Broken, Lonely and Afraid

Indie RP. 31 years old. IM me if you have any questions or would like to rp. Search #sophiabio to see pinned post for Sophia & other info.

[brokenlonelyandafraid]

Sophia Martin. 30/s. Bisexual. She/Her

Cafe owner. Dog mom. Pretty chill but won’t put up with bullshit. Cares deeply about the ones she loves. Introvert.

Verses;

Her main (above)

Sons of Anarchy/Mayans MC- similar to above but Jax and Tara’s daughter (given up for adoption to Gemma’s sister or raised by them, depending on thread) or completely unrelated and can be fit into the verse however needed

Supernatural (TV Show) or other mythical type- Shape shifter (not necessarily canon from show but close) or hunter. Whichever works.

Station 19/Greys- Firefighter for Station 19.

911- works at dispatch with Maddie or member of the 118. Can also be Chris’s teacher.

OneChicago- Part time dog trainer that works at Molly’s. Her dad is a well known (former) firefighter and she’s been playing with the idea of becoming one, but following in her father’s footsteps is... a lot.

Rules of the blog;

I’m 31 and while I will write with anyone, anything mature will require the other writer to be 21+

No specific fc restrictions beside cartoons, animals, people who are deceased, and known bigots. Duplicates are fine!

Shipping is great, but we can’t force it. If you’d like to try a ship, I’ll definitely be up to it! 

I will do my best to tag triggers but please let me know if I missed one.

Messaging me, sending something in the askbox, or tagging me in starters is wonderful and absolutely allowed! 

I don’t do rping through dms but I do have a discord. Feel free to ask for it!

Please never feel awkward or anxious about messaging or interacting with me. I appreciate it!! This blog is a mess so please message me if you have questions! 

Gifs and icons will almost never be used but you are welcomed to use them. 

Plot Ideas (linked- send one or more to me that we can decide on!)

Memes (linked- great ice breakers. When in doubt, send one in! Possibly a thread starter!)

She has a whole muse page but this is all the important bits. If you’d like to do something with her please like this or message me. Note that I am not doing icons or gifs but you are more than welcomed to. Any questions, please let me know!

***THIS IS CURRENTLY MY ONLY ACTIVE/OPEN MUSE. THE OTHERS WILL BE REOPENED/ACTIVE WHEN MY MUSE FOR THEM IS BACK.***

[sammy-bryant]

FIRE COUNTRY S01E02 | The Tiny Ways We Start To Heal

[ofmymuses]

a ship where muse a is big, rough and hot-headed but when it comes to muse b, they would die for them – they make muse a all blushy and happy

ヽ (✿◠‿◠) ノ.･ﾟ*｡･+☆ ヽ (◠‿◠ ✿ ) ノ

[etxrnaleclipse]

So far, it had been a long shift and she was only four hours in, but Maddie felt as though it had been a productive one as well. Her left hand was nursing her coffee as her right scrolled through her phone, liking the occasional post that she found on her instagram page. The soft buzz of the office drifted through the door as it opened and it caused her to look up.

"Not today, no." Maddie replied, a joking tone in her voice as she smirked at the younger woman. "Seems like you're in the same boat. The coffee should still be hot, I made a fresh pot if you want some."

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"Oh you know me, Maddie. I'd attach an IV bag full of coffee to myself every shift if I could." Sophia chuckled, swiftly making her way to the coffee area. She prepared a heavy cup of the caffeinated drink, making sure to refill it for the next person.

She cautiously made her way over to Maddie's table and took a seat across from her. She didn't know if the other woman wanted company or to talk, and hell, Sophia didn't know if she wanted that for herself either. However, she figured she'd at least sit nearby and let things happen as they may. After taking a sip of her coffee, she leaned back in her chair and gave a soft sigh of relief. The hot beverage and some time to turn off her brain was exactly what she needed at that moment.

[brokenlonelyandafraid]

Trying to get my laptop to act right so I can post, but it's definitely going to take a bit 🙃

In the meantime, I'd really like to get some plots going for 911, Chicago Fire/PD, and my newest binge- Fire Country. Most wanted to play against my oc Sophia are (in no particular order):

Evan 'Buck' Buckley, 911

Eddie Diaz, 911

Stella Kidd, Chicago Fire

Kelly Severide, Chicago Fire

Adam Ruzek, Chicago PD

Dante Torres, Chicago PD

Kevin Atwater, Chicago PD

Hailey Upton, Chicago PD

Kim Burgess, Chicago PD

Charlie Reid, Chicago PD

Manny Perez, Fire Country

Bode Leone, Fire Country

Brett Richards, Fire Country

TBH I'd love anyone from any of these shows, even OCs! Those listed are just ones that I would really love lol.

Give this a like or shoot me a message if you have a muse in one of the fandoms and you're interested in doing something!

(Another reminder that this blog is an absolute mess 😅)

[brokenlonelyandafraid]

Well I was going to do some stuff here but apparently xkit rewritten doesn't have the option to edits reblogs like it had in the past? Or am I missing something? Pls let me be missing something 😅 cause idk how to go about this

[hollowprompts]

🤐 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 : 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘴. 𝘯𝘰 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩. 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 (+ 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦) 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦.

🕊️ 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐧𝐞: 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞

01. gently brushing the other's hair out of their face to tuck behind their ear. 02. wrapping a blanket around their shoulders from behind. 03. brushing tears off of their cheeks. 04. reaching out hesitantly before resting a hand on their back. 05. placing a cup of tea or coffee in front of them. 06. sitting beside them while they are asleep to watch over them. 07. sharing silence with them. 08. pulling them into a tight hug. 09. writing something quietly and passing them the note. 10. fixing a piece of their clothing carefully.

🔥 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐨: 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫

01. staring at them in silence for a long moment before walking away. 02. slamming a door shut without explanation. 03. packing their things up, slowly and deliberately. 04. breathing sharply through their nose and refusing to meet their eyes. 05. cleaning something obsessively in silence.

🥀 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞: 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐮𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧

01. running their thumb over the others bottom lip slowly. 02. standing just a little too close, enough to feel each others breath. 03. grazing their knuckles along the other's hip or thigh in passing. 04. undoing the top button of their shirt while holding eye contact. 05. leaning in like they're going to kiss and then pausing shyly. 06. sliding a hand under their chin to tilt their head up.

[brokenlonelyandafraid]

Around for a bit to do some things and lurk. Lmk if you wanna do something!

[brokenlonelyandafraid]

Shows/Fandoms- 911, Chicago PD, Chicago Fire Plot- Sophia (Dianna Agron fc) is upset that your muse (canon or oc) got hurt on the job due to being reckless. They can either be good friends that share an apartment or be a couple (male, female, or non-binary as she is bisexual). ***icon is used once to establish face. Feel free to use or not use any graphics***

The heavy stomping that Sophia was doing around the house was only a little intentional. She really was pissed…and hurt…and terrified. So she couldn’t help but let it out via her footwork. It seemed to intensify once she got closer to their room. The stack of neatly folded clothes nearly flew out of her arms and onto the bed next to them where they sat with their arm in a sling.

“Here,” She barely contained her cold tone, “folded your clothes for you, but since you're big enough to do stupid shit that nearly gets you killed, I figured you could put them away yourself.” 

[brokenlonelyandafraid]

Show/Fandom- 911 Plot- Sophia (Dianna Agron fc) works at the dispatch center. Your muse can be either canon or oc and any character from the show (it doesn’t have to necessarily be a dispatcher). ***icon is used once to establish face. Feel free to use or not use any graphics***

“Oh, thank God, the-the paramedics are here now,” the traumatized woman on the other line stammered, “Can I hang up now? I’m hanging up now.”

“That’s good, ma’am, and yes you can hang up now.” Sophia replied softly, the other line disconnecting almost immediately after her last word. She let out a heavy breath before looking at the time. Now was as good as ever to take a break. After placing her headset down she pushed away from her desk, stood, and made her way to the break room. As soon as she made it to the doorway she smiled. “Woooow,” She teased, “decided that working isn’t good enough for you?” 

[brokenlonelyandafraid]

Logged out and became MIA buuut I'm back!

And guess what? I had a (severely) used and old laptop given to me so now I can do some stuff on actual Tumblr!

I'm looking to do some starters this weekend, likely for 911 but might do other fandoms or fandomless. If you want one, lmk! They'll likely all be with my oc Sophia but I might throw a Canon character in. Maybe.

[lesbionic4]

[emziess]

Dianna Agron as Catherine Doctor Odyssey, S01E14

[brokenlonelyandafraid]

Logged out and logged into my other Tumblr, then got busy with life and forgot about logging back into this one 😅

But since I'm back, lmk if you wanna do something! My sil has been watching SoA and now I'm thinking about doing a rewatch and some rping 👀 So if anyone has a Juice or Jax or even anyone from Mayans that they wanna play off of my oc, lmk

[ozarkthedog]

Shawn Hatosy understands the Power of The Pitt

[brokenlonelyandafraid]

Want to rp with Sophia? Send me one of your muses and I'll use this generator to create a plot and make us a starter!

While I'd prefer to write on Discord, if you'd prefer to do it here that's fine, just please be patient since I'm on mobile 😅

(Fc is Dianna Agron. Icons and such will not be used by me but you're free to.)

[brokenlonelyandafraid]

While I'd like to play as (and play against Eddie Diaz), using Ryan makes me uncomfortable. I've been trying to come up with a replacement but I'm stuck.

JD Pardo is a little too old, though it could be canon divergent or use his younger self as the fc. Benjamin Levy Aguilar doesn't quite fit but I adore him. Then there's Andrew Jacobs, but he's not quite as known...though again I'm mostly looking for threads without any icons and such and just to put a face to the character so maybe...ugh idk.