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-- I REMEMBER WHEN THE WORLD BROKE IN to rip apart my soul. for years after ONE EVENT, i thought myself NOT WHOLE. my hours were spent trying, to fix it with TAPE AND GLUE. until one day i DISCOVERED, everyone else was broken too. here we were with PIECES OF OURSELVES in both our handsSO FRAGILE and so open, that i BEGAN TO UNDERSTAND, maybe i’d been greedy, to want MY SOUL ALL TO MYSELF. when it could be a lot more HELPFUL, in the palms of SOMEONE ELSE. now every time i go somewhere. i LEAVE APART OF ME BEHIND. and COLLECT ALL OF THE PIECES, of all the others’ souls that I CAN FIND. so when i’m MEETING SOMEONE NEW, it’s not just me they get, but also TINY FRAGMENTS, of all the others that i've met. and MY LIFE HAS BECOME MUCH BIGGER , , now it’s home to things so small. and if this is what BROKEN means, i do not mind at all. INDIE , OC MULITMUSE , PRIVATE AND SELECTIVE AS WRITTEN BY MAR

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I love you wifey ♥ I'm always here and gay for mars bars.

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i love u too angel!  thank you for always been there, and wrow i am crying the gay tears. 

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this back n forth u're playing is clearly not working out for u, u feel better for a second because something good happens n then somthn happens that sets u back. maybe u should take a long break away from tumble put urself on a long hiatus where u just stop instead of deleting n come back when u're ready. or u can delete n take a break and remake when u're ready, but u really need to stop n sort urself out because it's not healthy n i want u to be happy n ur clearly not rn n nothing is helping.

thank u bb. i might take a break, because being here honestly hasn’t helped me much. i probably should’ve done it sooner, instead of dragging out my emotions even longer, and allowing things to get this continuously bad. but, at the same time i guess i thought by not taking a break, things would find away to work out faster—clearly i was wrong abt that one. so, i might take a break. maybe get back into the sims, bc that was the game i used to go to to cope with things.

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i hate how i’ve let things just get so bad—and i am sorry. i’m sorry i haven’t been, a good rp partner to anyone. that i’ve let things slip this far down the rabbit hole, to let things get this bad. i’m sorry to everyone. i’m thankful for those who have stuck around, and i hope things slowly start getting better. because i honest to god, don’t wanna quit. i just want things to get better from here on out.

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Ansel Elgort in Billionaire Boys Club (2018)

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