it's fucking awgst

this blog is awesome

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intro post

my name’s asher or calcium, my pronouns are he/they!

fandoms:

kpop demon hunters, the amazing digital circus, stranger things, i am not okay with this, epic the musical, pokemon, avatar the last airbender, project hail mary, ride the cyclone and others!

i tend to get into things quickly and lose interest equally quickly, so yknow that list is pretty loose

music i like:

noah finnce, bears in trees, green day, cavetown, everybody’s worried about owen, chappel roan, elio mei, loser_theorum, seb lowe, ride the cyclone (musical), and naethan apollo

i have a pretty wide range of music i like but the two main genres would be emo variants and bedroom pop

i HATE meatloaf

i am boyflux, on the aro/ace spectrum, and a lesbian! i use he/they pronouns and masculine terms most of the time

feel free to ask any questions about my labels if you would like!

my main dni is adults, you can follow me but most of the time i won’t follow back and i will not respond to any dms and may even block. i also block freely

if it’s not obvious, I AM A MINOR

my tags:

#calcium reblogs - me reblogging

#calcium vents - me venting

#calcium crashes out - me crashing out (basically me ranting or just being mad but not venting)

#calcium’s cool art - my art

#lyrics - lyrics to songs

#quotes - mainly quotes from books and stuff

#calcium’s cardboard creations - stuff i’ve mad with of cardboard

my mooties!!

@exameterr - guy who i inspired to make crush updates mwa ha ha

@queen-of-sapphics - my online bestie who is really gay

@untamedwolfcryptid - my other online bestie who is obsessed with mha rn

@alex-likes-stars - cool mootie who i used to interact with a ton (lwk disappeared for a bit)

@stank-bugg - bro ball mootie (only he’ll get the reference <3) plus one of my first moots (i think)

@the-grassy-hill - cool sad guy (feels mean to describe him like that but idk how else to)

@ari-a-saurus - i may or may not rearrange their bones

@chasetheinsomniac - mootie who likes smth called lifesteal and i think is one of my moots i’ve been moots with the longest

@brickedwalllllll - irl bestie who just got tumblr

if you would like to be added to this list, feel free to ask!

user boxes:

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i probably interact with one of my friends too much on my alt account, but it’s lwk kinda fun. i doubt they’ll ever know it’s me cuz i don’t post a lot abt my day to day life on that account, i sure hope they never realize it’s me

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i got a haircut and my hairstylist called me a nerd cuz i said i was excited for school to start 😭 she’s not wrong at all tho

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i played a very transgender song in front of my dad (tell me a story by skylar kergil) and afterwards only made remarks abt how old the song is (we watched a yt video of skylar kergil playing the song). he suspects nothing

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my dad loves sad gay music

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for context he’s obsessed with a song called “human [sad gay version]” and also he likes gigi perez and girl in red and chappell roan

i need to get him into conan gray

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improv camp is genuinely a movie cuz wdym at break they played my way by frank sinatra and someone genuinely knew all the lyrics and we all put our phone flashlights on and they turned the lights off as we stood in a circle waving the lights as he sang the song

and then afterwards we all sang i want it that way together

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my annotating skills strike again

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my dad loves sad gay music

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What’s in the bag: Ryland Grace style

(Getting dragged along to meetings means bag searches happen quite often. He is NEVER ready)

Credit for the list goes to @official-dr-ryland-grace

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i have science with two of my friends i’m so excited

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NVM SCHEDULES ARE OUT NOW I GOT THE SCIENCE TEACHER I WANTED IM HYPED RN HOPEFULLY I HAVE CLASSES WITH MY FRIENDS

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schedules come out tomorrow and i am SO excited

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yesterday i made friends by naming fictional lesbians. i am now in a groupchat with those friends called fictional lesbians. we have a list of fictional lesbians.

they don’t know im a lesbian yet…

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bonus: my friend didn’t get a seat by the rest of us and we were all sad so someone said “you can sit on my lap, ehh actually don’t” and so i said “you can sit on my lap!” and then my other friend sitting next to me said “i don’t think the lesbian is fictional anymore”

i just said “it’s 2026” as if that has any correlation

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yesterday i made friends by naming fictional lesbians. i am now in a groupchat with those friends called fictional lesbians. we have a list of fictional lesbians.

they don’t know im a lesbian yet…

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disclaimer: I am east asian. if anyone who is not white sees anything wrong with my phrasing, inaccuracies, or insensitivity, or something I missed, please feel free to add on. I'm just one person with one perspective; none of what I say should be taken as The Singular way to draw an Asian character. if you havent done so already, please take the effort to expand your view of Asian culture outside this one tutorial.

if a white person reblogs this and adds something stupid I'm going to bite and kick you like a wild animal

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i’m so good at annotating