--Crimson || Lionheart--

I Crave The Lemon Meringue. Period.

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Look at these cute fuckers! #Mikka #Voomp #Kittensarelife

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I just supported Phonebloks on @ThunderclapIt // @davehakkens

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=j #collegeselfie #feelsliketodaysagooder

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#collegeselfie #fullyhealed #yay

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Why am I doing this?

I already look pathetic, like you really wanna talk to me. Yeah. Bah.

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Is that part of you stronger?

Idk, so I just wanna stay away from commitment til I get myself together.

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#morningworld #newglasses #selfie #bedhead #sexyandiknowit #jk (at Dufferin House)

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Does any part of you want her?

Sometimes, but I'm avoiding relationships to figure myself out and get over the things I never did.

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Better Than Better Could Ever Be

I admit defeat. I admit many things. I admit my stupidity in my youth. My selfishness. My selflessness. My problems. My solutions. My fragile heart, amongst my fragile self-esteem. I'm weak, conservative, inappropriate, a bother to most, a treasure to very few. Worst of all, I admit I only shine when people help me shine. Otherwise I stay dull and dark as the corner everyone used to shove me in. So now, yet again, I admit defeat as I fall to my depths. Goodbye. Back to solitude, where I can only be a let down to myself. Atleast I've shown the largest tolerance for myself than my "friends" and maybe it'll last a while longer without people in my life.

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#selfie #glassesshopping #newglasses (at Dufferin House)

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#selfie #glassesshopping #newglasses (at Dufferin House)

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So she's going to be strung along until you figure out what you want? That's quite unfair. In my opinion, if you're going to leave someone, commit to it

That's her prerogative. She wants to stay in my life during this struggle I'm having. She can by all means find another guy, and we are broken up and whatnot, she just chooses to live her life this way. We're committed to it, maybe just not how you would. I see it as a moral support thing, and it turns eventually into really close friends. Nobodies hanging on for what they don't want to hold on to or stick around for.

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Jas wasn't that?

I'm just not sure about it. I had strong feelings, I'm not sure if it was really the strongest. I just don't wanna miss out on the girl who's more than anything I'd imagine. Not to say Jas wasn't, just that bleh. See how my brain is so frazzled? I'm confused and just unsure as a whole. I need to clear this up.

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Have you ever loved anyone completely?

Yeah, but I just never know nowadays with how ragged women have left me. I need someone straight up, no bullshit, unafraid to say anything or hurt me, cautious enough to know which buttons not to press. Above all, one with a personality I can't get enough of. The endless chase. Never too far though.

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#selfie #bedhead #morningworld (at Dufferin House)

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Who's your best friend?

Jesse. Me and him have eachothers back no matter what. Despite our age difference we get along great and make an awesome team in a jam sess. =j

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A specific time/ reason?

While we were together. Times she was scared of things happening around or to her. Just some personal stuff, idk if she'd like me talking about it