Carry On

I felt obliged to make this blog dedicated to serving a sole purpose to discussing little things that come across my mind and hope to find that other people feel the same. I don't expect to gain as much followers as my primary post blog, this blog is only here for as long as I agree to share things with the followers that may or may not be interested in my life. I am more than happy to offer advice and hope my words will inspire others to "Carry On." God bless :)

[happilyeverelys-deactivated2012]

I admire people who can still stay friends after a breakup.

it proves that you’re mature enough to stay friends. just because the relationship failed doesn’t mean the friendship should. i mean, it all started from friendship after all. it’s nice seeing two people who used to be couples manage to stay friends, or even bestfriends after the breakup.

[cjvillanueva]

And maybe things never change. They stay the same. Messing around and telling jokes like they used to. Or even being able to continue conversations like nothing went wrong. Staying friends after a breakup is the best way to prove that you’ve moved on.

[carryon2013]

I love how she makes me feel, like anything's possible, or like life is worth it.

Tom

[carryon2013]

Do you ever do this, you think back on all the times you've had with someone and you just replay it in your head over and over again and you look for those first signs of trouble?

Tom (500 Days of Summer)

[carryon2013]

I'm feeling very touchy and emotionally today haha

I'm watching all these romantic films and shows and movies and I can't stop going "awww."

I see my best friends walking down the beach together and I feel so happy for them. Now, I'm not one that coo's over another persons relationship just because I'm envious or wanting that. I truly and honestly feel such love and happiness inside of me knowing that that kind of love exists.

What I wouldn't give to know that from experience again myself. But that's a road I've gone down and am not ready to go down again. At least not for a while. But when I know it's time.. i'll know.

[cjvillanueva]

I’m in love with this picture.

I love these two together. 

I pray nothing goes wrong with their relationship. And if they do, I pray neither of them notices. They’re so happy together. And I’m so glad they get the opportunity to spend the long spring vacation together. I know how hard it will be to let go and say goodbye until next time.

I hope their butterflies never go away. :)

[carryon2013]

500 Days of Summer is a really great movie

There is so much emotion. Love. Hate. Friendship. Relaxation. Drama. Depression. Compassion. Passion. Heat. Sweetness. Everything.

Relatable. 

[carryon2013]

My God sister and her husband

They have the absolute ideal relationship. Their story is that they met when she was a freshman and he was a senior. Her parents, especially her mom, didn't approve their relationship. He broke her heart and moved away. She found another guy to replace him and brought him home to the family, who welcomed him with open arms. However, like she told me, as perfect as he was for her, in her eyes, no one was as perfect as the one all the way across the country. She always knew he was the one for her. As I was told, she was the daughter from hell. Always going against her parents' wishes and rebelled just so she could be with him. Years later, her parents finally approved of him and actually allowed him into the house. And after being together for 9 years, they get engaged and have the biggest and most beautiful wedding. 3 years after that, they give birth to a beautiful baby boy. Being together for more than 10 years and they still look at each other like it's the first time. Anyone can see the love and passion in their eyes when they're together. They look like a team. He's such a gentleman always being by her side and doing creative things to grab her attention. And she is so compassionate and and makes the perfect companion for him. They're always doing really cool things, hosting amazing parties, attending awesome events, and just all around being creative with their lives together.

Now, they are currently building their own house. From scratch. Picking floors, carpets, windows, all of that jazz.

I want that. Not anytime soon right now of course. I want to get myself where I want to be first, then worry about my love life. But what they have. At least from what I see... I want that.

[carryon2013]

Finally woke up early enough to go for a morning run.

I believe I ran for about a mile up hill. Then I went off the road and went on a dirt trail into the tall hills where I hiked up and down a rocky path. Even when ahead looked difficult to continue forth, I didn't turn back - that would just slow me down. I thought this was a good representation of my life and how I should always move forward no matter how difficult it gets.

When I reached the top of the hill, I overlooked several cities and residence areas below. It was so beautiful. I bet it's even more pretty during sunset. I'll bring my phone next time to take pictures!

I got home an hour and a half later :) Just in time - the hot desert sun was getting more intense. I have tan lines.

[carryon2013]

I don't care! :D

[carryon2013]

lmao, you only see half my face :)

[carryon2013]

AGH, no matter what happens between us, she's still one of my closest friends. And the only one, asides from my mom, that knows everything about me hahahah. We got into a fight earlier. Well, not really a fight - we don't fight. But things weren't the same. I'm beginning to believe that they're going back to the way things are. And I must say, it's quite refreshing!

Lately, I've been more confident, content, and comfortable with life. Idk what it is :)

[carryon2013]

Haven't played sims in a while :D

I'm going back to playing xD yay

[carryon2013]

Fine by me - Andy Grammar ft. Colbie Caillat (live) I am in love with this song

[carryon2013]

I can finally look at old pictures without feeling pain. Instead, I scream and laugh at how much things have changed and how much of a weirdo I was hahahaha

[carryon2013]

I didn't realize how far I had ran until it was dark when I came home. I'm sticking to this new cardio workout. I don't like it, but the weight are making me bigger. My mom said to lose weight first and then do weights. I got time. I like running around here anyway. Great place to think and look at the desert scenery. Especially when the sun is going down.

While I was thinking, I was also thinking about taking down my personal blog. I'm finally reaching the point where it doesn't matter to me anymore. And that my life should be a mystery. Not something I put on the internet for random strangers to follow. People should learn to make something of their own life. And if that means keeping a blog filled with all your thoughts and feelings for a while and maybe longer, that's the way you should do it. It all really depends on the person and how much they're willing to change.

It's not really about change, rather, becoming more of who you are. Once you're starting to become the person you want to be, take care of others and put them on the right track. Of course, only if you're willing to carry the load.

Good luck to everyone. Have a wonderful life. Take care, and make good choices! :)

Carry on

[carryon2013]

2013

I'm not going to fall in love again. And if I do, it would be with a fictional character or a celebrity. It's safer that way. It seems that no matter how I try to be a good person, some one always gets hurt. And I can't take that kind of guilt. They say that those who get their hearts broken usually won't be able to love again. Same goes for the heartbreaker, you know? The heartbreaker has a lot to deal with too. Especially with the guilt that you've changed someone from the inside and tear them apart. It's something you can't fix. And they can't love like they ever did again, because sometimes, other people pains hurt them too. I never meant to hurt anyone. I guess it's just in my nature. I'll just get a dog or cat or something to keep me company. I have a plan (not just getting a pet) and I'm sticking to it. I want to be something one day. Something big. But not a heartbreaker. That's big too, but, it's not what anybody wants. Haha, I don't even SEE myself being in another legitimate relationship. I look ridiculous xD

[carryon2013]

I enjoy astrology and I think signs are true

I just realized. Two people have acted the very same way after being separated from them. They both avoided me and no longer treat me like a friend. More like an enemy. I don't mind it at all because nothing dramatic has been happening that has gotten me into any trouble. I realized I've hurt them and I could only feel bad about it and apologize. But I guess to them, that doesn't fix anything. And that's funny, they're both the same zodiac sign. To me, that explains a lot.