Sometimes, you feel so sad without any reason.
And you can’t deal with it.
You can’t do anything at all.
Sometimes, you go into that dark place.
The dark place that only you know about.
And you can’t get out, no matter how hard you try.
Sometimes, you feel like taking your own life.
Like a bullet to the head or overdosing would be much better than living.
And you can’t escape the temptation.
You would rather be dead than alive.
Sometimes, life does get better.
The happiness comes back after years of being away.
You smile, laugh and show emotion for the first time in forever.
And you feel alive again.
Sometimes, you become the warrior you never thought you’d become.
This poem is my story, along with million of other people in the world’s story. Even though it seems impossible now, you can get through it. Coming from a person who has gone through so much shit in her life, it will get better. You are worth it, you are good enough. I know taking your life seems so easy right now and that you just want to give up. But you can’t, if you give up now you’d hurt a lot more people than you think. Whoever is reading this, I love you. I may not know you but I love you. If any of you ever need anyone to talk to my ask box is ALWAYS open. I may be a WWE, Cimorelli, etc. blog, but I do love to give advice and be there for people. So don’t be afraid to hit me up! :)
I love you! And remember you are worth living! <3
- Nicole Spiker (nikki-cim)
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