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Valentines Day

Ashley had never really had a great Valentine's day, which was fine, she just didn't understand the hype of it all. With her ex, it had never really been a big thing, sure, he'd get her a card or something, but it all just felt cheesy and never felt special. Still, something about Cash was just so different, made her feel so different, and not just the sex, just in general, that she had actually been looking forward to spending it with him this year. So even if she wouldn't admit it to him, she was disappointed when he called her to tell her he had to work late, and they wouldn't be able to do anything special. She'd never want him to feel bad for it, especially not when she'd explained to him that the day was no big deal to her, he couldn't know that she'd feel disappointed, she didn't even know she'd feel disappointed until she did. At least she'd still be spending the night with him, even if she did have to wait at his place until he got home from work, she had something special of her own planned, if she could get up the courage to go through with it. Ashley let out a sigh as she finished up at work, closing and locking the door behind her. Callahan had said he would send a car to pick her up and bring her back to his place, she frowned as she turned around to look for the black town car she'd been expecting and was met with an empty parking lot, save for one SUV parked off to the side. She was about to pull her phone out, ready to call him and ask if there was some confusion, when she realized there was someone standing outside of the SUV, and her heart jumped, as a chill ran down her spine, as she slowly started to turn the key in the door back the other way, unlocking it, instead of locking it, figuring she could hide out inside until they left. Except, something stopped her, and as she looked again, her eyes adjusting to the darkness, Ashley couldn't help but laugh, as she realized that was Callahan standing there. "What are you doing here? I thought you had to work?" she asked, walking towards the car, her overnight bag in her hand, unable to wipe the grin off of her face.

Callahan: was no stranger to Valentines day, he hadn't had many long term latter's but for this eve did, it was a time of appreciation. Cal didn't think it was right to only go above and beyond for the person you cared about on one specific day so, he always tried to do little things throughout the year. It just so happened that this time around he wanted to show ashley exactly how much she meant to him, which is why he had divided up this plan. The man had told his girlfriend that he was working late and wouldn't be able to spend the holiday properly with her, making up an excuse of a town car going to pick her up and work and all. In truth, he'd be waiting out there ready to drive them to the airport to take ashley off on a trip she had mentioned in passing to him. When Callahan noticed her come out of her building, he could sense her confusion and it took her a moment to even notice it had been him all along. The bright smile in her face made it all my worth it as she made her way to him. "You see, I did have work, but I might have forgotten to mention that work is not nearly as important to me as you are" He said with a bright smile, wrapping her up in his arms the moment she got close enough.

Ashley couldn't fight her smile when he wrapped his arms around her, her own sliding up to wrap around his shoulders, standing on her tiptoes so she could even reach him. She hadn't been expecting him to say that, and a blush rose on her cheeks, "Do you do that on purpose?" She asked, bringing her lips to his. The way he made her heart race, and all he was doing was holding her, but she didn't want that feeling to ever stop, that happiness just to see him, the way he could make her stomach flutter with something as simple as telling her she was important. "Well, if you're not working, what should we do then? I'm perfectly happy with sticking to the plan of having a quiet night at your house, we'd just get to start it earlier now, which I'm certainly not complaining about."

Callahan: was more than happy to have ashley in his arms once again, though it had only been a few measly hours since ehe had left her this morning for work. It was crazy how one person could ignite him in that fashion and he was very much okay with it. The feel of her lips against his own, the way her arms wrapped him closely. "Do what? Tell you that you're my top priority because I mean it? Yes, yes I do" He chuckled softly, returning the kiss slowly. "Now, not that I wouldn't enjoy a lovely night in with your body curled into mine, I have set up other arrangements. All you have to do, is sit back and enjoy the ride." Callahan smiled at her softly, taking her overnight back and setting it in the back seat before opening her passenger door and then ultimately making his way to the drivers side. "Just so you're aware, it's going to be a surprise and you won't get me to Crack" He says, tone very serious at first before his resolve falls with a big toothy grin.

Ashley laughed at his comment, shaking her head, "No, say things to make my heart race and cheeks turn dark purple all the time. Do you do that on purpose?" She asked. Her eyebrow raised questioningly when he said he made arrangements, wondering where he meant. She'd never really had anyone surprise her with anything, so she wasn't sure how to react. "I, uhm- I have a surprise for you, too. Kind of. I mean, it's not anything big. I just- You know, I'll just shut up for now, other than to tell you not to get your hopes up too high for it." She laughed, sliding into the seat as he opened the door. Pulling her seatbelt on, she grinned over at him, biting her lip again. A part of her wanted to ask, of course, she wanted to know, but she'd also never had anyone give her any kind of surprise, and she didn't want to ruin it for herself. "I'll try my best not to pry."

Callahan: placed his hand over her knee and gave it a soft saueeze, answering her previous question. "Well, if we'really discussing your heart racing issues, I can only apologize for saying things as they are" he gave a soft chuckle. "You truly are on the very tip top of my list. All of this, quality time with you, is something I would not trade in" Callahan looked over at her and gave her a soft smile. When he heard ashley speaking up about a gift she had for him, he perked up slightly. It wasn't something he was expecting, but also not something he was against. He gave her a smirk and squeezed her knee again, sliding his hand up her thigh ever so slightly. "Whatever it is, I'm sure I will love it. It's coming from you and that's what matters to me." Callahan spoke softly, honestly, as he continued their drive towards the airport. It wouldn't take them long to get there, but he was hoping that she'd enjoy what he had prepared for them.

Ashley blushed again as he squeezed her knee. It was such a simple touch, and yet, after their first night together, any kind of touch from him seemed to send chills through her, remember how she'd felt that night, she couldn't stop herself from wanting more. "The things you say aren't the only way you make my heart race," She whispered, unsure if he even heard her, but it didn't matter. "I'm glad you think so, because I feel the same, and I wouldn't want to be one of those clingy girlfriends who has to force their boyfriend to spend time with them, or to get annoying." She thought for sure that he was doing it on purpose now, as he squeezed her knee again, but then as it slid upward, she cleared her throat, trying to stop herself from letting out an actual moan at nothing than his hand on her bare skin. "I certainly hope you will." She said, feeling nervous about it. She'd been much more confident about it all before now, but seeing him, with his hand on her, it seemed silly, not like a surprise. A part of her wondered how many women he'd been with before, how many had been much more experienced than her, that thought something like this would be nothing. A part of her had no interest in knowing.

Callahan: had a soft smile on his lips as he drove, the hand on Ashley's knee sending chills through him and he could have almost chuckled at how just a simple touch could send him whirling. It was so new and yet it always felt so comforting with her. No one else had ever gotten a reaction like that put of him, even though a lot of woman tried, cal was a very peculiar person when it came to certain things. This being one of them. "You're not a clingy girlfriend and I am not feeling at all forced to be doing any of this with you. I had been planning it for a while but I was hoping to make it a grand surprise and by the look of your face when you walked out, I would have to say that it worked." Cal gave a soft chuckle. "Oh, I know I will" He whispered, sending a wink her way. Ever since their first night together, it's almost as if they couldn't keep their hands off of each other. Not even in a over sexual manner but just the touching, hands through hair and finger tips dancing along skin. Still such an after glow and he was loving it. Soon enough, they were pulling up to the parking at the airport, gathering all their things and cal had a goofy grin on his face. "I hope you don't mind flying"

Ashley settled into her seat, resting her hand on his where it lay on her thigh, trying to just enjoy whatever surprise he had planned. When his words hit her, she gasped, turning to look at him. "Callahan. You're joking, aren't you? You can't be serious." She felt like she was dreaming. Surely, a trip anywhere was far too much for Valentine's Day, especially when they'd only been together such a short time, but she also didn't want to seem ungrateful. "Whe-...Where are we going?" She asked, afraid that he was going to tell her it was only a joke.

Callahan: smiled softly at her surprised expression, he thought to himself about her past holidays and if they had been anything out of the ordinary. He enjoyed making people hapoy, his few counter do arts before consisted of little surprises and auch, nothing of this gesture though. "Hm, I'm not sure how many people find me funny, but I assure you it's no joke" He gave a soft chuckle, taking their bands in hand. "Well, we'recommend going to a place with a wondrous view, and a little cozy area for you and me. " He teased as they made their way inside. Honestly, the ins and outs of airports were a blur for him and before he knew it, they had made it through that hellish ordeal and we're now seated. "I wonder if you're ready to join the mile high club" Callahan said teasingly, somewhat testing the waters.

Ashley decided not to question him any further, she really did want to let it be a surprise, and somehow he managed to keep it one throughout security and and baggage check, but she wasn't complaining. As they sat down on the plane, she looked around, she'd never flown in first class, and she'd never even imagined it was quite like it was, but she was determined to enjoy it, rather than be intimidated. That notion went straight out the window at his next words, her face flushing at the idea of it. She couldn't deny how frequently throughout the day she found herself thinking about him, about his hands all over her, about his mouth- ...Pulling herself from her own thoughts, she looked back up at him. "Aren't airplane bathrooms really small? Can two people even fit in there at the same time?" She laughed, not saying no, but she certainly didn't want to jump on the idea if he was only joking.

Callahan: always found ashleys reactions quite adorable. The woman could be shy, but he had broken that after their first time in the bedroom and it amused him that she opted for a joke over saying no flat out. Which told him one of two things. She really thought that airplane bathrooms were small, or she wasnt completely opposed to the idea of actually having sex in the bathroom. So, Callahan, being the man he was tested the notion even further. "How about you tell me how small you think they are" He whispered, leaning over and capturing her lips with his own, first starting out slowly and ultimately deepening it. As he pulled back, he got up from his seat, giving her one last glance before disappearing into the bathroom himself

Ashley was about to ask what he meant when his lips were on hers, and she gasped into his lips, hoping he didn't intend to join the mile high club here, in their seats. But as he pulled away, she frowned, watching with wide eyes as he got up and walked away. She stayed there, frozen, for a few seconds, unsure of if he was even serious. Still, she decided to take the risk, quickly making her way to the bathroom herself, and sliding the door open, and then closing it behind her. It was small, there was barely room to move with the two of them in there. "I really hope you were serious, otherwise I'll just be embarrassed forever." She whispered.

Callahan: almost couldn't keep the grin off of his face for the entirety of the plane ride and even when they had boarded off, the grin was still rather evident. Cal just couldn't seem to get the events that had happened in the bathroom on their little plane ride. He knew that ashley was very much open to their sexual relationship but he was rather surprised when she had actually gotten up and joined him in the bathroom. While she was right about it being small, that didn't mean that they hadn't used it to their advantage. Now, they were on their way to the rental, Callahan taking it upon himself to set their bags in the back and begin their little journey off into the mountains of Denver. He had told ashley when they had gotten off the plane where they were, but not where they were going. It was now that they were on the road that they were hitting those mountain tops and the scenery in itself was doing winders for him

Ashley was surprised at herself, that she'd had the nerve to actually meet him in the bathroom, but it had certainly been worth it. Having Cal touch her was amazing as always, but the fact that it felt forbidden, the risk of getting caught, it had made it even better somehow. And now that they had landed and he told her where they were, her excitement was building again. She'd always loved the snow, and she'd always wanted to come to Colorado, and Cal knew that. The fact that he remembered it made her heart race all over again. She couldn't peel her eyes away from the window as he drove, staring at the landscape, trying to take it all in. "It's amazing, isn't it?" She asked, finally turning to look back at him. "The mountains and the snow, it's beautiful," She whispered, a little embarrassed by how in awe she was, but trying not to show it.

Callahan: figured that tHebridean would be mainly silent, due to the fact they both seemed completely enamored by the scenery in itself. But, eventually, Ashley spoke up and brought him away from the current thoughts he was having and turned to her for a moment and smiled before looking back at the road. "They are definitely a sight to behold, but I do believe that nothing compares to the beauty that you hold" Callahan said easily, as if he firmly believed in the words slipping from his his mouth because to him, it was true. Ashley was gorgeous and had he not wanted to make things special, he could have easily stayed at home and spent his time with her there. It wasn't aboit the where for him, it was how you spent it. Cal, placed his hand over there knee, a trademark for him while driving, as they took curve after curve before finally arriving to a rather large cabin, surrounded by tall trees with a perfect view from the mountain to the back. "And we've arrived"

Ashley couldn't stop her laugh at his comment, shaking her head, not because it was funny, but because it was strange that before dating Cal, she never thought much of herself, and now he just said things like that to her and he was so serious, meant it so genuinely, she didn't know how else to react. So instead she just rested her hand over his, now grinning like an idiot and staring at him with the same awe she'd been staring out the window with moments earlier. When the car stopped she finally turned her attention back to the scenery and let out a gasp as she saw the cabin. It was surreal. She'd left work, and now two hours later here she was in Colorado, somewhere she'd always wanted to go, sourrounded by snow, staring at a cabin, with Cal someone who had certainly changed her over the past few weeks, it was hard to swallow it all. Getting out of the car, Ashley followed Cal to the door, shivering when they got inside. The dress she'd worn to work wasn't exactly suited for the mountain snow, but it was warm inside, "I can't believe you did all of this." She said, turning to look around the cabin and then back at him. "Do you want your gifts now? I mean, they're really nothing special compared to this-...If I had known-...I've never had someone do anything even remotely like this before. I'm used to grocery store flowers and the cheap boxes of chocolates you buy at the check out counter." She admitted, letting out a small laugh as a blush rose on her cheeks, hoping he wouldn't be disappointed by her small gifts.

Callahan: knew that he could be over the top sometimes but he figured it was always important to do what you could for the people you cared about. Ashley had become someone for him like that throughout their time together and while it hadn't been long, he still wanted to go a little above and beyond on a holiday that most generally just brushed. Which in truth, yes did believe in taking care of your parenteral throughout the whole year, but this was definitely a special occasion for them both. Having arrived at the cabin, cal gauged her reaction and so far everything was running smoothing, when they had stepped insise, he quickly went over to start up a fire before returning to her with a smile on his face. "Ashley, sweetheart. I did all this because you are deserving of all of it and more. I knew from the moment I met you that you were something special and I haven't been wrong yet. You're worth more than cheap flowers and grocery store chocolates and I am more than certain that I will love whatever you have gotten me" Callahan whispered, placing a soft kisses on her forehead. "Now, go freshen up for me" He softly chuckled, his hands rubbing uo and down her arm lightly before placing abother soft kiss to her lips.

Ashley let her smile grow at his words, "I just don't want you to feel like I don't think you deserve more." She said quietly after he kissed her. She laughed at his next words and nodded. Ashley went to her bag and opened it quickly, pulling a wrapped present out and handing it to him. "Do me a favor and open these while I'm in the bathroom so that I don't have to see the look of disappointment on your face," She joked, but truthfully, she was worried. She'd only gotten him a new tie and a framed picture of herself. Which now felt conceited but she thought maybe eventually they could take one together to replace it. As Ash brought her bag with her to the bathroom, she sighed for a few seconds, staring in the mirror, before starting to change into the lingerie set she'd bought for the night, hoping Callahan would enjoy it. Once she was changed she stared at herself in the mirror for a few more seconds, deciding to take her hair down from the tight bun it had been it, letting fall in it's natural waves down her back, and then took a deep breath. Finally, she reemerged from the bathroom, her hands clasped tightly in front of herself, to keep them from shaking, to keep from crossing her arms to cover herself. "Surprise." She said softly, hoping to catch his attention, her eyes trained on the floor. "Is this-...I mean, this isn't really a huge surprise, I just him-...I mean not compared to all of this." She said softly, gesturing to the house around them, her cheeks a bright red with embarrassment for thinking this would somehow be sexy, that she could be sexy. "I told you not to get your hopes up."

Callahan: let out a soft hum in response and shoot his head. "I know you think I deserve the world, I can tell by that look in your eyes" He teased her, tapping her nose with his index finger. When Callahan was handed the present, he couldn't contain his smile and soft laughter when she asked him to open it while she was away in the bathroom. He knew that whatever ashley had bought him, he would thoroughly enjoy. "I assure you, the only look you'll see coming from me is pure joy" cal called after her as he watched her disappear into the bathroom and did as she asked, deciding to open it whenever she had fully closed the door. Inside the packaging, he was greeted with a new tie and a framed picture of the very woman who had slipped away to get dressed, the mere gesture of it all brought a smile to his face as he delicately tool both gifts in one hand and dispensed the paper with the other. While ashley was away preparing herself, Callahan thought to do the same after putting all their things away quickly, hoping he'd be back in time before she came back out and thankfully he was. He was sitting on the couch, waiting for her to reappear and God when she did he almost didn't know what to say. Ashley had never worn something like this before and he'd be lying if he said the heat hit his groin harder than he had intended. "Ashley you..." He kicked his lips trying to find his words as be stepped over to her slowly. "You look absolutely radiant. I--all of this doesn't even compare" Cal whispered, taking her hand in his own and pulling her closer. "I couldn't have asked for a better gift, though that tie is definitely a close second I will admit" His voice was teasing as he tilted her chip upward and placed his lips on her gently

Ashley still couldn't bring herself to look at him when he spoke, trying to fight away her embarrassment. It wasn't until he tilted her chin up that she finally met his eyes, laughing softly at the comment about the tie, pulling her lips away from his after a few seconds. "I hope you do like your gifts. I didn't know if the picture was too-...Well I just didn't have a picture of us. And if you don't like the tie, you don't have to wear it." She said, finally relaxing a little, as one of hands slid up to rest on the muscle of his arm. "I mean if it's really ugly you can just-...Use it to tie me to the bed or something." She laughed, another blush rising on cheeks at the idea of it, before she bit her lip gently. "Happy Valentine's Day, Callahan." She whispered.

Callahan: hummed in response softly at the mention of his gifts, he could tell ashley was nervous and was just hoping he had enjoyed them; which he had. "The picture was more than alright, we might have to shrink it down so I can have for my wallet as well" He teased right back until she made a joke about the tie being ugly and him not having to wear it, her next notion is what really sparked something in him. "Happy Valentine's day, Ashley" He whispered back softly, and then gave her a small smirk. "Though, I do believe that that tie you mentioned can have multiple uses, including tying you up to the bed. It's never wrong to test it out" He pulled her in closer, sliding his hands down to her ass sensually and giving it soft yet firm

Ashley laughed at his comment, unsure if he was joking or not, but it didn't matter, he seemed to be happy about the gifts, that was all that matter. When he pulled her closer, his hands on her body, she let out a small gasp. Though it was more at his words rather than his touch that made her gasp. Her eyes were wide at the idea of it, "Is that something you'd want to do?" She asked, unsure if he was joking or not, "Tie me to the bed, I mean? I-...If you did, I'd be willing to let you...I don't really know about that kind of stuff but if you wanted..," she trailed off, unsure of where she was really going with her offer.

Callahan: found her insanely adorable at the moment and while in most situations, people wouldn't have found that adorable, Callahan couldn't help himself. She was still throwing herself into this new world of sex and he hadn't even breached the surface with her just ywt, not wanting to overwhelm her with everything. Granted, she had done more than well in the bathroom on the airplane seemingly more excited about it once she had stepped into the small space with him. Callahan wondered if it was just a little coaxing she needed and by the things she said she was willing to allow, he deemed that was the case . "Relax, sweetheart" He hummed, taking her hands in his as he led her around the couch and up the stairs to the master bedroom of the cabin, speaking to her along the way. "Exploring in a sexual manner can never go awry if you trust the person you are going on the journey with" cal said softly, sitting down with her on the bed. "Now, I trust you" He said teasingly, slipping out the tie he had grabbed before heading up here and placing it in her hands. "Now the question is, do you trust me"

Ashley followed him more than willingly up the stairs, listening as he spoke and wondering if that meant he did want to try something like that with her. Truthfully, she didn't even like sex before Callahan, so there was a large part of her that was screaming at her to do whatever he suggested, trusting that he knew what he was doing just as much now as he did that first night and every time since then. Sitting on the bed next to him, she raised an eyebrow at the tie as he handed it to her, letting her fingers trail along the smooth fabric for a few seconds before speaking. She didn't know if he meant he trusted her and wanted her to tie him up, because she certainly didn't feel ready for that, she didn't feel ready to be in any kind of control of these situations, "I don't-...I don't understand-" She cut herself short and sighed, because that wasn't what he had asked. "I trust you," She whispered, finally looking up at him to make eye contact.

Callahan: could sense her slight confusion and in truth he could have explained himself a little better ao, he opted for just laying it all out on the line. Well, most of it anyways. "I'm just letting you know that I am open to trying a plethora of new things with you, Ashley. But that does not mean you have to be open to do the same. I can't sit here and tell you that the thought of tying you up hasn't crossed my mind and the fact that you mentioned it first makes me want to take care of you in ever way possible" He explained casually, taking the tie from her again and setting it down beside her before looking into her eyes. "Alas, these sexual endeavors are for two and my ultimate goal is to make sure you are comfortable with me as I am with you. We will go at whatever pace you see fit" Callahan smiled at her happily, hoping she knew that he meant it, that just like their first time he would wait for the ultimate goal ahead before getting friskier. "Now, you tell me, how much of a joke was that comment aboit the tie?" He asked with a smirk, eyebrow raised

Ashley stayed where she was, listening to what he had to say before reacting. Her cheeks flared red when he said that he'd thought about tying her up before, she'd really only meant it as a joke, but truthfully, she'd never really considered it before. When he brought up going at her pace, she nodded, because she never had to question that he wouldn't do anything she didn't want. Ashley stood from her place on the bed, standing in front of Cal instead of sitting next to him, her hands sliding up to rest on his shoulders as she let out a sigh. "I was really afraid of ever having sex, and all I really knew was really bad foreplay, and then when I finally did have sex, it was horrible. It was painful and awkward and afterwards I-...Well, I hated it, and it just made me even more afraid to even do it again. So when you came along, that first time, I really only did it because ...Well, I just thought that it was something that I was willing to deal with for you, and I didn't think I'd enjoy it, and clearly I was completely wrong. I mean, obviously I enjoyed it, but other than what I've done with you I have no experience. I mean, I thought wearing this was, like, a big deal, and I'm sure you've seen a lot of girls in a lot of things more sexy than this. So, my point is that before you, I thought I hated sex and everything to do with it, and I was completely wrong, so if there's things that you want to do, things that you think I'll like, that you'll enjoy, I'm willing to try, because obviously I was wrong before, so even if it's something I never thought I'd like, I want to try, incase I'm wrong again. And it's you, so I know that if I don't like it, or really don't want to do it, we don't have to. So, if using that tie is really something you want to do, then I'm willing to try." She said, biting her bottom lip gently, as she waited for him to respond.

Callahan: nodded along to her words and listen intently to all of it. Almost wanting to find whoever had put such an odd perception of sex in her head. A moment that was supposed to be shared with two people in a passionate manner and they had her thinking it was nothing . A deed she had to fulfill, to the point that she was doing it just to fulfill him. He would have commented had ashley not made a note of saying that she enjoyed what they did together and Callahan was glad for that. He would never want her to feel uncomfortable in her own skin or have her think that she owed him any sexual favors for the things he did. "I'm sorry that your view on sex was so twisted and it wasn't an enjoyable experience for you, but that's exactly why I do things the way I do. Why we talk and communicate, why I ask you questions and you ask them back in return. This is a two person street and I want you to feel open enough with me to ask about any sexual inkling's like I will with you. It's not going to be easy of course, easing into unknown territory..but I will take care of you" He spoke softly, smile on his face. "The tie doesn't have to be something we try tonight unless you're really that curious" Cal said teasingly. "But that doesn't mean we can't enjoy a very lust filled weekend together" cal smirked, pulling her closer onto his lap and laying back slightly. "Also, just for the record, you look absolutely stunning"

Ashley truthfully hadn't really considered if she wanted to be tied up or not, she was willing to try for him, but she hadn't let herself think about if it was something she actually wanted to try, or was just willing to try. Truthfully, she didn't know. She smiled as he pulled her onto his lap, relaxing as he held her, her arms still on his shoulders. Ashley looked down at herself, at his comment, her eyes fixed on the space between them, "Is this," She started, letting out a small sigh, "something that you like? I mean, girls in lingerie, is it something that you enjoy? I know you said that I look okay, but I just mean...Do you really like it?" She asked, finally lifting her eyes to look at him again, letting out a soft laugh, more from embarrassment than anything else. She dropped her eyes again, and let them land on the tie that was still next to them on the bed, reaching for it and picking it up, pulling the fabric through her hands as she thought about it, tried to picture what it would actually be like to have him tie her up, to be tied up, but truthfully she couldn't picture it. "I think I want to try it." She said softly, looking at him again, holding the tie out to hand it to him.

Callahan: considered her question as she asked it, eyeing her up and down and taking in all of her features. He wasn't really the picky type but he had noticed that things with ashley just seemed more exciting in a natural sense. Yes, the beginning was a slow build, but everything after was just joyful. So, when she asked him if this is what he liked, he had to agree because he loved it on her. There was no denying that notion. "When it's you wearing it, I can't stop myself from staring or saying that I am enjoying every second of it all, Ashley" He told her softly. Callahan could tell she was getting embarrassed so he made sure to hold her close and press kisses along her collar bone and shoulders. Cal honestly wasn't expecting ashley to be willing to try anything like this so soon so when she had handed him the tie and practically gave him the go ahead, hiso body reacted promptly. "Just say when and I'll stop" He reassured, lifting her up in his arms and settling her down on the bed properly as he kissed her soundly a few times before he slowly began to tie her up. Inching along until she was ultimately strapped to the bed and cal was looking down at her. "You are just so beautiful"

Ashley 's face softened at his words, her smile returning as he pulled her closer, his lips on her skin, just relaxing her further. She hated that she was so self conscious, she really did, but she also couldn't help it, and while Callahan did well at easing those fears and worries, they still crept up on her from time to time, and she was just grateful to Cal for humoring her. She nodded when he told her he'd stop when she wanted, because she knew he would, she never doubted that. "I'll tell you to stop if I need you to, but just like the first time, please don't spend all of your time worrying about me, I promise if it's too much I'll tell you." She reassured him, kissing him back, and trying not to let her hands shake with nerves as he took them one by one and used to tie to tie them in place. Ashley blushed at his comment, afraid to meet his eyes, because the way he always seemed to look at her made her heart race. "Happy Valentine's Day, Cal," She said softly, finally looking up at him, and waiting for his next move.

Callahan: It was hard not to get caught up in the excitement of it all, but it was also of balancing of still trying to maintain that comfortable atmosphere for someone who wasn't exactly used to all of this and then some. Callahan knew ashley didn't want him worrying about her all the time during their sexual encounters but as they continued on, he was more in tune with how she would react to certain things. Even now when she kissed him, he could sense excitement though nerves ultimately came with that and he understood. Still, there was no denying how good ashley looked sprawled out in bed tied up to the post and giving him that smile. "Happy Valentine's day, beautiful" cal whispered, leaning in once more to place another soft kiss to her lips before his hands began roaming. It was just a mild tease before he pulled back and began to undress himself, starting with his shirt first and letting it fall to the floor. "I apologize I don't have the appropriate atture, but I highly doubt that anything I could have come up with can compare to the beauty I'm seeing right now" Callahan hushed out before moving over towards her crawling up her body and landing a kiss everywhere he went, some lingering more than others as his fingers expertly made their way in between her legs. "I am quite curious to see how quickly I can get you to cum for me, Ashley" He hummed in response with a smirk on his face

Ashley blushed at his words, burying her face as best she could in her arm, trying to hide it after he'd pulled away from the their kiss. His hands on her were like fire, just a simple tough and yet she already felt so eager for more. It was such a strange thing, something she was so sure she hated just mere weeks ago was now something she craved from him regularly. Watching as he began to undress, she didn't bother to hide her staring, "You look good no matter what you're wearing. Or not wearing." She whispered, punctuating her words with a gasp as he began kissing up her body. Her legs spread instinctively for him as his fingers found their way between them, biting her lip as she stared at him. His words sparked a fire in her, like palpable excitement. It had only been a couple of hours since their time in the bathroom of the plane and yet, she felt like she'd been craving him for hours, days even. "My guess would be not long," she said, a small chuckle escaping her in response to his words, half wishing she could reach out to touch him, but wholly enjoying the fact that all she could do was lay there, under his control, nothing to do but react to the way he touched her body. It surprised even her when she realized how much she enjoyed it, and by where is fingers were headed, he was sure to realize it soon too.

Callahan: Things seemed to be running rather smoothly, the atmosphere in the room was calm and complacent. Both their actions were just leading to the inevitable and it seemed like ashley was becoming more and more okay with the act that they were eres committing. To Callahan that proved nothing more than a good sign, a sign that maybe ashley didn't give herself enough credit for the things she truly enjoyed and was just now truly embarking on a sexual adventure. All cal had to do was guide her to a safe haven and let her figure out the rest. "Funny, I was thinking the exact same thing" He chuckled softly at her response, as undressing her became a thing that was almost so expertly done he almost didn't have to keep his eyes off of her. It was like Callahan knew her body so well already and they hadn't even been doing this for an insanely long time and it was like he could envision it withoit having to look. He wanted to feel, to taste, to have her moaning for him already. "Do you like it when I touch like this, Ashley" He whispered into her ear as his finger trailed lower, slipping in between her legs further. Legs that she had already spread for him as his finger tips trailed along her skin before reaching their destination. It wasn't long before his fingers began circling her clit slowly, not too fast or too slow. Working her up to the proper point before his index finger began to circle around her entrance and he himself couldn't stop the groan slipping from his lips when he felt how wet she was. "Tell me that you want my fingers inside of you" Callahan breathed put, the arousal very evident on his voice but his tone not entirely demanding.

Ashley couldn't stop, what she could only describe as a giggle, from escaping her at his words, and it did nothing to stop her blush. As Cal slid her underwear off, without even having to watch what he was doing, she couldn't fight her excitement. His breath on her as he whispered in her ear caused a chill to run down her spine that she couldn't fight, causing her to gasp, or maybe she was gasping from his fingers sliding down her body and between her legs. "Yes," She whispered in response, her hips rising towards his touch as he began to circle her clit, her hands yanking at the tie that had them pulled up over her head, not because she wanted out, just because it seemed as though Cal had much more control over her body than she did, and while he worked his fingers on her, he seemed to pull reactions out of her beyond her control, and just as they both suspected, with his fingers between her legs, he was already bringing her towards an orgasm. Ashley bit her lip when he started to tease her entrance, ready for him to keep going, so ready, that it shocked her when he spoke, making her gasp again, her eyes widening at his request. Yes, she did want his fingers inside of her, but she certainly didn't know the kinds of things she was supposed to say in a situation like this, still, she knew that Cal wasn't going to make her say or do anything, but why not? He was just asking her to say what she very clearly wanted anyways. "I want your fingers inside of me, Callahan, please." She breathed, her hips jerking again as her orgasm grew even closer.

Callahan: was almost taken by surprise at Ashley's actions and it was mainly because this was not the same woman he had beeno dealing with before. Yes, she still seemed slightly hesitant and possibly a little nervous, but there was a glint in her eye that made his heart race with excitement and it only fueled him further. He knew that requesting to say those certain things might have been difficult, but to his surprise, she let the words tumble from her lips causing the heat to shoot straight down to his groin area. Of course, he was no one to keep his lady waiting so the moment those words spilled from her mouth, Callahan used his middle finger to push inside her entrance slowly as his lips grazed along her neck. He was using both sensations, that of his fingers inside her and his teeth baring down on her neck gently. Ashleys hands were tied so she had no real choice in the matter, which drove Callahan wild because he wanted her to want it. To beg for it. After a few moments , a second finger was slipped inside, he curled it upaward and pumped it in and out a few times, getting a rhythm down. "How do you like that, Ashley. How does it feel to have my fingers Oh so deep inside of you" Callahan groaned softly into her ear, her walls clamping down around his fingers already working him up more than he had originally expected when they first started

Ashley didn't know how her whole body didn't fall apart under his touch. Every move that he made drove her wild, and as his finger slipped inside of her, she moaned, his lips on her neck, and then his teeth, her body trembled against him. His second finger only added to the sensation, and she already felt her orgasm building so quickly, just as they both suspected, his words only made her want it more, even if the idea of dirty talk made her nervous. "Callahan," She started softly, her voice halfway between a whisper and a moan, not sure if she could give him what he wanted, no matter how badly she wanted to, she didn't know if she could be sexy, not in the way he was clearly hoping for. "It feels amazing, Callahan. I-I love your fingers inside of me. I love having you inside of me." She tried, to sound as confident as she could, and to her credit, her voice didn't sound as nervous as she felt, but wether or not it was sexy, was really for him to decide.

Callahan: knew that ashley was doing her best in saying the things she thought he wanted to hear and in fact was doing a rather swell job. He knew that she was trying and while it may have been nerve wracking tonher, the sounds that were slipping from her lios were doing wonders for him. How she felt around his fingers, the way he curled up and pressed against her clit. Watching as her body fell and rose depending on exactly how much pressure he put or what he did exactly. "Good. I love having my fingers inside you" Callahan whispered into her ear, tugging on it playfully. He was getting worked up, there was no denying that, he could feel the buldge growing in his pants and the thoughts whirling around in his head. "Ashley.." Cal picked his lips after speaking her name, slipping his fingers out of her and being them up to her plump lips, tracing them for a moment. "Tell.me how you taste" He groaned softly, slipping his fingers into her mouth as his other hand worked the belt of his pants and slipped them off slowly, watching as ashley did as he had told her. "You are so radiantly beautiful like this." Callahan hushed out

Ashley sucked in a sharp breath as he whispered in her ear, tugging at the restraints as her body jerked against his cold breath on her skin. Every move he made, felt so deliberate, so planned, the way her body reacted to it, like he was pressing buttons on a control to make her do what he wanted, and it was certainly working, because every move pulled a new reaction out of her that just seemed to stir him on further, making her moan, or gasp, or sigh. She groaned as he pulled his fingers out of her, surprised he'd stopped so soon when he'd mentioned seeing how quickly he could make her come, but as he brought his fingers to her lips, she blushed, not sure how she was supposed to react to this, but she'd agreed to try something new, and when he slid his fingers into her mouth, she sucked on them, licking them clean, but didn't say anything when he pulled them away, unsure of how to answer his newest request, and instead, just watched as he slipped his pants off. Ashley let out a small laugh when he spoke again, her blush returning. "I'm glad you like it."

Callahan: was very torn between moving too fast and too slow. He had to make sure that everything was done precisely because while ashley agreed to trying something new, that didn't mean he could unleash his actual sexual needs without explaining them to her first. Not to say that ashley wasn't sexually satisfying by any means, but his preferences changed with certain things and he wanted to make sure that she was ready for a step like that. Granted, she seemed to do good with his fingers, licking them clean and flowing along with him. In a matter of moments, his pants were off as well, but that's not where his mind was headed, he wanted to please her, to show her it was okay to get loud with him. Callahan slipped himself a little lower, low enough to grab her by her thighs and archery her back some so he could press his lips against her thighs. It was a balance of taking things slow but showing her what he was looking for. Cal but down in her thigh gently before soothing over it with his tongue and then turned towards her other thigh and did the same. Letting the sensations wash over her before his tongue finally landed on her exposed clit, ready to taste how wet she was for him.

Ashley gasped as he grabbed her thighs, her legs spreading wider for him as he did. Her body continued to move at his will, her back arching as he moved her, when he kissed her thigh she relaxed. Cal had done this for her their first night together, and she'd certainly enjoyed it, and she'd enjoyed it every time he'd taken care of her this way since then. She'd enjoyed every way he'd taken care of her. Except, she wasn't expecting it when he bit down on her skin, causing something between a gasp and a yelp to escape her, much louder than she intended, not because she didn't enjoy it, but she just hadn't expected it. She moaned softly as he soothed it, and then gasped again when he showed the same treatment to the other thigh, her whole body reacting to it. "Oh, god!" She gasped loudly as his tongue found her clit, her hands clenching around the tie that held her hands in place, her breath growing shallow.

Callahan: When her gasped reached his ears, Callahan couldnt stop himself from smirking because whether she knew it or not he was slowly but surely introducing her to a new realm of his world. Tying her up had been the first step and it had been one she herself was okay with, now moving it forward, with his grip on her and the way his tongue worked against her clit. He wasn't entirely sure that ashley knew what she was getting herself into but in truth, cal hadn't really given her much to work with. The man was patient with her, he gave her time and space and never really breached any sexual activity that was over the top. Certain things had to be kept at a low profile until the time csme, but at this moment, he felt like he could dip his toes in the water a little further. Callahan sucked on her clit softly for a moment before letting go with a pop and moving towards her thighs again. This time biting down harder than before, leaving a small mark before soothing it with his tongue. "Ashley, tell me you want more" He hushed out, hoping to coaxed her into the begging he was looking for, hoping that of he pushed her enough she would beg to receive the orgasm she had been looking for.

Ashley with the way his fingers had worked her earlier, on top of the way she'd already been surprisingly turned on by being tied up, when he began to suck on her clit, the sensation swept through her quickly, bringing her close to an orgasm rather quickly, and when he stopped, she gasped again, her hips grinding towards him involuntarily, seeking the contact she'd just lost as the cool air of the room hit her where his warm mouth had just been. When he went back to her thigh, she was expecting him to bite down again, but not as hard as he did, and she jerked away from it, out of reflex, but as he soothed it, she couldn't help but notice that the sting he'd left behind shot straight to her center. "I want more!" She gasped, her voice higher than she was used to, much more desperate, her hips grinding toward him again.

Callahan: And there it was, the breach that he had been looking for. Though it was a small one, it was definitely a start and one that he could work with. That tone in her voice that told him she needed more of him, the grinding of her hips and the ways her eyes caught his. Callahan gripped onto her harder, his kisses a little more rough as he bit down on her tan thighs again, his tongue swirling around, almost guaranteeing there'd be a mark when he was done. He pulled back, licking his lips and eyeing her up for a moment, without losing contact, Callahan began to strip himself. Without a moments notice, his member was out and proud for her to witness, already eager to get things started. "Ashley" He husked out, stroking g his own member as he got closer to her entrance, teaching her lips and coating it in her wetness. "You're safe with me" He assured her, wanting her to know that whatever happened, he still cared about her well being. This time, without really much of a warning, Callahan slid inside her and groaned softly at her walls tightening around him. He pressed into her, his lips landing on her neck and biting down softly on her pulse point as his hips began to work against her

Ashley gasped as his mouth continued on her thighs. When he stopped, she watched his movements, not breaking eye contact as he started to undress, raising an eyebrow when he said her name, but she just gasped again as his tip slid along her entrance. She was going to speak, tell him that she knew she was safe, when he was sliding into her, and she let out something between a whimper and a moan, her hands yanking at the tie that had them restrained. She wanted to touch him, or clench the sheets, or do something to brace herself for the pressure of him sliding into her. But soon, her body began to relax, and as he gently bit into her neck, she groaned, rocking her hips against his as best she could, unable to do anything else. "Callahan," She moaned, "I-I..." She gasped, trying to find her voice, "I'm already so close." She whispered, after already having him working her clit with his fingers and tongue before this, and not actually reaching an orgasm, it wasn't unreasonable that she was close, but now he was just building the pressure further.

Callahan: smirked as he watched ashley tug on those restraints because it told him one of two things. She wanted to fight back against it. She wanted to be able to touch him, feel him. Her moans where doing nothing but making him want to please her even further and he showed this by working his hips against her and gripping onto her tightly. When she mentioned being close, Callahan knew it was true. He could feel it with the way her walls were clenching around her. Of course, it was something to be expected with the way he had stimulated her beforehand. "You feel utterly amazing, Ashley. I live for the moment I find you squirting around my cock" He let the words slip out, they were low and soft, testing out the waters in the realm of talking dirty and hoping it wasn't completely going overboard with the things she had been used to. But still, it was better to test them out now and see how she would react to it in general.

Ashley couldn't control the way her back arched off the bed, or the way her body pressed against him as his movements continued. His grip on her made her want to squirm against him, testing just how tight his grip was, and while she didn't know why the fact that it was so strong she could barely even wiggle seemed to turn her on more, all she knew was that she liked it- No, loved it. When he spoke, she gasped, her cheeks turning a deep purple, her mouth hanging open slightly as she tried to process what he was saying, tried to come up with any kind of response. A slough of responses flew through her mind, but none of it sounded like something she could say, it didn't sound sexy coming out of her mouth. His words made her shake, she could feel them in her core, they were just words and it was as if they were calling her orgasm forward. There was no way she could say anything that would bring that kind of reaction out of him, but she didn't want to disappoint him. She didn't want him to think he'd gone too far, that she didn't enjoy his words, so instead, she just opened her mouth and let the words flow on their own, coming naturally. "Then make me squirt, Callahan." She whispered, her cheek pressed against his, so his lips were right near his ear, "Please."

Callahan: groaned softly at the response, his grip tightening even further if that were possible and his movements speeding up. He knew that ashley was new to the dirty talk in bed but she was willing to try and that was all he asked for. The fact that she wanted it was more than enough to tell him he needed to keep going. Just watching her tied up to the bed and taking him for all he was worth was shooting the arousal through every nerve on his body. "With sheer pleasure" He whispered out to her, lifting her hips uo slightly to get a better angle before he began sliding in and out of her slowly at first. Almost too slow if that were possible, before once again picking up the pace and changing up the speed. One of gas free hands slipped down to stimulate her clit and add onto the sensation by working slow counter clockwise movements against her sensitive bundle of nerves. They were counter active to his deep thrust and ever so often he'd press down firmly on her clit to apply pressure before once again working her in slow circles.

Ashley gasped as his grip tightened, her mobility down to practically nothing now. At the feeling of him lifting her hips, it brought a whole new sensation, making her moan, her breath hitching in her throat. When he slowed down, she tried to grind her hips into his, but the way he was in control, she couldn't, all she could do was lay there dealing with the agonizing slowness of it all. And just like that he has sped up again and then his fingers were on her clit and she let out something close to a moan but more like a yell at the sensation. His fingers moved so slowly, and were just enough to keep her building without giving her a release. Every time he'd press against her clit, she'd be just about to topple over, and then it would be gone. She wanted so badly to pull away, to shy away from the way her body was so hyper sensitized, even if it all felt amazing, it was almost more than she could take. Ashley tugged on the tie again, trying to get any kind of control, but she had none, every move was his, every sensation she was feeling was controlled by him, even any movements she made were controlled by him. She knew when she agreed to be tied up that he'd be in charge, but she hadn't realized the total level of control he'd have on her like this, as if she was a doll, there for him to play with, but what she really hadn't realized was how much the realization of that would turn her on even more. That being completely under his control made every single move he made that much more enjoyable, she didn't know why, or how, but she knew she wanted more, even if she felt like she was going to scream if she didn't come soon, like she wanted to rip her hands out of their restraints so she could reach down and make herself come, but knowingly that firstly she couldn't and secondly that it would never feel nearly as good as having him doing it. And it was with that knowledge that a word she so rarely used escaped her, "fuck." She groaned, trying futilely again to wiggle her, hips to get away. "Cal I-I can't-...I need to come." Her voice was incredibly desperate, on the verge of begging, shaky, to match the way her entire body shook against him. "Please."

Callahan: was only slightly taken aback when he heard that singular word slip from her mouth. Ashley rarely used words such as those but the initial arousal that shot through was highly undeniable. The way that her entire body craved everything he was offering had only enticed in going faster, harder, deeper. She wanted to cum. No, she was practically begging for it. There was something about how much she wanted it and how no matter how hard she pulled, Ashley was completely under his control. Callahan was a simple man, but this rush of power made him feel things he hadn't felt in a very long time. Every bone is his body was reacting as if struck by lightening and it was something that couldn't be fought. Almost as if a switch going on in his head that even if reghstered, there would be no way to stop. "You'll cum after you've begged for it" Callahan husked out as he ground his hips into her. "After I've felt you deserve to have your walls clench around my thick cock and you're moaning my name until your eyes have rolled to the back of your head" His hands palmed her breast and began tugging on her nipples as hips continued to thrust forward, eye contact being made. "Beg for me, Ashley. Give me a reason to let you make a mess"

Ashley watched as something in his eyes seemed to change, they weren't as soft as they normally were, they were something else. Something she'd only seen flashes off here and there in him before, they seemed more alive now. When he spoke, her whole body froze, she didn't know how to react. His words sent a chill down her spine, she had no idea how to react, what to say, or do. Things felt like they were moving in slow motion, she looked up at her hands, seeing that they were still tied about her head, and then back at him. Ashley swallowed, half expecting her whole body to seize with fear, expecting the cold to creep in with the realization of his level of control on her in the situation. Except that fear didn't come, she didn't want him to stop, she didn't want him to give her control back, even if the look in his eyes was different than what she was used to with him, it was still Callahan. She still felt that same trust in him that she'd felt when she agreed to let him tie her up. Every thing in her knew that if she asked him to stop right now, he would, and the knowledge of that is what made her want him to keep going. His hands finding her breasts made her jerk back to reality, everything coming back to real time, the slow motion of her thoughts snapping away, and as he tugged at her nipples, a sensation she'd never experienced before shot through her, only turning her on even more. She gasped, tugging at the tie again as her back arched off the bed. There were so many sensation, and she didn't know how to handle any of it. She had no idea what to say, everything in her head sounded pathetic and embarrassing, not the least bit sexy. Or maybe it was just her that couldn't be sexy. Now, the fear was hitting her, but it wasn't him she was afraid of, it was him realizing she couldn't give him what he wanted, that she couldn't be sexy enough, or hot enough for him. Still, that pressure was steadily building inside of her, and she needed a release, she needed to come, she needed him to make her come. Breaking eye contact with him, she looked to the side, "Please, Cal. What do you want from me? Just tell me, I'll do it. I need to come, please. I'll do anything. I need you to make me come. I need you, Cal. Please." She let the words fall from her lips, her cheeks growing red with her blush as she spoke, waiting for him to inevitably start laughing at her.

Callahan: couldn't explain the exact feeling that was now coursing through his body but he was sure it was one to be reckoned with. The way his muscles flexed just by the sound of her voice, the intensity that grew between them with each tug on the restraint. Callahan could see that this was taking a tole on Ashley, but in a way he had not exactly expected. While the woman seemed nervous to talk out towards him,every action she made told him that all she wanted was more. "You heard me, Ashley" He husked along side her ear, his free hand trailing down to her throbbing clit and pinching it bewteen his thumb and fore finger. "I expect you to beg, scream and shout u til I give you exactly what you want." Callahans voice was low, almost dark even as he pinched at her clit again, watching her legs tremble. "I know there's a bad girl deep inside those innocent eyes, all I'm doing is trying to coax her out for a little while" He hummed in response, a soft smirk appearing on his face as he let his fingers slip inside her wet center. "I can already feel you clenching around me. Your walls practically ready to burst with arousal and all you have to do is let it happen, Ash." He whispered, taking her lips with his own and kissing her deeply as he slipped in a third finger. "Let me make you cum" With that, he curled his fingers upwards and began a rapid pace.

Ashley she'd been expecting a number of reactions from him, but the one she got was nowhere near any of the scenarios she'd imagined. He wanted more, and she wasn't sure she knew how to give him that. When she felt his hand sliding down her body, she groaned, grinding her hips toward the contact, and then let out something between a whimper and a gasp as he pinched her clit. The sharp pain, mixing with a strong wave of pleasure would have knocked her over if she'd been standing and it was a far cry from the touch she'd been expecting, and yet she could feel herself growing even wetter, if that was even possible, from it. Letting out a shaky breath when he stopped, she looked back at him when he spoke, part of her wanting to tell him she couldn't, but then he pinched her again, and just that alone almost threw her into an orgasm, making let out a load moan, and then something close to a cry when his fingers were gone, her orgasm had been so close but was gone again. Her hips ground against the empty air, biting into her lower lip as she whimpered again in desperation. His fingers sliding inside her made her body react so quickly, her hips grinding onto them, knowing that it was just making that pressure build, that without him touching her clit she'd only make things worse for herself, but she had no control. He had all the control, and somehow she found herself playing into it all, just making it worse for herself. She kissed him back hungrily, her hips still riding against his fingers, Ashley gasped again when he added another finger. She began moaning when he quickened the pace, her whole body shaking with arousal. "Cal, please." She gasped, "I need to come." She moaned, closing her eyes as she pressed her back into the pillow behind her, trying to keep from going crazy. She needed a release, but she was tied to a bed and he just kept winding her up tighter and tighter. She'd never felt anything like it before, and she wanted more. She wanted to come, she needed to come, but she wanted him to push her as far as she could possibly go before her body actually exploded. "Make me come, Callahan. Make me make a mess. Make me come so hard that I'm completely ruined for anyone else ever, because you're the only one who will ever make me come that good. Make me yours, Cal. Make my whole body feel it, show me how much control you really have. Claim me, claim my whole body for yourself, Cal. I want you to own me, I want you to make me explode with pleasure, I need it. I need it you." She gasped, her hips grinding against his fingers, her clit throbbing so hard she could feel it in her toes. She didn't know where any of that came from, and she wouldn't be surprised if he really laughed at her now, sent her packing even. She wouldn't blame him, but he'd better give her an orgasm first or she really would go insane.

Callahan: What came out of Ashley's mouth were things to be expected. Her moans and whimpers that filled the room because she was craving something that only he could guve her. A rush of power that he hadn't felt.in an extremely long time and a woman beneath him who was breaking down her own walls to make sure that they both were receiving what they wanted. Now, even if Callahan could have predicted how exasperated Ashley had beem, never in a million years could he have for seen the outbreak that the woman caused. The words that slipped out of her mouth causing his heart to pump rapidly just from sheer arousal. Everything she said was true. He wanted to claim her, ruin her, use her in ways no one else could even dream of. Wanting just the mere thought of him to cause a mess in her pants. Quickly, Callahan slipped his fingers away and held them up, they were glistening with her arousal and he had no shame in plopping each one into his.mouth and giving it a good suck. "I think you're starting to learn" He husked out a small.chuckled as he spread her legs widely, the head of his cock running from the top of her slit to the bottom. "I know you want to cum, Ashley. I can see it in your eyes, the way your back schedule when I get anywhere close to this delicious cunt of yours" Callahan smirked, pressing his cock against her clit now and applying pressure. "You're about ready to burst and you can't do a single thing about it. Ob, but I can" He made a note, sliding his length inside of her slowly but surely. "I have every intention of fucking you senseless and filling you up with ever drop of cum I have to offer" His hand coming down onto her breast again and gripping it roughly, tugging on her nipples. Callahan let his hips jerking forward once, then twice, and before it was said he already had a pace that was a lot faster than anticipated. "Now tell me.it's what you want Ashley. Tell me you want me so deeply inside of you that you won't be able to handle it" He said gripping onto her hips and slamming into her at this point, hips jerking upward to reach her g-spot every single time.

Ashley gasped when he said she was starting to learn, a fear seizing her, making her think she'd never get to come, because if that wasn't enough, she didn't know what was. When he pulled his fingers away she groaned, letting out something close to a sob as she gave a few sharp tugs on her restraints, as she was left with absolutely no contact to her core. But then he was spreading her legs and giving her contactc and she thought for sure he was going to give her what she needed now. His words only encouraging her hope, and then he was pressing on her clit. And every inch of her body was coming to the edge, and she could taste it, when he said she couldn't do a thing about it, but he could, she was about to thank him, thank him for the orgasm he was about to give to her, and just as it was about to hit the pressure on her clit was gone and he was sliding into her. She cried out with both disappointment and pleasure as his full length slowly slid into her and stretched her. She yelped when he grabbed her breasts, her back arching even higher toward his hands as he tugged at her nipples, "fuck," she whispered, as she grew even wetter around his cock. She ground her hips against him, trying to keep his pace, and making eye contact when he spoke. "I want you. I want you to fuck me. Fuck me so hard and deep that I can't even move after. Fuck me until my whole body gives out, so I'm so sore tomorrow I can't even get dressed. Please fuck me until I come."

Callahan: With each word that came.out of Ashley's mouth, it.was another rough thrust to her core. He had his hands braced on either side of her as he body hovered over her own, his hips working double time at this point as he felt his own orgasm creeping uo on him. Callahans muscles were clenched as he pounded into her with abandon. "Im.going to fuck you until your voice is hoarse and your body knows no ones touch but my own" He grunted, a bead of sweat trickling from his forehead down to the side, his hand slipping away and right back to her clit as it was prior. "Now I'm only going to tell you this once, Ashley" He whispered softly, a hint of playfulness in his tone. "Cum!" He pressed down on her clit as he felt his own body reacting and trembling due to the orgasm that was now hitting him full force. Yet, he did not let that stop him from his fingers batting against her swollen clit and giving her everything she had been begging for from the very beginning. Callahan was cumming now and he let out a rather loud groan as it hit him all at once but this wasn't about his oleasure, this was about Ashley's and that meant making sure that shed be seeing stars by the end of all of this.

Ashley couldn't even compute the amount of pleasure that was flowing through her, and yet, she still needed that release. Her moans grew louder and louder as he plowed into her over and over again. When his fingers found their way to her clit, she held her breath, waiting for him to pull away again. She stared at him when he spoke, and then as that single word fell from his lips, that was all it took. Her entire body shook with the force of her orgasm. It was so strong she felt like her walls were exploding the way they clenched around his cock. She tugged at the tie on her wrists as a scream ripped out of her before she could stop it. Her whole body rocked with the force of every pump of her walls, and juices flowed out of her, coating his hands, and the front of him as they came together. Finally, finally, it slowed, and her back rested against the bed as she tried to catch her breath, a few spare twitches of her walls still making her clench him. He knees fell to either side of him as ever muslce in her body seemed to give out from his touch.

Callahan: never found anything more beautiful than the look of.pleasure of Ashley's face. It didn't matter how many times they had laid together, he would never tire of the look in her eye or how her body reacted to his every touch. Even now as she screamed put for her, her juices coating his hands and his front, the way her walls.demanded to felt. "That's it, princess." Callahan whispered, his finger still working her clit gently as he saw her body come down from the high. "Now I must say, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on and rest assured I have plans for you" He chuckled softly, sliding away from her and examining what he had just accomplished. "I hope that was just as pleasurable for you as it was for me" He commented, leaning in and touching their lips together once more

Ashley when she'd made that small joke about him tying her up earlier, she could never imagine that it would lead to this. How could she? Her experience with anything sexual before Callahan was so minimal, and so unpleasant, that it wasn't until she met him that she found she could have so much enjoyment in bed. And up until tonight, things between them had been incredible, but never anywhere even close to this level of intensity. She felt embarrassment rising in her, though, afraid that after all was said and done, he'd see her differently. She tried not to let her mind go there, but after everything that had happened in her past, it was hard not to. Her mind eased a bit as he called her beautiful, but it was his kiss that helped her relax more. The tenderness that she knew of him before returning, seeing that it was still there, that she hadn't somehow brought managed to ruin it. She smiled weakly at him, but nodded, "It felt amazing." She whispered, but now all she wanted was for him to hold her, to tell her that he still wanted her. She hated that her past was creeping in, was planting a seed in her mind that could ruin this moment for her, and she tried with everything in her to push it away. Pulling away from the kiss, she smiled again, searching his face for some kind of change, but seeing the same warmth she always saw. "Will you untie me now? I think my hands went numb," She joked softly, but really she wanted to move freely, let her muscles relax, clean herself up. And mostly, she wanted to snap herself out of whatever it was she was feeling, whatever fear was digging it's way out and taking hold of her.

Callahan: raised his eyebrow for a moment and looked at her. "Oh, who says that you get to be untied?" There was a smirk appearing on his face as he reached over and untied her first wrist and then the other. Having no intention of keeping her tied up any longer than the woman truly wanted. It was then that he stood up from his position on the bed and walked away from the room for a moment. It had been more than a few minutes of his disappearance before he returned with warm wash cloths to brace over her tender wrist to sooth the redness irritation Ashley had probably caused by all of the tugging and pulling on the ties. "I've already ran you a warm bath, you take some time before getting up, or I will be happy to carry you in there if you wish" Callahans voice was soft and genuine as he laid next to the woman, his fingers gliding all over her features as he caught sight of her. "You are truly the most phenomenal woman I have ever had the pleasure of being with, Ashley" He was so thankful for this woman who was willing to give up a night of control just to see eactly where their sexual tension would lay. "If you'd like, I could join you in your bath, or I could make up some dinner for when you're ready to come out. As you know, I can be quite a wizard in the kitchen and you know how much I adore the look on your face when I whip up your favorite" Callahan smiled at her softly, kissing one side of her cheek and then the other before coating her face with small tender kisses, their noses graing as he let a soft smile appear on his face.

Ashley let her eyes widen for a just a second when he teased her, but relaxed as he reached up to free her hands. She watched as he stood up, biting into her lip to keep herself from asking where he was going, or if she should follow him. She wanted to get up and find something to put on to cover herself, but her body was too exhausted to move. Instead she just pulled her arms down to cover herself, wrapping them around her body. She was just about to gather her strength to get up when he returned. Sitting up, she smiled at him when he put the wash cloths on her wrists, thankful for the comfort, and that he'd thought to take care of her like this. She knew it was stupid of her to feel upset, that she'd agreed to what had just happened, in fact, she'd enjoyed it, an incredible amount, so why be upset? Ashley smiled again when he said he'd run her a bath, relaxing under his touch, and sliding herself closer to him. She knew that he was trying to compliment her, but she couldn't help but frown when he did, it was hard for her to believe any kind of compliment about herself, but especially when he complimented her so highly. "Well, you're hands down the best guy I've ever been with. It's not even a competition, but that's different." She whispered, squeezing her eyes shut, to try and clear her mind. She didn't want to ask him to join her in the bath, but she didn't want him to leave her, either. She just felt like she needed to be near him, she still just wanted him to hold her, she wanted to be wrapped up in his arms, and to feel safe. And she wanted to talk about what had just happened, and what he meant when he said he had plans for her. But she didn't know how to say any of that. "I'm not hungry." She finally answered, opening her eyes again to look at him. "I just want to be near you."

Callahan: had an underlining feeling that Ashley was feeling a certain type of way due to the circumstances that they had gotten themselves into, even if the woman was rather eager as the actions continued. Still, it wasn't as if Callahan wanted her to feel any differently about anything they had done or like it was expected of her to do it again whenever he deemed it necessary. He cared about her and her feelings and it was definitely something they both needed to communicate about, though there was no reason to bring up anything right at this very moment. Callahan could only hope that Ashley knew she could come to him if there were any doubts in her mind to begin with. When she simply said she wasn't hungry, it was as if he silently understood and nodded his head. So, standing from his spot again, he walked over to grab his boxers and slip them on quickly before walking over to the woman and slipping his arms under her so he could carry her into the bathroom. "I tried to make it as soothing as possible" He whispered softly, setting her down in the tub gently and placing a single kiss on her forehead. Instead leaving her there or joining her, he simply sat next to the tub and draped his arm over so he could intertwine there fingers together. "I'm here, Ashley. I'm not going anywhere and believe me when I say I have no intentions to" Callahan stated, bringing her hand to his lips to place a soft, tender kiss to her skin. "You're safe with me. You always will be"

Ashley watched as he stood from the bed, not moving, just staring as he put his boxers on. She didn't know what his plans were, but she was unbelievably grateful when he lifted her, just being in his arms relaxed her in ways she couldn't explain. Ashley rested her head against his bare chest, one of her hands sliding to rest there, too. She hadn't take the time to explore the place when they'd arrived. After the plane ride, she'd used a guest bathroom to change, and other than the living room where they'd entered, the bedroom was all she'd seen of the cabin they were staying in. So when he brought her into the bathroom, normally she probably would have gawked at the size of it, at the massive tub, and how amazing it all looked, but right now, as he slid her into the warm water, she just sighed, letting the warmth seep into her sore muscles, and trying not to miss being in his arms. Ashley grasped his fingers, squeezing tightly when he intertwined them. And then, as if on cue, when he spoke, tears sprang from her eyes, his words hitting her so swiftly, she didn't have time to stop herself. Her free hand instantly rose to cover her face, because she really didn't even know why she was crying. Maybe it was all of the memories that had come back to her in the last few minutes, or maybe it was just all of the adrenaline from what had happened leaving her, or all of the heightened emotions going around, or maybe she just felt safe enough to let it out. "Thank you." She finally whispered, through her tears, wiping them away quickly as she got herself back in check, and shaking her head. "I'm sorry. I don't know why I'm crying. I'm not upset. I think I was just scared, I've just been scared for so long, and I guess I just don't know how to handle feeling...Not scared. I don't know how to feel safe without turning into a mess, I guess."

Callahan: was rather taken aback by Ashley's reaction and for a moment he had feared that by pushing her against her limits, he may have ruined everything. He was instantly on his knees with his hands in hers, looking for any indication of what was wrong. At her response, it was a sigh of relief but it was accompanied by a look of concern. What kind of experience coukd she have had to cause such a sudden reaction and leave a woman feeling so shook. Callahan was curious, that he couldn't deny, but he also didn't feel right bombarding her with questions after she had just let it all out. "Ashley..." His voice soft as he whispered. "I'm, i-I'm sorry. I shouldn't have made you do any of that without properly asking you first. Making you push yourself against your boundaries and God. How could I have been so daft " Callahan shook his head, getting upset with himself for even thinking it was okay to over step without proper discussions first. "All I've ever wanted was to make you happy. From the moment I laid eyes on you. I never want you not to feel safe with me" He sighed looking down.

Ashley was grateful that she felt like her body had regained some of it's strength, because as Cal started to apologize, all she wanted to do was climb out of the tub and tell him that he had nothing to be sorry for. She wasn't quite strong enough for that, but she at least sat up a little straighter, reaching one hand up to rest against his cheek, her thumb stroking his cheek bone to try and get him too look back up at her. "I do feel safe with you." She whispered, "You don't have anything to be sorry for, you didn't do anything that I didn't want, or enjoy for that matter. From the second you tied me hands up, I enjoyed it all, I liked you pushing my boundaries, and if you hadn't...Well, I think if we had talked about it first, I probably would have said no to a lot of that, because I would have been afraid. I'm not saying that you should just do whatever you want to me without asking me first, but I'm just saying that I never would have let you tie me up if I didn't feel safe with you. And if there was ever even a split second during all of that that I didn't like anything that was happening to me, I would have told you stop. And I know you would have. But that was amazing, I've never experienced anything like that before. It wasn't until after...Until I got into my own head, and let other things that have nothing to do with you seep into my mind that I started to feel upset." She looked down, biting into her lip. A part of her wanted to tell Cal everything, explain why she had made him wait so long, why she was so inexperienced, and nervous. Why she was so timid and afraid of everything. But there was another part of her that was afraid that when he heard, he'd treat her as if she were even more fragile than he already did. What surprised her, was that she wasn't afraid of him running away, which is why she decided maybe it was okay to tell him, after all. "Cal-...I need to tell you something but-...I've never talked about it before, so I'm not really sure how to tell you."

Callahan: felt his entire body relax when Ashley continued to speak and let it be known that he had initially done nothing wrong. Of course there were a few things to work out but iverall, there was something much deeper to the reason why Ashley had broken down like that. She said she enjoyed it but would have let fear stop her had they stopped and taken the time to actually discuss things. There seemed to be a fine line that could be crossed during certain situations but overall Callahan knew a conversation was about to be had he wasn't sure he was ready for. Ashley wanted to talk to him and while most times that'd be more than okay in his book, this was serious. "Just talk to me, Ash. Start where ever you feel most comfortable" Was all he could think of to say, since he wasn't entirely sure where she was going with all of this but also wanted her to know that he had every intention of being there for her. "Should we move to the bedroom? Do you want to talk right here? I can get you a towel if you wisb?" Callahan was a little on edge, though he was generally well put together. It was just the thought of Ashley and her telling him something unexpected made him a little bit more nervous than he had anticipated.

Ashley sucked in a long breath, and then nodded at his questions. She didn't to be laying in a tub with him kneeling on the floor next to her when she talked about it, but she didn't want to be in the bedroom either. Truthfully, she didn't want to talk about it anywhere in the house, and taint the room with the memory, but she also felt like she needed to get it out, now that she'd started. Gathering her strength, she stood. "I'll grab a towel, if you let me steal one of your shirts to wear." She grinned, reaching for one of the towels hanging on the wall next to her and beginning to dry herself off. She waited for him to return with the shirt, and pulled it on, before standing on her tip toes to give him a soft kiss. "Maybe we can talk in the living room." she whispered, grabbing onto his hand and pulling him with her back to the room where they sat when they'd first arrived here. Ashley sat down, pulling her knees up in front of her, trying to figure out what to say to him. "I mean, obviously know that I don't have a lot of experience in the bedroom, and you know that I have an ex..." She trailed off, because she didn't know how to make the jump from one part of the story to another. "We were together for a few years, from when I was in high school until the end of my senior year. I was young, you know, and I didn't ever really feel ready to have sex yet, so when he'd get annoyed about it, I'd just usually give him head to make him feel better." She didn't know why she started there, but soon the words were just flowing and she decided it was easier to just go with it. "So for a while that's all it was, we'd be together, we'd make out, and then he'd start to finger me, and want to go further, and I'd pull back, and then he'd get aggravated and I'd give him head, and that was just kind of our cycle." She shrugged, and then sighed, "I guess I finally felt ready one night, so I agreed, but...It wasn't like some magical moment like it was supposed to be. It just hurt, a lot. And I just had this whole image in my head of it being sweet, and romantic, and slow and...It wasn't. And then it was over, and he drove me home, and I just didn't want to do it again. I just realized I wasn't ready, you know? I thought I had been, but I didn't want to do it again. So, I told him that, and god he was so mad. Which I get, I guess-...I mean, he'd waited a long time, and it wasn't fair to him, I know that, but he didn't talk to me for almost a week. I thought we were broken up." She sucked in a sharp breath, remembering everything that happened, and she was afraid to tell him what happened next. She hadn't looked at him since she started talking, and she was much too scared to now. "One night, he finally called, and he wanted to see me, and I was just so happy that he still wanted me, I couldn't wait. God, I was so excited to go to his house that night. But then we just spent the whole ride there fighting, him saying that I just needed to give sex a chance, that of course it hurt, it's supposed to hurt the first time, and that it wasn't fair that I expect him to be with me when I was selfish." She bit her lip, because now saying it all out loud, she knew how pathetic she sounded in all of it, how manipulative it all was. But she'd been in love then, and she'd been naive, and she'd been under his influence for so long, was so used to that manipulation, that she couldn't tell the difference. "We got to his house, and I told him that I would think about it, but that I wasn't sure. I knew he was mad but-...I thought he loved me, I loved him, you know?" She could feel her tears building back up, and she didn't want to cry, but she didn't know how to even think about that night without crying, without feeling like her insides were being ripped apart. "I was barely through the door before he started in on me, just grabbing me and he had his hands all over me, and I tried to push him away, but he just kept saying that I just needed to give it another try and I tried to just fight him off of me, but I couldn't and..." She trailed off, tears streaming down her cheeks as she remembered it, trying not to let the phantom sensations of his hands on her haunt her, or to let her body shake with the fear of it. "When it was over, I was crying, but I-I was happy, I was just so happy that it was over, that I could leave, that I could just get away from him." She didn't know how to even finish talking, her voice was shaking, her tears making her eyes puff up, but she needed to get it all out, she needed to tell him everything, because she couldn't go through telling him about this a second time. "He got up and he left the room, and I just laid there for a few seconds, and I was trying to get the courage to get up and get dressed and leave, but then-...Then three of his friends came in the room." Her voice shook harder, and her whole body shook with it, lifting her hands to cover her face as she tried to force the rest of the words out of her mouth. "They held me down and they all just...Took turns." She whispered, finally daring to look back up at him again. "I haven't been with anyone else since then. Not until you. So when I tell you that I feel safe with you, that I trust you, please know that I mean it."

Callahan: was quiet for a while. In truth, he wasn't sure how much time had passed, it felt as if time itself had stopped turning and he was in some sort of Twilight zone. He heard her talking, the tears that spilled out without permission and the look of a woman who was broken down by someone who could have never possibly deserves her. Was thing anger he was feeling? Hatred? Whatever it was, it was fixing to rip through his body in a fit of rage he wasn't entirely sure he would be able to control. He wanted to find them all, every last one of those sorry basyardd and make them pay for what they did. Make them regret their parents ever meeting and being born. Even though this anger continued to course through him, Callahan knew that this was about revenge or anything in that nature. No. This was about Ashley and letting her know that nothing like that would happen to her ever again. Not with him. Not while he was still alive and breathino. "I don't know what to say aside from I'm sorry I didn't come into your life sooner. I'm sorry I wasn't there to shield you from all this pain and from someone who didn't deserve your kind soul. From a sorry excuse of a man who thought that he could just come in and take until there was nothing left to give" He balled his fist uo at the thought and in that moment vowed to find this man. No matter hiw far and wide he had to look, he would make him pay for what he had done. "I wish I could take this all away. Every ounce of fear and pain but I know that I can't. I know that this is apart of you and I hate myself for it. I hate that you feel this way because you are so much more than just a woman to keep my sheets warm. You make my heart smile, Ashley. I swear to you that I vow to protect you for as long as I live. Whether or not you choose to keep me, I will always be someone you can rely on. I will make it my duty to be there" He cupped her face in his hands and whipped away her tears with the pad of his thumb. "I can't take away your past but I can promise you a better future. I can promise you that you will never go through something like that again. When I say you're safe with me I mean that from the very bottom of my heart. You've given me your trust and I do not intend on breaking it by any means necessary" Callahan said firmly. "I'm here. I always will be" He whispered, kissing her softly.

Ashley shook her head when he spoke, "You don't need to be sorry, and you don't need to promise me anything, because I know. I don't know how, but it was like as soon as I met you, I just knew that I could trust you." She whispered, sliding herself closer to him after he kissed her, "I'm just sorry that you're the one that has to pay the price for it. Because I think it's made me needy. Like earlier, when everything was happening, I was fine, I was enjoying it so much. But then when it was over, I just felt this fear seep in, I don't even know what I was afraid of, but I just think that if we're going to do more things like that, I'm going to need you to reassure me afterwards, to hold me, and just remind me that I'm safe. And you shouldn't have to do that, but I needed it tonight, and I'm sure I'll need it in the future. Especially since you mentioned something about plans..." She trailed off, hoping he'd elaborate on what he meant.

Callahan: looked at her and nodded, completely understanding that she would need a little extra attention and it not bothering him for a moment. He was always rather giving with his time when he cared about someone and Ashley was definitely one of those people. So, upon hearing her request it was already something he had planned. "Trust me, you will not be twisting me arm if I have to guve you a little extra attention. It'd be my pleasure to shower you with as much attention as you require and then some. I can go a little overboard as you may have noticed already so making sure your taken care of will not be a challenge for me" Callahan chuckled softly and pulled her into his lap so he could have a better hold on her. "And about those plans" He trailed off. "It doesn't have to be anything you aren't completely comfortable with. I just thought we could venture off into the land of more intricate things. I wouldn't say no to tying you up again but of course that comes with many a thing. Toys and other things that we'd have to discuss. I want to experience many things with you, Ashley. You've awoken something inside of me that I was to explore further and you're the only one I want to do that with"

Ashley smiled softly at him, her body was sore, and her mind was tired, but despite having just shared with him a memory that she'd never once spoken of to anyone else, she felt relaxed. When he pulled her into his lap, that feeling just grew, "You're so perfect." She whispered, her interest peaking when he began to talk about the plans he had. "My comfort level is a little all over the place, Cal. The first time we were together, I'd never had an orgasm other the rare few I'd given myself, I'd never had anyone go down on me, and I'd never enjoyed anything that anyone had done to me in the bedroom. If you had told me that night that I'd be having sex with you in airplane bathrooms, and in the same night letting you tie me up and begging for an orgasm, I probably would have had a heart attack. But here we are, and you tying me up was incredible. I want to try everything you want to do. I want to give you just as much as you give me. If you want to explore, I want you to do it with me, because I want to explore too, but only with you."

Callahan: listened and nodded his head along because all he could do was agree. He couldn't imagine how different things were feeling for the woman especially with the past she just let him in on. But there was a willingness to try. Ashley wanted them to grow together on this new sexual adventure and Callahan was all for it. "I was quite surprised with you, honestly. You did very well and I have never been more attracted to a woman than I am you at every moment" He said with a soft chuckle as he placed a kiss on her forehead. "We can take things slow and work our way up, there's no need to rush anything. We have all the time in the world, you and me" cal whispered, holding her closer and they curled I to the couch. "I have no plans on going anywhere except maybe to a pet store at one point in our lives" He commented with a laugh

Ashley grinned at him when he spoke, surprised by how relaxed she felt again. "I was pretty surprised, myself. It wasn't at all what I expected it to be, but I can't even say how much I enjoyed it. I just wish I could have shut my brain off more. When I did, when I just let myself feel what was happening instead of analyzing it, it was amazing, I guess I need to work on that. But when you just take control the way you did, it was like my whole body felt it. I know how stupid this is going to sound, but being tied up like that, with your hands holding my hips down, not being able to move or doing anything but to feel whatever you made me feel, I felt more free than...I don't know, than ever, I guess." She whispered, leaning into him when he pulled her closer. "So, whatever you want to do, I want to do. I'm not saying I'm going to love all of it, because I don't know, but I want to try. ...But I want to know. I want to know what you want to do with me. Like, if you could do absolutely anything to me, no holding back, I want to know what it would be. I want to know what you're thinking when you look at me, what you think about when you say you want to explore things with me. You've done it before, and you know what you like, so I want you to tell me."

Callahan: took a deep breath. This was a rather loaded question and conversation I'm a whole to have. He thought about a lot.of things when it came to the woman in front of him and they all didn't revolve around sexual matters. "Well, every time I get a glimpse of.you, I am reminded of exactly how lucky I am to be able to call you mine" Callahan whispered, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to her nose. "I think about how good of a person you are and how big your heart is" Again he smiled and kissed her forehead. "But, about the thoughts that you really want me to say well, those vary" He sighed, running his fingers along her shoulder. "I think about taking you up stairs to my office and bending you over my desk. Hands tied, mouth gagged as you have your face pressed up against the glass. Your gasps fogging it up as I take you from behind" Callahan was a little hesitant to continue, he didn't want to scare her off. "There's a lot of things I think about Ashley. You get me going in a way I can't describe and I want you every second of every day but I can control myself. I can stop when you need me too and we can go as slow as you want. My needs come second to yours. Always." He said seriously.

Ashley smiled at his words, though they weren't what she'd been looking for, he was exactly what she was looking for, and his words made her blush, her own hands running up and down his arms lightly. She smiled lightly when he continued, goosebumps rising on her skin when he ran his fingers over her shoulder. But it was nothing compared the reaction his words brought out of her, her breath catching in her throat at the thought of it. She knew when he stopped talking that it wasn't the end of his thoughts, but she didn't want to push. Of course she wanted to hear it, but not if he wasn't really willing to tell her yet. He was very clear about respecting her boundaries, and she was sure to do the same. But still, even that one little comment, even if she was tired, it made her want him all over again. Ashley turned around, straddling him now, her arms sliding up to wrap around his shoulders. "I know you can. But trust me when I say that if I'm uncomfortable, I will tell you to stop, instead of just worrying constantly." She whispered, leaning forward to give him a short kiss, "But I want to try things, too. Everything we do I end up really loving, so I want to try more. Like, for example, tonight when you were tugging on my nipples, I really liked that a lot. And I really liked having to wait to come, even though it drove me crazy, it was a good crazy.

Callahan: slipped his hands down to cup her ass as her arms made their way around his shoulders.it was always very easy to talk to Ashley and it was rather surprising to him when she had straddled his lap. He had assumed withe very thing they had done, that she would have been completely worn out. Still, he assumed it was contact she was after and he happily retired the kiss. "Well, I'll make sure you and I try as many things as your pretty little head desires" He smirked then, giving her ass a playful squeeze. "Having you tied up like that drove me crazy and the way you were just begging to have me inside you just tripped me over the edge. The way your eyes locked on mine and how I knew I wasn't going to let you cum until you were completely broken" Callahan whispered again, leaning in and capturing her lips in a short yet tender kiss. "Mm, now as much as I would love to sit here and stare at your gorgeous face all night, you should hop yourself up so I can make us some dinner" He grinned, giving her ass a light tap to indicate that he wanted her to get up and join him

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I’m Ready

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callingcallahan:

It was no shock that Ashley seemed to be thoroughly enjoying herself, with the way her hips rocked and hands clenched onto the fabric of his sheets. Her body wiggling and turning, as if being overwhelmed by what he was doing to the point of not being able to stand it anymore. That’s exactly how he wanted her, Cal thrived on situations like this, when his partner couldn’t with hold how he made them feel. It being Ashley gave this entire situation a whole new meaning. Her moans were different, the way she whimpered and gasped out his name, even the way her skin felt against his felt almost cosmic. As if this is how it was supposed to be all along. 

Things were progressing, he knew this. He felt it. Not only were the words slipping from her lips telling Callahan exactly what was about to happen, Ashley’s body responses were more than enough of an indication to tell him that she’d be reaching her climax and soon. Still, that didn’t stop him from moving forward, his thumb pressed to her clit never stopping its motions and his tongue curling upward inside her, reaching places he assumed his girlfriend had not experienced before. Cal loosened his grip slightly to pay extra attention to her throbbing clit as his tongue slipped out of her, only to be replaced with to of his finger. She was tight, he could it clenching around him as he pushed deeper inside of her tight center. At this point, he put his mouth over her clit, letting his cool breath brush over it before slipping it into his mouth and sucking on it gently for a few moments. Then, letting it go with a pop before his tongue began flicking against it rapidly as his fingers picked up their pace, curling upward inside of her. 

She couldn’t believe the different sensations he was causing in her. Her breath was fast and shallow, her chest rising and falling rapidly with each one. As his tongue moved inside of her, her breath hitched, a whole new sensation spreading through body. Her toes were curling into the bed now as he continued, and as he pulled his tongue away, she let out something that could only be described as a whimper, missing the contact instantly. But then as his fingers slid into her, she gasped, her walls taking a few seconds to adjust to it, every bit further he pushed into her seemed to pull a new gasp out of her, her back arching further and further off the bed. 

Ashley squeezed her eyes shut, trying to even out her breathing, trying to get her body back under her control. But at the feeling of his breath on her clit, she could feel herself getting so close to an orgasm, she whimpered again, and then as he sucked on it, she lost all control, her walls beginning to clench around his fingers in rhythm with his tongue flicking against her. She could feel it everywhere, the clenching was so powerful it made her hips jerk in rhythm, too, making her whole body move, loud strangled moans escaping her lips. “Cal,” She gasped, through the moans, until her body finally stopped, and she let herself fall back flat against the bed, her chest still rising with each shallow breath she took. 

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I’m Ready

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callingcallahan:

Now, there are things that humans are good at, the list could go on forever, but one of the things that Cal had perfected in his lifetime was eating a woman out. It was one of his favorite things to do if he were being honest with himself. That’s not to say he had a slew of sexual partners, but the ones he did have–well, lets just say they all started and ended with the tip of his tongue. Though, none of that mattered at the moment. What had been apart of his past was of no concern to him when he had Ashley like this. How he has thought about having her so many times before The sounds she was igniting were driving him wild, if she only knew exactly what she was doing to him.

Callahan was taking his time with her, nice and slow, his tongue working every inch of her center. The slight smirk on his face when he heard Ashley’s gasps.Hands curling around her hips and pulling her even closer as his tongue finally began swirling around her entrance, going up to flick at her clit ever so often as he teased her. Had this not been their first time together, Cal would have been going about this a lot differently. Foe now though, it was about working the woman up to a steady orgasm. His tongue now slowly working his way inside her tight center, he could already feel it clenching around his tongue but he continued to push forward, one of his hands now freeing and moving upward to pay more attention to her clit. The pad of his thumb pressing against it gentle and moving in a counter clockwise motion, only to stop, repeat, and then start again. 

Was shocked by how quickly she’d come to this point. When she’d brought herself here before, alone, in her room, it had always taken quite a bit of time, and a lot of concentration, and she’d never really even found the appeal in that part of it, either. It seemed like far too much work for a just a few seconds of feeling good. But now, god, this was so different, she’d hadn’t even reached an orgasm yet, and it still already felt better than anything else she’d ever done to herself, or her ex had ever done to her for that matter, but now was no time to think about that. Every time his tongue flicked at her clit, she’d gasp again, clenching the blankets. Her orgasm was building already, and her body was still trying to wriggle away from him, trying to shy away from all the things he was doing. 

Ashley let out a moan louder than she’d been expecting as his tongue entered her, not expecting the sensation. “Cal,” she gasped when he added in the use of his thumb. One hand sliding to grasp onto the arm that was still holding her hips in place, every time his thumb would start, her body would react, soft moans escaping her, only to be followed by a groan when he’d stop. She could feel her orgasm coming so close each time, and then it was gone. Ashley swallowed, trying to catch her breath, but now she’d come close a few times, and and each time she felt closer and closer, and she didn’t know if he realized how close she really was, if he wanted her to come this early. “Cal, I’m really-” She gasped as his thumb started to move on her again, her knees starting to shake as he did, luckily they weren’t supposed to be holding her up right now, “I’m really close,” She gasped, her hand clenching onto his arm even tighter. 

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I’m Ready

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callingcallahan:

Callahan was in his element right now. He was never one to think that sex was a key component in a relationship, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t appreciate it whenever the moment struck. All in all, with Ashley it had been a completely different story, while he didn’t mind waiting for anyone perse, it was extremely important to him that she felt safe. Though, at the place that they were in right now, Cal was more than certain that his girlfriend was at a proper place to enjoy herself or if the situation were to arise–to tell him to stop. It’s never about a quick fix for him, he has never seen it as something to gain but more as something to experience together. 

Here she was, exposed underneath him and he couldn’t seem to get over the fact of how radiantly beautiful she was. Those eyes that he could fall into and that smile that always seemed to catch his breath. It was bizarre and almost unexplained sometimes but God was he about the rush that she gave him every moment of every day. The way she reacted to his kisses only telling him that it would be wise to continue and of course Cal was more than eager to please her. At times he wondered what had compelled her to wait for so long and he knew certain sides of the story, but something told him this needed to be handled with care. Well, as much care as as Ashley wanted, the ball was in her court, though she was wanting him to take the full reigns. 

Ashley seemed to be getting the hang of it all rather quickly, as she combed her fingers through his hair before finding her way towards his boxers and sliding her hand over his hips. Cal smirked at her softly, there were so many things he wanted to do, but he knew that at this moment, patience was the ultimate key. So, he kissed her once more, letting it linger for a moment before he began kissing down her body once again, giving special attention to certain assets. Soon, he was in between her legs, letting his lips graze against her thighs, fingers hooking on the sides of her underwear before slowly peeling them down. Taking his time, but also not making it extremely agonizing. “I intend on taking immense care of you” Callahan whispered softly, pressing a delicate kiss right above her clit before his tongue slowly began to drag from the top of her slit to the bottom. His grip on her thighs tight but not harsh, as he pulled her closer to his face and his tongue curled around her sensitive bundle of nerves. 

There was no way she could put what she was feeling into words, she was nervous, excited, eager, afraid. There were so many things going on, all she wanted to do was shut down her mind and enjoy the things he was doing to her. Things had barely started, just his lips on her neck, and she already felt like she was being swept away. Maybe that was the excitement, she didn’t know. With her ex, nothing about sex had really felt great. Everything leading up to it was okay, but none of it made her feel like this. Like every inch of her body wanted to be touched, the way her whole body reacted his soft bite on her neck, she had to wonder what else he could do to her, what other reactions he could pull out of her. She needed to stop thinking, because she didn’t want to get her hopes up, this could have all been her nerves, and she didn’t want to be disappointed. 

Yet, as he kissed down her body, her breath hitched, her whole body tensing with her nerves. He was between her legs, and suddenly she was in completely new territory, because this was something her ex had never done for her, not that this felt like the time to tell him that, and as he pulled her underwear down, she pulled her feet out of them, her breath growing more and more shallow while she waited for his next moves, not even knowing what to expect. When she heard his words, she opened her mouth to respond, but his breath hit her sensitive skin and she gasped, goosebumps rising on her entire body, and the kiss that followed made her grab the blankets on the bed below her, clenching them tightly at the feeling of his tongue on her. She was glad he had a grip on her thighs, because her body wanted to wriggle away, not because she didn’t enjoy it, but just because she wasn’t expecting the suddenness of the feeling that spread through her. Ashley gasped again, but it quickly turned to a moan as his tongue continued. She’d had a few orgasms before, but only ever on her own, and as she could practically feel the beginning of one starting to build in her already, her back arched slightly off the bed, feeling slightly embarrassed by how quickly she was feeling this way, she had no intention of telling him to stop. 

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I’m Ready

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callingcallahan:

Reading the situation it was clear to see that Ashely  was definitely seeming more and more comfortable as the night went on. Even know that he had undressed around her, her hands didn’t fail to make contact with his skin and in Cal’s eyes this was a very good sign. It showed that the woman in front of him was eager for more or at least willing to attempt going further than their usual sexual endeavors and Callahan was expecting to guide her as much as she needed. Sex wasn’t just about someone getting off and leaving it at that, it was about two people experiencing sexual arousal and finding their peaks of ecstasy together. Not as two separate beings but as a whole. Where you were your most vulnerable with someone, showing them sides of you that not everyone got to notice. 

It was almost as if he were in a movie, as time froze in place and Ashley began to undress. The way she slipped out of her shirt, leaving her only in her bra, causing Cal to catch his own breath. Then again when she slipped out of her skirt and he was sure he needed a moment because God she was beautiful. When she then mentioned him not over worrying about her, Cal realized that if they were going to get anywhere, they had to get the gears into motion. He was sure that Ashley would stop him when and if needed. So, he smiled at her softly, scooped her up into his arms once again and made his way over to his bed, laying her down slowly. Callahan then crawled up her body slowly, kissing along each crevasse and paying special attention to the little details. Soon, he reached her chest and collar bone area where he placed his lips over her skin and left light little marks. “You’re so beautiful, Ashley” He whispered out, his hand slipping around her to bring her close as his lips now worked against her neck, even going as far as to bite down on it gently.  

Ashley was nervous, she wouldn’t deny that, she was scared, too, though not of Cal, or of being hurt, but just of the situation in general, part of her was scared that she wouldn’t like it again, that maybe sex was just something she didn’t enjoy, and that really scared her, considering how important it seemed to be in relationships. She knew that Cal would never rush her, and that he’d wait patiently for her to be ready, but what about if he waited all that time, and she didn’t want to do it again? She didn’t think it was really possible to be with someone long term without it. Ashley tried not to think about that, she was getting much too far ahead of herself, and needed to focus on what was happening now, and hopefully enjoying it. She wanted to enjoy it, she wanted Cal to enjoy it, too. She wanted this. 

As she stood in front of him, goosebumps rose all over her body, from the way he looked at her, causing her to blush and look away from him. She’d never been one to think of herself as anything special, she was pretty enough, and she took care of her body, but she would never use the words beautiful, or breath taking to describe herself, and yet, when Cal looked at her like that, she felt like maybe she could be beautiful, or maybe he thought she was. When he picked her up again, she laughed, though it wasn’t funny, but when she was nervous she couldn’t help but giggle. Ashley laid back on the bed when he placed her there, watching as he began to kiss her, every where his lips landed her skin burned, under his touch, causing her breath to grow shallow and fast. 

She wanted this, she definitely wanted this. Every move that he made made her realize more and more that she did want this, not just for Cal, but that her whole body genuinely wanted this. As he moved up her body, his arms pulling her closer, she gasped at the feeling of lips on her neck, chills shooting down her spine at the feeling. It was when he gently bit down, that her whole body jerked, a soft moan escaping her before she could stop it. One of Ashley’s hands rose into Cal’s hair, combing through it, the other sliding down his side until she reached his boxers. She slid her hand over his hip, the tips of her fingers just inside the band of his boxers, but not dipping in too far, she didn’t want to rush anything, she wanted him to be in control, since she didn’t know what she was doing. 

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I’m Ready

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callingcallahan:

While this wasn’t a first time for Cal. he wanted to make sure that no matter where this led that Ashley knew she was safe here. It was light, carefree. They were chuckling and laughing, even now with his shirt on the floor as he looked at her. When she mentioned taking her shirt off as well,Callahan raised his eyebrow at her. Their kisses were a lot more passion driven, less light and sweet. Knowing that they were going to lead to a lot more than a make out session before ultimately going back to their usual nightly routine. “If you feel comfortable taking your shirt off, then yes. I for one, felt comfortable taking my shirt off with you” Cal stated simply, which in truth he did. In public, he was a  lot more reserved, never really bringing too much attention to himself, it was usually just thrusted upon him. Well, in the bedroom, he exuded a completely different kind of confidence. “So, I’ll continue with–” He trailed off, unbuckling his pants and slipping out of them slowly. Of course, he was wearing boxers, it was no different than any other night Ashley had stayed over, but he was testing the waters still. 

Here he was, casually unclothed aside from his underwear and just letting the tension flow through.n It wasn’t like this view of him was completely new to her and by the looks of it, Ashley didn’t seem to mind it either. Whether it was nerves or not. Kissing her was always electrifying though. The way she held on to him those arms wrapped around his neck and the way he couldn’t even stop himself from gliding his hands along her many curves. Self control was something he knew very well, but God was he having to work double time at this very moment. “Tell me, sweetheart. Do you want this” 

Ash pursed her lips together as he mentioned her being comfortable, trying to pause for a second and see if she really was, but then she saw that he was reaching for his pants. The last time she’d done this, it was just awkward, and painful, and rushed, and uncomfortable. This didn’t feel rushed, or awkward or uncomfortable. She was nervous, but she felt comfortable with him. Ashley let her hands fall from his shoulders for a few seconds, her fingertips just barely grazing the skin on his chest, before looking back up at him, her hands sliding back to their original position around him. 

She smiled again when he asked if she wanted this, his hands grazing her body, left little wakes of chills that went through her, and she didn’t know how he could even think she didn’t want this, all he was doing was touching her, with her clothes still on and he had her body shaking with excitement. Pulling her arms away from him, she reached down to pull her own shirt off, tossing it to the side, trying not to feel self conscious in her bra, before reaching down to slide her skirt off as well, pulling her legs out of it one by one before dropping it in the same spot on the floor. She’d never really been in front of someone like this before. “I do want this,” She nodded, but frowned for a second, “And I appreciate you wanting to make sure I’m okay, but I also don’t want you to spend this whole time worrying about me. Just do what you’d normally do, okay? If I want you to stop, or stop feeling okay, I’ll tell you, okay?”

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I’m Ready

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callingcallahan:

This was all new territory for Ashley and he could see it written all over her face. She was nervous but he could tell that apart of her really wanted to delve into this new area of their relationship. Of course, even from the beginning, Cal knew where she stood and never once forced her into anything that Ashley seemed even remotely uncomfortable with. It just wasn’t the type of man he was and he would never be. It was important to him that she felt safe and comforted at all times because if not, then what was the point of wanting to be together in a relationship. Things weren’t always meant to be sexual and Callahan made it a point to tell her that. He would be patient for her. Always. 

They were in the bedroom now, things were definitely taking a step in a completely different direction than he had thought when Ashley first arrived, but never the less it would be something that they tackled together. Which is why he made sure to pay extra attention to the more sensual areas. Such as kissing her lips and forehead, making sure  that nothing was going to be rushed or taken out of line. When she spoke again, Cal chuckled softly and kissed her once more, her innocence was pure and it just made him want to take care of her that much more. His bedroom persona was a lot different from his everyday Cal, but he knew how to make her feel comfortable. “Relax, Ashley” He smiled softly at her before he began unbuttoning his own shirt slowly. “Just follow my lead, I’ve got you” Cal smiled, sliding his shirt off of his shoulder, exposing himself first to show her she was in a safe place. “I probably should have gone to the gym today, huh?” He said teasingly, wanting to keep things light for her. 

She was used to guys her age, always pushing for more, always expecting something, and it was honestly strange that Callahan wasn’t like that. In fact, when they first started dating, she’d convinced herself that he was entire unattracted to her, because why else would he make no efforts try for more, when that was what she was so used to now. Still, the pushing always just made her uncomfortable, and it was because of that that she was so inexperienced, only really letting herself that close to one person, and it had been a mistake. Callahan just seemed so different from all of that, and all she could do was trust him, and hope for the best. Hope that she was right about him, but for some reason, she wasn’t worried about being wrong, something about him told her she was right to trust him. 

Ashley watched as he began to unbutton his shirt, trying not to laugh at him telling her to relax. As if relaxing were even remotely possible in this situation. She slid her shoes off as she watched him, laughing at his comments, though her eyes wouldn’t seem to meet his, but that didn’t stop her from staring at the muscles he’d just revealed. She knew they were there, she’d felt them under his clothes various times, wether it was just making out on the couch, or giving him a kiss and hug goodnight, but it was an entirely different thing to see it. She tried to find some nerve, and as she dropped her shoes to the floor, she rose up to her knees, shuffling closer to him as her hands grazed over his shoulders, finally meeting his eyes. Ashley pressed her lips to his, kissing him more passionately than the last few kisses he’d placed on her forehead and lips, her arms wrapping around the back of his neck, and clasping together before she pulled away. “So, if I’m following your lead, does that mean I should take my shirt off now, too?” She asked, raising an eyebrow at him.

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I’m Ready

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callingcallahan:

It was quite adorable how Ashley tended to blush about things that most woman would have brushed off. She was always appreciative of his kindness and it wasn’t that he did so to be noticed, but it felt nice when the person you cared about, knew you cared about them in return. So of course when she had given her spoken thank you, Cal wasn’t having it by any means. He was more than happy to wait for her,be patient with her, and whatever else she needed. Callahan was not in this for the so called ‘benefits’. He was here because there was no way he could have forgiven himself if he had let someone like Ashley walk away from his life without trying. “Well, I will never deny your thank you, but rest assured, I am doing this because I want to. Because I know that you’re worth the wait and so much more. I need you to know that, Ashley. You are more than worth it.” 

Things were definitely getting a lot more heated as time went on. Their bodies getting incredibly close together and Cal realizing just how badly he wanted to have his hands all over her. It was never in a ravenous manner. It was always to that degree of sensuality where Cal just wanted to take care of her in everyday possible. But, as they continued their endeavors, he was starting to see that Ashley was becoming a lot more open with him in more ways than one. When she spoke up about the bedroom, he took a moment o look at her and sort of gauge if she was absolutely sure. She seemed to want him to take that extra step so, with much care, Cal smiled brightly at her and scooped her up in his arms. “We can stop whenever you want” He whispered to her softly as he made their way from his living room to the bedroom. That was when he set her down gently kissing her forehead, cheeks, and lips a few times for comfort. 

She tried not to look to deeply into the fact that Cal seemed to know her so well, already. That him telling her she was worth it, it was exactly what she needed to hear. What she’d been needing to hear for so long. Ashley smiled at him before speaking, trying to pick her words carefully. Truthfully, a part of her didn’t even know how they’d ended up here, she was so afraid to jump into a relationship, and yet Cal made her so calm, it was easy to see why she’d been so willing to do something that otherwise scared her. Instead, she decided to stay silent, leaving the conversation there, rather than turning it into something else, not wanting to make things too deep when it wasn’t where she wanted the night to go. 

As he lifted her, she let out a small laugh, her own arms wrapping around the back of his neck, nodding at his words. She knew that she didn’t have to worry about that, that he would never cross any boundaries she set, even if she didn’t know what those boundaries were just yet. As he sat her down, she blushed at his kisses, reaching up to comb through his hair again, as she kissed him back, before sliding back further onto the bed. She hated that this situation was making her awkward, because usually with Cal she was so comfortable, but this was just unfamiliar territory for her, and she knew that he knew that, but it didn’t make it much easier. “I know that I’ve already told you that I don’t have much experience with this stuff, but -um- just, I mean, just tell me what you want me to do.” She said, looking up at him, hoping that he was more interested in taking charge, rather than wanting her to. 

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I’m Ready

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callingcallahan:

It was a nice combination of playful of serious, Cal seemed to find himself with her. It was never too much or lacking anything, Ashley was indeed in his opinion, the perfect woman. While yes, we all had our faults to a certain degree, Callahan was a mine who never judged a character by there inability to do but by how they did said things. He could look into those eyes and a smile would immediately spread across his face. It was just that affect that she had on him. “I believe you are under the impression that I want you to go anywhere”  Cals voice soft as he closed his eyes, letting the sensation of her fingers through his locks over come him. Ashley picked up on it instantly that he enjoyed having his hair combed through, it relaxed him in a way. Now, with one leg cross his lap, Cal was easy with her, never moving too fast in hopes of letting her know she was safe with him. His movements were slow, sensual, just enough. “There’s no need to thank me for something that I am more than happy to do” His smile was soft as he looked at her. 

When her lips were on his again, he didn’t hesitate in kissing her back, but he did notice that Ashley was pressing in a lot closer than their usual encounters, but he didn’t want to read too much into that. So, he took precaution, letting his hand slide down her curves as he tested out the waters, gripping onto her lightly and pulling her even closer to him. 

She couldn’t help the blush that rose on her face. Ashley had had a boyfriend before, and sure, he had said sweet things to her, especially when they first started to date, but it wasn’t the same. Cal was so much more genuine, telling her that he wanted her around was on an entirely different level than telling her that he thought she was pretty, which was what she was used to. Still, when he said there was no need to thank him, she disagreed, but not because she somehow felt she owed it to him to move any faster, but because he didn’t feel she owed him anything, either. Something that she wasn’t used to, not in what seemed to be a world of guys who felt that they deserved something just for being nice to a girl. Or guys who thought girls were someone they weren’t, and thought that meant they could have whatever they wanted. “The fact that you’re more than happy to do it is the exact reason I do need to thank you.” 

Ash was enjoying where they were, she honestly was, but she felt a comfort in Cal that she hadn’t really been expecting, a safeness. She didn’t feel rushed, and in turn it made her want to move forward faster, knowing that he would never let things go further than she wanted them to, or never make them go further, for that matter. Ashley shivered against his touch, as his hand ran down her body, pulling her closer. She couldn’t pretend like she didn’t notice how strong he was, the way he pulled her closer, the feeling of his body against hers, it was easy to feel that he spent more than enough time in the gym, and that only made her want more, made her want to touch him without their clothing in the way. A feeling that she didn’t usually have. Her skirt seemed to have slid up quite a few inches as he pulled her closer, and she made no move to fix it. She pulled her lips away, staring at him again for a few seconds. “Do you want to-” She started, but wasn’t really sure what to ask, she just wanted him to know that she was ready for more. “I mean, would you rather we moved to your bedroom?” She asked, her cheeks turning a dark red with embarrassment for her awkwardness. 

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I’m Ready

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callingcallahan:

To find himself in this type of position was somewhat of a rare case. It wasn’t that Callahan didn’t have people fawning over him, it was more of the fact that he rarely noticed it at all. But oh, did he notice her. That smile, the way her hair fell over her shoulders. She was completely radiant and it could not be ignored. Of course, he took the first step and properly asked her to dinner. Which happened on more than one occasion. Different events, new areas, they spent plenty of time together enjoying each other’s company. He knew that Ashley wasn’t like other girls. She wasn’t about being over sexual and making him uncomfortable, which in truth, happened a lot more frequently than you might think. Granted, things in the bedroom were a completely different story. here were certain ways he liked things done, nothing wrong with that he wouldn’t say, just rather peculiar to say the least.

 They had gotten passed the dating stage and eventually Cal asked her to be his girlfriend. That was a rather memorable day of course. Neither of them really took it to any other level aside from kissing. While Callahan had done more than his fair share of sexual encounters, he would never push Ashley to do something she wasn’t ready for. So, he told her he would wait until she was ready and that he did. Even when things got a little heated, it was easy for him to pull back because he cared about her and her feelings towards all of this. If she wasn’t comfortable, why did he deserve to be? At this very moment, things were at that heated stage again, she had come over to watch a movie and it ultimately ended up in a make out session on his couch. Which he for one would never complain about, but he supposed it became to much for her, causing her to up and leave to the restroom. So, Cal waited. 

Once Ashley returned back into the room, he greeted her with a proper smile. Never one to be upset with her when she needed time to compose herself. Never the one to be overly impatient and demanding something that wasn’t his. At her response, Cal gave her a toothy grin and nodded. “I always miss, you, sweetheart. Never a moment when you’re away where I don’t miss being around you” He teased her, sipping his arm around her once again. “Wherever you want to be, Ashley” Cal whispered, his free hand coming up to brush a strand of hair away from her face and kiss her softly. 

It was incredible the way her heart raced, just from the way he looked at her, the way he smelt, the way his fingers grazed over her skin. If such a simple touch could send chills through her, what else could he do to her? She blushed at his comment, giving him a small smirk. “Be careful, you might never get me to leave if you keep saying things like that to me.” She said softly, her own hand reaching up to comb through his hair gently. Ashley shifted her body as he kissed her, facing him now, one leg bent in front of her, the other stretching out to lay over his lap. It was a bold move for her, not by normal standards, but certainly for her. She pulled away from his lips, her eyes staring into his. “I just want to thank you, for being so patient with me.” She whispered, hoping he wasn’t getting tired of it, but deep down knowing he wasn’t, he wasn’t the type, not in her opinion. 

Ash pressed her lips back into his, her hand resting on his shoulder now as she slid her body closer to his. She wasn’t used to this, she wasn’t one to try and make the next move, so trying to signal for him to go further, well, she just didn’t know how to do that, so she just tried to do what felt natural. 

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I’m Ready

Ashley knew that it was ridiculous for her to be so scared of the things she was scared of, it wasn’t as if every time she had sex something would go horribly wrong, but she still couldn’t help but feel her hands shake at the idea of it. Her and Cal had gone out quite a few times now, and she knew he wasn’t a bad guy, but in high school, she never would have thought that her boyfriend was a bad guy either, which is what made this so hard. She didn’t want to hold that against Cal, but it was difficult when that was the only experience you had. Besides, she’d only had sex the one time, and it really was not enjoyable, so maybe the fact that she didn’t understand what all the fuss was about just made her more nervous. 

Still, she wanted to trust Cal, she really did. She wanted to open up to him, she wanted to share that connection with him. They were together now, shouldn’t that mean something? Shouldn’t she be able to be intimate with her boyfriend? He’d been nothing but respectful with her, treating her with care, and he’d been completely understanding of him wanting to wait, but how long did she need to wait? It was going to happen eventually, wasn’t it? And if it wasn’t, if she couldn’t trust him, why was she dating him? Ash sighed, as she looked at herself in the mirror. They’d gone back to his house after dinner, sitting on the couch to watch a movie, and began making out, and she was enjoying it, and she knew he was, too, she didn’t know if he was going to try to push things further, but she needed to decide if she should stop him or let him if he did. She’d excused herself to the bathroom so she could cool down, really let herself think about it, instead of getting caught up in the moment. 

She couldn’t hide out forever, though, so instead she just decided to go on instinct, if he tried to move things along, she’d decide how she felt then. He knew she was pretty inexperienced, though she didn’t know if he knew just how inexperienced she was. She’d only had sex once, and beyond that, she knew next to nothing. Ashley tried not to think about that as she made her way back out to the couch, smiling as she saw him sitting there, her happiness of being with him out-weighing her fear for a few seconds. “I hope you didn’t miss me too much.” She said softly, sliding back into her previous start, “Now, where were we?”