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CRAZY RICH MATCH ୨ৎ 양정원
OR WHERE,paying a wizard for an obsessed boyfriend actually works!
❪ MAGAZINE ❫ 。 down bad!yjw 𝗑 f!r smau fluff ✿ language businessman jungwon loosely inspired by ‘crazy rich asians’
스루 ܃ atp im js posting my drafts fr TT but i really hope this was ok, not really fun now but more parts incoming!
ONE TWO (+tba)
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庭ㅤ(𝗃𝗎̄𝗒𝗈̄𝖽𝖾𝗇𝖺𝗂)ㅤ:ㅤ𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗆𝗌 𝗈𝖿──𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾.
with petals, poetry, and a sweet fragrance, comes one of the ways to represent the act of loving and how the companionship of someone can be interpreted.
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ドキ、ドキ!ㅤㅤ♡ㅤㅤ‘𝗅𝗈꯭𝗏𝖾.
-ㅤㅤ𝟫:𝟦𝟤ㅤㅤ𝗌𝗐𝖾𝖾𝗍!ㅤㅤ朝
𝖺𝗋𝖼𝗁𝗂𝗏𝖾ㅤㅤ:ㅤㅤ𝗉𝗈𝖾𝗆𝗌&𝗎.
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(𝗂𝗌𝗌𝗁𝗈 𝗇𝗂)ㅤㅤ家ㅤㅤ:ㅤㅤ𝖺𝗅𝖻𝗎𝗆.
𝗍𝗎&𝖾𝗎──𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗌𝗌𝗈𝗆𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗆𝖾𝗆𝗈𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗂𝖼𝗁 𝗂𝗇 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾; 𝗉𝖾𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗌 𝑜𝑓 𝗋𝗈𝗆𝖺𝗇𝖼𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗆𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺 𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗂𝖿𝗎𝗅 𝗀𝖺𝗋𝖽𝖾𝗇, 𝗌𝖼𝖾𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗉𝗈𝖾𝗍𝗋𝗒.
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詩ㅤㅤ𓇿ㅤㅤ𝖺𝗇𝖽ㅤㅤ𝖼𝗈𝖿꯭𝖿𝖾𝖾.
𝗐𝖾, 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗆𝖾𝗅𝗈𝖽𝗂𝖾𝗌
𝗌𝗎𝗇𝗄𝗂𝗌𝗌𝖾𝖽ㅤㅤ(夏と波)ㅤㅤ✿︎
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𝗉𝖺́𝗀𝗂𝗇𝖺ㅤㅤ/ㅤㅤ𝟲.ㅤㅤ"ㅤ𝗉𝖾́𝗍𝖺𝗅𝖺𝗌ㅤ"
𝗈𝗌 𝖽𝗂𝖺𝗌 𝗌𝖺̃𝗈 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗈 𝗌𝗈𝗇𝗁𝗈𝗌, 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈 𝖾𝗆 𝖽𝗂𝖿𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗌, 𝖼𝗈𝗋𝖾𝗌 𝖾 𝗇𝗈𝗍𝖺𝗌; 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗈 𝗎𝗆 𝗷𝗮𝗿𝗱𝗶𝗺 𝗊𝗎𝖾 𝗌𝖾 𝗆𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾́𝗆 𝗏𝗂́𝗏𝗂𝖽𝗈 𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗋𝖾 𝖺𝗌 𝖾𝗌𝗍𝖺𝖼̧𝗈̃𝖾𝗌, 𝖼𝗈𝗆 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗍𝖺𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝗅𝖾𝗓𝖺𝗌.
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-> ㅤmoodㅤ__ ㅤbios⠀·⠀modificação livre.
NEIGHBOR, NEIGHBOR! ✶ lhs smau
𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 lee heeseung, your neighbour upstairs, has his weird approaches to romance
ꮚ ◞ ˕ ◟꒱ lhs x f!r ♡ language, profanities reblogs and feedbacks are appreciated
one two three four five note six seven eight (+tba)
sru says a little f1 knowledge is needed in the 5th slide n i will kiss u if u got it :3 plus idk why i talk so much because its stretching and i feel like this smau will have 10+ episodes TT
»What do you think, Leon? People can change, right?«
I love a good drama queen.
RESIDENT EVIL 2 REMAKE
so i just saw obsession
i can't be nikki
I’m your freaky Nikki 🪄💗
☤ TEETH. ❝ PART EIGHT ❞ 박성훈⸝.ᐟ⋆
゛ ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ S in which nothing cuts deeper than your hatred for park sunghoon, except the desire that waits underneath it. 、masterpost PAIRING 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝗌𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗁𝗈𝗈𝗇 ۶ৎ 𝘧𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋. 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒌 prev next
𝓦 。ᐟ MDNI ⨾ profanity, sexual content, toxic dynamics, mentions of prejudice, angst, jealousy, emotional manipulation, unhealthy communication 。。。 WC 6k
Sunghoon was still pressed against you when Jake walked into the room, whose eyes were darting between the two of you like he couldn’t quite process what he was seeing.
You frantically shoved Sunghoon right off, and he followed the line of your panic straight to Jake. And for the briefest fraction of a second something in his eyes glimmered somberly, right before he scoffed. “Nothing’s going on,” he says.
And then he was slipping out without another glance at either of you, the door closing behind him like nothing had actually happened.
Before Jake could look too close you turned away and quickly wiped at your tears. Your other hand moved on its own, fussing with the hem of your skirt once more, pulling it down like you could physically brush the fact that he’d been there mere seconds ago off of you and erase the place where his hand had been.
Jake’s voice was soft behind you as he called out your name. You froze, turning to face him. His eyes searched yours carefully as if he were trying to dig the answers out. “Is there something going on between you two?”
For a second you didn’t know what to say. You don’t even know what to think of the situation yourself.
“Never in a million years,” you finally say, swallowing and shaking your head. “It’s not what it looked like. We just argued, that’s all.”
He pauses, studying you. “Did he… hurt you?”
“No,” you snap and say it too roughly without meaning to, then force yourself to soften, trying again. “No, Jake. He didn’t.”
Jake’s shoulders eased a fraction, but his face didn’t match the relief his body feigned. His eyes stayed on you—warm, yes, always warm, but there was a crease in his brow that made it look like his thoughts had already wandered somewhere you couldn’t follow. “Okay,” he said. It should’ve been reassuring, but it sounded like he was thinking too hard about something he wasn’t going to say. “Did he say something to you?”
You confusingly blinked at him. “Define something.”
Jake didn’t answer.
You shifted where you stood, your entire mind snagged on the question of why Jake was being so… whatever the word was for the way he was acting. Is he mad? God, what if he is? But why the fuck would he be? It shouldn’t matter. You and Jake aren’t even together. Does he even…? Okay, stop. Maybe you were reading too much into this.
You force a crooked smile. “What’s with the face? Don’t tell me you’re jealous.”
Jake’s expression softens, though not all the way. “Jealous?” he echoed. “I’m just trying to figure out what I walked in on.”
“I’m telling you it was nothing,” you said, unsure if you believed it yourself — though you tried to sound convincing. “I’d sooner die than let Park Sunghoon anywhere near me.”
Jake’s brow ticked up, the faintest curve at his mouth, and he didn’t have to say anything for you to hear the question anyway which is then what was that?
“It was just in the heat of the moment. That’s all.”
The crease between his brows smoothed, and he shook his head like he was batting whatever thoughts he had up there away before stepping closer. “Good. Because I really don’t like to share.”
You nudged him playfully as he stepped even closer. “See? I knew you were jealous.”
“I‘m not jealous.” He shrugged. “Just sayin’.”
“All of this is such big talk coming from you considering we’re not even dating, and you haven’t even k—” You stopped yourself, heat shooting to your cheeks before you could say you haven’t even kissed me could leave your mouth.
“Oh?” His brows arched slowly. “Haven’t even… what?”
“Nothing.”
“Do you think I haven’t thought about it?” His hand finally caught your waist, almost tentative, but firm enough that your breath stuttered. He dipped his head a little, nose brushing dangerously close to yours. “This skirt—” his gaze flicked down, “—I don’t even have the words. But I’ll settle for saying you look beautiful tonight.”
The words should have been easy to absorb, soft and sweet, the way Jake always was. But instead, you heard another voice.
“That’s why you wore that. Hoping he’ll finally buy the desperate act and dig up your skirt?”
The pit that opened in your stomach was instant. You hated that you thought of him with Jake this close, hand on your waist and lips brushing the edge of something you’d thought about too many times. You tried to push it down and to fill the pit with the warmth in Jake’s smile, but no matter what all you can think of is Sunghoon.
Jake draws you out of your thoughts when he speaks. “…A little unfair how beautiful you are. You’re gonna drive me insane… amongst other things. You’re a bit cruel, don’t you think?”
“Maybe I like being cruel.”
“Silly girl,” he hummed. “So tell me, pretty. What were you going to say again? Hmm?”
You laughed, shaking your head fast, the sound bubbling out nervously and giddily. “Maybe you’ll just have to get it out of me.”
“You’re such a tease.”
“Am not.”
“Are too.” His breath slid hot over your lips, his eyes flicking down once before meeting yours again. “Guess I’ll just have to make you talk.”
“Jake—”
And then he kissed you.
It felt as if he’d been holding himself back all these years and finally let go. His mouth slanted against yours, the press of him coaxing your lips apart until you melted right into him. You could taste the faint sweetness of whatever drink he’d had earlier. Your hands bunched in his shirt, sucking your bottom lip right between his teeth. He bit just enough to sting, lapping at the spot with his tongue before plunging back inside, kissing you wet and obscene with his tongue dragging against yours.
Jake quite literally whines into your mouth when you deepen the kiss. His thumb circled your waist while his other hand slid up, dragging the thin fabric tight until his fingers almost brushed the side of your breast. Another shaky, unintentional “mmph—” slipped out against his mouth and he stuttered, hips jerking forward like he couldn’t help it. He tore his lips from yours just enough to pant, forehead pressed to yours.
“Fuck— can I?” He pleads, fingers twitching against the curve of your ribs. “Tell me I can touch you. Please.”
You laughed into the kiss, tugging him back down by the collar. “No shit, Jake.”
His hand immediately slid up, cupping your breast through the fabric, and the needy groan that rumbled out of him the second he felt your full soft breasts made your stomach flip. He swallowed the sound of your gasp with his mouth, twisting his palm on your breast and—
The sound of someone clearing their throat came loud from the doorway, enough to tear the two of you apart fast.
Sunghoon leaned against the frame with his hands in his pockets, eyes flicking between the two of you slowly. His tongue pressed against his cheek before a lazy grin that did not reach his eyes curved at his mouth.
Of fucking course. The universe truly does have a sense of humor!
Whatever thrill had been sparking in your veins a second ago drained out all at once.
Sunghoon pushed off the frame unhurriedly, crossing the room with steady steps. He reached across the couch and plucked his phone from where it had fallen between the cushions. Your eyes followed him the whole time because you couldn’t help it. The way his shoulders moved under his tight black shirt, all the way to his muscular forearms glistening in the overhead light. Finally, he straightened and turned, eyes finding yours. They lingered a second too long, sharp enough to make your skin prickle before they flicked over to Jake.
“Don’t stop on my account,” he drawled, holding his phone up in a mock apology. “Would hate to interrupt.”
You felt your nails dig into your palms before you even realized you’d curled your hands that tight, and you wanted to say something that would belittle him the same way he manages to belittle you every time, but then he walked out without waiting for either of you to reply.
Jake’s voice cut in and snapped you out of your thoughts. “Hey. You okay?”
You dragged your gaze away from the door, scraped together something like a smile, and passed it to him. “Yeah,” you said. “I’m good.”
Except you weren’t.
Sunghoon was lodged into your head like an annoying splinter you couldn’t dig out. His stare clung to your skin, and he’d said almost nothing but had somehow still managed to pick at you like crazy.
Jake didn’t look convinced, but he stepped closer anyway, tilting his head before leaning in to press the softest kiss to your nose. “Mmm. Where were we?”
But even as his warm hand slid over your waist… all you could think of was Sunghoon.
“Just—” You shook your head, “Just a second. I’m sorry. I’ll be right back, I just… I need to talk to Sunghoon.”
Jake’s brows lifted, confusion flickering, but he nodded all the same in an understanding way. You touched his wrist in a silent promise that you’d return before you slipped into the hall after him.
He was already gone, and for a second you thought maybe you’d imagined it and he hadn’t been there at all. Perhaps you should just go back to Jake and forget about it.
You didn’t need to get the last word every time, you thought.
But then the door across from you opened, and one of the guys —some upperclassman you barely recognized — stepped out with a lazy grin.
“Hey,” you snapped before he could say anything. “Which one is Park Sunghoon’s room?”
His grin stretched wider, eyes dragging over you in a disgustingway that made your stomach twist. “Damn.” He whistled, head tilting. “He’s a lucky guy.”
“Ew. You’re disgusting.” The words tore out of you in a snarl. “Just tell me where the fuck his room is.”
He chuckled, raising his hands like he was surrendering. “Alright, alright. Last room. End of the hall.”
Your feet carried you down the stretch of the hallway, each step heavy with the anger winding tight through your chest, and when you made it to his door, you didn’t bother knocking before you shoved it open, your rage drowning out all reason with your hands curled tight at your sides.
Sunghoon was sitting on his bed like he’d been waiting for you.
“Do you think this is funny?” You started immediately, “Walking in like that, saying shit like that.. pushing me up against a wall—do you get off on it?”
“You came all the way down here just to ask me that?”
“Answer me!” Your jaw clenched, teeth grinding. “Is that it? You get your kicks by barging in and acting like a fucking asshole? By—by looking at me like—”
“Like what?” he cut in, voice low, the corner of his mouth twitching. “Go on. Say it.”
“Don’t fucking interrupt me then, you dick!”
For a moment, he just looked at you without saying a word, and his silence and gaze were heavier than anything he could’ve said. Then he pressed his tongue against his cheek, and his head tilted with the kind of lazy cruelty that made your hands ball even tighter at your sides.
“Why are you here?” he asked flatly.
“Because you’re a stupid fucking piece of fucking shit and you don’t get to—“
“Mmm. Language. Try again.”
“Stop fucking interrupting me!” you yelled.
He pushed himself up from the bed slowly. “Tell me why you’re here, Y/N,” he said, taking a step forward. “You’ve got Jake waiting for you, even put on a skimpy little outfit for him—or what was it you said before? Hmm?”
“God, you’re such a smug prick.” Your heel edged back instinctively, and he followed too close. “No. Wait. You’re right! This is one of the rare moments you’ve actually been right. This was a mistake. I don’t even know why I’m here when Jake is in the other room.”
The corner of his mouth twitched. “Yeah. Go run back to him. I bet he’s dying to find out what you taste like after I’ve had my hands all over you.”
Your face burned with fury, and your hand flew up to slap him—
But Sunghoon catches your wrist midair like it’s nothing and yanks you forward so hard your breath leaves you. Your chest slams his, close enough to feel the rise of his heartbeat beneath his shirt. “Don’t you ever try that again.”
“Let go!” You twisted immediately and tried to pull free, nails digging into his hand as he towers over you.
He didn’t let go, and simply continued to look you right in the eye, the air thickening with tension.
“God, just fucking leave me alone,” you jerked your other hand up to shove at his chest, though he didn’t leave.
“You’re the one who came into my room.”
“Then fucking let me go so I can leave!”
“You don’t want me to leave you alone—”
“I want you six feet under.”
“—That’s why you’re here.”
“You’re literally delusional! Oh my God!”
His grip only tightened, your wrist throbbing where his fingers pressed into your skin. “You’re the one storming into my room and running your filthy little mouth all while you’re shaking in my fucking hand.”
“I’m not shaking!” you spat, but your voice betrayed you when it came out weaker than you wanted.
“Then why can I feel it?” His thumb shifted, brushing against the rapid jump of your pulse. “You’re so pathetic.”
“Better pathetic than a soulless fucking puppet choking on daddy’s little leash.”
Something in his expression darkened just then, and he gritted his teeth. “Say that again.”
“You keep on saying that like I won’t. You’re just like everything I’ve ever heard about your father—”
“Shut your fucking mouth.” he said, and you flinched because you had never heard him sound as angry and tense like that, and even Sunghoon paused for a moment. “You don’t know jackshit.”
Don’t you?
For a moment you were sixteen again with your elbows pressed to the cool marble of the kitchen island, asking your mother why your father always wore that tight, carved look like worry had settled there for good.
“Don’t worry about your father. He’s just had business with Sunghoon’s father lately and…” She had said, though you could never forget the look on her face as she said it. “Nevermind. It’s just work that’s stressing him, that’s all. You know how your father is, especially when he has to work with that man. Park Jaejoon would burn down an entire family name for the fun of it if it meant his own got a little brighter. Sweetheart, be smart around people like that, hmm? They don’t forgive or feel, and they certainly don’t have hearts.”
The memory snapped back like a rubber hand, stinging your skin, but your mother’s voice still rang loud in your ears.
They certainly don’t have hearts.
“I know one thing. You don’t have a heart.”
His jaw ticked as he stepped in, dragging you closer until you felt his breath on your cheek again, and his eyes ran over your face once. “Right.”
And then he let go, and the absence of his hand burned hotter than the weight of it ever had. “Go back to him.”
Your stomach clenched. You wanted to — Really, you wanted to — but the sheer arrogance of him telling you to like it was his decision to make for you snapped something petty in your chest.
“I’m not some dog you can command. I’ll go when I want to go!”
Okay… so… What the fuck had gotten into you, really? You’d probably look back at this moment and pinpoint it as the exact moment you fumbled Jake, and you were sure your Sunoo, Wonyoung and especially that little shit Riki would never let you live this down. Eh. You’ll worry about that later.
“Why are you here?” he asked again, only this time it was… softer.
Your mouth opened, and it closed again, and you weren’t sure whether it was because you were furious or because you didn’t have an answer. Or maybe it was just the most obvious answer in the world.
“Don’t pin this on me or ask me like you don’t fucking know why. You’re the fucking asshole who—who just—” you stopped yourself. “You’re the one who pinned me against the wall, and—you looked like you were going to—” You can’t bring yourself to finish it.
Sunghoon just stood there, and the longer he didn’t say anything, the more the frustration bubbled out of you.
“Say something!” you snapped.
“You didn’t stop me.”
“I—” you started, then stopped, glaring at him like that might fill the space your words couldn’t. “That’s not… Don’t you fucking dare do that! Do not twist this like I wanted it. You’re actually deranged.”
“Am I? Because if I really wanted to touch you, you wouldn’t be standing here in my room still running your mouth with your clothes on.”
Oh, this bitch. You contemplated slapping him again. (Or trying it at least.)
His eyes flicked down to your hands, your fingers still balled tight into fists. “That temper of yours. You don’t get this worked up with him, do you?”
“Don’t.”
“Don’t what? Don’t point out the truth? Don’t make you admit what you’re really thinking about when you come running in here?”
“What I’m really thinking about is the endless amount of ways in which I could kill you right now—Maybe with one of your stupid fucking trophies on your shelf? I think that’ll do me good. Or maybe I’ll jam it so far up your fucking ass you’ll never live to see another day from the damage it causes.”
He only hummed at that like your insult amused him. “See how far you get before I’ve got you pinned again.”
Your fists clenched tighter, nails biting into your palms. “I’ve had enough of this.”
“Then go,” he said simply.
“Stop telling me what to do!” you hissed. “Yeah, you know what? Actually, I know why I came here. Because you contradict yourself too fucking much. Because I’m pissed. Because… BECAUSE I STILL never understood why one day you just woke up and decided to be a pompous fucking prick for the rest of your life—” you stopped, biting back what you were originally going to say. “—to the point of ripping our whole friend group apart. I used to care about you. We grew up together, for fuck’s sake. I cared.” Your throat tightened, but you forced the words out anyway. “And you burned it all to the ground. And maybe once, Hell, maybe up until now, I wanted to know why because against all odds I still give a shit about what made you flip like that. But… I don’t even give a shit anymore. I’ve moved so far past wanting to understand you… Then even as hard as I try not to think about you, you make it even fucking harder when you do these things!”
Sunghoon just stands there and watches you with a thousand unspoken words in his eyes, though he looks bored.
“You don’t get to do that!” you shouted. “Not when you’ve spent the last three years being nothing but an asshole to me. You don’t have the right! You just stood there and said all that shit about my family the same fucking way your family used to, then you said you hated me, and then what? Suddenly, you can’t keep it in your fucking pants? You think tormenting me, or whatever this is—What is it? Huh? Is it your sick way of fucking flirting? Tell me, Sunghoon. What the fuck is it? Because I sure as hell can’t figure out what game you’re playing anymore.”
Something shifted in his face at that last part, gone before you could catch it. And then beat of silence passed.
You wanted to scream.
“You and your fucking tempter tantrums.” he groaned, dragging a hand down his face, looking as if you were annoying him to the point of no return. “Do you never get tired?”
"Go to fucking hell—" He tsked. “Spoiled little brat. What exactly do you mean by what is this, huh? Do you think the fact that I pushed you up against a wall actually means something? Do you think it means I spend my free time scribbling our names together in a notebook like some naive little girl?”
Your stomach dropped. He remembered. That one stupid morning in high school when he’d caught sight of your childish scrawls, your name paired with Jake’s in messy circles of ink, and you’d wanted the earth to open and swallow you whole. Which is exactly how you feel right now.
“Fuck, you really still don’t get it, do you? I don’t want—” He shook his head, paused for a moment. “You’re just easy to rile up. If I wanted to use you to take the edge off, I wouldn’t lose sleep over it. That’s all you’d be. A way to blow off some steam. Nothing else.”
Use you to take the edge off.
Like you were something discardable.
Part of you flinched at what he said, though you hated yourself for it. It was the part of you that remembered another Sunghoon, a boy so quiet he barely spoke above a whisper, cheeks flushed pink from the cold air of the rink when you’d go visit him. You remembered how sometimes you’d call his name from the edge of the rink, and how he’d look up, catch your gaze from where you sat, and always skate harder after that, faster, as if the sound of your voice was enough to push him forward. You remembered thinking that you had never seen anything more beautiful than the way he moved so carefully and gracefully under those white lights, eyes glancing back at you like you were his anchor.
That Sunghoon. Your Sunghoon. The one who was too shy to look you in the eyes for too long as kids, who let you weave stupid ribbons into his stupid skates when you were too young to know any better.
Back then, he was soft spoken and so achingly kind.
That boy is long since gone… and you weren’t going to be one of those idiots who held onto ghosts, clinging to shit that wasn’t there anymore—you told yourself you didn’t care. You couldn’t care.
So why did you always end up back here?
“Is that all you have to say?” you whispered, throat entirely too tight.
“What, did you expect me to say something else?”
You didn’t answer.
“Don’t tell me you were pathetic enough to still actually think I’d ever say anything else.”
“This is the last time I’m wasting my time on you again.” you said, and you didn’t even know if you said it to him or to yourself.
“Keep telling yourself that.”
“I really… I don’t even recognize you anymore.” Your voice wavered, and you hated that it did. “Fuck— Actually, since you keep asking me why I’m in here… maybe another reason is because deep down, I thought the boy I once knew was still somewhere in there. That he’d reason with me and FINALLY properly talk to me—even after what you just pulled. That maybe, just MAYBE, you’d prove me wrong even after all the shit you’ve said and done. But all you did was prove me right.”
“You’re even worse than I thought.” His jaw flexed. “But that’s you, isn’t it? Always living in your little fairytales. Always had every fucking thing handed to you, everything lined up so neat and pretty—so wrapped up in your perfect little world you never even noticed what was happening right in front of you.”
“You’re the fucking poster boy for spoiled little rich boys, you know that? Like there’s a chip planted in your head telling you to fuck around, act out, and be cruel just because you can. You’ve had everything, Sunghoon. Everything. And you still do. And you stand here, feeding me this shit?”
There was this flicker in his face, almost like confusion, like he was trying to figure out what the hell you were even talking about. It was gone before you could pin it down, smoothed over into that flat icy nothing look he always pulled.
“Forget it.” He shrugged. “Maybe I just like seeing you angry.”
Of course. Of fucking course that was all he had. Why on earth had you ever thought you could reason with him after all this time?
“We don’t need to talk outside of class.” You smiled mockingly. “Or even in class unless it’s necessary. That’s it.”
“Fine,” he muttered after a beat. “Keep it that way, then.”
“Fine.”
You turned before the sting in your eyes could turn into anything worse, moving steadily like if you just kept going, maybe the rest of you would hold together.
And when you got back to the study room, Jake was gone.
Wonyoung was the one person who always knew what to say and who felt your emotions better than you did.
Which is why you’d texted her: Please come over? The second you had made it out of that putrid, obnoxious house.
“I’m sleeping on the left side of the bed this time,” she said, entering your apartment in all her girly flourish.
Now you sat at the edge of the bed and told her all the facts as they came. Wonyoung listened all the way through, validating you when needed while simultaneously pacing about a thousand curses on men in general due to Sunghoon.
You kept picking at the skin around your thumbs as you spoke because it was the only thing you could do to keep you grounded.
Wonyoung caught your hands gently, thumbs pressing over yours. “I thought you stopped doing that.”
“Stupid fucking habit,” you muttered.
She brushed her thumb over it, softly. “I should just kill Sunghoon myself,” she said. “My princess. You’re too pretty to be stressing over a man.”
“Trust me, I highly considered homicide myself.”
“So… did you talk to Jake?” she asked, softly.
You shook your head. “No. When I got back, he was was already gone. And I know that’s my fault—”
“Oh, please don’t start with that shit again, baby. It’s not your fault.” she interrupted firmly.
You sighed. “I mean I thought about going after him, but I didn’t even know what I’d say to him. Like what would I have said? ‘Hey, sorry I left you mid make-out, or rather, just after we made out for the first time to go scream at your best friend for 30 minutes, who, by the way, was borderline grinding into me 10 minutes before we made out. Oh, and you saw! Yeah! Fucking fantastic. Great conversation opener.”
Wonyoung’s mouth twitched. “I mean, first of all, points for honesty.”
“Shut up.” You pushed her knee with your foot. “I feel like an idiot.”
“Second of all, Sunghoon is… Sunghoon. You’re not wrong for wanting to understand why he keeps fucking with you. And third, again, none of this is on you.”
You flopped backward, hair spilling over your silk sheets. “Well, it sure feels like its on me.”
“That’s because you have a knack for overthinking things.” She nudged your hip with her foot. “And because you like him.”
She let it hang there, then added, “Jake, I mean.”
“Obviously Jake.” you muttered.
“Mmm.” Wonyoung Hummed.
“What if I text Jake and he doesn’t answer?”
“Then he’s an idiot and I’ll break his kneecaps in,” she said calmly. “But he’ll answer. And then I’ll key Sunghoon’s car.”
“You don’t even know which one is his. He shows up with a different one like every other day.”
She shrugged. “Then I’ll key all of them.”
Eventually, the two of you sank back into your mountain of pink pillows with Laneige face masks on, chamomile tea in hand, and the city gleaming outside while the full moon hangs high. Wonyoung told you about the lovely details of her life all the way from modeling, law school, brand dinners, and just all the intricacies of being a solo singer all at once. And every time she did so you came to very simple conclusions which are, 1) she is the prettiest most coolest girl alive, 2) living proof that men remain useless across all income brackets and continents, and 4) she is also the love of your life in a very serious spiritually binding way.
“Do you remember when we were, like, eight, and I’d drag you with me to Yunah’s house because I didn’t want to be alone? And Heeseung and Sunghoon were just in the other room?” you said after a while.
“How could I forget?” Wonyoung laughed. “God, I used to hate going over there. Yunah was insufferable—never let me touch the Barbie I actually wanted, bless her though. Heeseung was acting like he was some mysterious, cool older brother when he was literally eleven. And Sunghoon just hovered there like he’d been surgically grafted to Heeseung’s side. I think that’s when our homicidal tendencies started developing.”
You huffed out a laugh through your nose, pulling your knees up to your chest. “Do you remember how Sunghoon was back then?”
Her eyes softened. “Oh, I remember. I remember when we genuinely thought he didn’t speak at all. Like, we had whole conversations about whether something was wrong with him.” Wonyoung laughed quietly, shaking her head. “To be fair, the shy little shit never spoke. Well… not to anyone else. But he spoke to you.”
“It feels like I made that kid up in my head. No, he genuinely doesn’t even exist anymore. God, I feel so fucking pathetic— No, not pathetic, I mean I just don’t feel like it’s fair that I’m even thinking about all this.”
“It’s not pathetic to remember,” Wonyoung said softly. “It’s human. The two of you haven’t properly spoken since you fell out. Hell, you haven't even spoken at all save for when he shits on you. No wonder this shit is resurfacing now that you have to spend time together— And it’s not your job to figure out whatever the fuck Sunghoon’s turned himself into.”
“He said I never noticed what was right in front of me. I don’t even know what the fuck that’s supposed to mean.”
“When did he say that?”
“I— I don’t even remember what it was about. He just… said it after I brought up how we grew up together.”
“As in about the past?”
“I mean, I guess.”
“Hmm.”
You turned, narrowing your eyes. “What?”
“Nothing.”
“Spit it out.”
“No, it’s genuinely nothing.”
You didn’t buy it, so you pressed on, of course. Wonyoung let out a long sigh, her eyes flicking toward the ceiling like she was debating whether it was worth saying at all.
“…You know, Yunah had the biggest crush on him when we were kids. Like, even up until we were fourteen. And when she finally confessed, he turned her down—” Wonyoung scoffed lightly. “Which, like, why the fuck were we even confessing to people at that age, right? We were practically still in diapers. But… anyway. He said he liked someone else and that he'd liked them for quite some time and it wouldn't be fair.”
You grimaced at the thought, smoothing it over with a joke. “So Yunah’s patient zero.”
Wonyoung didn’t respond, she just sat there with a very knowing like — as if she were biting something back.
Your stomach knotted, because you knew that look. “Don’t you dare say it.”
“I wasn’t gonna!”
You shot her a glare. “Your face is saying it!”
“I can’t help it!”
“Trust me, I’d know if Sunghoon ever liked me. And I know he didn’t. His mom hated me too much.”
“Yeah? And who defended you each and every single time?” Wonyoung shot back immediately, brows raising like she already knew the answer.
You shook your head hard. “It’s not even worth thinking about.”
But… for a second, you let your mind go there.
You hated yourself for even entertaining it. Because you were sure — no, you knew — he never truly liked you.
The whole Park family walked around like they were untouchable, like somehow their branch of old money sat higher on the ladder than everyone else’s. Never mind the fact that you’d grown up with the same wealth, the same circles, and the same power. To them, it was still tainted because your dad had married your mom, and to their standards, that was unforgivable for some fucking reason.
His mom could barely even look at you, and when she did, it was with that tight smile that said more than if she’d just spat in your face. She never liked any of his friends anyway, but with you, it felt different.
So… no boy in their right fucking mind would look at someone the way Wonyoung was implying when their own family was too busy ripping you apart.
And even if he had… even if there was a split second where something in his chest had leaned toward you — how the fuck would that explain who he is now?
It wouldn’t… It didn’t explain how he went from that quiet boy you used to coax out of his shell to this cruel, arrogant, putrid, cold, impossible version of him now.
You swallowed. “I hate him.”
“I know.”
“I really fucking hate him.”
“I know,” she repeated. “But that doesn’t mean you have to hate yourself for still thinking about him.”
“Wony?”
“Yeah?”
You chewed on your lip. “I think I wanna text Jake.”
“You sure?”
“Yeah. Yes. I just… I don’t wanna think about this for another second.”
She just reached over to where your phone was on the bed and dropped it into your lap. “Go for it then.”
Jake was safe.
Jake was easy.
He was warm in a way Sunghoon never was, never would be.
You only wanted Jake.
Wonyoung bumped her shoulder gently against yours. “Don’t overthink it. Just text him.”
“I can’t do it. I’m fine. No it’s okay, actually I’ll just give up.”
She pinched you, tutting. “Girl, if you don’t just text him!”
“What would I even say?”
“You already know what to say.”
“No, I don’t.” You typed something out on the screen, stared at it, then backspaced because it was fucking stupid and dumb. “See? I’m finished.”
Wonyoung let out a long-suffering groan. “Just tell him the same thing we talked about, genius.”
“But what?”
“Oh my god. You’re doing all of this over a bum ass boy? Girl you could send him a dot and he’d lap that shit up. Do you know who you are? Just text him!”
“Wow. So you hate me and you want me to die? That’s cool. Just say that.”
“Literally where did I say that?” Wonyoung giggled, and then she sat up, snatched the phone right out of your hands, and started typing. “Fine, I’ll do it myself.”
“Bro thinks she’s Thanos. Hey, are you sending— WAIT—”
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𝓝 ⟢ 𝗂 𝗁𝖺𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗉𝗅𝖺𝗒𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍 𝗈𝗇 𝗋𝖾𝗉𝖾𝖺𝗍 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗃𝗈 𝗉𝗂𝗇 𝖻𝗒 𝗃𝖾𝖿𝖿 𝖻𝗎𝖼𝗄𝗅𝖾𝗒 𝖼𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝗈𝗇 𝗂 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝗌𝗉𝖾𝗋𝖾𝖽 𝖺 𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗍𝗅𝖾 𝗉𝗋𝖺𝗒𝖾𝗋. 𝗂’𝗅𝗅 𝗅𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝖽𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀. ♡ 𝖺𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗐𝖺𝗒𝗌, 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗒 𝗌𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗅𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗅𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝖾, 𝖾𝗌𝗉𝖾𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗋… 𝗂’𝖽 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆. 𝗂 𝗁𝗈𝗉𝖾 𝗂 𝖽𝗂𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍𝗂𝖼𝖾. 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗅𝖾𝗌𝗌𝗅𝗒 ꒰˘̩̩̩⌣˘̩̩̩๑꒱♡
If you actually thought you could sleep the anger off, you were completely wrong (to no one’s surprise.) Because it didn’t fade overnight while you tossed and turned. It only wound itself tighter, and by the time you dropped into your seat in Dr. Kim’s class, it had already taken it’s physical form in the chair beside you.
Or rather, in the shape of its source.
What was surprising — and maybe the cruelest trick the universe has ever played on you— was the blindfold that landed on your desk with a soft, final little thud.
But that was halfway through Dr. Kim’s lecture.
Before that, you’d told Sunoo and Wonyoung over a matcha session that you would not be giving Park Sunghoon the satisfaction of existing in your line of sight. Ignoring a man is truly a piece of cake (Sunghoon, specifically)… Just sit pretty in your cutesy Miu Miu set, cross your legs, take your notes and pretend that the six feet of generational arrogance beside you is decorative.
Well, it was easy… until it wasn’t easy at all.
“As always,” Dr. Kim began about halfway through class. “I prefer practice over theory, because you may memorize a definition, but that doesn’t mean you actually understand it. Today we discussed that trust is not abstract, and that it is not simply a word on a page, but instead it is a choice. It happens in the smallest of moments, when you hand someone the lead, when you let them guide you even though you cannot see the way forward.”
He paused, letting his gaze sweep slowly over the class.
“I like to believe I’m looking at a room full of very capable students. Which is why I want you to build that trust here, with the partners you’ve been given.”
He lifted a small stack of folded black cloth from his desk and set one on each table as he passed. You stared down at the cloth in front of you when he got to your table, realization crawling meanly across your skin.
If that was what you thought it was…
Would the universe really press its heel against your throat and hand you this particular brand of humiliation on this particular morning?
Surely not. Right?
“In front of you I’ve placed a blindfold.”
Wrong.
“One of you will wear it, and the other will be responsible for guiding them through the task timed at five minutes, and the pair with the best combined score will earn five points of extra credit toward the group project grade. The exercise will look simple on the surface; You will face away from the board while your partner sees a diagram I’ll flash on the screen, and your job is to replicate it on paper using only their instructions. No touching. No switching roles. No shortcuts or whatsoever—simply rely on your partner to guide you.”
Dr. Kim is still talking but you don’t hear a word of it. All you can look at is the strip of black cloth sitting on your desk like it’s already mocking you.
Stupid little thing which would be harmless anywhere else… But not when it’s sitting between you and Park Sunghoon.
“…Discuss which one of you will be blindfolded for the exercise now.”
You barely got a thought in before you heard his voice.
“Put it on.” Sunghoon said.
You blinked at him, incredulous. “Excuse me?”
His eyes flicked over to you coldly. “You heard me.”
God, the audacity of him. Your mouth fell open, a disbelieving laugh clawing its way out. “I know you’re not serious.”
Sunghoon shrugged. “I’m dead serious.”
“Why the fuck would I be the one to wear it?”
“Because I said so.”
“Oh, fuck off. If you think I’m gonna sit here blindfolded while you—”
“Save your whining. There’s a timer.” He points to the screen. “So I’d suggest you be a good girl and shut up. Unless you want to lose…? But you and I both know you don’t.”
“Fuck you and this fucking class.”
“Mm.” He gestures with his pen right at the blindfold. “Put it on.”
Every part of you wants to shove it down his throat and flip this whole desk over his head and walk out. But instead, because you are a stubborn perfectionist who is wired with an unwillingness to never lose, you just picked it up.
“If you try anything,” you hiss, pulling the cloth into a knot at the back of your head. “I’ll kill you.” The second the fabric cut out the light, it felt like you’re breathing too shallowly and as if your own chest is conspiring to cut you off. (This is no fun when you’re ridiculously claustrophobic.)
“Begin.” Dr. Kim says from the front, then you hear a flash and suddenly everyone starts murmuring.
“What the fuck is this supposed to look like?” Sunghoon complains. “Just… Put your pencil down at the bottom left corner.” He commands, and your grip on the pencil tightens as you fumble slightly. “I said left. No—Jesus, do you not know basic directions?”
“I know left, you condescending prick.”
“Sure does look like it. Okay, start with a line first. A straight line. No—slow down. You’re rushing.”
“I’m not rushing.”
“You are.”
“And you’re underestimating my willingness about jabbing this pen in your jugular.”
“How tempting.” You can practically see the lazy grin plastered across his face. “Draw a curve now.”
“What the fuck does that mean?” you whisper. “Be specific, asshole.”
“Exactly what I said? What could possibly be more specific than me telling you to draw a curve. Draw it.” He’s closer than he needs to be. The sound of his voice is right at your ear and it’s maddening how much that makes something go fuzzy in your chest. “Curve—yeah, that. There’s literally only lines on the screen so don’t tell me to be specific. Now round it like a circle. Wait, smaller than that—no, i said smaller. Stop before you hit the margin—”
“I can’t see, you absolute dumbfuck—”
“Then just move your wrist up, for fuck’s sake. Now go right. Go up. Yeah. Just like that.”
Only Park Sunghoon could manage to make something this stupid sound incredibly sexy. Fuck this guy.
You mutter a string of curses so obscene you’re sure have never been spoken before in this class — let alone this lifetime, but your hand followed his instructions anyway, frantically because the timer is running and you’ll genuinely be damned if you don’t do well.
“Now go left—left. God, you really don’t know your right from your left?” You elbow him and freeze, but he keeps going, “Tsk. Don’t stop now, you’re doing so good for me.”
He has to be doing that on purpose, you think. Heat blasted up your neck and all throughout your body at the sound of his voice. “I swear to God I’m going to kill you. Stop saying it like that you freak!”
“Hmm. Like what?”
“Like… you know exactly like what!” The blindfold felt like it was cinching tighter, the noise of the room swelling until you could hardly breathe. “Can you just be more fucking specific! What am I even doing? Are you making this shit up?”
“Stop being so goddamn difficult and just—”
“Shut up!” Your voice cracked, panic breaking through. “Just tell me—I can’t do this.”
“You can. Listen to me. Just me.”
The problem is your heart is beating way too fast and everything is irritating you (especially Sunghoon, considering how close he is while you’re both pretending this is normal.) Your classmates are too loud, this stupid blindfold feels suffocating, and you’re competitive enough to know you’re probably losing, which only makes it worse.
“Fuck this. Fuck this blindfold, I can’t see shit, get this off me—”
Your name twists so foreignly on his tongue you almost don’t realize it’s yours, every movement in you halting aswell because Sunghoon placed his hand on your thigh.
High enough that every nerve in your body went stiff, hot enough to set fire through your bloodstream.
Your mouth opened, fury already bubbling. “I’ll kill you. Get your hands off me or I swear—”
“Focus on me.” he whispers right into your ear. His tone is threaded through with something heavier and gentler than his usual drawl as if he is trying to calm your panicking down, and that itself pinned you in place harder than his hand did.
You wanted to shove him back and maybe break a finger or two just to prove a point, but of course you didn’t because once again apparently your pathetic little brain has decided that winning some half assed classroom trust exercise was life or death. So you stayed put and followed his instructions as he told you to.
His fingers squeezed around your thigh, and you swore your whole body lurched forward. You hate how his touch burns through you and how your pulse jumps like it remembers him, and you hate even more that you don’t move it away because you don’t want to at all.
“Sunghoon.” The sound punched out of you like a plea as his hand slid higher on your thigh, goosebumps rippling under their weight.
“Shit,” He hissed through his teeth, the sound almost a groan. “You don’t even hear yourself.”
“Fuck you,” you spat, but your thighs betrayed you, pressing together tight under the desk, pulse thundering so hard in your throat you could barely breathe.
“Already halfway there, princess.” His voice was coiling around every nerve. “Keep still. See? Just like that. Obedient little thing, aren’t you?”
The timer blares before you can tell him to eat shit or even think too hard about what’s going on, and you rip the blindfold off like you’re saving your own life, his hand gone just as fast like it never happened at all.
You couldn’t stomach looking at him as you got up to leave when the professor called for a beeak.
The rest of class passed without either of you acknowledging the other. (Which, after whatever the fuck that had been, was probably the sanest course of action.)
By the time you shove your belongings into your bag and make your escape, you’re already halfway to losing your mind. Sunoo is outside, exactly where you expect him to be, leaning against the wall like he’s been waiting forever, even though it’s probably been three minutes at most. Wonyoung stood beside him, seemingly freshly done with her class as well. The second they saw you, their faces lit up ever so softly and warmly, and it is quite possibly the only force on earth that could ever storm through the absolute abomination currently unfolding in your brain.
Sunoo tilted his head, a grin tugging at the corner of his mouth. “So… That looked fun.”
“Don’t,” you said immediately.
Wonyoung’s brows knit together. “Are you okay?”
You nodded too quickly and forced a small smile that probably fooled nobody. “I’m fine. I just don’t want to talk about it.”
They both looked unconvinced anyway, and you were about to launch into a fake reassurance speech when suddenly Sunghoon’s hand caught your arm. His grip was not rough, but it was just enough to turn you around.
You whip around. “What the fuck?”
“Relax,” Sunghoon said, letting go of your arm. “We need to meet up today.”
You let out a short laugh, glancing at Sunoo and Wonyoung (who are now very pretending to mind their own business and failing miserably) to check if you weren’t hallucinating this exchange — and Sunghoon’s audacity.
“Like hell we are. I’m not meeting up with you anywhere,” you said. Your voice carried a little too far, because when you flicked your eyes sideways, people were staring. You plastered on a quick, fake sweet smile for them, as if to say this is a totally normal conversation, nothing to see here, definitely no homicidal tendencies whatsoever.
“Then fail, considering it’s for the deliverable,” Sunghoon sighed, and he looked particularly fed up. “I can’t fit it anywhere else into my schedule in the next five days, so it has to be today. But hey, it doesn’t matter to me. I’ll pick a topic on my own, hand it in, and get the credit.”
“Over my rotting fucking corpse are you fucking making decisions for me.”
“I don’t have time for this,” he mutters.
“Oh, poor you.”
“Shut up,” he snapped, though it was barely loud enough to raise concern. “I’m being pulled six ways apart. Do you think I have time to argue when I’m breaking my back for my father every night?”
Your laugh was bitter. “You get off on arguing with me… It’s practically all you do anymore. And I promise you, I do not care about daddy’s empire or whatever you’re bitching about. That’s not my problem, and it sure as hell won’t affect our deliverables. Find a way around it.”
Sunghoon took a step in, closing the space so fast you had to tilt your chin up just to keep glaring at him. Out of the corner of your eye, you caught Sunoo and Wonyoung a few steps down the hall, watching with unease written all over their faces, but also like they’d jump in if you so much as flinched.
“Say that again.” Sunghoon said.
You fold your arms. “Which part? The one where you’re a spoiled little bitch doing daddy’s dirty work like the perfect heir, or the one where I don’t give a fuck?”
His expression hardens. “You don’t know a single fucking thing about my family or me.”
Your heart pounds in your chest. “Don’t I?”
The two of you fall silent after that, though, as established silence with Sunghoon is never quite empty. Tension and all those unspoken words somehow manage to fill the air perfectly fine.
“We'll meet up at seven,” he said finally. “Pick a place, or I’ll pick for you.”
“Seven? Boy, fuck you. I didn’t agree to anyth—” you started, but unfortunately, you know him well enough to know that he is bluffing less than you’d like. “Whatever. We can meet up in the library.”
It’s the safest option with neutral ground and enough witnesses for when you finally kill him with a just cause. Perfect, no?
“No.”
“What the fuck do you mean, no? You told me to pick—”
“I meant no. We’ll be loud.”
Your face twisted in disgust at the insinuation and the teasing smirk on his face. “You’re a fucking freak.”
“Hmm, sure. But unfortunately, that’s not why, so pick somewhere else.”
You opened your mouth, ready to tell him exactly where he could shove his ‘somewhere else,’ when he spoke again. “My frat house has a study room,” he says. “It’s quiet.”
As if you’d ever step foot in that disgusting torture chamber? or anywhere he suggests, for that matter. “Do you think you can just boss me around all day like I’m part of your little harem? O Captain, my Captain, should I bring the blindfold too and make it fun for you?”
His mouth twitched again, just the slightest, but enough to make you want to punch it clean off his face. “Wouldn’t hear me complaining.”
Bastard.
“You’re actually fucking disgusting. Jesus. Why do I even bother?”
He shrugged. “I mean, you’re the one who offered.”
But then your big entrepreneur brain caught up with what he’d actually said, and your chest lit up like a kid spotting presents under the tree before dawn.
Someone you have a very cheeky little thing going for also currently lives in and out of that particular frat house…
“Fuck you. Fine, I’ll be there at seven.” You narrowed your eyes and straightened your posture, trying your best to fight back a sly smile. “But don’t flatter yourself,” you add. “I’m not stepping foot in that disgusting, chlamydia ridden little boy cave for you. This is strictly about the project.”
And Jake.
“Don’t make me wait.”
“He put his hand WHERE?”
Wonyoung plopped down on your bed, hair falling over her shoulder as she reached for the open bag of candy on your nightstand. Ms. Yun (your maid) is still hovering near the doorway, politely pretending she cannot hear a single word of the debrief you’ve been giving your best of friends and how… colorful your vocabulary had been as you went off on Sunghoon, even though she absolutely can.
You threw her the filthiest look you could muster by your vanity, where you were taking your earrings off. “I’m not saying it for the third time.”
“Yes you are,” she said, chewing slowly with her brows pinched like she’s doing math. “And I need to know what you did after.”
“I was panicking because the blindfold made me feel like I was being suffocated,” you said. “And I think I might have… whimpered. Anyway. The weather outside is so—”
Wonyoung’s eyes widened. “You whimpERED—”
“WONYOUNG!” you shrieked.
Next to her, Sunoo snickered into his fist. The sound lasted half a second before you snapped your head toward him, and he immediately straightened, hands up in surrender. “My bad. It’s just… I cannot believe he walked out of that classroom alive.”
“I can’t believe you’re even going to face him again in the same day after all that.” Wonyoung said around a mouthful of candy.
You turned to face them, lips pressed together like you were holding something back. (You absolutely were, diva. The jake of it all.)
Sunoo clocked it immediately. “Why aren’t you threatening to kill him? And why do you have that face?”
“I don’t have a face.”
“No, wait. Yeah, you do!” Wonyoung gasped, pointing at your face. “That’s the look you get when you’re up to something, you devious little gremlin!”
That earned a laugh out of you, and this time you didn’t bother hiding it. You tipped your head back, twirling once for dramatic effect before throwing your arms out like you’d been waiting for this moment. “I have plans I cannot share, because the haters will sabotage me.”
Sunoo perked up like a puppy hearing his favorite words being said by his owner or something. He reached over and plucked a few pieces of candy from Wonyoung’s hand without so much as asking, one brow arched high. “You know I hate it when you get all cryptic. Oh my god, just spill.”
Wonyoung’s eyes narrow as she connects the dots. “Wait. Did you say you were meeting at his frat house?”
Sunoo gasped. “AHA! Do your plans involve a fine, young, sickeningly handsome debatable five feet… six-feet on a good day Australian?”
“Mayyybeeeeee.”
Wonyoung smacked Sunoo’s arm, nearly spilling candy everywhere. “God has not forsaken our girl!”
You laughed. “No but seriously, what do I wear?”
“Well, your skimpiest outfit, duh,” Sunoo said instantly. “Don’t ask us stupid questions.”
You flinged a pillow at him, and it hits him dead in the chest. “You do realize,” you said, pacing now in front of your walk in closet. “I’m going in blind here. He might not even be there. I’m not about to wear some whorish outfit in front of Sunghoon. He’ll—he’ll say something—he’ll—ugh. I don’t even want to think about it. I’m already angry. I’m going to kill him.”
“Her ability to get mad at her own hypotheticals is truly a gift,” Sunoo muttered to Wonyoung like you weren’t in the room.
Then he watched you have an absolute explosive ranting marathon for exactly one more minute before he sighed like a man burdened by idiots, picked up your phone, and calmly placed it in your hand.
Sunoo shrugs. “That’s crazy and all that, but… you know you could just text Jake?”
Sunoo was trying to catch the glow of your screen, nosy bastard that he was. “What did he say? Let me see—”
Then wonyoung shushed him and added, “What did you say? Did you threaten to block him again cause he got too flirty? Please tell me you didn’t say you’ll kill yourse—Ow!" You smacked her hand away before she could steal the phone, laughing when she yelped. “Would you two just be normal? He said he’ll be there.”
Wonyoung’s hand finally caught the phone, and she read the latest text aloud in a gasp. “I’ll make sure you forget sunghoon exists tonight.”
Sunoo genuinely screams. “OH HE’S CRAZY! He’s literally going to eat you alive.”
You made a face that was far too pleased with the idea of you simply getting any action at all, specificaly from Jake. “I’m wet and horny and in heat just thinking about it.”
“Freak.” Sunoo muttered, while you doubled over laughing.
“God forbid a woman is horny!”
You stomped toward your walk in closet. The real issue is that you had too many options and all of them suddenly felt wrong.
If you have nothing else, you at least have taste. Impeccable taste, actually, and you would like to clarify that this is a fact, not an opinion. Aside from the fact that you just have a passion for fashion, A) you were literally raised by an acclaimed designer, B) you’ve been sitting front row since before you had a fully formed conscience, and C) your closet is basically a museum of vintage treasures and fresh off the runway pieces… So if anyone in this world is allowed to trust her instincts, it’s you.
You snagged a cute pink Alaïa dress, held it up in front of the mirror, then marched back out and presented it.
Sunoo and Wonyoung didn’t even hesitate or anything. “No,” they said together.
You pouted. “But you said this was cute! This is literally—”
Sunoo cut you off with a little tut like an auntie. “Yes, my sweet girl, it was cute when you wore it to my mom’s charity dinner three months ago. But that is not particularly fit for getting your ass laid.”
“You’re mean.”
“I’m honest,” he corrected primly. “But you’d look good in anything, so don’t think too much about it, baby.”
“Her? Not thinking too much about it? She’s hopeless.” Wonyoung said, already sliding off the bed. “Scoot.” She nudged you out of the way and went in herself, sharp little hums leaving her throat whenever something caught her eye.
“I don’t like when people bully me in my own house.”
“This isn’t your house, it’s your parents’” Sunoo said, sprawled back against your pillows. “And we’re not just people’.”
You twisted just enough to glare at him. “Do you want to die?”
“Ask me that the next time I have to share a seat with Jay in class.” He popped a gummy into his mouth. “How’s your mom, by the way?”
Your mouth softened into a smile. “She’s good. Last I checked she was in Paris, chairing some gala.”
The smile lingered but then your fingers went restless at the hem of your skirt. Something Sunghoon had said in the hall earlier threaded itself through, and suddenly the dots pressed together in your head.
“Actually…” you started, chewing your lip. “She mentioned something weird the other day.”
Wonyoung stilled halfway through rifling your closet, while Sunoo cocked a brow.
You sound as if you almost regret bringing it up. “She said she heard Sunghoon’s father is finally stepping down. Not tomorrow, but in the near future or something. I’m pretty sure it’s just a rumor but apparently everyone’s already circling and waiting to see who gets handed the keys to the empire.”
“Isn’t it obvious?” Wonyoung says, sizing up your favorite pair of Chanel flats with a floral skirt.
“That’s a bit extreme… considering his frontal lobe has yet to develop. If ever,” Sunoo said, leaning back against your headboard. “But I mean… he quit skating and no one ever knew why.”
Yeah…
You quickly shook your head and shrugged. “Well, all I’ll say is that if there’s any truth to it, I hope it kills him. Honestly. I hope the weight of it all crushes him before he makes it to twenty three, for all I care. Asshole. Fuck him and his tortured poet act.”
Sunoo tipped his head back and laughed, the sound muffled around another gummy, and then a sharp squeal cut through the room and both of you snapped your heads toward the closet, where Wonyoung had one hand tucked conspicuously behind her back.
“I’m not taking no for an answer for what I’m about to give you.”
Wonyoung talked you into wearing something you weren’t even aware you had in your closet.
The wood grain under your palm felt like a guillotine, and you tugged at the hem for the fifteenth time before you even made it to the front door. Wonyoung had promised you’d thank her, but standing there in Louboutin heels on frat house steps sticky with God knows what, the only thing you wanted to thank was God for letting you live a fruitful life, because you were about one second away from staging your own death to get out of whatever this was.
you: i’m here.
The dots blinked for half a second before his reply came through like he’d been waiting with it already typed out.
park sunghoon: upstairs. second door on the left.
This asshole. Not even a hell or even a shred of basic decency. (Ehh. Not that you expected it from him, anyways.)
You put your phone back in your pocket and dragged in a breath and tipped your chin higher, forcing your shoulders back as you stepped through the door, the fabric of your skirt skimming the tops of your thighs just the way Wonyoung said it would. The cardigan slips off your shoulder when you move, soft black lace framing the neckline of your top—fitted enough that every line of your chest is accounted for, every curve tucked into place. It had taken three rejections, two shrieks of horror, and Sunoo threatening to physically burn half your closet (specifically the side that hoarded your precious archival Chanel collection) before Wonyoung shoved this one into your arms and demanded you wear it.
It’s stupid, you tell yourself. You’re here to study. And yet—you can’t quite smother the heat that kicks in your chest at the thought of Jake seeing you like this. A couple of guys on the couch half lifted their drinks at you in lazy acknowledgment when you walked in, one of them elbowing the other when your skirt rode up the tiniest bit as you started toward the staircase. You rolled your eyes and ignored them, heels clicking sharp against the wood. Your fingers hesitated only a beat on the handle before you pushed it open.
The first thing you saw was him.
The room was nothing like you’d pictured. It was bigger and neater, two couches faced each other with a low table between them, a wide desk pressed against the wall, books stacked neat on the shelves in the back like some makeshift library. Cozy, organized, almost formal—the opposite of what you’d expected from a frat house. Though this wasn’t exactly a frat house.
Sunghoon stood at the far side of the room with his back to you, a fitted black shirt pulling tight across his shoulders as he tipped a bottle of water into a glass. The door shut a little too loud behind you, the thud ricocheting in your chest, making him turn — Just his head at first, then the rest of him like he had all the time in the fucking world. The bottle hit the desk with a soft clink, and then his eyes were on you.
His gaze dragged down your face, lingered at your collarbone, dipped lower — over the neckline that Wonyoung had sworn was “tasteful cleavage,” like there was such a thing. His eyes swept down your waist, over the skirt clinging indecently tight to your thighs, before climbing back up again like he was memorizing you.
He didn’t say a word, and somehow, that was worse.
Your skin prickled under the weight of it, nerves firing off in every direction. The heat that had been simmering low in your chest shot sharp to your throat, and before you could stop yourself your hand twitched, tugging at the hem of your skirt as if that would suddenly buy you an inch of dignity. It only made the corner of his mouth twitch into a lazy little smirk. And he just moved to the couch and sank into it, posture loose but watchful, then tipped his chin toward the space across from him.
“Sit.”
“Do you think I’m some dog you can order around?” Your mouth twisted in contempt. “Say please, you arrogant fuck.”
One brow arched, just the faintest shrug of his shoulder. “You came, didn’t you?”
“That doesn’t mean I’m about to jump at your every fucking command like a bitch.”
“Then stand,” he said, reaching for the glass he’d poured and taking a slow drink. “Genuinely makes no difference to me.”
You stepped forward anyway, the click of your heels louder than it needed to be, and dropped onto the opposite couch with more force than grace. The cushions sank under you, and his eyes slid down your legs, then up again.
“What?” you snapped.
“Nothing,”
“Stop looking.” Your jaw clenched.
“‘m not,” he muttered like he didn’t mean to, setting the glass down with a soft thud.
You scoffed and ripped your bag open harder than you needed to, fingers digging through until you found your iPad. If you focused on the screen, maybe you wouldn’t feel his eyes still crawling over you, tracing lines you wanted to scrub clean. The home screen blurred once, twice, before you managed to steady your thumb and open the stupid deliverable page.
You could survive five minutes across from Park Sunghoon without combusting. Probably.
Maybe?
“Cute little skirt you wore for studying.”
Nevermind.
“Go fuck yourself.” You snarled.
“With this image in mind?” Maybe later.”
The pillow left your hand before you even thought about it, a soft, ridiculous missile aimed straight at his head. It hit him square on the shoulder and for a second you thought he’d actually laugh — the corner of his mouth tugged like he wanted to — but instead he caught it, one hand snapping up, calm and annoyingly able.
“Don’t do that again,” he warned.
You snorted and grabbed the next pillow because apparently you were five years old and this was the most adult thing you could think to do. He didn’t catch this one in time. It hit him on the the head with a muffled thwack, and you felt super duper pleased with yourself.
“Shit. You’re so fucking immature—“
“Shut up and pick your laptop up.” you jerked your chin toward the coffee table.
You pulled your iPad into your lap, tapped your notes open and waited while pretending you weren’t watching him out of the corner of your eye.
“I can’t log in.”
“Yes you can.”
“I said I can’t.”
“Refresh it.”
“It’s the fucking server. It’s down.” His head snapped up, glare pinning you. “I fucking tried that, genius.”
“Show me.”
“What, do you think that if I show you, it’ll magically fix itself or something?”
“Yes, I do actually. Move.” You reached before he could argue, fingers brushing the edge of the laptop.
He groaned low in his throat, one hand braced against the lid like he was debating whether to let you touch it at all. Finally, he dragged it around, shoving the screen in your direction. The login page blinked back at you, stubbornly refusing to load.
“Happy?” His voice was irritated, but his mouth twitched at the corner, like he knew he’d scored a point.
“Fine. Forget it. You can look at the PDF from mine.”
You angled your device toward him, but the second it sat balanced on your knee, you realized the flaw—from opposite couches, neither of you had a decent angle.
“I can’t see it.”
“That’s not my fucking problem.” You didn’t even bother glancing up, though your jaw clenched when you realized you couldn’t see the damn thing either, your neck craning at a weird angle.
And then he got up to sit right next to you, legs softly brushing your exposed legs as he edged closer on the couch.
“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?”
“What’s it look like? I’m solving the problem.”
“I’m not sitting next to you.” The words came out tight, forced between clenched teeth. And of course your stupid hands betrayed you, tugging at the hem of your skirt again, like that would do anything except scream how rattled you were.
“Relax. I don’t bite.” His mouth twitched just barely. “Unless you want me to.”
You actually debated slapping him across his face. It would feel so fucking good.
“Let’s just get this fucking over with, you dipshit.”
YOU AND SUNGHOON had actually managed to divide the work. (Well, barely.)
“That’s wrong, you idiot.” Sunghoon sighed staring at your screen.
“You’re the fucking idiot! it’s not wrong. It’s literally the definition—”
“Exactly. They aren’t your own words, therefore it’s half assed. There’s a difference.”
“You have a problem with everything I do.”
“I have a problem with you thinking the bare minimum counts as something just because everyone’s been kissing your ass since birth and you think you can get away with it.”
“Literally what the hell is wrong with you, you smug fucking prick—”
“What?” His gaze slid over you. “Did I hit a nerve?”
You genuinely don’t have to waste your energy putting up with this bullshit. Not his constant jabs, not Dr. Kim’s bullshit exercises, none of it. So you shoved your pen into your bag and crammed everything together with messy hands and stood so fast the couch scraped underneath you, anger carved into every twitch of your body.
You swung your bag over your shoulder, marched toward the door, and then— He was already there in front of you.
“Sit back down.”
“Are you directionally challenged? Move.”
“We’re not done.”
“No,” you snapped, “We are done. I’m tired of putting up with your fucking bullshit. You’ve clearly got something going on with me right now, and I don’t see why I should play into it when I’ve got Jake waiting for—”
Oh. It slipped out, really. His expression didn’t shift at first, but then something ugly and twisted twitched through his gaze before it was gone again.
“Ah.” His mouth curved. “That’s why you wore that. Hoping he’ll finally buy the desperate act and dig up your skirt?”
“Shut the fuck up! Truly, What the fuck have I ever done to offend you this much? What is your problem?”
He stepped in closer and closer until you stumbled back without meaning to.
“You.”
“Just you,” he said again. “You, and your entire existence offends me.”
“What the fuck is that supposed to mean?”
“It means exactly what it means. You. Your family. Your legacy, everything you have. Your privilege—you waste it all.”
“Waste? What the fuck are you even talking about?” You blinked hard, hating the prickle of tears at the edges of your vision. Humiliation burned hotter than the anger now —because crying in front of Park Sunghoon? You’d rather die. “You don’t know anything about me anymore, so worry about your own fucking family. Like, you already have a perfect thing going for you with your father’s putrid fucking company—”
“Don’t.” He stepped forward, “Don’t speak on my father. You don’t know anything.”
“I don’t care to!” Your spine hit the wall before you realized you’d stumbled back. “Get out of my way.”
“You just want to ride your high horse and pretend that you’re above it all when really, you’re just some spoiled fucking brat.”
There was a ridiculous, painful flash of a memory of smaller versions of both of you, of a rink where he glided and medals glinted like promises, of the first stupid time you’d seen him at Heeseung’s house when you were kids and nothing in the world had been complicated yet. You’d thought then that you knew him in a simple, harmless way.
You hadn’t known anything at all.
“What happened to you.” It wasn’t a question, and you didn’t even know if you meant it like one.
Now he was close enough that you could feel the heat from his body. You could see the line of his throat move under his shirt. The nearness made your pulse trip and run like a frightened thing.
“Let me ask you this. Do you truly believe that this is easy for me?” he said, so soft you had to fight not to lean in like some moth to flame. “Being here? Arguing? Seeing you flaunt everything? Just seeing you—” He paused.
Why the fuck were you tearing up?
Of all the ways to look pathetic, of all the places in the world to break, it had to be here, with him standing so close —angry tears, because that’s always the worst kind — hot and stupid, and you blinked like a fool trying to make them go away.
“Are you really crying?”
“Fuck off. I’m not crying.”
His hand moved, and then his fingers caught your chin with a thumb and forefinger that were suddenly there with an impossible, infuriating tenderness. He tilted your face until you had no choice but to meet his eyes.
“Look at me.”
You jerked your chin and tried to wrench free, but his grip didn’t give. And for one impossible second — you swore that his gaze softened.
“Are you happy?” The words slipped out and you hated how small they sounded as one tear slid down your eye. “Let go.”
“Happy?” he echoed. His gaze dropped once to your mouth, before dragging back up to your teary eyes. “Not even close.”
“Go to hell,” you whispered, but you didn’t move.
He didn’t either. Well, he did. But forward… he leaned in until his chest brushed yours, until his hips ghosted closer than they should have. You froze, pulse climbing, every nerve sparking hot under the weight of him. You tried to wiggle free, but the motion only dragged you against him harder, friction sparking in places you swore you’d never let him close enough to touch. The sound that left you was some strangled noise in your throat that made his jaw tighten.
“Don’t do that.” he said it like a plea, his fingers twitching on your chin.
“I’m not doing anything.” Liar.
“You don’t even realize what you do. Coming here and wearing this.” His free hand moved, tugging lightly at the hem of your skirt.
“Get off—You’re out of your fucking mind, Sunghoon. One second I’m a spoiled brat that you can’t stand and, the next you’re—what? What is this? You can’t even keep your bullshit straight. You schizophrenic bastard—”
“Stop talking.”
The words were low and the look in his eyes alone nearly shut your mouth for you. His thumb dragged across your lip and without thinking much of it, you bit down.
“Did you just—Did you bite me? Brat.”
You only smiled in return, and you didn’t know why you liked the hungry look on his face. And then he shifted, just a fraction but it was enough that the press of his hips brushed against yours and heat pooled low in your stomach and a tiny, treacherous sound slipped out of your throat again. Sunghoon wordlessly leaned in until his mouth brushed your ear, his hips shifting just enough to grind heat into you again, and you could feel the thick line of his cock hardening against his pants. Your thoughts scattered under it until they were impossible to gather.
“What are you doing?” It came out in a whisper, because you didn’t trust your voice to hold steady.
“I don’t know,” he murmured almost absently, like he wasn’t fully in control of himself either.
“Sunghoon—”
The door swung open.
Jake stood in the frame, eyes flicking once between the two of you. “What’s going on in here?”
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i was genuinely dancing for hoonyn before jake had to be there what the hell
☤ TEETH. ❝ PART SIX ❞ 박성훈⸝.ᐟ⋆
゛ ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ S in which nothing cuts deeper than your hatred for park sunghoon, except the desire that waits underneath it. masterpost PAIRING 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝗌𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗁𝗈𝗈𝗇 ۶ৎ 𝘧𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋. soundtrack prev next
𝓦 。ᐟ MDNI ⨾ profanity, mentions of drugs and alcohol, suggestive texts, angst, unhealthy communication, toxic dynamics, asshole sunghoon once again fork found in kitchen 。。 WC 700
You told yourself you were not going to overthink Sunghoon’s miserable ass texting you.
He was drunk again, obviously. It’s sloppy and embarrassing on his end and nothing more. It wasn’t worth the knot curling in your stomach. Your grip on your phone was so tight your knuckles had gone pale around it, like you were trying to strangle the thing into giving you answers.
This is so pathetic, you thought to yourself. Utterly pathetic.
Except the word doesn’t stick to him, unfortunately.
It sticks to you because the deeper and the longer you stare at it, the longer you think about what it means that he could drink himself into oblivion and still somehow end up here against all odds.
Arrogant, self righteous asshole. What the fuck does he mean, prioritize him? Like you owe him that. Like he hasn’t been tearing into you since the second this semester started, peeling you open piece by piece simply because he can. Like he didn’t—
You shake your head.
He gets to cut you down in one clean strike and leave you standing there with your face hot, feeling small in rooms where you’ve never once been small. He gets to sit there with that maddening calm, untouched by anything, and remind you again and again and again how little you matter to him… how easy you are to dismiss.
And then this. (Whatever this is.)
So you lock your phone and toss it onto the bed. You press the heel of your hand into your eyes until little stars burst behind them, breathing slow and steady, like that’s going to be of any help. You tell yourself it’s nothing and that you don’t care and that you won’t think about it again. But the second your eyes slip shut, it’s there again in the dark like they’ve branded themselves into your eyelids.
And the worst part — the part you don’t even want to admit to yourself — is that now you can’t get him out of your head either.
You try to sleep. (Really, you do. Give yourself some credit.)
But one minute you’re kicking the covers off and twisting the pillow this way and that like maybe a new angle will solve what’s actually happening in your chest.
You should be thinking about Jake.
About how he’d looked last night with the streetlights flickering over his face, one hand loose on the wheel while he talked to you as if it was the most lovely thing in the world to him, and how he’d driven the long way home because he wasn’t ready to drop you off. You should be thinking about how you feel fourteen all over again, like the version of you that used to scribble Jake’s name into the margins of your notebooks has crawled back out and taken over your body.
But the longer you lie there the harder it gets to keep him in focus.
You last maybe thirty more seconds before you’re reaching for your phone.
The glow stings your eyes in the dark as you scroll to Sunghoon’s contact, and it’s pisses you off how your chest burns with something that feels too much like anticipation.
You don’t even know what you’d say. Wonyoung’s voice is still nagging at you in the back of your head, “Don’t give him the attention, and just don’t play into his bullshit. Okay? Don’t let him think he’s gotten to you. “
You’d even nodded along like you agreed, and you meant it.
The only problem is that it isn’t that simple, because the truth is that you’ve never been good at letting someone else have the last word. Hell, you’ve never been good at keeping your mouth shut at all.
Against your better judgment and every shred of advice Wonyoung gave you and every single instinct that tells you this is stupid, reckless, pointless because Park Sunghoon would never admit to anything, not in all the years you’ve known him—
You start typing, then delete it. Type again, then delete that too. Your thumbs hover uselessly, like they’re waiting for divine intervention, and when none comes you just sit there glaring at the empty text box as if it might take pity on you and fill itself in.
But you start typing again, and this time you send it.
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☤ TEETH. ❝ PART FOUR ❞ 박성훈⸝.ᐟ⋆
゛ ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆ S in which nothing cuts deeper than your hatred for park sunghoon, except the desire that waits underneath it. PAIRING 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝗌𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗁𝗈𝗈𝗇 ۶ৎ 𝘧𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋. prev next
𝓦 ⨾ profanity, suggestive content, sunghoon is a freak and an asshole, toxic banter (he’s insufferable and she gives it right back), public humiliation ⟢ WC 4.9k
Summer my first ever official piece on this blog for the world to witness (scary hours) kinda nervy... (•᷄- •᷅ ;) pls don't be a silent reader... tell me literally every thought that enters your beautiful minds <3
By the time your second class dragged itself into motion, the day already felt like it had its hands around your throat throttling you slowly, and it was barely noon. Exhaustion clung to the roof of your mouth, and the first lecture had been a blur of a headache that gnawed dull at the base of your skull and half scribbled notes you’d never be able to decipher later for the life of you. Sliding into your usual seat beside Sunoo had been the only relief, a small constant you could still claim.
Your body was still humming with nerves from last night. Sunghoon’s texts… the one’s you had read twice before bed, only for it to light the anger all over again. You thought you could possibly sleep it off, but it didn’t do anything to help at all. You woke up even angrier somehow.
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