MK

i write wolfstar and cry and that’s about it header art by sophitil

[cancerravenclaw]

dramione to marauders convert. wolfstar 4ever. cali. she/her.

I write wolfstar to feel alive

🌙 Boot Scootin’ Baby, 21k: Cowboy Remus, Sirius in a mini-skirt, inappropriate use of a cowboy hat and love at first two step.

⭐️ All’s Fair in Love and Trivia (WIP 8/11, 88k): Trivia taken very seriously, ex-sex, friends to lovers to enemies and back to lovers in the messiest way conceivable.

⭐️ Fortnight, (WIP 1/?)

A Tortured Poets Department AU, situstionship final boss

⭐️ Good Enough to Eat, 22k: Alpha Remus/Dr. Moons, Omega Sirius/the afflicted, biting, breeding, a/b/o yummyness + mutual pining, written for my cricket @waxingrunes.

🌙 How to Seduce a Succubus, 14.5k: Succubus Sirius, Psychaitrist Remus, paranormal dubcon with somnophelia, for @maladaptivewriting

🌙 Just a Little Bit of Magic, 25k: Music journalist Remus Lupin, Model Sirius Black, Esctacy, EDM, and falling in love by NYE.

⭐️ For Research Purposes, 15k: Dr. Remus, leashed up good girl Sirius soul mate sex in a lab (idk either)

🌙 You’re Missing it, 7.5k: A decade of forced separation with reunification sex under a meteor shower

🌙 Wolf Insctincts and Primal Proclivities, 9k: Near transformation Remus, blood kink related fun stuff

🌙 Pretty Little Grays, 12k: Posessive Remus and secret relationship Sirius turned semi public sex at a Gryffindor party

⭐️ Passenger Princess, 10k: Street Racer, Hijacked Motorcyclist Sirius Black, lap riding all the way to the finish line.

I wrote a 270k dramione thing once, too.

current projects: trivia fic, fortnight, a/b/o pt 2 one shot.

[katesgottareadthebooks]

Those poor people who work with David. For years they have had to hear about the Canadian treasure that is Shane Hollander. “Yes I’m taking two weeks off in June. My son is in the Stanley cup finals”

“Yes, that is my son on that billboard, he’s got a new sponsorship”

“Yes, my son has started a new charity and is running hockey camps”

I know at least one of them was hoping they get a terrible in-law, but no it’s Ilya Rozanov. So now its

“Yes, my son and his husband were over for dinner, they wanted to talk to my wife about expanding their charity. You know the one they founded together”

“Yes, I’m taking two weeks off in June. My son and his husband are in the Stanley cup finals. Yes, again.”

“Yes, we’re so happy that NHL players are going back to the Olympics. We’re hoping both of our boys get to go.”

I think David pushes off retirement just so he can keep bragging.

[argillaforma]

ilya: get on your knees

shane: *gets on his knees*

ilya: 🤯😳⁉️

[mymoonandmyshane]

another incredibly tragic thing shane just drops casually happens when he and ilya do a house tour for gq or some shit. the interviewer asks something like “whats the biggest change in your living space since coming out and moving in together” and shane goes “honestly just being able to comfortably live with each other. for a long time we were erasing every tiny detail of ourselves so we wouldnt be caught. but now we can have our wedding pictures on the mantel :)” and everyone dies

[argillaforma]

yeah yeah ilya is a big strong russian man who can break your skull on and off the ice but don’t forget that man is also a Diva™️ he is using eight different hair products and he has shit talking sessions with svetlana while cuntily smoking cigarettes and he clocks everybody’s tea and he loves ugly designer clothes and his hips sway like a pendulum when he walks and if there’s one thing he’s gonna do it’s be dramatic about it

[corpseprize]

the reality of being a writer

heres how to fix it

[scartafacci]

[myrows]

Shane and Ilya meeting Connor and Hudson hehe

[ocmaker]

It takes one minute to imagine the scene and 500 hours to write it

[gratefulturbot]

i DON'T need them to kiss i need them to come to the sobering realisation that their souls are merged and no part of them is extricable from the other anymore

[3liza]

99% of "mysterious disappearances" esp of people in their 20s who start acting weird for 48 hours and then vanish are not mysterious, thats just when a lot of reality-obliterating mental illness tends to kick in and it's pretty easy to get a short circuit in your brain that makes you go family guy death pose in joshua tree national park. it's not any less tragic, it's just a documented phenomenon and not particularly predictable. its a big reason the medical advice is for people with a family history of schizophrenia to completely avoid weed and psychedelics. "people just go crazy sometimes" is a principle of human health that used to be a lot more accepted prior to the american midcentury and to a certain extent thats a healthier way to conceptualize and prepare for the risk, as opposed to the modern assertion that anyone acting weird is dangerous and broken forever.

[3liza]

you should have a rough outline of a plan for if any of your loved ones experiences psychosis, it really does happen a lot. UTIs can cause psychosis. taking drugs, even safe drugs, or prescription drugs, can cause psychosis. i was once prescribed a heavy regimen of vitamin D because i was deficient, but the doctor never told me to stop taking it, so i moved to california, stopped being deficient, and developed vitamin d toxicity with downstream hyperparathyroidism which triggered significant hypomania that was undetected and uncontrolled for yeeeeeeears. i just slowly got Weird and started making impulsive decisions based on slightly out-of-gamut beliefs. i drove cross country by myself to have a love affair. the love affair was real, the series of decisions leading to burning down my life in pursuit of it were based on not great brain function however. etc. you see what i mean. churchill mentioned depression being the "black dog who stalks us" (one reason for Churchgrim's multi-referential name) but theres another, stealthier dog called Insanity and it's closer to some people than others but man it sneaks up on you. every time i see one of those "guy gets weird and drives into the wilderness forever" missing persons stories i think "yeah i could totally pull that off"

[oarfjsh]

"van gogh cut off his ear what a lunatic" you are 3 nights of bad sleep, getting unexpected upsetting news and taking a substance as benign as coffee at the wrong time away from doing the same hope this helps

[havinganormalone]

Fanfiction is insane. You can write porn so good you make friends.

[miniangel]

fanfic writers are always in a situation

[cancerravenclaw]

the hollaov fandom is really where it’s at y’all

[asneakyfox]

one big thing i think people outside fandom (like, all fandoms, fandom in general, not any particular one) tend to misunderstand is they know it's a subculture of people who are weirdly deeply invested in fictional media, and they hear about drama caused by people in those subcultures being unhinged in not-fun ways, and they think the unhingedness comes from the fact of being overinvested in works of fiction.

which is a natural assumption, but in my experience that's not really the case? like in my experience the drama llamas in fandom are usually not the ones who are just genuinely very deeply into the fiction. i've known people who are basically thinking about star trek or x-men comics or supernatural pretty much 100% of their free time and ime that type of person is usually very nice and surprisingly functional in their regular life. when someone's a constant nexus of fandom drama it's usually not that they are obsessed with the actual work of fiction the fandom is about, it's at least one of the following:

what they're obsessed with is not the source material but their unhealthy parasocial relationships with one or more of the people who created it

what they're obsessed with is not the source material but some elaborate shared-universe subset of fanfic about it that's only barely related to the original at this point, and/or an esoteric reading-against-the-text reinterpretation of the source material (often if the canon is active and ongoing this leads to becoming actively hostile toward it for its inevitably increasing failure to conform to their preferred fanon)

what they're obsessed with is not the source material but the fandom itself and gathering clout within it, so that the source material basically only exists to them as a tool for scoring points in increasingly arcane fandom disputes

and very often you get the same person doing 2 and sometimes even all 3 of these, and that's where the trouble really starts

[madlori]

holy shit I've never seen this articulated but OP is EXACTLY RIGHT.

[shaneybby]

HOLLANDER V ROSANOV

... mma au anyone?

[untiloblivions]

thinking about “you haven’t met all the people who will love you” and like!!! you also haven’t found all the things that will make you happy!!!! there will always be new authors and musicians and artists whose work you will one day discover and love!!!! there will always be new hobbies and skills for you to learn and feel fulfilled by!!! there will always be new things around the corner that will bring sudden and unexpected happiness!!!!!!!!!!!