The moment the front door opened, panic shot through me. I was supposed to be kneeling in the hallway like an obedient little fucktoy, but instead I was sprawled on the bed with my legs obscenely spread, three fingers buried deep in my dripping cunt, frantically chasing an orgasm.
My moans were loud and shameless — pathetic, high-pitched whimpers that grew more desperate every second. My swollen clit was throbbing so hard it almost hurt, slick and burning with need. I was right on the edge, grinding my hips like a brainless whore, when I heard his footsteps coming down the hall.
I tried to stop. Legs slammed shut. Hands flew behind my back. But it was useless.
He stood in the doorway, eyes dark with amusement and disappointment.
"Look at you," he sneered. "What a filthy, disgusting little cumslut. The second I’m gone you turn into a pathetic masturbating mess."
He grabbed my ankles and yanked my legs apart so wide it hurt, completely exposing my glistening, puffy pussy.
"So fucking wet. You really are just a desperate hole with no self-control."
I whimpered as he reached for the numbing cream. My eyes widened in horror.
"No— Sir please, I’ll be good, I swear—"
He ignored me. He squeezed a thick, generous amount directly onto my overheated cunt and started smearing it everywhere — all over my swollen clit, between my folds, even pushing some inside me with two rough fingers. The cold cream made my sensitive flesh tingle for a few seconds… and then the heat began to fade.
I obeyed instantly, my fingers flying back to my clit. At first there was still a faint echo of pleasure… but within a minute, it was gone.
No matter how fast or hard I rubbed, the burning, electric pleasure that usually explodes through my body had vanished. My clit felt like a numb, dead piece of flesh. I could feel the pressure of my fingers — the friction, the slapping, the desperate grinding — but there was no heat, no tingling, no building ache. Just dull, frustrating, empty sensation. Like rubbing a wall of skin that refused to respond.
I rubbed faster, harder, slapping my numb clit sharply, pinching it, grinding my palm against it with wet, obscene sounds. Nothing. My hips bucked wildly, chasing a high that no longer existed. The desperate need between my legs only grew worse — a deep, throbbing ache in my core with zero outlet. My pussy clenched uselessly around nothing, dripping onto the sheets, but I couldn’t feel any of the pleasure I craved so badly.
Tears streamed down my face as I broke.
"Please… please Sir, it’s completely numb," I sobbed, still rubbing frantically like a broken toy. "I can’t feel my clit at all… it’s just… nothing. Please take it off, I’m begging you— I’ll do anything!"
I kept going, fingers moving in fast, sloppy circles, my voice cracking.
"I’m such a pathetic, worthless slut… I need to cum so fucking bad it hurts inside. My pussy is aching so deep but I can’t feel anything… I’m just rubbing a numb cunt like a stupid desperate whore. Please let me feel it again— I’ll edge for days, I’ll cry for you, I’ll lick your cum off the floor, just please give me my sensation back!"
My voice turned into broken, hiccuping begs as I slapped my dead clit harder, tears pouring down my cheeks.
"I’m losing my mind… it feels so empty… I’m so fucking horny it’s driving me insane but I can’t get there. I’m your stupid numb fucktoy— please Sir, I’ll do anything. Use me, ruin me, hurt me, just let me feel something on my clit again. I’m begging you like a pathetic bitch in heat…"