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[chainelunaire]

father figure

how good of a father they would be?

1. geto suguru/nanami kento

them sharing the first place is only fair. they’re the most loving, caring, understanding and also responsible men you only wish to meet in your life. they're also ones who are not only good with children, but also want a family and very much looking forward to become a father one day. which means, they're excited when they learn there's a child on the way. they're the best help in the first days, not only they will gladly do half of the work, they probably spend more time with the baby than you. they have no problem with this new role of a father, it comes to them naturally and they don't feel overwhelmed. in a lot of ways, they're a looot more chill than you (which helps you a lot with your own stress). they genuinely enjoy spending time with a baby, even when a child is just few days old. however, their ways of parenting are different.

nanami, while being strict when needed, also recognizes the need to give a child freedom when growing up. he's a very trusting parent, who won't argue with his kid a lot, because his kid would probably tell him everything anyway. he's not pushy or controlling, he believes in building strong relationship by communication. being great at listening, he really never loses his position as a very dependable figure in your child's life. he's not judgemental nor unreasonable, so he understands that sometimes his child will need some alone time. he accepts everything that comes with a child (including the possibility of death, yes) and he comes prepared. it's him who's "The Favourite parent" out of the two, because he lets almost everything get slipped. he rarely finds it in himself to say "no" to his child. when his child grows up, he always presents himself as to be respected and therefore trusted person to his kid. he wants to be that one person who his kid will go to first, for any reason truly. he's very aware that his child is his own person at the end of the day, so he puts real effort into building trust between them, so he doesn't need to push child's buttons (not that he really wants to anyway). since the day his child is born he creates a lot of small family rituals that keep you all close even when the kid becomes an adult. he wants to do a good job at raising goodhearted, caring, hardworking individual, so he'll do his best at it. truly not a man, but a dream to raise a child with.

geto on the other hand is extremely protective. he witnessed a lot of horrors in his life, and he'll do anything to save his child from experiencing any of it. he's in his protective mode right from the get-go. he rarely leaves his child alone (you being an exception, and he can be quite arrogant about it, since he's probably stronger than you still). he's also the one who does the most unpleasant parts of early parenting (meaning changing diapers, waking up every 2 hours etc.) without ever complaining. it's not even that unpleasant in his mind, he knew very well what he was going into. his presence is very comforting to your child, so when it's his turn to be with a baby it means there's no crying in the nearest few hours. he is the most understanding parent you've met, or maybe it's just a fact that he genuinely just loves kids, loves spending time with them. he enjoys teaching his kid, he loves playing and doesn't find it draining. he's the "good" parent in early years of your child's life, he's the favourite because he's all smiles and laughs. but when the child is older and there's an argument between them, he can be downright manipulating (and he's very smooth with it). he has this ability to pull out every little secret out of anyone unaware of this skill of his, your child included. he needs to know absolutely everything about their life, not necessarily to control, but to know when to intervene if needed. unknowingly, he can be quite nosy. when met with resilience, he remains calm and patient. he never really gets mad. he genuinely doesn't like saying 'no' to his kid, and geto's 'no' still sounds really soft and gentle, yet all of you understand that he won't tolerate disobedience. his main motive is to protect his family, he'd go great lenght to do it. you'd be the "funny parent", the one who gives more freedom. firm believer that a little guilt tripping never hurt anyone. you should be the one to make him drop his antics. he panics when he loses control of situation. yet, even if he sometimes can be unbearable and oh so nosy, it's still very obvious that geto loves his child. in fact, he loves his child so much, the only thought of them being unhappy makes his heart ache. always subconsiusly thinks that he's the reason of every of his child's problem. he also goes through some sort of a crisis when the child starts to have a life of their own, because he thinks that now he's not the number one to your child he's done for. he's soooo upset.

2. hiromi higuruma is a strict parent, the good kind of strict. you have a schedule right from the get-go, you always have every toddler thing needed in stock. thank god for him, because of him you are able to actually rest from the very start of your journey, you even get to sleep regularly! is a very active father from the jump. it's as if he himself was born ready, but actually it couldn't be more further from the truth. the anxious kind of parent, he keeps track of everything and is exceptionally observant. he absolutely is not a favourite parent when the child is small - he's always too serious, too cautious. you are all fun and games, he is every rule imaginable. he will turn off the tv, he will tell you child to go to bed early. later, when the child grows to be an adult they will learn to appreciate this greatly, but in their teen years he's hell reincarnated. never yells, like really, never even raises his voice, which makes him incredibly annoying to have an argument with. he's extremely sharp and he would caught every lie your child tries to feed you. yet another smooth talker, And a lawyer - he may even smile, only a little, when your child tries to find a way to escape the rules he had set. he's very much open to discuss said rules, problem is, your child truly cannot win against his logic, because well, he is very intentional with these rules. he's fair, even your teen child would give him that. he has good reasoning for each and every one of them, and he will explain it to your child every time, without getting angry. he Is an annoying parent. but he's also a parent with unquestionable authority, a lot of knowledge and a really big bag of patience (unlike you). he's not like these parents that make friends with their children, he is a parent and he's very dutiful in this role. with time, a child learns to appreciate his wisdom and patient persistance, his open invites to discussion, his quick mind and ability to solve any problem on the spot, his sharp tongue and even his rules. the older his child gets, the better the relationship between them. now, suddenly, he's the favourite one. turns out, the rules were not strict at all - just good old common sense.

3. choso is an interesting case. he's the one who'd no doubt be the loving, very present, very active father from the start. he'd be happy to do basically anything, but he doesn't really know how to do, uh, again anything. needs a supervisor himself, though he learns fast, but your first months certainly won't be peaceful. he's so excited to meet new member of the family, he'd be on the front for every duty, and sometimes, loving him very much, you really wish he wouldn't. i think he thrives in the early years, he has the time of his life with your child, easily bonding and finding every activity meaningful. he's the absolute favourite in early years, you cannot beat him. however, soon it becomes clear that his experience as a cursed womb could get in your way. he can and he will get depressed because of the fact that your child grows up. and it's really deep for him, because he suddenly becomes very aware that the chance that he outlives his own kid is slim but very real. it haunts him the second he catches the changes in your baby, and it really only gets worse. with your help, hopefully he learns to manage it, but it never really goes away. has a very poor understanding of boundaries, which could become a problem later in your teen child's life. has trouble understanding people's needs and emotions because he's not a human, human problems sometimes could look like nothing to him. he's not minimising anything on purpose, but for your teen kid it sure could look like it. because he brings in everyone, yuuji would become a very prominent figure in your child's life and basically become a barrier between choso and your child, since only yuuji can really get his anxiety and give him the room to express his feelings. without supervision, could become overprotective and overbearing basically in seconds. not once, not twice your teen child would get into awkward situations that would include him. you have to step in at some point, because he struggles to have an authority over his child, and basically incapable of saying "no". but he's as honest as he can get, and he feels deeply, he senses the slightest change in the mood, and he won't leave your child's side until he figures everything out. loves his child deeply and unapologetically, and your child knows it and sometimes uses this to their advantage. basically, you have to look out so your child do not grow up spoiled, because of how loved and protected they feel.

4. in a very hypothetical situation, where ryomen sukuna even has a child, he is, surprisingly, not the worst. yes, he doesn't specifically wants a family and he's never thought of himself as a father, but! he has that interesting trait of being very curious. having a child is a completely new expirience to him and he might find it interesting to see where it all goes. he's no help at the beginning, in fact, this is the scariest part of his child's life because sukuna can very easily change his mind if he finds the kid too annoying. he despises the smell, he hates the crying and generally is sooo not fond of toddlers, he threatens you he'll eat it to end his sufferings (you know he won't, if he really meant it he'd already done it without constant whining in your ear). it's on you and uraume to handle the kid in peace and quiet far from the father, and he probably doesn't really see his child until much later. where he really shines, is when the child is slightly older (and with time he only gets better). him being an arrogant, may i say narcissistic creature, he won't allow his child to be any less than him. he has that idk mentor mentality in him? he enjoys educating his child, he thrives on being able to show off to someone who's so willing to learn. having a child really grows on him, when he finds himself excited to share his knowledge and skill, to help grow someone worthy of his attention. has a mean streak to him, sometimes he goes way over the line, but at some point he himself grows fond of child and won't cause any harm. he's willing to give a lot of freedom to his offspring, is not nosy at all, but can be very strict if needed. says "no" without skipping a beat. he has no care for child's emotional state, he truly doesn't and it's for the best if uraume or you deal with it. he may grow sliightly softer with time, but it's not a promise. has no desire to be "a father", the word means nothing to him. but his child (and since it's his, not some random kid) brings him joy and excitement for new beginnings. he probably won't be a father figure in a traditional sense, but if everything works out, his child could grow up fairly normal and quite confident, if not arrogant. all in all, not a terrible option, only for unfortunate turn of events when he finds his child stupid/talentless/lazy and said child most likely won't survive this conclusion.

5. poor gojo satoru. he loves kids, especially toddlers. he finds them more interesting than cute. tells innocent jokes on them, he's the one teasing a child constantly. is a great help at home at first, diapers won't scare him, though he would prefer someone else do it. he will be the favourite parent for the first years of your child's life, that's not a question. he's always fun, always smiley, never raises his voice and always lets your child get away with anything, basically spoil them rotten. however, the older the child gets, the harder it becomes for gojo to stay the favourite one. because of his status, he's often away and has a high risk of practically becoming an absent father. he always had a hard way building deep relationships with people, and it's usually another person's effort (be it geto or yuta, for instance) to build a deep emotional connection. he knows about that weakness of his, and he's deeply hurt seeing his child straying away from him. when his kid is not a toddler anymore and his old tricks won't work, he struggles to find a way with them. megumi is first to say that when gojo is not in his teacher mode, he's very much "how do you do fellow kids" type. he is one of those parents who try to befriend their kids, try to make themselves less threatening; in his case he'd fail miserably. in fact, this could very much backfire, making him lose any authority he has left in his house, since his child doesn't really care about his "the greatest one" status. he struggles to connect with a child emotionally. he can never get the right words, none of his actions work, and he's worried that his child is jelaous of his students. he won't let go of his title of being the first sorcerer, he doesn't really even know how, and he feels like that's the only thing he's really good for, so he won't let it go. it is a selfish decision in some ways, but he believes he does what's the best for everyone. his only saving grace is the help of others - yours, mainly, and the fact that he truly does love his child even if he doesn't really know what to do with it anymore. he feels lost and in despair. he is very sorry that he doesn't love his child as much as his child wants (the tragedy is that he does), it's another heavy burden on his shoulders, making him deeply unhappy. i believe that with time the relationship would get better between the two, but the emotional distance will remain, no matter how hard both of them tried to forget about it.

6. no surprise here, fushiguro toji. my guy is so not suited for this role. not because he's a deadbeat (even though he kinda is), but because he doesn't really loves or even wants children. he's not one of those guys who only want children to continue their bloodline - lmao, no. never, especially with his zenin blood. he's not fond of the very concept of it - he tolerates the marriage-children pipeline because of women that he had loved in his life, no more no less. he loves his children because they're continuation of the people that he loves, not necessarily because they're their own people, and certainly not because they're the part of himself. in fact, i believe that is partly the reason he can leave his children so easily without supervision of his partner - he doesn't really like himself, he doesn't like the "him" part in his children. moreover, he generally finds children boring, especially small ones. the situation is usually better if the child is slightly older or is a teen and he can bond with them easier. doesn't really know what to do, needs clear instructions on every step of the way. at some point he might actually try to be an active parent, mostly for his partner rather than for the child. but it's very forced, he won't last long. that could leave him even more unstable than he was previously. he's very self-aware. knows he's very capable of deep love and connection, it's just that he can't connect with a child like he could with an adult. an obligation to love the child (especially toddler) is not enough for him to actually feel that love. he doesn't find fatherhood interesting or fullfilling, and he feels guilty because he can't really do anything with it. he does the parenting because he loves his partner, he forces himself to be closer with his family, but without the support he will crumble in seconds. he will continue to do the bare minimum because of duty and remaining love for his partner, but no emotional support, no actual parenting on the sight. he is funny though, sometimes. doesn't help his case whatsoever.

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Six Barbaric Poems, by Leconte de Lisle 

Etchings engraved in colour by Maurice de Becque (1878-1928)

[chainelunaire]

Hi, can you write a virgin Dabi headcanon? Or like his reaction to getting his first blowjob by the reader?

(this is kinda heavy and not smutty at all)

dabi's so repulsed by the idea of sex, it's funny (it's very much not).

growing up in a home where he had not witnessed gentle heartwarming love between his parents, then being traumatized by near death experience, which then resulted in a constant body horror in every sense of the word, and Then for years trying to survive on streets while simultaniously keep training hard - yeah, i think he kind of haven't had enough time or energy for anything other than his Great Goal.

(from here i believe it can go two ways, one him being so closed off physically, and the other is for another post, if ever interested)

his mind is set on revenge, his entire soul is dedicated to a great cause, and while this all is true, it is also true that he clearly understands how scary (read, ugly in the eyes of others) he looks. he lives in this new body designed for him specifically not so long, yet he already knows every little disgusting detail about it, and every day he's finding a new one. deep deep inside he is terrified to the core. not only is he experiencing a major body dismorphia issues, but this also comes with a fact that this body was quite literally sewed together, replacing the burnt parts with flesh he doesn't want to ever question where came from. this body fails him every day. he lost his nails not once, but many times. he expericenced almost every infection known to mankind due to constantly open wounds. he frequently steals clothes, because they end up getting stained, in some parts slimy, and he's a clean freak, he kind of needs to be to survive. once he left a small piece of his ear on a pillow in one of lov's hideouts and was freaking out after. because the police could figure out his identity (not quite, he later realised, since they were not really his ears), and because he was really fond of the lost earring. compress later gifted him a new one. you get the picture.

he himself made the decision to cut off anything that will bring him any pleasure in life (sex included). it's a plethora of reasons why he doesn't want any of it, the main being is that of course, he doesn't believe anyone would genuinely want him in that way, and the second one, very vulnerable and naive, is that he realises that that will make everything harder for him. he's living this life on a hell mode already, he doesn't really need any more disappointment. so he build his later life so that it would be easy for him to let go in the end. and believing that someone found him attractive enough to have sex with him without any ulterior motives would make it harder (not that it'd ever happen, of course!). he's smart enough to understand that.

so he, of course, has much more important business going, and so you know - he's not interested. no one would be interested in that. no one in their right mind would want that, because there's nothing to want.

and you would think it'll take forever for him to fall for you, but it's easier than it seems. him still being that depending on what others think of him, still wanting the so long delayed approval and attention, it really won't take much of you for him to like you. he's so sensitive to kindness, especially when it's not towards him personally (that would make him alarmed, if anything) but rather casual small things, it really does something to his hardened heart. make no mistake, him liking you does not equal trusting you, that's a different story for another time. for now, he tries to hide it and he does it really well. so well in fact that for a long time you're quite sure that he wants you dead. he kind of does. but he still likes you.

fast forward to the subject of sex: he tries his best to avoid it at any cost. by that time, being in a relationship and trusting you enough to simply entertain the thought of it, he still thinks it's better if he dies on the spot rather than try. all of his insecurities come alive and well the exact time he thought he got rid of them.

the thing is, he doesn't necessarily want sex in itself, but he surely wants love. he wants to be loved so much and to him you seeing his body and running away in horror is a very real fear. he knows he won't be able to survive this, his mind would be completely broken. he's self-aware enough to understand that even knowing he's not the most sane person in the room. he will be able to live without sex, he was living like that and he was fine, but he won't be able to move on if he'll see the disgust on your face. if you'll find out what he truly is, it will crush him.

he will make it incredibly hard for you. he doesn't want to be a walking emotional rolling coaster, but he can't help it. he's terrified. one day he thinks that it's not a big deal let's go and later in the evening he'd disappear for a week. one moment he kind of wants to catch up and at least learn something on the matter and second later after opening the first link on google he's embarrased, disgusted and wants to set himeslf aflame. in general, he kind of wants to cry the whole time. he's angry at his dad, his mom, psychos that sewed him together, you, who's still by his side being annoyingly patient, but most importantly, he's mad at himself. he's already doing great mental gymnastics in favor of his own life, which he hadn't consider his for more than a decade. turns out, it could be very painful to realise how much you were robbed of, even after claiming for years that you didn't even want it.

needless to say, it'll take more than one shot for you, but eventually he will come around, probably on a random tuesday. tries to be nonchalant about it, but he is so chalant actually. after so much talking about everything he was capable of muster, after so much reassuring and constant showing of love and respect, he could one day wake up and suddenly realise that that fear while not fully gone, but he's at least capable of trying through it. you always knew he would be a sweetheart, him, however? not so sure.

in the end, you are right.

by that time, he's a lot more calm and collected. tells you to be serious and stop giggling, his ears red as a flame when you start laughing full chest - sometimes you are nervous too, he realised later in your relationship, even though he still doesn't understand why, anyone would want you. learnt to accept the fact that complete darkness won't save him in the end, but still asks for a very dim light. he doesn't really care about himself, but he tried to learn more so it would be good for you at least. compensates the lack of experience with observing every reaction he can get out of you (and he has a mental list from all the time before too). he's slow - because he's shy and inexperienced and afraid, - annoyingly so, but he's surprisingly precise and selfless. he would never be rough, especially the first time. needs gentle encouragement, which is perfect - not only he gets to hear your voice more, but his thinly veiled praise kink is enjoying the attention too. cracks some joke about begging the god not to lose his second earring in the middle of it, and you actually laugh so hard he needs to stop because now he's laughing too. the whole time not once has he found in your eyes something he was so afraid of finding. you look at him with nothing but love and adoration, hold his face in your hands, your palms warm and soft and tender, and his chest is tight with pain and with the lightness of it all. at some point he thinks that he really was right, it was easier to just die than to experience it all. he wants to cry, again. he can't really explain why, so he lays in your arms silently, letting you hold him, caress his hair and skin until you fall asleep. it will take all of his willpower not to run away in the middle of the night, he stays because he doesn't want to hurt you like that.

interestingly enough, in the morning without doing anything at all he feels significantly better. he can't help but smile when he enters the kitchen, seeing you preparing the breakfast and brewing hot black coffee. none of you mention the night before, yet you both are smiling at each other when you start to eat.

in this scenario, he'll need quite some time and hard work to only warm up about the idea of a blowjob. he'll forever be disgusted of the body he's currently living in, the best he can hope is to grow neutral about it, which is very real possibility with time. yet, he probably realises he's not ready to take this step now. he's not even sure if he ever will.

[the-mother-of-lions]

satoru. it's been a while

[chainelunaire]

imo one of the most crucial aspects of the final battle (and arc) in jjk that rarely gets recognised is that in the jjk universe this battle still continues, and was started like roughly an hour ago. gojo satoru died almost a year ago - yeah, for us, readers. in jjk world it was an hour and a half at best.

this battle is extremely descriptive and honestly illustrates everything second by second, but it’s crucial to remember that this all is minutes within the jjk universe.

i think it’s very important to keep this in mind since this affects the perception of the narrative and a story as a whole.

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[chainelunaire]

love languages

gojo satoru

recieving: words of affirmation/acts of service. he's completely fine being far away for a long periods of time, him being the strongest takes a lot. however, he greatly appreciates direct attention to his persona, and not necessarily in a sexual way. i'd say, expecially not in a sexual way. he feels loved when you talk your literal worst thoughts to him, when you express everything that goes through your mind. the most non-judgemental person one could ever met, he would never blame someone he loves for some dark thoughts, he's all here for it. he likes when you tell him directly how much you care, and even if it's worded quite rough, he'll still take it. that way he feels like he means something. he'll never feel enough of your thoughts, and of course, he won't ever be satisfied with how much you praise him. however much, he always craves more. he also appreciates every litlle thing his loved ones do for him. it might look like he doesn't notice sometimes, with him acting this nonchalant. but knowing how perceptive he is, he really does notice everything.

giving: physical touch/acts of service. he's very touchy, sometimes it feels like he needs to touch more than he needs breathing. he literally explores the world with his fingerpads. it's his first instinct - to hug, when you feel bad, to kiss to make it better. he's just as innocent as a child when he expresses his love through touch and without thinking. he will kiss the pain away, he will do your hair and hold your hand - honestly, he's the sweetest when he does such things out of heart. he also enjoys helping his love ones out whenever he can - granted, he's often away, but he does what he can. he rarely complains about chores in his home, in some way he even loves to do them. makes him closer to the ones he loves. he's very simple in that sense, he enjoys simple things in life. do not tell him he's the strongest. he knows that already. however, you might hug him and say that you're so grateful he did the dishes today - and he will be so happy, he'll do them more often just to hear you saying it every time.

geto suguru

recieving: quality time. he feels loved when he feels welcomed, when someone wants his company. moreover, he himself is very social, caring person, who does poor job at being alone. he loves people, loves to spend time with his loved ones, it comes natural to him to care about his family and friends - he's not a loner at his core. so even when alone time are needed of course, in his case, he really lights up from inside when someone is seeking for him to specifically spend some time together. he doesn't really care how you will spend this time, you needing him and standing by his side is what matters to him. call him after midnight - and he will always pick up that call and join you wherever you want. he will be by your side at your grandma's party laughing at her stupid jokes, he'll go shopping with you. he'll help you with laundry and taxes. he will never ever turn yhis loved ones down, no matter how boring or stupid you think the whole thing is. just show him that you really want him near you.

giving: words of affirmation. he's so good, it's unfair. he has this natural talent of finding the right words. he's also great with timing, he reads the room perfectly (probably the second best). there's no such thing as 'i didn't mean to say that', he only says what he has carefully thought of. likes to give instructions, it's one of his ways to show that he cares. very verbal and talkative, when in his natural habitat. he's generous with his praise, he believes in letting people now how good they are (if he really thinks so). and even if not, he will always find something to say to you. such a smooth talker, he will now every one of your secrets without you realising. not to mention he's like an ariel the little mermaid with his sweet soothing voice, it's just nice to hear him saying things.

nanami kento

recieving: quality time. goes without any saying, he values quality time above all else. he too feels very loved when someone seeks his presence. unlike geto, he's doing way better by himself and he's really fine being alone, it's just that he prefers not to be alone (even if he states otherwise). sometimes he finds it amusing, because he often is so tired, he has no fun activities to offer, therefore he's wondering why even seek for his company. sometimes he may think of himself as too stern or even boring, he has some insecurities. but he's very happy, when you express that you want to spend some time together, he's subconsciously waiting for it. he's very unassuming and he never like... expects you to want to spend time with him. so when that happens, he's ready to do whatever, just so it lasts longer.

giving: quality time/physical touch. he just kinda wants to be near his loved ones all the time, can you blame him really. he's very chill with quality time, but sometimes he wonders if you get annoyed with him. like you know when you want to spend time with someone and at some point you'd be like okay that's enough i need some alone time - well, never happens with him. he fears to look desperate so much, he's always so quiet. like there's no possibility to get tired of spending time with him, because most of the times it's just existing in the same room, and that's enough. very laid back and casual, his whole presence if very relaxing and calm. physical touch is very sweet and comforting too - like sleeping together on a sofa on a rainy day, holding you by the shoulder when going through the crowd. it's more out of wanting to protect rather than something else.

fushiguro toji

recieving: words of affirmation. i'm actually very sad about him, his relationship with affection is rooted in such tragedy. he needs praise more than he's willing to admit. of course, him being traumatized to the core plays a crucial role in it; he'd never heard that he's doing well, that he's good. anything that is not insult or a joke in some way. i think he could get burned once or twice because of how easily he could be manipulated. he's actually very wary of people being kind to him, but he can't fight himself when it's somebody being parcticularly kind to him and being verbal with this kindness. it's his vulnerable spot, and he can't do anything about it, falling for it every time. for instance, his first wife was very good with her words, bringing him comfort and safe place withing her company. he very much needs the praise and insctructions how to do... basically anything in his life. not because he's helpless, not at all. but because that's what love is to him, to care enought to let him know what to do, and when he does it, telling him he was good. it's insane to witness what it does to him, how visibly happier he looks.

giving: acts of service/quality time. he does everything he can, that's it. what he doesn't know how to do, he'll learn. he's great with predicting what you need, the absolute best at reading the room quickly. for instance, he rarely needs to know your face expression to know that you're mad (not necessarily at him), he knows it by the way your feet stomp on the floor (yet another oh so useful skill from a loving former household). he prefers to prevent the explosion than to deal with it. he has a mental list what he can do to make you feel better. it's almost like he proves himself every time (and it's a rather sad view, especially at first). with time he relaxes. when he's not in his proving mode anymore, he still helps whenever he can, but in a more chill way. that's when his wish to just spend more time together comes. usually it's just coexisting, but sometimes he'll think of few ways to make time more fun and exciting. he's willing to spend some money on a fancy place from time to time. and he can be surprisingly creative.

ryomen sukuna

recieving: quality time. never the one to miss the opportunity to learn something new, he's actually a great companion for a good talk or sparring (not recommended, in this case you might end up dead). while he's good being all alone, he genuinely enjoys a good company. he won't seek for one himself, but he's willing to accept the offer. surprisingly, he has a lot to give, you just need to find the right words. he's extremely intelligent (probably the most out of all), and he expects from his companions the same level of intelligence, otherwise why bother? he knows a lot about art and culture, he pays his respects to literature and especially poetry. you can always learn something new from him, and he likes when someone listens to him, like actually listens and takes everything he says to heart. when in a mood, he's up for a debate: if you can handle it, he'll be amused and even glad. as long as you are interesting to him, you're fine. he doesn't like boring stuff, that's what you need to think about. the thing is, he's not the one to waste his time on someone he doesn't treasure in one way or another, so when he does accept an offer to spend time together, it already shows his rather warm feelings towards you.

giving: gift giving/words of affirmation. because of his appreciation for culture, everything he gifts is carefully thought of and has it's meaning. if he chooses to gift something, let it be the best. he won't give such treasures to anyone, he saves it for the ones he respects (basically the equivalent of care in his mind). be it some book, weapon, clothes or some art piece, it truly means something to him. and because of his erudition, he expects you to understand everything he wanted to say with this gift. it really is some sort of language to him, you can say so much without saying anything. he likes to hear your opinion on them, he expects you to discuss them with him later. another thing, while he doesn't like to express himself verbally that much, he's actually good at doing it. he's generous with praise, it's more of a deserved-not deserved case to him. becuse he's so skillfull and knowleadgeable, he's not insecure in a sense that he'll withhold praise bc he doesn't want to come off as soft. he really doesn't care. in some weird way, he almost wants you to be better than him in whatever field you discuss. so when he feels like you deserve the praise, he will give it to you. and his praise hits just right, even when he doesn't say much.

itadori yuji

recieving: physical touch/gift giving. oh, how much he loves those hugs, i can't even tell you. he loves to initiate them, but the greatest joy of his is when someone he loves does this first. he feels so loved when someone ruffles his hair, fixes his uniform for him, covers him, when he's taking naps. he literally feels warm from the inside. maybe because it reminds him of his granddad and the fact that he's still not alone. he's still so young, going through so much, and he finds that he feels secure when someone holds him really tight. it's like a heavy blanket to him, like nothing bad could happen in that moment. also, he cherishes everything that has ever given to him. no matter how trashy it is, even if it's just a candy wrapper, he'll cherish it, if it's from someone he loves. he enjoys recieving those little sometimes meaningless things. they matter a lot to him. they bring his loved ones closer, like there's some physical evidence this was real.

giving: words of affirmation. while he's great at almost everything, his greatest power is finding the right words for every person he loves. he says everything kindly, easily, in a very lighthearted manner. never ever you will hear him being rude even by mistake. he's borderline unable to hurt anybody with his words, he's just that good. he's not the one to give a long profound speech, he's very simple yet very impactful. his words would have a longlasting effect even without him realising it. never prepares anything he wants to say in his head (as yuta or geto), a force of nature. he doesn't really say much, when he's not blabbering about something silly. in a serious setting he gets noticeably more quiet. not only that, but he really knows when not to say anything. his silence is very telling. he knows how to make that silence soothing and comforting, or deeply uncomfortable, depends on a situation.

fushiguro megumi

recieving: quality time/words of affirmation. he's very simple, he likes to spend time with his loved ones, and he loves hearing them speak (especially about him). he desperately tries to hide that fact though. he wants to be cool and unaffected, but in reality he's very sensible and reactive. he doesn't understand that that's what everyone love about him. so when he gets praised, it's such a fun scene, like you can see he clearly enjoys it, but still tries to act cool about it. he also likes to just hang around people he loves, he never turns down an offer to spend time together (even when he acts like he'd rather be home than here). however, he really likes some meaningful quality time, so if not you, he'll think of some ways himself. he doesn't like doing 'stupid things', it takes a lot to convince him to participate. it's good for him though, it relaxes him a lot more than he's willing to admit.

giving: quality time/acts of service. i'll be honest, he's not very creative with his ways to spend time. he's almost too serious (he has his reasons, obv), so what he suggests is usually 'let's do homework together', something like that. do not turn down that offer - he'll make it really worth it. not only is he a very comforting to be around, usually being the calmest person in a room, he'll also make it a very... nice experience. he'll prepare you the best tea he has, he'll bake you cookies to snack on while studying, he'll bring out the blankets. he'll ask you if you feel comfortable every five minutes, apparently. he'll tell some stories he never told anyone, he'll ask gojo-sensei to light the fireplace, if you feel cold. you may notice that at home even gojo also gets quieter around him - almost everything is much slower and softer. he very much enjoys these peaceful moments. and he likes to share them only with the ones he truly cherishes.

okkotsu yuta

recieving: words of affirmation/physical touch. he needs a lot of reassurance in his life, he really does. and he's not one for subtle gestures, he needs to really feel it - he needs to feel like somebody holds him safe and sound, he needs to hear that somebody understands him the way he is. he has a lot of dark, dark thoughts, and when someone is able to reassure him that these thoughts are normal, that he's still worthy, that even the best of people have something dark in them - that's when he feels appreciated and loved. he lives on praise, and, like gojo, is very openminded. he actually likes to hear everything you have to say to him, even if it's not necessarily good.

giving: words of affirmation/physical touch. has a silver tongue, never slips up. everything in his head is played so well, the words he says are always on point. bc he's so openminded, he can see everything from different points of view, so he comes of as a very understanding. nothing you say can throw him off, he'll listen to everything and he'll say his word. he knows the power he holds, actually, but he rarely uses it, because usually he's just shy. it's more of a last option to him. he saves it for the rare people he treasures the most - like his friends, sensei, etc. - around who he already feels free and appreciated. he much prefers to show his affection in more physical ways. he doesn't necessarily like to hold hands, it takes a lot to him to trust like that, but he can rub someone's back or offer a massage - and he's great at it. he also kinda subconciously usually stands or sits really close, so the shoulders are touching. he also likes to rest his head on your lap, when he's now really close to you. however, he really tries not to make other person uncomfortable, but, to be fair, almost all of his touches are featherlight and completely innocent. it's just a comfortable way to him to express himself.

[lethal-insomnia]

should we kill them all?

[dogzcats]

[huariqueje]

Hydranges (Starry Night)  -   Karoliina Hellberg , 2023.

Finnish, b. 1987 -

Oil on canvas , 200 x 150 cm. 78 3/4 x 59 in.

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恋人へ (For Lovers) by Lamp

[chainelunaire]

I have a question to ask? Remember that Carrie Underwood song “before he cheats” How would your Best friend the LOV members? Dabi, Shigaraki, Spinner, (separately) help you get revenge on your cheating EX?

this is fun, thank you for asking!

dabi: i think since he's a bit of an asshole he would at first try to some sort of... tease you about it? he's so nonchalant and aloof about any crap in his life, he assumes everyone around him are the same. well, it sure does sound like he's straight up mocking you, so when he sees how much this whole situation truly hurts you he finally stops. he doesn't like seeing you in pain, he claims that he doesn't care, but yeah he does. also, out of the three he's the best companion for a revenge. don't get me wrong, he'll happily help, but he won't do anything himself. this has some deeper meaning actually rather than his laziness. he believes it is important to not take the satisfaction from you, he knows the importance of this firsthand. this revenge is yours to take, it's your moment of pride. it's his gift for you, if you will. he'll help with planning everything tho. he's calculating and calm when he needs to be; very patient and can teach you a thing or two about waiting for the exactly right moment. sometimes he's almost too slow for your liking, but on the other hand everything he'd planned for you goes exactly like he predicted, so you better listen. due to his sadistic nature, he's not above playing with the victim, and he will teach you that too. big fan of creating suspense, some sort of pressure. like those old hollywood noir films come to mind. he will absolutely help to scare your poor ex from the shadows, slowly driving him crazy with anxiety. not only is he proud of your dark side shining so brightly, but he really finds it fun. depends on you, if you want for things to get really violent or not, but he'll at least try to persuade you to let go and enjoy the ride. and if you listen to him, things can get messy (only slightly, bc dabi really enjoys clean work and he's too lazy to go after anybody else than this scumbag). shigaraki could be annoyed for a day or two, but... actually, no, he won't be pissed at all. great job you two.

shigaraki: oh. he's beyond excited. not because of your suffering, of course, but bc now The Real Game begins. has his own ways to comfort you, the most obvious one being trashing you ex with the most degrading insults you may only think of. will never let you think that was your fault, he literally feels his blood boil every time he hears something like that. you don't even have to ask him to help you, one day he's suddenly in your room with an insanely throughout plan and most batshit crazy glimmer in his eyes, so you better take the chance while you can. he finds great joy in helping you by planning everything for you, it really is a new game to him. but this time he's doing it for a friend, for someone he finds dear, so he kinda wants to take the burden off your shoulders. unlike dabi, he will get involved directly in this mess, he doesn't think he's taking anything from you - quite the opposite. he's given you the opportunity. and, he probably won't admit it, but he's really willing to do all the work for you, if it's too painful for you now. he doesn't want to, but he could. buuut, he'd still rather wait (even though he's not a fan of waiting) and you do the main act yourself. he's not patient at all tho. he also prefers the revenge to be fast and brutal. not a fan of theatrics, he's a straight to a point kind of guy. also, unlike dabi, he absolutely will go after every single one person involved, jesus christ even your ex's parents included, this whole thing gets soooo messy omg. at some point it really feels like the whole city knows you were cheated on. he doesn't find it embarrassing at all, there's nothing to be ashamed of. at the very end, you'll be the one who's having the last laugh, so he's kinda right. whether you like it or not, things will get really violent when he's involved, and he won't stop until the last person who had offended you is down. he's like a hell hound, some sort of a death reaper. and even if your ex thinks he can escape, because he's the last in shigaraki's list, well... not really. no one can run away from shigaraki tomura, and in the end you find great satisfaction in this knowledge.

spinner: the only decent one who at least tries (once) to convince you not to do it. he does this mostly on autopilot, because he's a considerate friend. he feels nothing towards that shithead, but he's worried that you would regret it later. actually, the only one that expresses his worries about you to you, verbally. he's surprisingly good at communicating his feelings, and he feels awful for you, he really-really does. he doesn't want to make it even worse (even though he really wants to throw some particularly heavy things at some faces). when he's finally sure you won't change your mind, he's all about business. he's not a big fan of a bloodbath, but he believes in power public humiliation holds. sadly, he knows it firsthand. he's very meticious with all the blackmail and he's great with timing. the cleanest work one could imagine (only dabi compares, but he has understandably more experience). he too is great in driving your ex crazy with anxiety, but in a much more subtle way. he won't scare anyone directly, but his actions create a very negative, anxious environment to your ex. the whole thing is building up rather slowly, but consictently. if you want things to go a little more bloody, spinner may ask dabi or shigaraki for help actually, without revealing the main reason. it's still less messy if the whole gang was involved, but now it's definitely much scarier for your ex. he will set traps and will get your ex recorded, he will collect every piece of information he could find, and he will reveal it at the right moment. he's not above some fake leaks either - everything will work. he would definitely make sure that almost everyone in city knows your ex's dirty laundry. it's so not pretty in general, bc believe it or not, spinner is great at understanding people and how they think and behave. he knows that the crowd is always hungry and all he needs to do is to throw it a bone. it may even look like he's not done much, because it's your ex's surroundings who are tearing him apart, not you or spinner. as i said, he's not at all as sadistic as those two above, but he too will find some sick sort of enjoyment at the end. he really, really knows how it feels, and he knows very well that death can feel like a much more merciful option. living with such hate is a lot harder, than just dying, and spinner just proved you that.

[nemouris]

[creepish]

people hold so much hate in their heart. me especially though

[yidan]

‘Safe on the other side and here. (A long silence.)’

2021

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[nessieartss]

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