The Best You Never Had

alexa. 21. college student. books. music. kinda stumbling through college. kind of a studyblr. trying to be slightly more fitspo. painfully laughing at my own jokes. talk to me. seriously. like now. (also if you have any triggers that you would like me to tag for blacklist purposes, let me know and I'll do my best)

[euo]

[calling-satellites]

Ok but do any of y’all just forget you have tattoos ? Like sometimes I just forget then I look in the mirror (mines on my rib cage ) and I’m like WHOA WTF. Followed by admiring it for waaaay too long haha

[im-always-hurting]

No matter how happy I am or how good my mood is I always have this empty feeling deep in my heart that doesn’t go away.

[calling-satellites]

Officially 5 years clean y’all 🎉

[lynati]

[birdasaurus]

Tane Meiring

[jessss-ica]

You’re not the person that I knew back then

It’s all too late to set things right

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

some things in life are just difficult and unfair and impossible and heartbreaking. we may never get over some things. we may never forgive some people. we may never find closure in some situations. and that’s okay. we will keep living despite all these things.

[calling-satellites]

CELEBRATE!!!!!!!! YOU DESERVE TO CELEBRATE! CONGRATULATIONS!!

Thanks!!! So far I have plans for lunch with friends but other than that nothing else planned!!!

What should I do to celebrate 5 years clean of self harm in 2 weeks?

[calling-satellites]

IN 2 WEEKS I WILL BE 5 YEARS CLEAN.

Is it too much to get myself a new fountain pen or something to celebrate ? Any suggestions ??

[hotboyproblems]

*Mutual reblogs something you posted*

Me: They still like me. Thank God.

[yagamilight1990]

[ladyofvalyria]

“Lyanna was beautiful,” Arya said, startled. Everybody said so. “She was,” Eddard Stark agreed,

[thegoodvybe]

do you ever miss yourself? the person you were before you had your first heartbreak or before you got betrayed by a person you trusted?

[love]

by Lonac

[coolled]

[mychemshame]