Here I'm again! I don't remember how I thought about this idea but I think it's original and I wish it could happen on Grey's Anatomy. I'm a very new writer and I'm so sorry for my mistakes, English is not my language but I tried my best :)
It was after Owen's daughter was born. Seven days later, to be honest.
I was sat down on a bench in the nearest square to the hospital. I was eating my mint chocolate chip ice cream but I didn't feel better, I was hurt and all I could do was think about Owen.
I missed him. I missed us. I missed how I felt when he was by my side, hugging me, kissing me, touching me, making me feel I was the sexiest woman in the world.
I thought about how he would have smiled at me if he had seen me eating my favourite ice cream. He would have told me I was wrong. "Chocolate is better" he always whispered while he kissed my cheek and I started to bit my lip because I didn't want to blush. Yes, I blushed everytime he whispered in my ear because I could feel his hot breath fighting with my lobe and... Did I mention he smelt so good? God I always had loved him very much but I wasn't able to tell him how I felt, but why? Why was I so stupid?
Eating my favourite ice cream without him wasn't funny, its taste wasn't as good either.
I found myself looking at a man who had a baby in his arms, the baby was crying a lot and I started to think about Leo crawling in Owen's strong arms. God, I loved see my two men together, Leo felt very safe when his 'dada' had him in his arms and I felt so in love with my little and imperfect family. But that was in the past.
I involuntarily laughed because all the moments lighted up in my mind but then I felt myself with nothing but tears, tiny tears of sadness. I knew I had said I wanted to know who I was without Owen Hunt but the truth was I was nothing without that ginger man who had stolen my heart.
"Amelia," I heard Betty's voice. Perhaps I was sad and sadness made me hear voices, I was crazy or that was I thought.
"Are you a teenager now? you pretend to not listened to me but I see you Amelia Shepherd," Betty's voice exclaimed again.
I turned around and my heart beat so fast. Was I dreaming?
"What... what are you doing here?" I only managed to tell her that.
"Visiting to my family," She shyly smiled.
"Betty!" I laughed and I run to hug her with tears rolling over my cheeks.
"Hi, Mia," she said and I smelt her sweet essence, "did you miss me?".
"Of course I did, sweetie!" I laughed and I caressed her cheeks "You look..."
"More horrible?" Betty asked.
"Of course you not! You look so beautiful, you look older and prettier. You look so good!, " I told her while I hugged her again.
That was the truth. She looked older and prettier. She looked healthier than the last time we saw her. She looked so mature and I was so happy to see her again.
"What are you doing here? I want the truth," I told her while we sat down on the bench where I was minutes before.
"The truest truth are you, guys," she smiled, "I missed you and I wanted to see you".
"I wanted to see you too my sweet girl," I kissed her forehead, "I wanted to see you, I wanted..."
But Betty hugged me again and I felt happier, I didn't have Owen but I had Betty and she seemed to be better.
"What are you doing here? Alone!" Betty laughed.
"I was... I was having a break from the hospital. I feel really tired," I lied.
"Are you sure? Are you lying?" Betty asked with a sweet voice.
"Of course I'm not lying! Britney!" I laughed.
"But you are crying. Do breaks make you feel emotional?" She asked again.
"I'm crying for you, girl!" I laughed but I felt nervous.
"I know everything, Amelia. Why are you lying?" She answered a little angry.
"Everything? Did Owen tell you?" I asked her.
"No, he didn't. But I'm not stupid and when I went to the hospital minutes ago I saw him with a baby in his arms and I'm pretty sure that baby wasn't Leo," Betty laughed but I didn't, after listening to those words I felt very strange. Owen had a baby and it wasn't mine.
"Her name is Allison, I think so," I laughed.
"And she is not your baby," Betty understood everything, "how? When? I thought you two guys were a couple!" she raised her voice.
"We were. But everything happened after you left us. Everything happened so fast," I answered her.
"Are you still being Leo's mom, aren't you?"
"Of course I am! Betty, I love Leo more than my own life," I answered and my voice started to sound weak.
"And Owen?" She interrupted me.
"Owen still being Leo's dad too," I laughed.
"I know that. But I'm talking about you two as a couple... Do you still love Owen?" She asked while she raised her eyebrows.
I didn't know what to answer. Expressing my feelings was my biggest problem. I looked at her and she caressed my cheeks, she cleaned my tears. Yeah, I was crying and I couldn't stop.
"Yes. You still love Owen. But Mia, why don't you tell him that?" She asked.
"I can't. He has a daughter now and I think he loves Teddy. He is starting to be happy with these two women and... I don't have anything to give him," I answered and my voice sounded very sad.
"Are you crazy? You have a lot of wonderful things to give him, Amelia!" Betty laughed.
"No, I don't Betty," I smiled shyly, "I am a very problematic person".
"Sure, me too!" she laughed, "but people love us and it doesn't matter. Look at Leo! He loves you and look at Owen..."
"Don't say anything about Owen, I don't want to talk about him. Not now," I interrupted her.
"Owen loves you and he seems so stupid when he looks at you!" Betty smiled "And a few minutes ago when I asked him about you... He knew where you were. He knows you so good and he can't avoid it even if he thinks he's in love with another woman".
"I don't know Betty. Maybe it was only a coincidence," I told her.
"Are you sure? He didn't have to call me to know where we are, he just... knows it," Betty pointed to Owen a few meters away.
"What? Betty! Did you ask him to come over right here?" I raised my voice and I felt my heart beating very fast "I don't want to be with him right now".
"Did you forget the family that we used to be?" She asked shyly.
"No, I didn't. I will always remember it," I answered a little confused.
"That's good because family always win. And here we are, reunited again and it doesn't matter what," Betty smiled, "here we are, the four of us. And look at Leo! He wants to come with you so badly!" She pointed to Leo who was in Owen's arms stretching his short arms.
"I think he wants to come with you, he missed you," I corrected her and I laughed.
"Mama!" Leo shouted with a sweet smile and his curly hair curlier than ever.
The baby wanted to run to us and Owen left him free.
"Leo, don't run so fast!" Owen told him but the baby didn't listen to his dad and run as fast as he wanted.
"Mama!" Leo shouted again and climbed into my arms.
I smelt his sweet baby smell and I couldn't resist to kiss his sweet cheeks and his tiny hands. I closed my eyes and I hugged him as he wanted.
"Hey my sweet baby," I whispered in his ear, "how are you? How was your day?".
But he stilled being a baby yet. He smiled at me and kissed my nose filling it with his saliva. I laughed and he laughed too.
I looked at him and I felt myself blushing. He looked tired but he looked very handsome anyway. Why was he like that? Why was he very handsome?
"Hey ginger," Betty smiled.
"Mama mama mama," Leo said again while he smiled at the square.
"When did you learn that?" I laughed.
"We were seeing photos," Owen answered.
"Oh," I smiled at him shyly, "you see photos" I raised my eyebrows.
"We do. We always do. But yesterday was different!" Owen looked at Leo and the sweet baby smiled, "wasn't it, baby Leo?"
"Different?" Betty asked while she caressed Leo's curly hair.
"Yeah, different. We was seeing a photo and he shouted the special word," Owen smiled again.
"Yeah, mama" Owen looked at me with his sweet eyes and his soft smile which made me feel butterflies in my stomach.
I couldn't stop staring at Owen. I couldn't stop staring at his eyes.
"Leo! Do you remember Betty?" I avoided Owen's gaze.
"Do you remember me, Leo?" Betty laughed.
Leo nodded with a shy smile and all of us laughed appreciating his sweet face.
"Betty. She is Betty," Owen told him.
"Betty. The bad girl who was a mess," Betty said.
"WAS a mess," I laughed, "you are doing so well Betty, I am so proud of you".
"Me too," Owen smiled, "you look beautiful".
"Do I?" Betty smiled, "thanks, I had forgotten how amazing was be with you".
"We never forget you," Owen caressed her cheeks and I smiled at them.
Betty loved being with the ginger man. Owen made her feel safe and made her laugh a lot too. Anyway, I had always loved seeing them together.
"But... why didn't you answer my calls?" I asked her a little shyly.
"Oh, yeah," Betty answered, "I... I missed you so much guys and I wasn't able to answer because I didn't want to be sad. Listening to your sweet voices sometimes is hard because I remember I was an idiot with you," Betty's eyes filled with tears and her voice sounded weak, Owen and I caressed her cheeks and she looked at us shyly.
"Betty you weren't an idiot. You did amazing and..." Owen tried to tell her.
"And I treated you like shit!" Betty raised her voice.
"No! You didn't. You were vulnerable and in recovery but now... all that crap is in the past and you look healthier than ever," I told her.
"I missed you tremendously and it hurted but..." Betty started to cry in silence.
"Take your time," Owen whispered while he kissed her forehead.
"But I wanted to look healthier for you. I wanted to look prettier and I wanted to learn more about myself. And here I am, this is me," she said.
Owen looked at me and I smiled. We stared at each other feeling ourselves so proud of Britney (our sweet Betty, our sweet girl even if she wasn't our girl).
"Britney," Owen caressed her hands, "we are so proud of you and you are a very nice person. Please, always remember that".
"And we are here for you. We always will be here for you," I kissed her cheek.
"Betty!" Leo laughed between my arms.
The sweet girl smiled at his little boy and took him in her arms.
"I think he has missed you so much," Owen chuckled.
Leo pointed to a sandbox a few meters away from us.
"Oh, no. Not today, Leo" I laughed.
"But he wants to. Can I take him there? I want to play with Leo," Betty asked and raised her eyebrows.
"You are going to get dirty," Owen laughed.
"I don't mind that. I'll take a shower later!" Betty laughed and started to run to the sandbox with Leo laughing in her arms.
Owen and I saw them laughing and having fun. We both chuckled and looked at them with our heart eyes. We loved those children so much (even if Betty was a young woman).
"I missed them together so much," Owen confessed.
I looked at him and I didn't know what to say. It was the first time since Allison's birth that we were alone, the two of us without any baby, involved in a big silence filled with Leo's laughs.
"Yeah, me too" I answered shyly.
"How are you? It was a long time without talking," He asked.
"Well... You are so busy right now, aren't you?" I answered but that was so stupid.
"Maybe... but I always think about you," he answered.
"Stop it," my voice sounded weak again.
"About you, guys," he corrected himself, "about the family we used to be".
"Oh, nice," I pretended to not seem interested.
"What did you think I was talking about?" He asked raised his eyebrows.
"I don't know. Forget what I said," I laughed.
"I don't want to forget anything you have said," he smiled and caressed my hand with his thumb.
But I couldn't let him do that. He had a family and I was an unhappy woman who was Leo's aunty. Or Leo's mama.
"Owen, what are you doing? We are here because we want to be with our children, but we are nothing. We aren't a thing anymore," I answered him and my hands started to sweat.
"Our children," He repeated my words with a soft smile I can't forget.
Why did I tell him that? WHY?
"Yes. Our children. We aren't a thing anymore but they still being our children!" I raised my voice.
"I like how you say these words. I like hearing these two words escaping from your mouth," he smiled at me and I couldn't stop seeing his mouth.
"I knew it was a bad idea. Why did you come here? Why did you know I was here? Owen stop staring at me with those eyes!" I felt myself blushing.
"These are heart eyes. I like staring at you with my heart eyes," He smiled.
"Owen," I smiled shyly, "stop, please. All this stuff is very difficult for me. I miss you," I confessed him and my eyes were filling with tears again.
"And I miss you too, Mia" he cleaned the tears rolling over my cheeks.
"You have a daughter and you love Teddy," I answered him.
"I have a daughter and a son. And right now I have the family I missed so much, our family" he answered.
"This is only a moment. Betty will leave us, she is only visiting us," I answered.
"Who cares?" he smiled, "I am here to enjoy every moment. And about Teddy... I know you think I am an idiot but that was the insane Owen who says things without thinking. The only woman I am interested in is that neurosurgeon who works with me," he answered shyly.
"No! He's not my type," he laughed, "I am talking about Amelia Shepherd. The girl who have stolen my heart since I met her when I was the chief".
I looked at them hoping he was lying but I saw honesty in his eyes. I saw his beautiful eyes which made me feel so many emotions and I couldn't help but smile.
"Do you know her?" He asked raised his eyebrows.
"Mama!" Leo waved at me between Betty's arms and he looked happy.
"Hi, sweet baby!" I laughed and I waved at him too.
"He loves you tremendously," Owen told me, "and if I were him I would be enchanted with you as mama too".
"Yeah, I know, men can't stop loving me," I joked again, I don't why I always do jokes when I am nervous.
"Sure we can't. You have been always a very irresistible woman," he caressed my hands with his thumb again and my heart worked as fast as a speed racing.
I smiled at him again. I saw his mouth and my skin shivered. He was so irresistible and with his sweet voice, I forgot all the bad things.
"Did you eat ice cream?" Owen asked and I felt myself dying.
"Mint chocolate chip ice cream," I smiled while a raised my eyebrows.
"Oh, well. In that case..." he smiled and he approached my ear.
I felt his hot breath playing with my lobe and I could smell his sexy cologne. I smiled, then I bit my lip.
"Do I have to say the magic words?" he whispered and I nodded while I closed my eyes.
He laughed. He laughed and my heart beat faster than ever.
"Chocolate is better" He finally whispered and I felt myself blushing.
Yeah. He always made me blush and I loved it. I loved it even if we were a disaster. I loved him. I loved our family.
Thanks for reading, guys ❤ I hope you have liked it!
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