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i don't want your body but i hate to think about you with somebody else

[milosn-y-deactivated20200524]

[mydeadgreeneyes]

[blagalnie-deactivated20210715]

im slowly killing myself

[vacantkid]

[thin-bitches-got-it-all]

reblog if this is you

[riskybisky696]

I can’t wait for Autumn because it means I can wear long sleeve baggy clothes and hide my shitty fat body

[floatingawayfromhere]

i wish i could see my bones

[naiveasf]

[saintelise666]

[yourlocalmadlad]

i cant wait to live alone and never buy any food

[wannabe-skinny-lass]

Me when I’m restricting: “I hate being dizzy and cold”

Me after a binge: “I miss being dizzy and cold”

[theskinnysuicidalone]

Sometimes you turn cold, because everything inside you breaks.

[ninetywishes]

☁️ @ninetywishes ☁️

[emotionswithoutexpression-deact]

Me: I weight 52kg.

My friend who is taller than me: I weight 45kg.

Me:

[shygirl225]

“Everythjng will be alright” is the biggest fucking lie.

[flower-vibess]

what eating disorders are really like

eating disorders aren’t graceful

they aren’t pretty

it’s not just taking cute pictures of your body and drinking tea

the truth is you’re gonna feel like shit no matter what

you’re starving? you’re gonna feel like shit.

you ate a little bit to curb your hunger pains? well now you feel so full you wanna puke, even if you only ate something under 100 cals.

you’re never gonna be satisfied, even if you hit your ugw.

you’re gonna feel like you’re about to collapse and vomit 24/7.

my childhood was usurped from me because of my ed.

i was eleven when i started restricting

now i’m almost sixteen and guess what?

i still fucking hate myself and i’ve never escaped this vicious cycle.

restrict

binge

purge

recover

repeat

it doesn’t end and you won’t feel better about yourself, you’ll feel much worse actually

[umarly]