I’m trying so hard not to fall in this rabbit hole again. But, as usual, much later than anyone else I’ve watched all episodes of STRANGER THINGS in one day. Oooooh, what a ride! And what a mistake! Grownup woman with 5yo kid and depression. I actually have other things to think about. But all I see when I close my eyes are Finn’s curls. I have a thing with curls I know… Btw it’s so so strange seeing Harry’s vídeos from LV and physically feeling how it was to be there. Because I know that. And he was great of course. And I know this too because of that crazy year of fangirling. And this connection, for me it’s still important and intimate and real. And it will always be like that. But in this case I can choose: do I want to have Harry2.0 in my life? Do I want it or can I just admire Finn as an actor, musician, handsome boy and that’s it? Idea of forgetting about real life and going for it till the end is super inviting, I won’t lie. But real life is calling too… and yeah, it was a mistake. Sure. But such a nice one.
