walking travesty

My lungs gave out, as I faced the crowd. I think that keeping this up could be dangerous.

[maximumblevins-deactivated20141]

It’s a bad thing if it bothers you, mate. And I think it’s safe to say that it bothers you.

[cammyprice]

Yeah, but everyone has something that bothers them, so like, I don't think it's that big of a deal.

[reidmusicnotbooks-blog]

Okay, then that’s okay. I’m really gonna miss you, Cammy.

[cammyprice]

We'll still see each other, Ash -- as much as we can, yeah? But I'll miss you too.

[maximumblevins-deactivated20141]

Ah, so you’re just looking at them disdainfully. I see. Are you sure you’re not just like—more aware of the germs than most people are, maybe? I don’t wanna sound mean or anything, just like. I dunno. Hospitals are usually pretty good about cleaning.

[cammyprice]

Pretty much, yeah. I dunno -- most people think I'm more aware of germs than everybody else, but that's not really a bad thing, I don't think. 

[reidmusicnotbooks-blog]

Even if I live with Maxi can I still have a race car bed? And even if I live with Maxi could maybe once in awhile you could come tuck me in? And once in awhile I could sleep at your house? Like a sleepover? Cause I don’t want to be all alone without mommy and daddy ever. 

[cammyprice]

Of course you can still get your race car bed -- and you can do all of those other things. You'll be welcome to come over whenever you want, okay? And it won't be for too long. I promise.

[reidmusicnotbooks-blog]

Okay… I might maybe really, really miss you two. I might miss you just so much. But Maxi said if you thought it would be best, I can live with him for a bit. Or like awhile. 

[cammyprice]

We're gonna miss you too, buddy. But if you're gonna be with Maxi, we won't be far away at all. You can come visit all you like, bub. Staying with Maxi will be fun, though -- and once things calm down, we can get that house, yeah? And you can stay with us again.

[maximumblevins-deactivated20141]

If you’re saying stuff like that to their faces, that might have something to do with them not liking you. It kinda sounds like they deserve it, though. Do they, like… not clean the bathrooms?

[cammyprice]

Never to their face, no -- my glare says it all. They do clean it, yes, but they don't utilize disinfectants like they should. They're very lazy about it -- and you can't be lazy with cleaning.

[reidmusicnotbooks-blog]

When does mommy come home, Cammy?

[cammyprice]

I'm not sure, Buddy. Hopefully soon. I dunno if I'll take him back to the house, though -- I don't think it's a very healthy place for him, or any of us for that matter, to be.

[reidmusicnotbooks-blog]

I think it’s made harder by how Bristol won’t even keep his watery things in his arms.

[cammyprice]

Well those were taken out today, so hopefully that won't be so much of an issue anymore.

[maximumblevins-deactivated20141]

That’s another method that could work for you. They sound like shitty hospital staff, though, m’sorry. Why do you think they don’t like you?

[cammyprice]

They're pretty shitty, yeah. And I dunno, maybe they realize I do their job a million times better than they do. They don't even properly disinfect the bathrooms here -- it's barbaric. 

[reidmusicnotbooks-blog]

It’s gonna be okay, Cammy.

[cammyprice]

It will be, yeah -- I just wish the nurses would be a bit more helpful with things. But how are you doing, buddy?

[maximumblevins-deactivated20141]

I’m telling you, just buy out the hospital and then you can fire the whole staff and replace them with whoever you want. Why, though?

[cammyprice]

I'd rather just glare at them until they start doing their job properly. They keep forgetting to change Bristol's bedding, and they never really come help us out with anything when we press the call button. Mostly I just don't think they like me very much.

[cammyprice]

How difficult would it be to have the entirety of the staff of a Hospital fired? Surely it's possible.

[bristol--elliot-deactivated2014]

We can get a big house by the water, you and me. And your silly little toothbrush will be next to mine and you will wake up next to me in our huge bed. And our clothes will be in the same closet and we will buy food for the both of us! We will eat dinner and breakfast and hell, every bloody meal together and we will always be there for each other! We can even get a swimming pool!

[cammyprice]

A house by the water, me and you. Christ, all of that sounds perfect, Bri. What about a hot tub? We should get a hot tub. Better yet, let's have a hot tub on the roof; we can be supremely lame and look up at the stars together and all that sappy nonsense.

[bristol--elliot-deactivated2014]

Yes. I wanna buy a house with you. I wanna live with you forever. I wanna be with you forever and ever. I love you. 

[cammyprice]

Then that's exactly what we'll do. I love you too, babe. Always.

[maximumblevins-deactivated20141]

Honestly, I think a lot of it comes from the fact that he doesn’t really like himself very much. And also he has no control over his anger. And all right, good. I just want you to get some rest, yeah? You need it, both of you do. And what are they gonna do, kick you out? You could probably just buy the hospital. Oh, right. I keep forgetting he and Alaska are dating. Whatever, he’s still an asshole. And she should know better than to bring him, he and Bristol don’t exactly get on. And this is about Bristol.

[cammyprice]

I guess that would make sense. I'm sure you two will work things out. It's been hard to sleep with everything else going on, but I'll definitely try. Bristol has been getting a decent amount of sleep, at least. Yeah, they both kept telling me that it wasn't "all about Bristol," but they need to realize that in this situation? It is. And they need to get over it.

[bristol--elliot-deactivated2014]

Thank you Cammy. I love you. I wanna go home with you. Asher is making me make a list of things that make me happy and everything and you’re on it a million times. I love you so much. 

[cammyprice]

I think after we get out of the Hospital, we should go home -- like, home home. That house isn't good for you, or me, or Asher -- or anyone else for that matter. Come back to my place and stay with me. I am? That's -- good, yes. All I want is to make you happy, babe.

[bristol--elliot-deactivated2014]

Yeah! It is and I’m freezing. I just wanna wear my pajamas. 

[cammyprice]

As much as I love the backless look, we'll try and see if we can get the IV's out tomorrow and get you into something much warmer. I'll see if I can get some extra blankets for tonight.