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House on a Cliff Nils-Ole Lund
Mike Pishek
I ache to feel the sting of your crop
âYouâre tough, you know that?â âIâd better be if Iâm going to hang around with you.â Abruptly, he took her face into his hands. âI want that,â he said fiercely. âWhat?â âFor you to be around.â Her breath caught. A tenuous hope took fire in her chest. âReally?â He closed his glowing eyes and shook his head. âYeah. Itâs fucking stupid. Itâs crazy. Itâs dangerous.â âSo itâll fit right into your life script.â He laughed and looked down at her. âYeah, pretty much.â
Wrath and Beth Dark Lover, J.R. Ward (via brotherhoodconfessions)
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#NightShift
*It had been a long few days and I was looking forward to a well deserved day, or should I say night, off. I hadnât been able to find anything new out about #Steven but it had only been a couple weeks. I knew I needed to be patient. I was making my rounds on the executive floor when I heard it. The soft cry of an upset female. I make my way to the door and knock, loud enough for her to hear but not loud enough to startle.*
âJust a moment.â *I hear the stall open, the water comes on and finally the air dryers. I take a step back, my hands clasped behind my back, as I wait for her to exit the space. As the door opens and the female steps out, my eyes scan from her toes to her head, looking for any sign of a weapon. Satisfied when my eyes reach her face that she isnât carrying in any of the easily accessible places, I offer her a small smile.* Itâs after hours and you are not supposed to be up here. Iâm going to have to escort from the premises.â
*I watch as she fumbles for her keys that are in her pocket, mutters of an apology whisper from her lips* âIâm sorry. I didnât know I wasnât allowed to come in after hours and yes, before you say anything, I know it is very late.â *She pauses for a heartbeat to gather her breath before rushing on.* âI just needed to make sure that a shipment came in and another went out today. They are very important and my job rests on their having been handled properly.â *When she finally takes a deep breath, I ask to see her badge and call it down to the front desk. As I stand next to her cubicle, a red folder at the bottom of the stack catches my eye.*
*I get confirmation from the guard at the front desk that the female does, in fact, work on this floor. Inclining my head as I hand back her badge, I wait for her to start walking towards the elevator. When the elevator arrives, I step in and insert my key in the panel, setting the elevator to go straight to the 1st floor. I step off, just before the door closes and head back to the females desk. I grab the red folder and quickly scan the contents. Itâs a list of incoming and outgoing shipments. Making my way through the office, I make quick use of the copier, tucking the sheets of paper inside my shirt I return the folder to where I found it. I continue on my rounds as a smile comes to my face.* I got you, bitch.
When one Evil meets another...
Devina:
~I should be sated, at ease with somewhat of a calm head space. But those are things I had rarely experienced. First off I could fuck for days on end, second, calm, what was that? Besides I was already thinking twenty steps ahead. That was the only true way to stay ahead of the game. Plus it helped having an insight into things or more to the point, people before situations actually happened. That knowledge only grew by leaps and bounds when I had personally entangled myself within their heads. But this time it wasnât necessary for me to go to those lengths. The players on my proverbial chess table were going to be simple enough to âinfectâ without me needing to put myself in their paths. Yet there was something I needed to see to. It was part of the whole invisible rules between supernatural beings. I was using one of those Lesser individuals to start things off. So it was only fitting that I seek out those albino freaks creator and make nice. Well, my kind of nice that is. Either way, I had done my research on the Omega. I was actually looking forward to sitting down and having a drink with Mr. O and discussing our new common enemy. Who knows, we could end up being extremely valuable allies for one another. Besides, it would have been foolish of me to not have a backup plan to the one I already had in place and one thing I did not do, is play myself for a fool. If for some unforeseen reason my plot went awry then there is a real possibility that this Omega could at the least provide information that I was not in possession of for whatever reason. Yes, I had done my work on the Vampire race itself but that never is a show in that I had been given all contents pertinent to the King and his band of merry men. This way I was going straight to the one that knew the most about the infamous race that hid even from their own shadows. It took some doing but one of my lower-lings was able to gather how to reach out and contact Mr. O. Apparently through one of his higher ranking Lesser was the way to get a message to the elusive Omega. Right now I was standing on the private rooftop that housed the suite I had been staying in while on this side of the mirror. The whole scene was picturesque and I did love beautiful things. The night sky was clear with just a sprinkle of stars littered throughout it. Candles of all shapes, sizes and scents were lit and placed with no rhyme or reason everywhere, food and liquor of ancient degrees lined the bar. And I looked even better than the elaborate outdoor set up, dressed in an electric blue gown that hugged every curve of my body that it touched, with a thigh high slit and finishing it off with black heels that made my smooth legs look like they went on forever. Now all I needed was my guest and the eveningâs festivities could begin.~ Â
Omega:
< I was back in the Dhunhd when my right-hand man Mr X came into my presence bowing before me as I sit lazily on my throne. He was my highest recruit and my eyes and ears when not on the front lines overseeing the foot patrol. The light of the candelabraâs played nicely on his skin, he kept himself with some color, I didnât mind he blended so nicely out in the public. His smell, though, to the trained eye of the brotherhood and civilian community gave him away. I stood nearing X in his bowed position, âRiseâ was the only thing I said, he listened as always and of course, I would reward him for that tonight. âYou have something you need to tell me.â X went on explaining how a young woman, was wanting to schedule some sort of sit down. I was not into these types of ordeals, I was the fuckin Omega, after all, If I want to meet with someone I set it up. I was intrigued by the thought of a female who was ballsy enough to want to meet with me; I was a misogynist, after all, she must have some big tits to go through the trouble of seeking me out and setting this up. The least I could do was hear her out if I didnât like what I heard then one of us might not be leaving the meeting.> âOk X, give me the destination, I will let her plead her case.â
Devina:
~I received word that my guest for the evening had indeed accepted the invitation I had set forth. It was rare that I entertained another that was not coming to me stripped of their free will or straight up forcefully brought to me. But this wasnât just some minor annoyance of a being I was bringing to meet with me face to face. Yet it was just as out of the ordinary that I crossed the lines and sought out another great evil. There were gods and devils for all walks of life. For humans, it ranged from one end of the spectrum to the other but the main one in my opinion would always be the big guy in the sky and the wicked fallen one that dwell below it all. It was the latter where my wagon was hitched. Even Lucifer needed a helping hand and that is where I came in at. Over ages of serving him I had worked my way up the ranks to the point I am at now, the one and only Queen of hell. And I loved every aspect of my station. But just as God/Devil were known and ruled over humans as well as other supernatural beings, the race of Vampires/Lesser were a lot unto themselves and they were the creation of the Omega/Scribe Virgin. There had not been a time that I needed to bother myself with this particular breed but things were changing and this meeting tonight was proof of that. I sit back on one of the plush lounge chairs, the spectacular night sky was my view as I waited for my special guest.~ Â
Omega:
<I was on my way to the meeting place with this female who is the ruler of Scribe only knows when I got word that the Brotherhood was invading one of my warehouses. I sent messages out to my forelessers, telling them to send all available men. I wanted to know how many were out there; I was hoping one of them went out half cocked, needing to blow some steam off or feel like they had something to prove. My primary target was always Wrath, he was the leader of that clan, I, to this day do not know what that bitch of a sister of mine seen in him. That motherfucker couldnât even see, and now he would be weak having his young and female to both protect. Love made them liable and soft, look at Tohr, his ass was shattered when we took out his female and unborn son.
I let the dark mist consume me, and I appeared flanked with a few of my men at the designated meeting spot. I was intrigued at why any female would want to meet with me, my reputation with that species was somewhat non-existent, but I would let her charm me before I shut her down. I did enjoy watching the weak squirm in my presence.>
Devina:
~I knew I was no longer alone the moment the Omega and his Lesser came to on the rooftop. Not even a word had been spoken and I could already feel the thick waves of condescension and ego dripping from the supernatural being. Ah yes, men and their proverbial penis size. It never fails to amuse me. I nodded and smiled as serenely as was in me to do.~ Good evening. Iâm glad you took time out of what I am sure is a busy schedule to meet with me. Please do have a seat and relax for a few, which is something I am sure you do little ofâŠUnless you prefer standing, then by all means, do so but I will stay just where I am. ~I barely cast a glance in the directions of the ones you brought with you.~ Never to go anywhere alone, I see. ~I nodded at the stocked bar.~ Would you like some refreshments? ~Without waiting for an answer I had a fresh glass of red wine appear in my hand for myself.~ Allow me to introduce myself. I am Devina and I believe we might have a like minded goal.
Omega:
<I stood, in the midst of what I could tell was one villainous female, she gave us only a slight glance and went on with her salutations. Her arrogance corroded the atmosphere. She was very confident with herself; she wore it like a tight fitting glove. It was this type of woman that made me who I was now. âI donât always travel armed so to speak, but I have other business to attend when I leave which will include them, soâŠâ I looked around as she offered a seat, I chose not to take it, though. All I could think of was the brotherhood invading my warehouse and found myself getting annoyed. She introduced herself and turned with a glass of wine in her hand. âDevina, well, obviously you are already aware of who I am.â I walked over to the seat she had previously offered, and I had declined. âA similar goal? Do tell; you now have me intrigued.â This little meeting might pay off after all, but that depended on what her goal would be. I sat with my leg crossed at the ankle on my knee; I might as well relax and as listen to her proposal. >
Devina:
~My dark brows drew down and my head angled as I studied my guest openly. Yes it was true that there had never been a time or a reason for us to interact but I was still took back that the Omega did not have knowledge of who was in control of otherworldly planes or at the least had done some homework to research such things. I was voicing what was in my head even as the thoughts spun through.~ You traveling with an entourage is neither here nor there for me but I will say that it does leave me somewhat astonished that you do not have a clue as to who I am or what world I reign over and that you would blindly come here to meet some random person without so much as doing the work to know what you may or may not be walking into. ~I shook my head, drained the contents of my glass and set it down on the nearby table.~ Here, let me help you with the information that you are lacking. There is a God and a Fallen Angel by the name of Lucifer, they have been at odds from almost the beginning. One rules the heavens and the other is over the pits of hell. Well I am with the one that is known most famously as the devilâŠ.Of course he has many names and titles. ~I sit back, my features were now more relaxed and I proceeded with the reason for this meeting.~ I know that you have been trying to take down the Vampire King for ages and I would like to see if I can assist in that area. Â
Omega:
<With a snarl on my face I leaned in, looking at this over confident big headed female. âDonât let your arrogance bring you to fall; I have not survived this long not to be aware of what is around or what affects my community. Our common interest is that of the Blind King, nothing more.â I sat back as she gave me the whole Heaven and Hell speech. âNow with all the pleasantries behind us, letâs talk strategy. How is it that you can help with taking Wrath down?â I sat back in my chair, with a smug look on my face that would probably piss her off, but, that was a specialty of mine, pissing people off. I must admit this female had my full attention; I would like nothing better than to have the head of Wrath made into a lamp or even mounted on my wall. A small sinister laugh escaped my lips; the thoughts was endless. I might even have to take his female and child, but I didnât want to get too greedy, but the thought was compelling. I watched Devinaâs fluid movements; she walked as if she owned this rooftop; I hated to admit, but I had some respect for this female.>
Devina:
~One of those serene smiles that didnât quite reach my ebony eyes, turned the ends of my lips up after the Omega was done with his 'Whose penis is bigger movesâ and took a seat.~ Cockroaches have been on this plain since the beginningâŠThat does not mean they are the brightest because they have survived. Resilient, yesâŠ.But that is neither here nor there. ~I turned to the side, my long thigh high split skirt moved effortlessly with me and I faced my guest.~ I will say, I had hoped a more mutual kind of respect between us. So with that bit of truth out there, let me follow it up with a small fact. Do not let the pussy between my thighs fool you as to who and what I am. If I so choose you would be sitting here now looking back at the very image in every physical way possible as that of yourselfâŠ..~My smile turned from sinister to kind in a blink of an eye and a sing song laughter trilled out.~ But I have a fancy for the feminine side of things, so this body suits me at the present. Now, what do you say we agree we are both powerful and all consuming and get on with our common interest. The fact of the matter is, your King has personally made himself the target of my kind when he chose to screw an Angel. ~The last word came out with a sneer and the grin left my face.~ And reproduce. To get to the son, the father needs to be removed and seeing as you are the expert on this male, then it only makes sense that I would seek out your knowledge and assistance if offered.
Omega:
<This overconfident female certainly loved the sound of her voice. Sitting back letting her spat her knowledge of my penis versus her pussy and the beginning of time. âYes dear, cockroaches have been on this plain since the start of time, so have whores, oldest profession some of the scholars of your world say, but that is neither here nor there.â I leaned back seeing this could go on forever, and I was getting bored with the sound of her voice. That is until she started talking about going after what made the males of the black dagger brotherhood weak, and that is love, and then young. âYou have my full attention now; I think we can come to some form of agreement, tell me what is needed of my henchmen and myself, Â we will assist you. So calm your tits, I get it our power together could be an unstoppable force, we can align for this little project.â Â Sitting back getting comfortable, neither of us took our eyes off each other. âI think I will take that drink now if the offer is still up for grabs.â We had lots to talk over now. >
Devina:
~It seemed I was finally penetrating through that thick skull of the Omega and he was actually started to listen and come around to hearing what I was saying. With a small nod of my head in the Omegaâs direction, one of my pets appeared and immediately jumped to obey any and every command that I verbally and non-verbally spoke. It was stripped bare of any articles of clothing, which was how I kept my property and jagged scars covered their flesh. With itâs head bowed he scurried around, making fresh drinks and placed them within our reach before taking its place on his knees at my side. Instinctively my hand rested on its lowered head and a pathetic crooning sound came from its mouth.~ I was hoping you would see merit in my offer. I only know so much of the history between the two of you. At the moment I have one plan in motion and another has already started. ~I drained the contents of my drink and before I sit down on the small outdoor table my slave was generously refilling it and taking its place back on his knees.~ The problem is, I do not know them as you do and I could very well be shooting blanks and coming up empty. What makes them tick? What drives them? What would take them to their knees? I need as much info as I can gather on this particular breed of beings. Â
Omega:
âOk Debra, Deloris, âŠ.Lady D, if we could put our dicks away now, and get down to business, I think our pairing for this one adventure could benefit us both.â I watched her little pets submit to her every request; she had them trained well, and by the scars on their body, she was a sadist, that was a story for another day, though. I didnât need to wave a hand for my lessers to heel behind me. The so-called pets of hers kept our glasses filled as the questions started to roll. âWhat drives them?â A smirk came over my face, for I liked to think I was the force that fueled their need. âI would say their drive to kill me and my lessening society, but it could be because their so called queen bitch has them all scared to death.â I shrugged nonchalantly as I continued giving information. â What would bring them to their knees, well that is easy enough, take what they love the most. âA sinister laugh spilled from my lips as I thought about how Tohrment was the shell of a warrior he once was, I was lucky and had a two for one when I took out his pregnant shellan. âIf it is the king you want, get his offspring and his queen, or just kill them, you will leave him weak, his love for them will ruin him.â I picked up my glass and tossed my drink back letting her think on that information.
Devina:
~I digested the bit of info coming my way. It was all very clear cut and almost too simple.~ The one glitch in that is my main goal is this Kings offspring. I almost had that bitch halfbreed of his when she was still carrying that spawn but it seemed I had sent a pack of idiots and the job was obviously not done to my satisfaction. The only upside, those buffoons will not have a chance to repeat fucking me over. ~I crossed one shapely leg over my knee. I was quiet for a moment as I thought it all through some more.~ It would suit your game if the King was removed and I have told you what I want in thisâŠOr rather who. ~I decided to divulge a little more on what I had been up to lately.~ I have since went about things in other ways and have set a few balls in playâŠ..What I require from you, is distraction. Continuous. Instead of them hunting your Lesser down, you flipped the tables and make them the hunted. They need to be weakened and the only way to do that is to not let up, to keep hitting them at every angle we can find. Do you agree? Â
Omega:
<I must agree I liked her thinking, she was purely evil, and that was an attractive feature. She was straight forward with what she wanted, and what did I care about his tainted offspring. That little freak was never a blimp on my radar. âMy foot patrol is at full capacity, and I have another
Small induction party as soon as I leave here. I will have great joy in keeping the Brotherhood busy; I will make our presence a non-stop event in their nightly routine.â By the look on her face, I do believe we had a deal. âSo you have a deal on my end, do not let me down, though.â With a simple raise of my hand, my two henchmen flanked me as we prepared to leave. Â "Is there anything else you need from me?â I stood from my seat ready for the dark mist to consume me.>
Evil Lena:
I, one hundred percent agree. ~I uncrossed my legs and sit up a little, my pets moved in closer, and I patted the back of their heads as if they were actual animals.~ Very nice. I had hopes that this is how our meeting would go. And I am very much looking forward to tormenting those little rats. I donât want them to have a breather in any way whatsoever. With our combined efforts, it should be easy enough. ~A low key shrill laugh trilled out and I increased the pressure in which I held my pets at bay. As if on cue, both whimpered and then purred as my nails bit into their scalps. I gave a nod towards my guest, my ebony eyes alight with delight while images of dead vampires and their offspring danced through my head.~ If you have need of me, just call out my name. If for some reason I can not come at that time then one of my pets will be at your service. Until then, have a Good evening.
Dividing Addictions
Tess: *I was pacing the floor in front of our room. Phury had checked in hours ago with the Brother Iâd found out but he wasnât home yet. I was curious what was taking so long until a doggen came up to speak with me about when the Repairs would need to be completed to Phuryâs car. Panic had filled my heart as I rushed to the garage and looked over the damage. The scent of baby powder was overwhelming and the slick black handprints all over made my heart run cold. Iâd advised the doggen to get the car washed ASAP before Wrath caught the scent. Iâd texted Phury with no answer to this point. My pacing continued as my anger grew. My Nallum was playing a dangerous game and he didnât see it that way. We needed to talk before something horrible happened.*
Phury: *At last walking through the main doors into the Mansion my arm having more feeling in it, thank the Scribe! Taking the stairs two at a time my jacket over my right arm, the sterile scent of what Ehlena had used tickling my nose. My only goal right now was a hot shower and sinking my fangs into my Nallaâs neck, stretch that just sinking into her body was what I needed. Hearing another blip coming from the pocket of my jacket, the sound of the shutters closing for the day pushing it out of my mind. At last walking into my bedroom my eyes zoning right to Tess, her body tense as she paced around the room. Dropping my jacket and walking straight to her, cupping her face my voice hoarse* Nalla what is wrong? Are you ok? *Not waiting for an answer stepping back my hands ghosting over her arms on a downward path, my yellow eyes following looking to make sure she was whole. Not seeing any body injuries, or smelling any blood letting me relax. I could face anything as long as Tess wasnât hurt, shifting my eyes back to hers a hand tunnelling into her hair* Nalla what is wrong?
Tess: *I felt him arrive and walked into our room not wanting to have this Conversation in the hallway. No sooner than I had shut the door to our room the shutters closed on the windows for the day he barely made it home in time. As he walked into the room the smell of the antiseptic and his blood were in the air. He was touching my arms looking to see if I was injured. I slowly lifted my eyes to his as he asked me what was wrong.* Â You ended your patrol hours ago. You checked in and I know this because I passed Blay in the hallway before last meal. When the doggen came to ask when you needed your car repaired I about lost it. Lesser blood Phury. All over your car. The doggen asked if he should detail the trunk that you had them in so it wouldnât smell. *My eyes travels to the blood soaked and torn arm of his shirt with the white bandage staring up at me.* You were seconds away from becoming a screaming pile of Ash Phury and you are injured and you want to know whatâs wrong? *My body was rigid and shaking. He hasnât seen Piper for this injury and it wasnât a self battle dress . It was too neatly done. His phone chirped again .* Iâve been texting you since the doggen came home with your car. You didnât answer. You always answer. *I didnât move as I waited to see what his explanation would be.*
Phury: *If I could die from a look Tess would have killed me, her blue green eyes were on fire and it was aimed at me. Her body tense as each word was thrown at me, from Blay letting her know my patrol was ended. To the Doggen asking about getting my car fixed! Running my hands through my hair letting out a breath I didnât realise I had been holding. I was annoyed at myself over this nightâs outcome, but I was just happy there was nothing wrong with Tess. Wincing as she mentions the Lesser blood and the scent of them in my boot, I thought I had covered all my tracks tonight but the car never entered my head! Watching Tessâs eyes travel to my left arm, opening my mouth then closing as she lets loose again. Watching her body lock in anger as her words fail for a minute, taking a slow step closer to her my yellow eyes locking onto hers. The blipping of my phone adding meaning to her last statement, softly cursing in the old language my voice low* Nalla I should have answered you, but I was hell bent on getting home to YOU! *Stepping back giving Tess some space and pacing around the room, the carpet and rug soaking up my shitkickers strides* You have every right to be angry with me, but I did what I did in the hopes of NOT worrying you. My patrol went off fine and I went to collect for Rehv, minor incident with some Lessers. It was all sorted and dealt with, I was grazed and I didnât want Piper to be asking questions or Blay. Thatâs it, everything that you need to know about my night. Nalla I never wanted to worry you. Â Â Â
Tess: *My eyes narrowed at the mention of Rehv. My voice low and steady.* Collecting for Rehv.. Because he hasnât got anyone else that can do this? You are putting yourself at risk and you were attacked *I used my fingers to make quotation marks in the air* âcollectingâ for Rehv. Alone. What happens if the next time itâs not just a graze Phury? What should I have said to Wrath who can smell a lie on me 10 damn miles away if he had asked? Do you not SEE that you are doing something far more of a danger than your patrols and then you donât answer your texts?! Is it not enough for you that you risk your life because you are a Brother? You swear you donât want to worry me but for the love of the Scribe Phury where is your head? *I hadnât raised my voice above the low steady tone I had started with and my eyes never left him. I was coming to a realization that both crushed me and at the same time made so much scene.*
Phury: *Dropping my head wincing with each word Tess spoke, it was all the more frightening that she didnât yell. That she didnât scream at me, hit me, or just show more emotion. It was as if I had drained it all away already, my six chambered heart pounding an unsteady beat as I looked at my mate. My Dreamer, My missing soul. How had I done this to her, we were only just getting ourselves back on track. We said no more secrets, but was telling her everything helping. Blinking as I realise she had stop talking, wetting my lips which were suddenly dry* Nalla, this thing with Rehv. Itâs half my idea, why would I put someone else in danger over something I wanted to do. *Taking a step closer to Tess, my arms wide as I look at her* Nalla look at me, this is me, I need to do this. I need to help our race in whatever way I can, this fight club is helping fund a protection program for all. Not just the Glymera, but all! And Rehv is getting a kick out of the fact the Glymera is funding it without know! Nalla the danger is over shadowed by the outcome.
Tess: *I had wished with all I was that Phury had understood what I was saying. I wondered had he seen how much danger there was for him to do this alone? No one knew where he was when he was collecting lessers. Rehv wouldnât care. If his source of lessers from Phury dried up heâd just find his own way to get them. Phury was an addict. That was crystal clear. Heâd moved from red smoke to the high he got from capturing and turning over lessers. Only this was dismissed by him as doing right by the race. I spoke again. Still low and steady. My hands balled into fists so tight my nails cut my palms.* So you would rather be on the street when everyone that can help you thinks you are on your way home. Where you have NO backup when shit hits the fan like it did tonight. You would rather I worry every night if you are going to make it home to me and not because you are doing your duty as Brother ,but because you seem to feel like the fate of every Civilian is on YOUR shoulders? Rehv doesnât give a damn what happens to you. Letâs be clear, he is in this for the fact that he can turn a dollar and screw over the Glymera while he sits quietly in his bubble. You are the one in All of the danger. If you canât see that you are blinded by your own convoluted view on this whole damn thing. When I have to go before Wrath and the Brotherhood and explain that you are not home and I do not know where you are whoâs going to own it? What if lessers have you or if the Sun has taken you what would you like me to say to them? When I am mourning the loss of you because mark my words Phury if you keep at this alone I will lose you be it to the fade or because I can not continue to worry myself to the point of pain what should I tell them? When I mated you, I knew you had demons in your past. I knew you were part of the Brotherhood and you would be out protecting like Warriors are expected to. What I didnât know is that you would let yourself be consumed to the point of being blind to danger. *My heart ached so badly I was finding it difficult to take a full breath. Blood dripped from my palms where my nails were scoring them and I could only imagine my stair must look like ice by now.* So tell me, what am I supposed to do?
Phury: *I was just standing there like a statue listening to Tess, each word banging around inside my head. Tess was my mate my other half but she didnât get it, this wasnât some whim, this was for our race. But she was right on one thing, I shouldnât have worried her, I should have answered her texts. On that I have failed her, on that I have let her down. Let myself down, no male of worth would put their mate through any type of worry or hurt if they could help it. Dropping my head letting her last few words wash over me, just standing there trying to pull my own words into some kind of a sentence. Needing to make her understand, needing to put ease to my Nallaâs heart. Opening my mouth than stopping the scent of Tessâs blood hitting me hard, my mind just blanking as I look at her. Stepping closer the sound of Tessâs heart pounding in her chest drowning out everything else, my hands loose at my sides but wanting to take her in my arms* Nalla it is not like that. My only wish is that I hadnât worried you. But to the rest, it is my job as the humans would say. It is my place, I would not ask my other brothers to do this as it is my idea. There really isnât that much risk, tonight was my fault. I should have known that using my car would draw too much attention. But that will be fixed, just as the car will be. Please do not worry, I should not have worried you. For that I beg your forgiveness. *Taking Tessâs hands in mine, turning them over and looking at the marks from her nails against her palms. Bringing each in turn to my mouth and licking away her blood, my tongue helping to seal the scores her nails made* All I ask of you my love is that you let me love you. I am doing this for you as much as our race. Zsadist has trained you, but too many are out there without any form of training be they male or female. Our race canât afford to lose any more, the raids have taken more than enough. Every night I head out as my brothers do and kill Lessers, it just isnât enough. For everyone I put down ten more take his place. Even the ones I capture are replaced, and on and on it goes. *Giving Tessâs hands a soft squeeze, my yellow eyes locking onto her blue green ones* I canât do this without you Nalla. I do this for you, because when you were attacked it opened my eyes to what dangers are out there every night for our whole race.
Tess: *My whole body started to shake. I wanted to scream at him. I wanted to slap him hard across the face and pray it would wake him up from being stuck in his head. He licked my hands. What should have warmed my heart and caused butterflyâs in my belly did nothing but make me more angry. I pulled my hands back to my sides. The room felt cold and tears started to fall from my eyes. My tone went cold.* Youâre so caught up in this that you canât see the danger Phury. You say you are doing this for me. Thatâs not true, you are doing this for you. You are being reckless and this has become your new addiction and with that you are hurting me and you will hurt Z and every other brother under this roof with it. I didnât ask to get training because I needed it. I asked so that you would know I would be ok if I went out on my own. You are coming home closer and closer to dawn every day. Your idea is sound But the execution needs some serious revamping. Donât you see, you do not OWE anyone anything. What you are doing is NOT your job. Call me selfish but damn it Phury I donât want you doing this ALONE! *An idea sparked in my head and I ran with it .* I swear on all I am if I have to I will go out and start rounding up those powder smelling bastards myself. Infact you know what. Maybe I will do that, if this is so important that itâs ok for you to risk your life nightly alone then I can start taking care of some of it before you are off patrol. As you said I can fight. Â *Nodding my head * How about that. If itâs no big deal and itâs just a job Iâm sure I can handle that. *I watched Phuryâs eyes knowing what his reaction would be.* So starting tomorrow while you are patrolling I will be lesser hunting. Donât worry if Iâm late Iâll make sure to text you where I am. *I waited for his response. If this didnât work I wasnât sure what would.*
Phury: *I could feel the gap dividing us apart like a dagger through my six chambered heart, I didnât understand why this was happening. Tess knew who I was when we started down this road, I never lied about what I would have to do. And this new venture is just more of the same, and it should settle down in a few weeks once I iron out all the kinks with Rehvenge. Letting Tess pull her hands free my heart going with them, just standing listening to her my yellow eyes just drinking her image in. Her words hitting me like a sledgehammer, her announcement I was hurting her and that I would hurt Zsadist and the rest of the brotherhood causing my to take a step back. A slight shake to my head as I keep stepping back each slow step more painful than the last, I was hearing everything my Nalla said and it was ripping my heart further and further apart. Her final statement a twisting dagger to my gut that I deserved, I hadnât answered her texts, I had worried her. For that she had me banged to rights. Swallowing slowly putting my own words carefully together, once spoken they could never be taken back* I never meant to hurt or worry you Nalla, for that I am truly sorry. I let my foolish thoughts lead me astray thinking I would be home quicker than a text. *Dropping my head my eyes on Tessâs feet* You canât go out Lesser hunting and you know it, I do not understand why you are so upset with all this. And you are right I owe no one anything, I fight for my king, my race, for you. I am collecting Lessers in the hopes of helping more of our race, it is that simple, money makes the world go round Nalla. The Glymera have it, the lower classes donât. And to just hand over money doesnât work as people respect things more if they have worked for it, the classes may be free to join but we are selling them under work your way in bases. The civilians think they have earned their place and work even harder to protect themselves, a win win for everyone. *Taking in a deep breath, pulling open the bedroom door behind me* I will make sure you do not get out of here to hunt for Lessers if I have to Nalla, please donât make me do that. I will be down in the gym for the day, I hope.. I⊠I will take my leave for now. #DividingAddictions Â