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I fear that i will never lose this weight. Im such a fucking failure :( someone help me!!

I walked 26.2 miles last night... Massive achievement for myself! In so much pain now though!

Must. Lose. Weight

Walked 10 miles today... Feeling good! Praying the scales go down a little bit in the morning

Weighing myself before bed was a stupid idea! Now i hate myself more than ever!!

Need to try harder :(

Im pathetic and i hate it :(

Tomorrow must be a good day

Walked home from town drunk on my own because im depressed.... I would never normally do something like that :s

Its so late and i have to be up so early :( life will suck tomorrow!

I hate myself.

So excited about the royal baby!! Congratulations to William and Kate :)

Everything done that i needed to do :) now bed!

To do tonight....

Shower Write introduction for essay Print resources for work Pack daughters lunch for tomorrow Get uniform ready Pack daughters bag

Drunk. Bleeding. Think i can feel now.

Only half a bottle of wine later and i am in utter hatred of myself.

So tempted to drink on a work night... Hoping alcohol will numb the emotional hurt

Breaking Free