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the longing to drop everything in pursuit of a simple life; questioning if your current purpose actually fulfills you, and if the dream you're chasing is your own, or someone else's expectations of you - leaving you to daydream about disappearing into a new life for yourself.

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Just because I said "I'm here" doesn't mean you should leave me there.

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i kennat 😭😭😭😭

there's also that sudden MV on episode 6 ahahaha

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OMG yes! Super tawang tawa ako every episode hahaha ang ganda talaga

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- a compliment

I have a secret crush on you. Wala lang. I find you cute ehe.

Aww thank you! it made my heart flutter ☺️

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reblog if you’d like one of these in your inbox

- ask me things you want to know about me

- why you follow me

- what’s on your mind/what you’re thinking about

- a compliment

- make me choose between two things

- ask for advice

- tell me a secret

- things you associate me with

- anything!!!!

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TA gaiz

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Hello!

I just realized it’s June next week! Time really flies eh? because the first half of the year is almost over already. But honestly? I’m kind of excited for the second half.

Also… July is coming, which means my birth month is coming! (I am too, ughhh. Iykyk hahaha)

Anyway, the first half of the year was kinda meh, so I’m really hoping the next chapters come with better plot twists. *sighs*

Universe, if you can hear me whispering dramatic monologues at 1AM… please work your magic hehe

That’s it. Hahaha

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Sigh..

I’m still seeing a lot of people supporting those evil clowns. In this economy? In this heat? At a time when so many Filipinos are struggling and the people in power barely do anything meaningful? What’s even worse is seeing these people aggressively defend their actions like everything’s fine.

Please, gamitin naman nang maayos ang utak. Stay informed through legitimate news outlets and journalists, hindi sa mga “vloggers” at “influencers” na puro ingay at propaganda lang din ang ambag.

2026 na. Nakakapagod na talagang makita na paulit-ulit tayong naloloko.

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No hello for them.

This is probably the worst and most disappointing Senate, and government in general, we’ve ever had.

The things they do are honestly so embarrassing and frustrating to watch. It really feels like they care more about themselves than the people they’re supposed to serve. Arghhh.

That’s why people should really think carefully about who they support.

The country deserves better than this circus.

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Henlo

Been really busy with work and I don't have the energy to write huhu. I'll be browsing for the meantime.

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Hello there!

I’m lying in bed now, watching tiktok videos, and I’m about to sleep—but there’s something I want to get off my chest.

I came across this one comment on tiktok:

“Comfort really does kill relationships, no? The same cycle—no more surprises. The moment he started asking instead of just doing things out of love for me, like he used to…”

I know many people say that relationships can become monotonous in the long run. Eventually, the spark fades, and it turns into a mere partnership. That’s supposed to be normal, we’re told to let go of too much idealism and fantasy.

On the other hand, many also believe that relationships must be fueled by romance, even as we grow old. That’s what keeps love alive.

To be really, really honest, I want to believe that romance should never be taken out of a relationship. Love, at its core, is fueled by romance. I know there are many forms of love, but I want to be reminded that sometimes love should feel light, warm, and radiant.

Life can be a little cruel, especially nowadays. For those of us in relationships, I hope romance and intimacy will always remain in your heart.

That’s it! I need to sleep now, hahaha

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Hey there!

I was supposed to continue writing about these “feelings” and “thoughts” that have been circling around my head and heart (lol), but maybe I’ll write them down around 2–3 a.m.....that’s usually the time when I’m most vulnerable (lol).

This one’s about work.

I love where I’m at—the company, my officemates, and even the benefits. But I don’t know… sometimes it’s just so hard to go to work. Not because the tasks are difficult or the people are toxic, but because I just don’t have the energy to think or even talk. Sometimes I fake a sick leave just to get some rest and do… nothing.

I feel a little guilty, but my body and mind aren’t really in the zone to do “work.” Sometimes I just wish I didn’t have to work so much just to earn more money. Life is already tough as it is, and ugh… it’s just so hard.

But nevertheless, we need the money to pay the bills, so I’ll make the most of my paid leaves first hahaha

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Hey there!

It’s been a while since I last posted a blog here. I’ve had so much on my mind these past weeks (or maybe even months) and I don’t usually get the opportunity to share it with other people. I don’t know… I think I’m actually scared to share these thoughts because I don’t want to be judged as someone who’s “too emotional” or “too sensitive.” So maybe that’s why I decided to share them here instead.

To be quite frank, I’m not okay. I know I’m not okay because I don’t feel like myself. I’m functioning, but there’s something inside me that feels very odd. Maybe it’s because I’m sad that I’m not getting the things I want—the things I need.

Sometimes, I catch myself thinking about the “what ifs” of my life. I once taught myself not to do this because I knew I was only sabotaging myself. But honestly, I can’t help it. I do have a lot of regrets, and maybe that’s why the hole inside me feels permanent. I don’t know. I hope it will eventually be filled with the things I truly need. I’m still figuring that out, and I’m not even sure where this blog is going, lol, but here it is.

Things have changed, and I have to admit it: I hate change. This is so contradictory to my current job as a Change Analyst, but yeah, there are things I don’t want to change, especially when they’re personal. I might have jumped topics from what I previously shared, lol, but I just thought of this while typing. And of course, this is connected to people.

I’ll continue this once I get some good sleep. It’s 3:50 a.m., and I really need to rest. There’s still so much to share, but for now, sleep comes first!

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Vizco's x Grumpy Joe

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Some Baguio photos I took.

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First time seeing Baguio.

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