you one way for another, and it was up to you to decide if you were going to put up a fight. you did not have that kind of energy right now.
you sulked over to the bed, sitting down and facing the wall with your legs crossed. katsuki came up behind you and stood next to the bed, setting the brush down for a moment before looking at the ponytail that was in your hair. he stared at it for maybe two seconds before walking away and grabbing a pair of scissors and cutting the hair tie out of your bed.
"hey—!" "i'll buy you a new pack, you're fine." "hmph…"
katsuki started at the tips of your hair, slowly starting to detangle. he was… not exactly gentle, but careful. he didn't want to pull your hair or anything, didn't want to cause you any kind of pain. he was more concerned than he admitted, his brows furrowing as he worked through your tangles.
you slowly started to relax, started to let yourself get taken care of. don't think about how nice it would've been to maybe ask for help sooner, it might just be the last straw.
"how much water have you drank in the last week?" he questioned, still carefully working through your tangles.
"um—i don't know?" you spoke quietly, the answer was probably however much water is in microwave mac n' cheese.
"wrong answer," he grumbled, reaching into the pocket of his baggy pajama pants and pulling out a plastic water bottle he had in his pocket. "drink that by the time i'm done with your hair."
you rolled your eyes at him even though your heart swelled at the action. he really… he really cared about you, didn't he?
you slowly sipped from the bottle as he worked through the tangles. when he finally made it up to your scalp, the gentle massage of the brush running against your scalp was almost enough to make you fall asleep sitting up.
"y'know, if you ever need help, you can ask me…" he said quietly, running his fingers through your hair to check for any tangles. "it sucks seeing you get like this, knowin' i coulda done something to help you before you got here."
you shook your head. "no, no way. you got your own things to worry about, you're handling the same things i am just fine. i'm not gonna burden you with my problems."
"your problems are my problems," he spoke dismissively. "you're my partner after all, we're s'posed to like, i don't know… get through things together, right?"
tears pricked at the corner of your eyes suddenly, you bit your lip to try and bite them back. why were you suddenly being emotional? it must be the exhaustion… "yeah, you're right. 'm sorry, 'suki…"
"tch, don't even try to apologise, moron." he set the brush down on your bedside table. "if you're really sorry, the way you can make it up to me is by letting me help you."
you nodded, biting your lip once more. you turned around to face him, but he had walked away from you. he had a rolled up trash bag in his pocket. he unrolled it and hung it against the doorhandle.
"'suki? what're you doing?" you questioned, standing up.
"you don't need to worry about what i'm doing. what you need to worry about is going and taking a shower." he picked up your robe and towel from the floor and handed them to you. "i'm gonna tidy up a little bit while you clean yourself up."
your eyes widened and you shook your head again. "no, i could never ask you to do that—"
"you're not asking me." he said bluntly. "now, go shower and let me help you."
you opened your mouth to protest. but instead… you sighed and sagged your shoulders for a moment. "alright."
you stood on your tiptoes to give him a quick kiss on his cheek. "thank you for this, suki, really…"
"don't thank me, i just wanna see you happy." he said like it was the most obvious thing in the world, like what he was doing wasn't even important or special, almost like it was expected of him, like it was simply the bare minimum.
"i love you." you said quickly, looking up at him with glassy eyes.
"love you too, sweets." he responded, kissing you on the forehead before carefully pushing you towards the door. "go shower, i'll be here when you get back."
you looked back at him for a moment before nodding. "right, right… i'll be back soon." you gave him a weak smile, opening up your dorm door. you tried to ignore how the world around you suddenly got blurry, tears threatening to fall from your eyes as you walked to the showers.
they weren't sad tears, no, they were almost like… relief had washed over you. you still had so many stressors, so many things you had to get done. but… it felt like the load had gotten a little easier now, like you'd finally be able to tackle the world as long as your boyfriend was at your side. of course, you're not cured… but he's definitely helping you.
a/n: just a blurbed but very rushed, i deadass wrote all this on my lunch break at work today... i think i'm in heat, idk i just had to get all my thoughts out about my favorite boy
warnings: nsfw, fem anatomy and pronouns, but thats it very mild
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my izuku blurb got me thinking about how katsuki would be, i think he would definitely be the exact opposite. whereas izuku is sweet everywhere and mean in bed, katsuki would be the other way around.
he's definitely not mean to you or anything. he's gruff, sharp, honest, sometimes abrasive but never mean. he's still the husband you always dreamt of.
he's very bad at expressing himself verbally, so actions are his go-to. a protective arm around your waist in public so you don't stray too far, coming home to an extravagant bouquet after a long day at work, all the stems already cut to absorb more water and arranged beautifully, making your heart swell at the thought of your loud and abrasive husband cutting every single flower and gently arranging all of them for his sweet wife.
i think sex is the one time he lets himself be vulnerable, lets himself go. he's so gentle with you, almost too gentle. like he's worried you would shatter if he touched you too aggressively.
he would 100% be a giver, he could cum just from giving you head. (and has, but he'd kill you if you reminded him.) once he gets his mouth on your pussy, you can't get him to stop.
it's not like he wants to overstimulate you and be sadistic, he just can't get enough of your moans and whimpers. the way you breathlessly moan his name, the way you reach down and push his face into your pussy when you're getting close, or the way you tug at his hair when the pleasure gets too much. he'll do anything to make you feel good, he's putty in your hands.
hell, if he could spend the rest of his life worshipping your pussy, he'd be a happy man.
his cock will be aching, the tip dripping, red and begging for some kind of stimulation. but the moment those pretty moans leave your lips, it's like he forgets all about himself.
he loves to leave marks on you, biting and nipping at your skin. he's very possessive. it turns him on to think about his pretty wife walking around, everyone knowing that you're all his with his marks all over your skin.
when you finally get him to stop only focusing on you and convince him to finally slip his dick inside you, he lets out a shaky, soft moan as he enters you and buries his face in your neck to muffle it. some might even call it a whimper, but he'd never admit to that.
he tries to be gentle with you at first. really, he does. tries to go slow, leaving soft kisses on your neck as you whimper and whine beneath him
but he gets so pussy drunk, his pace will pick up and before either of you knows it, he's practically drilling you into the mattress, beads of sweat dripping from his forehead. nothing in his head besides how good your pussy feels, and now badly he wants to make you feel good too :(
i think he's very vocal in bed, breathless moans and grunts as he loses himself in your pussy, and the occasional whimper when your cunt squeezes him a little too tightly as you get close.
big fan of katsuki bakugou, the loud and abrasive number 5 hero, breathlessly whimpering "thankyouthankyouthankyou" into the crook of your neck as he cums in your pussy, spilling his load deep inside you. desperate katsuki, always thankful that you grant him the honor of being inside you.
you'll stay like that for a moment, his body limp on top of yours and his cock still inside you as you both catch your breath, no sound in the room except the sounds of ragged breathing.
as soon as he finally pulls out, he immediately gets up. you'll lay there silently, and when he comes back he'll have a bottle of water, a towel, and a pack of wipes to help clean you both up. he takes aftercare very seriously, sometimes cuddling you for hours afterwards.
he's just a man who loves his wife and will do anything to make her happy.
you ever have such a big crush on a character you can't even write for them,,, like... teehee omg... twirls hair... stares at blank document gigglging.... n u get too nervous
warnings: nsfw, sadism?, dacryphilia, fem anatomy and pronouns, mean izuku [rubs hands together like a fly]
a/n: i feel like i'm in heat for teacher izuku rn i'm sorry... pure ramblings out here. all porn no plot
i'm just simply OBSESSED with izuku midoriya, teacher at u.a., one of the greatest heroes the world has ever known, who's happily married. he's the absolutely sweetest to you, his sweet wife.
he'll bring you flowers on the regular, take you out for sweet and innocent dates like a picnic or ice cream, holds your hand every time his hands are free. the absolute sweetest husband you could ask for.
except for in the bedroom.
he can get so mean, and you like it. over the years, his confidence has grown since he was a student at u.a., so that means your relationship and your sex life has evolved since then.
it's not uncommon for you to be tied up to the bed with his green tie after work, you fully nude while he's still in his work suit. his thick, calloused fingers plunging into your cunt as he coos at you in a condescendingly sweet tone. "oh, baby. you're so wet... you want my cock that bad, huh? tell me how much you want it." "oh, come on. use your words, hun. i'm waiting."
makes you beg for everything. he might just be straight up sadistic at this point. every time he hears you plead as small tears threaten to spill from the corner of your eyes his dick throbs.
he loves eating your pussy until he hears your sobs from being overstimulated, begging him to stop as you orgasm again and again. maybe he just has a kink for your crying at this point, you just can't get him to pop his mouth off of your sweet pussy. he just can't get enough of you.
when he finally puts his dick inside you, his thrusts are fast, mean. every swift move of his hips his cock kisses your cervix, completely filling you up. breathless mutterings about how you're all his, how good you're taking his dick, how he could keep you like this for hours...
if you ever use your safe word, though, his sweet self immediately floods back in. he'll slip out of you instantly, giving you a quick kiss on your forehead.
he'll hold you for a moment, whispering sweet nothings, "you did such a good job, baby." "i'm so proud of you." etc, etc before getting up and getting you some wipes and clean clothes to get you cleaned up.
you swear, it's like he gets possessed when his dick gets hard.
a/n: i finished rewatching my hero academia for the umpteenth time, and seeing izuku cry while comforting ochaco in "the girl who loves to smile" gave me some inspiration </3
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it's true, izuku midoriya has always been a crybaby.
ever since he first started working with all might, one of the first things he told him was that they "had to fix his leaky eyes", even koda notices how prone he is to waterworks. it's just who he is.
he definitely inherited his sensitivity from his mother. they were both extremely empathetic, and felt everything so deeply. both a blessing and a curse. he wasn't raised in a kind of household where he was told to hold back his emotions or what he was feeling, so he never had a problem with his so-called "leaky eyes".
it proved to be a slight inconvenience when it came to you, though.
you had a simply terrible day. it seemed like everything that could go wrong did go wrong. by the end of the day, you were absolutely defeated. you wanted nothing more than to collapse in your partners arms, and so you did.
now you're here, standing in your living room while izuku had his arms wrapped around you and your face was buried in his chest. you cried about your day, letting everything off your chest as tears spilled from your eyes. izuku gently rubbed your back as you cried, actively listening with occasional "mhm"s and "oh, i'm sorry, baby…"s coming from his lips.
you had finally started to calm down when you sniffled and looked up, your eyes widening slightly. izuku had some tears threatening to spill from his waterline while a small smile was on his face. the tears were just barely noticeable, but of course you noticed them.
"'zuku?" you questioned, moving some of his bangs away from his face while you stood on your tiptoes to kiss his cheek. "'m sorry, did i upset you, honey?"
izuku quickly shook his head, returning a quick kiss to your forehead and rubbing your back still. "no, of course not. you didn't do anything wrong, i just…" he smiled weakly, blinking the tears away. "i just can't stand seeing you cry, it makes me cry too."
your lower lip quivered, and your eyes filled with tears again as you lay your head on his chest again. your heart absolutely swelled with affection for your partner. "oh—izuku! why do you have to be so sickeningly sweet?!" you cried out, gripping his shirt.
izuku let out a breathless laugh, resting his chin on the top of your head. "oh, stop it. i'm not that sweet." he took a step back from you, cradling one of your hands. "now, how about i make dinner for us and we watch your favorite show? that should help you feel better."
you nod, sniffling once more and wiping your face with your sleeve. you shuffled to a bar stool that sat behind a counter near the kitchen so you could watch izuku cook, listening to him ramble on about his day and his students to distract you from your own day.
you're plagued by the horrors you saw during the war.
╰┈➤ katsuki bakugou x reader❤︎
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You were on the ground, bleeding. Trying to catch your breath after you were flung to the ground by Shigaraki, the air forcefully being expelled from your lungs. Your eyes stung from blood dripping from your head, your arms burning as you tried to push yourself up from the ground.
You watched as Mirio, Tamaki, and Nejire gave Shigaraki everything they had and more. There was a reason they were called the big three, you supposed. Even they were struggling against Shigaraki, how would you ever have a chance?
Your vision was blurred. You blinked as you tried to make yourself focus, your gaze turnined towards Jeanist and Katsuki. You saw Jeanist talking to Katsuki; it looked as though he was pleading with him. Begging him not to do something.
Before you could even reach out and call his name, it looked like Katsuki had teleported.
You knew he was in terrible shape. He had been fighting well past his limit as everyone was on the ground, barely able to get themselves to stand up before he had been thrown to the ground the last time. You knew he had already used his ultimate move, but to no avail… You knew he was in no condition to fight, you knew Jeanist was most likely pleading with him to rest so he could take care of his wounds, but before anyone could react, he moved faster than anyone's eyes could process. Not even Shigaraki's.
You saw the look in Katsuki's eyes, as if he wasn't all there. As if he was amazed by his own speed. You almost saw just how much blood he was covered in, and his right arm…
You reached out for him as he basically teleported again, shooting Shigaraki with merciless explosions that Shigaraki just took. How was anyone supposed to beat this guy? How did any of you stand a chance?
Things looked grim. You saw Katsuki throw himself towards Shigaraki, and suddenly, everyone was moving. Including yourself.
You were all running in the direction of the pair, lunging at them. You, Mirko, the big three… but you were all a moment too late.
You saw Katsuki get thrown in the air before hitting the ground with a loud thud, rolling for a moment before coming to a stop. You quickly dodged a hit from Shigaraki as Mirio phased through him. You saw his eyes turn towards Shigaraki, and Mirio's face dropped.
You turned back towards the direction of Jeanist and Katsuki. Mirio tried to run towards you, to block your view, to hold you back, but he was too late.
You saw Jeanist hovering over Katsuki, his hands stopped right above his chest as if he had frozen in the moment.
You saw Katsuki… his eyes glazed over, his chest split open.
Your heart dropped.
You were pulled in a direction as the world turned quiet around you, Mirio pulling you out of the way from a hit Shigaraki had headed straight in your direction while you were distracted. You couldn't hear Shigaraki, you couldn't hear Mirio talking to you, you couldn't focus on a single thing, couldn't tear your eyes away from the sight before you…
After Mirio had pulled you out of the way and his grip loosened, you dropped to your knees. A gut-wrenching scream escaped your lips as you clutched your chest. No, not Katsuki, anyone but Katsuki. You nearly ripped the fabric of your hero suit with how tight you clutched your chest, your throat burning from your screams.
You tried to stand up, stumbling in the direction of Katsuki and Jeanist. No, no, this can't be happening.
Mirio tried to reach out for you as Tamaki and Nejire kept fighting, trying to hold you back. You were hysterical, you wouldn't be able to fight like this, you wouldn't be able to do anything like this.
Your vision was blurry, tears streaming from your eyes as you wailed, searing pain throughout your whole body that suddenly didn't feel like it mattered anymore.
"Y/N? Sweets, come on, you gotta wake up."
Your eyes jolted open.
You quickly sat up and clutched the fabric of your shirt as you tried to catch your breath, tears streaming down your face as you slowly came to your senses. Oh, it was just a dream… again.
You had been plagued by nightmares ever since that day, ever since the war. Numerous horrors filled your mind, but there was one specific sight that would never leave your mind… seeing Katsuki's lifeless body.
You looked around the dark room as your vision slowly came into focus through your tears and disoriented state after waking up with such a start. You turned your head and saw Katsuki sitting next to you; the dim lamp next to him turned on as he stared at you, eyes full of concern.
"You were, um," He ran a hand through his hair, adjusting his posture slightly. "you were cryin' in your sleep, sweets."
You sniffled, wiping your eyes quickly. "O-oh, I'm sorry, Kats. I didn't mean to wake you up…"
He shook his head, adjusting the pillows behind him before leaning back and gesturing towards himself with his arm. "C'mere."
He didn't ask any questions as you curled up next to him, didn't pry as you rested your head on the scar that was ingrained into his chest, listening to his heartbeat. He already knew what you were dreaming about.
"Do you hear that?" He spoke softly, his arm wrapped around you. You nodded, trying to slow down your breathing as you listened to his heart. "I'm not going anywhere, sweets. 'm right here, everythin' is okay." He gently kissed the top of your head as you both lay there, the dim lamp he lit on the nightstand illuminating his scar in a way that made your heart start racing all over again.
Katsuki had gotten… softer after the war. I guess dying would do that to anyone. He still has his moments, and it's not like his personality completely changed. But ever since that day, there's been plenty of moments like this.
Vulnerable, scared, desperately clinging to the other. Night terrors plaguing you both, depending on the night.
The only thing that could calm you down in these moments is lying on his chest, just like this. Listening to his heartbeat, his breathing, and feeling the warmth on his skin. Reminding yourself that he's alive, that you don't have to be scared or cry, he's right there.
Still, unshed tears burned in your eyes. "I really don't mean to keep waking you up like this, Kats. I can start sleeping separately if it's bothering you—"
"Don't say stupid shit, just lay there." He retorted, tightening his grip around you. "I'm always gonna be here for you, or whatever. Don't even suggest something that stupid."
A sharp breath escaped your nose, the closest thing you could get to a laugh at the moment.
Thump, thump, thump… the beating of his heart the only thing grounding you.
"Never leave me like that again."
"Wouldn't dream of it."
You lost track of how long you laid there, his soft breathing encouraging you to slow your own breath. His arm wrapped tightly around you, his thumb slowly moving back and forth. You couldn't tell if it had been minutes or hours before he finally lulled you back to sleep, a much calmer sleep this time.
He always refused to let himself sleep until you fell asleep first, never wanting you to deal with the nightmares alone. He couldn't imagine having to see your corpse, so he could barely imagine how you felt after seeing his, after staring at the love of your life dead.
He would stay awake as long as he needed, however many nights that he needed to. He would never let you deal with this alone, not after you thought he had left you forever.
you come back to your dorm after a long day, collapsing into your bed face-first and groaning into the plush blankets.
you were up late last night at your work study, then up bright and early to go to your classes, with a couple of exams and pop quizzes you did not have time to study for, and then immediately after school, you barely had time to change into your hero uniform before going right back to your hero study. finally, you were back at your dorm. the sun was setting, and you hadn't gotten a single moment of daylight to yourself.
realistically, you still have to study for school as well, so you really can't rest, just keep going and going until you have to sleep...
rinse and repeat.
it felt like you had lost yourself. yes, this is the life you wanted! going to a prestigious hero school, doing hero work at a reputable agency, this is everything you've dreamed of...
but you don't have time to yourself anymore, not for your hobbies, your interests, your friends, nothing.
eijirou noticed. you had become distant, which he understood. he knew you couldn't just be texting on your phone while you're at school or at your work study, he had his own work and school to worry about too.
but it wasn't just that you were distant. the chaste moments he did finally get to see you, you had dark circles under your eyes, your shoulders sagged, and your eyes seemed dull, the sparkle he saw just a few months ago seeming to have faded to nothing. you always looked so... beat.
eijirou noticed you walk back in from your hero study today. he was sitting in the common area with denki and sero, just exchanging small talk.
he tried to wave at you, but you didn't notice him. you didn't really notice anything it seemed. your hair was frizzy, your dark circles were prominent, and you looked zoned out, like you had dissociated. you made a b-line for your dorm room, not noticing any of your classmates as you walked.
eijirou's hand stayed in the air after his failed attempt to wave to you, his fingers slowly relaxing as his hand lowered to his lap and a small frown appeared on his face.
"sorry, guys. i gotta go do something real quick." he laughed sheepishly to denki and sero before walking to the elevator, waiting for it to come back down so he could go to your dorm.
your thoughts as you were still face-planting in your bed were interrupted by a soft knocking on your door.
"hey, baby, can i come in?"
your heart leapt in your chest for a moment at your boyfriend's voice. hell, you nearly forgot you had a boyfriend with how stressed you've been.
"yeah, it's open," you called out, barely having enough energy to lift your head to speak before your face was immediately buried in your blankets again.
a soft creak from the door, and then a sigh.
"oh, baby. you good?" eijirou asked, taking quiet, careful steps towards you as if you were a skiddish animal who would run away if he approached too fast.
you mumbled something he couldn't quite understand before you shook your head, a quiet groan escaping your lips.
you felt the bed dip as he sat next to you. "you wanna talk about it?"
you shifted so you could lay your head in his lap, a small pout on your lips. "not really, 'm just so tired..."
he ran his fingers through your hair, nodding. he felt his heart cracking in his chest at your words, you were so exhausted and it felt like he couldn't help you at all. "that's okay, baby. i understand!"
his cheerfulness made your eyes well with tears. exhaustion makes you emotional over the silliest things, yeah? "w-why are you being so nice to me?" you hiccuped, your hand clinging to the fabric of his pants. "i've been so distant, you should b-be mad at me..." you spoke softly, if you spoke at a normal volume it would have been too obvious you were about to cry...
eijirou's shoulders sagged at your words, a sad expression on his face. "oh, y/n. you don't have to apologize for that—i know you've been super busy, baby."
a small sob escaped your lips. "i'm scared it's always gonna be like this, that i'm never gonna have time to myself for the rest of my life..." your eyes squeezed shut before more tears could fall. "i miss spending time with you, with my friends, doing my hobbies..." your hid your face in your hands and groaned. "this suucks..."
eijirou keeps caressing your hair gently, trying to relax you. "i think you need to talk to your agency about working less hours, it's not realistic for you to be working this much while still being in school." he leaned down and gently kissed your temple.
"i know, i should... but if i do, i feel like i'm a failure. if i can't handle this, how am i supposed to handle full-time hero work?" your voice cracked as you overthought.
"don't talk like that," he quickly shut you down, squeezing your shoulder gently as you lay in his lap. "you're not a failure, baby. this a lot for anyone to deal with. if you asked me, it's super manly that you've been dealing with all of this for this long!" he gave you a toothy grin, showing off his spiky teeth.
you choked back more tears, the reassurance making you emotional. "thank you, eiji..."
he laughed softly, shaking his head. "you don't have to thank me for anything, baby. i'm just telling you the truth." he quietly played with your hair.
"how about i get a bath going for ya, yeah? i can put one of those sparkly bath bombs mina got in it! i'm sure she wouldn't mind if i borrowed one." another toothy grin from your boyfriend. "i'll go get us some food while you soak, too!! anything to help you feel better, babe."
you felt your eyes well with tears again, and eijirou simply laughed and caressed your cheek. "don't cry, babyyy, i know you're exhausted, so i gotta do whatever i can to help you! what kind of man would i be if i just let my partner suffer?
you sniffled and shook your head. "no, no—it's just... you're the best boyfriend ever, eiji." your voice cracked again, a soft expression appeared on eijirou's face.
"what?! no i'm not, this is the bare minimum!"
"eijirou, stop. i'm gonna cry again."
he laughed again before leaning down to give you another kiss. he adjusted your pillow and effortlessly scooped you up and laid you down on your bed instead of his lap, standing up quickly.
"i'll get your bath going, y/n. you just wait there, okay? and where's your water bottle? i'll fill it up!"
you felt your lip quiver. "it's on my nightstand."
"awesome! be right back, baby." he gave you a quick forehead kiss before running off, grabbing your water bottle and quickly heading in the direction of mina's dorm, probably to go ask her for one of her bath bombs.
you wrapped your arms over your chest and sighed, finally letting a few tears slip down your cheeks. they weren't sad, they were more akin to... pure relief.
you weren't any less exhausted, but maybe, just maybe... you'd be okay after all.
warning yall now that i'm not the best writer!! i'm not the best with words and sometimes i accidentally ramble on and dance around the point i'm trying to get to (much like how i talk irl) but, everyone's gotta start somewhere right? i'm hoping this account will help me learn and i'll be able to grow my abilities over time!! <3
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