Rosebud

Fuck this.

[jjjjili]

[xxc-h-l-o-exx]

i wish i was that type of a girl that loses her appetite because of her depression

but nooo life loves fuckin with me and i always want to eat the whole fuckin fridge when i’m down

[tiredlbs]

Is it bad that I wish my eating disorder wasn’t low functioning?

Is it bad that wish I was worse so I could actually lose weight again?

Is it bad? 🥀

[your-skinny-usual-bitch]

Me: I want to be skinny but not in the underweight side just skinny enough to be healthy ya know

Also me: *sees a really skinny thinspo* okay who cares about health I want that thank you

[kitten-diets]

I know it’s getting bad again but I don’t know if I wanna change it or just let myself get sicker by the day.

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

gentle reminders in case you need it:

it’s ok to start “late”

drink water if you haven’t for hours

it’s ok if u need more time than other people

it’s ok to feel what you’re feeling

you have a cute smile

you make people happy

you have plenty of good traits

you are loved

you deserve all the good things

it’s ok if you relapse, it doesn’t make u weak

bad days are just temporary

tomorrow is a new day

you can heal again

I’m proud of you

[binge-is-a-bitch]

don’t you ever go through one of those moments when you’re in the shower washing up your body and think: ‘well i’m not THAT fat’, but as soon as you get out you pass in front of a mirror and see A DAMN WHALE¿

[anas-wintergirl]

you know what’s the tea?

I need to stop fucking eating and get my shit together. I need some self fucking control and LOSE THE WEIGHT. I need to stop being a FAT fucking PIG and learn some RESTRAINT.

Is that too much to ask?

[decidedlyunhappy]

me: *obsessively exercises, eats 500 cals or less a day, purges, thinks i don’t deserve food, never drinks enough*

also me:

🌻drink water🌻

❤️ stay safe❤️

🌍you’re worth it🌍

😊self care😊

[acetoxy-deactivated20151215]

[isabellemenin]

[kind-hearts-deactivated20150614]

[disney-park-junkie]

[drop-dead-thinspo]

I know I feel like shit because I haven’t eaten but I would feel even shittier mentally if I eat

[caylaxmerie-blog]

my friend: hey u ok

 me, in a depressive episode:

them: hello

 me, 8 days later: ahsjksk my bad yeah im fine!!! how are YOU tho??!!

[theintrovertnation]

[artisticlog-deactivated20231213]