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[julieterbang]

oksu.mansu_

[alkolikreaksiyonlar]

[borume]

20′s

Our twenties are a strange part in our lives. We go through the biggest transitions during this time period. Some of us graduate from college and search for the next big thing while others are already embedded into the work force. I am about to graduate in 2 months and if I’m being honest to myself, I am afraid of this next transition. I don’t know where I’ll end up but I trust the Lord and that where ever I am placed next that I will serve my purpose to where ever I am sent. I have lots of anxiety and I am bad with vocalizing my thoughts but I hope to send a message to myself. Trust the process. You’ve always tried to fit inside a timeline but you don’t have to discredit yourself for being unable to handle your mental conditions. You did the best that you could at the time and the only way to make it up is by trying again. Get up & trust in the Lord and move forward. Don’t stick with negativity and push yourself further. 

[borume]

I want to remind someone today that God loves you so much. You are not a mistake. You are not too flawed. You are not too much. You are not too intense. You are not too complicated. You are not too emotional. You are not too shallow. You are not too selfish. You are not too broken. You are not too far gone. You are not unworthy. You are not unlovable. You are not hopeless. You are not forgotten. You are not your failures. You are not your parents. You are not your relatives. You are not your friends. You are not your accomplishments. You are not your titles. You are not your career. You are who God says you are. Loved. Wanted. Chosen. Adored. Called. Seen. Known. Valued. Esteemed. Empowered. Sent. ❤️

[melifeass]

[ilhans]

[borume]

legit us to a 🍵

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[awkward-s-deactivated20231011]

[borume]

i really wish i had learned spanish in highschool instead of taking latin... it would have been really useful during clinic. i have so many spanish speaking patients now and it would have been so helpful.. 

[borume]

i once asked someone why they study so hard even if it doesn’t matter in the long run. they told me that they study hard because in this current season, God gave them the job to study and by doing their best is serving Him to the fullest. that answer still reminds me why i need to try my best everyday... 

[borume]

i’m suffocating because all i do is study and none of the material sticks. i was so naive before optometry school. i legit thought there were like 6 muscles in the eye and like 2 glands. there’s so much. why are there so many diseases. why why why. i am going home in a month though and i get to see epik high. the only things i’m looking forward to right now. 

[borume]

Do not pursue a marriage fora fear of loneliness. Marriage in a Godless marriage can be even more severe than singlehood. 

[cheesetwig]

this is what redemption looks like

[borume]

there is no timeline. it could be 6 months from now. it could be a year. no matter how long it takes, you need to live your life happily. you need to be the best version of yourself, for yourself. i know you remember what it was like to be in one, so don’t rush their progress. wait patiently. good things come to those who wait... 

[borume]

You do not know the full story of a book until the ending. 

Same goes for relationships. You don’t fully understand it until it breaks. 

& sometimes the breaking is the blessing