(/ he was still crying, though it wasn't nearly as bad as it had been before. tears fell from his eyes onto the fabric of seolhyun's hospital gown, but neither of them minded. his eyes fluttered closed as her hands found his hair again, and he finally began to calm down, taking deep breaths in through his nose and shakily exhaling them through his mouth. he could feel seolhyun's breaths evening out, too, and her hands kept stopping and then starting again, which meant she was falling asleep. Kibum didn't mind, thinking that her even breaths would help lull him to sleep. Once she was asleep, he smiled, sighing once before matching their breaths, so that he was both inhaling and exhaling with her. That feeling combined with the crushing, exhausting weight of everything that had happened that day helped lull him off to sleep, actually managing to sleep without nightmares for the first time in almost a month) - (/ when he woke, they were in the same position, and it took kibum a moment to figure out where he was, but when he did he sat up, a hand finding his hair. he sighed, running his fingers gently over the bedhead, then his eyes found seolhyun, who was still asleep, and he froze, suddenly unsure what to do as memories of the night before came rushing back to him)
