Broken beyond repair

Chris Redfield Former BSAA fighter Retired Insane Unstable Haunted Alone Track tag:cantbealonenomore

[cantbealonenomore]

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[cantbealonenomore]

"You really wanna know? How I don’t know what to do with these memories the pain of loosing people."He shrugs sadly.

[snipingshepherdarchive-blog]

She seemed to think for a moment, then looked up at him, “You keep them. And use them as fuel. Past experiences and knowledge, to make you want to change and do things differently.” She said, “But don’t forget the people you’ve lost. Remember them the way they were. Instead of the loss, remember what you had.”

[cantbealonenomore]

"I...think I loved him but I never got a chance to say it. After we fought in Edonia I lost my memory of it all I ended up with PTSD but instead of stress I had amnesia... he found me in a divey bar drinking my life away and he saved me... I just don't understand why he did what he did."

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[cantbealonenomore]

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[notyourhelplessgirl]

"You alright there sir?"

[cantbealonenomore]

"I'd be lying if I said I was okay so no I"m not but thanks for asking sweetie."he states smiling sweetly at her.

[cantbealonenomore]

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"What don’t you know?"

[cantbealonenomore]

"You really wanna know? How I don't know what to do with these memories the pain of loosing people."He shrugs sadly.

[cantbealonenomore]

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[cantbealonenomore]

Who wants to playH?

[cantbealonenomore]

"I need to go…I need to see..Sheva…she’s coming in some be meeting thing…I just need to say hello to an old friend and clean out a few thins from my office."

[agentredfield-deactivated201309]

"Why did you really leave was it really the right thing to do?" She raised a brow. "Think about it Chris…" She muttered patting his head walking towards the door. "I will be here tomorrow morning around 7." 

[cantbealonenomore]

"They said I could go back...work be the same old...but how can I..maybe your right...maybe I should go back and then I'll do that. I'll go back in."He states looking at her. "Thanks Claire.."

[cantbealonenomore]

"Claire…"He bits his lip gasping a bit for air."I no dont’ leave no no no I…need help. What can I do to save myself?" Chris had drank almost al lhe had and since he got suspended from driving hadnt’ drank anything but water and coffee to keep him awake. He looks at her and sighs. "I’m sorry you must be thinking I’m better off dead. Trust me the three times I tried that hasn’t worked…I..it hautns me. IT haunts me you coulda died in Raccoon…haunts me I let you get hurt…I hurt you so much Claire… I can’t do this anymore… I Cna’t hurt you. You are the only family I have."

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"Save yourself? Get yourself back on the horse, stop doing things you know you shouldn’t do." She stared at him. Her blue eyes studying him. "I never said you were better off dead I would never think that of my own blood. I went to Raccoon and then the facility in France looking for you. So it is not your fault that I got in trouble in both places.” She let out a low sigh. “Why do you even need to go to the headquarters tomorrow?” 

[cantbealonenomore]

"I need to go...I need to see..Sheva...she's coming in some be meeting thing...I just need to say hello to an old friend and clean out a few thins from my office."

[cantbealonenomore]

"Claire..."He bits his lip gasping a bit for air."I no dont' leave no no no I...need help. What can I do to save myself?" Chris had drank almost al lhe had and since he got suspended from driving hadnt' drank anything but water and coffee to keep him awake. He looks at her and sighs. "I'm sorry you must be thinking I'm better off dead. Trust me the three times I tried that hasn't worked...I..it hautns me. IT haunts me you coulda died in Raccoon...haunts me I let you get hurt...I hurt you so much Claire... I can't do this anymore... I Cna't hurt you. You are the only family I have."

[cantbealonenomore]

"OH... uhh I never told you I can't drive...uhh got into a wreck... a few months ago...drinking...and driving... so yea don't got a car..."He shrugs slightly as if it was nothing.

[cantbealonenomore]

Chris grabs the others food grabbing the tooth picks as he quickly cuts the others food placing the tooth picks in it. “There ya go. NOW eat up.”

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Piers blinked once the newly cut food on toothpicks was set in front of him. He looked up at Chris then lightly sighed. “Captain, if i’m ever being a bother, say so. I don’t want any pity though.” 

[cantbealonenomore]

"You aren't going to get any pitty from me or my other comardes. You are a soilder Piers. My co-comander I'm not going pitty you.. what so ever. Going to help you as best I can."

[cantbealonenomore]

"I moved to let Honey out just a few mintues ago." He states. The dog barks happily at Claire her tail wagging contently. Chris just turns off the tv and sighs looking up at Claire as he whines, "Have you come to bicker or you here for a reason?"

[agentredfield-deactivated201309]

"When have I ever come to just bicker?…" She rolled her eyes walking to the other chair sitting down. "Chris I am worried and you know it." 

"I am your sister and I don’t like seeing you like this…" 

[cantbealonenomore]

"Well you try loosing so many people and having PSTD and what ever that other thing the doctor told me and you I had. I don't know I kinda like this. No work... just the dog me and all the liquor in the world."He shrugs.

"I still have almost all the guns I left the BSAA with..."He shrugs. "I'm fine I got money time and a dog and a great sister...okay yea i'm fine Sure...hey can you uhh take me to BSAA base tomororw?"

[cantbealonenomore]

Chris grabs the others food grabbing the tooth picks as he quickly cuts the others food placing the tooth picks in it. "There ya go. NOW eat up."

[cantbealonenomore]

Honey snuggles into him laying her head on his chest making sure she could listen to his heart beat. Chris had paper work to file and was working on that while he made sure his dog and second in command were safe and comfy.

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Piers lightly pet Honey’s head as he kept his eyes closed. He would be sure to ask the Captain more questions about himself and about everything he knows once he woke up.

Piers woke up later that morning, seeing that he truly was tired indeed. He never slept well when he was in China. He always found himself worried or stressed since he had lost all his memories. That was never good to think about when you wanted to get some sleep. He slowly sat up and looked around the room, most likely wanting to spot the Captain.

[cantbealonenomore]

"Mornin."He stated. Smiling as he walked in, "Got you some food if ya are up to eating."Chris states as he places the dog’s bowl on the floor Honey jumping off ot eat happily.

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Piers grinned a bit then nodded. “Actually, i’m starving. So, thanks Captain.” He sat up more so his mutated arm would be out of the way to the side. He never had much of an appetite before but found that he could actually eat since he wasn’t as stressed as before. 

[cantbealonenomore]

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"Eat up." He states handing the male his face. "Have at it." He smiles as Honey comes to say hello. "She slept with you all last night. I think you'll have a sleeping buddy."

[cantbealonenomore]

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