CHASING 701: ONLY IF YOU LET ME.

I write fanfictions. why can't i?

[chasing701]

[FANFIC] RINCHUL / TOOTOOT FAMILEE-BOG. FANFIC

A NEVER ENDING FANFICTION.

* PART 1  * PART 2 * PART 3 * Part 4 * Part 5

* PART 6 * PART 7* PART 8* PART 9

“I will forever be a good friend… “She cut him off again, “Forever be a number fan… I wished I could have stayed like that ever since…” she smiled at him; they hugged for the very last time until Leeteuk spoke.

  “But before I let go of you… I just want to let you know, that the relationship that we have had was the best thing that I felt for such a long time wait, never in my life would I remorse loving you… I was just this coward who got stuck at the middle and so stupid to hurt you.. again I’m sorry…” he touched her face as it was the last time that he would see her with just few inches distance, the only thing that he was regretting right now was how he had let her go and him ruining their relationship was the worst thing he did. but like what Rin said, it was a choice. He cried upon reaching the door, and he knows this would take a while to alleviate.

CHAPTER 10: FINAL

It was such a relief to finally talk everything over. Forgiveness was the only key, she said.  In this situation, she was hurt. but she wouldn't be selfish too. She decided to loose grip on Leeteuk, she decided to loose grip on the group. Rin decided that, as soon as she leave South Korea, she'll forget everything that happened and just think of it as a normal vacation. Few days left, and everything will be smooth sailing. 

.....................

The dorm was doomed with silence, everyone had packed their luggage and probably resting since they are leaving for Ilbon for Kpop music festival in Tokyo. At 9am, Eunhyuk and Donghae were already sprinting by the door while Prince Manager came to pick up the luggage.  

  Heechul was at his room, carrying only his customized hanja bag. Leeteuk suddenly appeared in front of him. 

  "Can we talk?" 

  Heechul nodded, as he lead Leeteuk inside his room. 

  "I heard that... You and Rin are friends..." 

  "so?" 

  "Nothing, really, I'm just happy to know about it. If anything happens.... that is beyond friendship between the two of you... dont think about me okay? " he said it with few pauses, still unsure why it's coming out of his mouth. "Be happy Kim Hee Chul... make her happy... Dont make the same mistakes that I made..." 

  Leeteuk tapped his shoulder and faced the other way.  

  "I dont have the drive that is the same like yours Heechul, I know you can handle this better than I can, I know you can make her happy, because I honestly cant." 

  Leeteuk whispered to himself as he left Heechul's room.  

  Heechul looked at Leeteuk with pitiful eyes. He saw Leeteuk at happiest moments of his life, and also at his weakest and saddest. 

  "Jung Soo~ah...Hindi ko alam kung tama, pero susundin ko yung puso ko." 

  ******* 

  INCHON INT AIRPORT. 

  "Ikaw ha.. Talagang kasabay pa ng pagalis nila yang pag alis mo ah, tumatiming...." 

  "Sila kamo.. Nakikisabay sila..." Rin smiled at Madie, gesturing her early goodbyes. 

  "Naiiyak ako bat ganon, kase naman ikaw nalang bestfriend ko dito. Tas uunahan mo pako.." 

  "Uuwi lang ako, di naman ako mamamahinga.. Ito talaga..."  

  Rin and Madie went by the flight board and saw Rin's flight number. 

  "Ilang minuto nalang check in mo na... Eh yung koreona air kaya to nagoya? Kita mo yung fans sa labas?" 

  "Kaya nga kita sinama diba? Malay mo isa dumaan sa kanila dito... Eh diba makita mo pa sila...?" 

  "Eh ikaw.. ? Paano kapag nasalubong mo si Heechul? Or si Teukie?" 

  "Ngingiti ako.. Diba?" 

  "Kala ko kakaratihin mo eh..." 

  They sat at the the few benches then Madie offered to get some coffee. 

She went to the closest vending machine in the entire floor and tried to figure out how to work it.

   "Damn.... I already put 5000₩ what are you talking about?"

   She pushed the change dispenser and it gave her 5000₩ coins.

   "Ohh great..."

  It took her a moment to gather all of the coins until a man with such short fingers came and spoke.

  "Kase nga...  Bawal ang 5000₩ paper diyan"

  The guy put a 3000₩ and vend some coffee.

   "Here..."

   The guy left, when Madie realized that it was Yesung.

   "Jongwoon."

    She couldnt spazz so she just ran to get to Rin as soon as possible. 

  "Shet shet, andito na sila! Si Jongwoon, siya, siya bumili ng coffee nato?". 

Rin was just staring at her blankly.

  "Ohh talaga? kaya pala nagwawala yung mag tao sa labas.. yaan mo na atleast nanlibre siya diba? checheck in nako Madie, para dun nako maaga pag boarding na..."

  "oh sige samahan na kita..."

  Before they got up, a group of people came passing by and the loud uproar of the fans came after. It was The Super Junior after all.

    Eunhyuk, Donghae and Kyu were the leader of the trail followed by Sungmin, Siwon, and Shindong. The four people that were kind of far from trail were Leeteuk, Ryeowook , and Yesung while Heechul was at the very end. 

  The trail passed both Rin and Madie. You could tell how Eunhyuk recognized the two girls. The one that he usually sees at Sukira studio, and the one who he gave the Kleenex to. As well as Yesung who saw how Madie was still holding the coffee he spent his last money with. 

  When Leeteuk passed Rin, she had turned around. Leeteuk wanted to say hello but was reminded to keep his airport style posture. Heechul was on his phone, as soon as he kept his eye on his way, he saw Rin's back. Then he looked at the flight board and looked for the flight destination that he suspected that would convey Rin. Shoot, an hour left. 

  The manager called Heechul's name and asked him to keep his pace with the group, but he stopped. Hee took a moment to evaluate if shes going to look back or not. Yet, Rin continued walking, and Madie too. 

  Heechul smirked and followed the group swiftly. 

  I know you saw me. 

  "Rin, hindi mo siya nakita?" 

  "Di na mahalaga yun..." 

  "Eh pano yun, mahal mo?" 

  "Mahal? Madie patawa ka... Halika na nga.." 

  Rin already checked in. She made her final goodbye on Madie, while her friend was crying as if she's losing her forever. 

  Rin was sitting, waiting for her flight number to be called for boarding. She met an ajumma there, around 40 years old. They talked for the past 10 minutes, and the ajumma noticed a guy standing outside the wall, looking at Rin, longing. 

  " That guy has been standing there... It looks like he is looking for you..." She pointed her finger at the guy. 

  "Sino po?" 

  Until Rin followed her finger and found Heechul, standing outside the glass walls. 

  "Heechul?..." 

  Heechul smiled and signaled her to meet him outside. Rin slowly walked out passed the automatic door. 

  "Anong ginagawa mo dito? AAlis ka rin ah..." 

  "Bakit di mo sinabi sakin?"  

  Heechul was somehow pissed. He didn't really had an idea that she's leaving the same day as him. If only he knew it earlier on, he could've spend some quality time with her. If that quality time means sleeping outside her hotel room while waiting for her, yes, he would do that. 

  "Bakit ko naman sasabihin sayo..?" 

  Rin smirked as she looked at Heechul wrinkling his forehead and pouting. 

  "Ya! Kaibigan mo ako diba? Siyempre gusto ko rin malaman... kung di pa kita nakita ngayon, aalis ka na di ko alam..." 

  "Okay, sorry my friend dahil hindi ko nasabi sayo... Ayan okay na? Bye..." 

  She waved goodbye in a sarcastic way but before she could in even turn away. Heechul abruptly moved closer to her. He catches up for a very sweet back hug. 

  "What if I didn't see you today? I think I would regret going to Ilbon... Or maybe I'll go straight to where you are.." 

  FINAL CALL FOR FLIGHT S728. FLIGHT S728.  

  The announcement had tightened the hug. Heechul couldn't help but to tear up. He pulled the urge to face Rin to the emotional him. She couldn't even look at him in the eyes. 

  "Look at me... "

"why are you crying...?" 

"I dont want to lose you.."

  "I'm not dying Heechul, I'm just going home..."

  "Will I ever see you again? Cos right here... This " he pointed at his heart. "This right here, will wait for you... Whenever you're ready... Kahit konting puwang lang sa puso mo, okay lang... Basta hayaan mo lang akong pumasok sa buhay mo."

  "Are you being possessed?"

  "I know its not the usual me, pero... I'm saying this kase, mahal kita... And i'm willing to wait kahit habangbuhay... When you can finally open your heart again."

  Heechul hugged her as if tomorrow was nonexistent. He tenderly runs his long fingers on Rin's hair. Heechul leaned closer to her, until there was only an inch gap between their lips. His lips slowly touches hers and time suddenly stopped.

    "Please, stay like this... for a while"  

  Heechul's last wish. 

  The sudden noise of a departing plane broke their kiss apart. Heechul smirked looking at Rin, as she was still surprised.  

  "Hello? Why arent you speaking?" Heechul asked. 

  "Nasabi mo na lahat eh... Edi kung makakaantay ka, edi good." She was trying to avoid the inelegant feeling because of the kiss. Heechul was still holding her hand. 

"Ang cheesy cheesy mo...! Dali na pumunta kana, baka boarding niyo na...." Rin said shyly, brushing off the awkwardness.

  Heechul chuckled.

"Naiwan nako ng eroplano eh..."

They laughed as they held hands while entering the waiting room.

***

All heechul could do after was to watch Flight J710 leave. And the hope that one day, their heart will unite.

"I'll see you again... "

  -END-

     If I could've slack off the few months later, this fic will reach its anniversary. 

finally its done hehehehhe

[chasing701]

[FANFIC] RINCHUL / TOOTOOT FAMILEE-BOG. FANFIC

A NEVER ENDING FANFICTION.

* PART 1  * PART 2 * PART 3 * Part 4 * Part 5

* PART 6 * PART 7* PART 8

She was startled to see how Heechul’s arms were enclosed to her. Her eyes grew bigger. And the only words that she could just say was… “Oh my….”

one more step… and she might fall for him now.    

CHAPTER 9:

Rin frozed for that moment, she was staring at Heechul who was sleeping so soundly. She got up and noticed how early it was. She grabbed her bag and tried to sprint out of the door when she realized she couldn't leave, yet. 

She went to the pantry and checked some stocks of foods, but it’s all instant noodles. She opened the refrigerator and found a ziploc of uncooked beef flat briskets. Initially, she was planning to cook bulgogi for Heechul first before leaving, but clumsy Rin keeps making noises that wOke Heechul up from a deep sleep.   

"ahhhhhh jinjja????" growled heechul,  who happened to have the baddest mood when being awaken by force.

   Heechul was almost sleep-walking, or even half asleep, he was approaching the kitchen, and was sobered by the smell of fried bulgogi.

    His eyes grew wider when he saw Rin cooking in the kitchen, he couldn't decide if he's going to smile, or to start the conversation with Rin in a pretentious moody way.  

  "Ang bango ahh" guess he decided to play as a good guy.

  Rin looked at him, trying to hide the embarrassment because she was caught cooking.

  “You are cooking for me...” while giving her his sweetest smile.

  "Hindi no," denied Rin. "Pwede din naman ako magutom diba? "

  She was trying to avoid Heechul's eagle eyes for she knew that it was fixed on her at this moment. Heechul finally sat by the kitchen counter while being careful with his healing sprain.

  "Thank you nga pala kagabi, ang laking ginhawa nung therapy mo..." Rin shook her head in response.

  Heechul was waiting for Rin to serve him the bulgogi, but Rin sat at the table with her own plate. Heechul was gazing at her.

  "Bakit? hindi kaba kakain?" asked Rin.

  Heechul was pouting his lips, trying to do a fail aegyo while pointing his lips at his feet, telling Rin that he was helpless.

  "So you want to be served?"

  "I can’t put too much pressure on my feet baka lumala pa..."

  "oo na! wag kanang magpaliwanag! "

  Rin took one of the plates and put bulgogi's in it.

  "oh ayan, kumain kana..."

  Heechul actually liked it. How Rin was coldly treating him, the food, the moment, everything. But it came to the point that he suddenly blurted out one sensitive question.

  "Nakapag usap naba kayo ni Leeteuk?"

  There was a silence; Rin has stopped chewing as if she can avoid the question.

  "Mukha bang nag kasausap na kame?.. pasensiya kana.. Ayoko lang kase lang munang pagusapan...”

  "No, it’s my fault.. pasensya ka na rin, masyado kase akong feeling comportable.."

  "Heechul..."

  This time, Heechul ceased from moving, carefully waiting for Rin's words to come out after she softly spoken his name.

  "Thank you... kahapon, ngayon.. at kung meron pang susunod..." the smile that Rin broke in front of him has given Heechul the power to like her even more. Yes, they agitated each other at no harm, but behind those awkward and annoying feelings, concealed a growing relationship that was building between them. 

  Heechul decided to bring Rin to her Hotel. While driving, he felt the urge of drinking water, maybe because he was straining while driving Rin around, or more likely being intimidated by her presence. He was taking the bottled water on and off the car's cup holder. He repeated it for so many times until he spilled the water on him and they pulled over.

  "f..... " he hit his break quite hard.

  " ano bang nagyayari sayo? ayan nabuhusan ka tuloy"

  "Tissue? may tissue ka?" asking for something to lessen the soak.

  "Wala....., ah saglit.." Rin pulled a pink broidered kerchief from her bag, luckily she brought one, this one thing that she don’t usually carry. "Ayan lang meron ako, nabasa yan kagabi kase nasa bag ko, pero malinis yan.."

  Heechul took it and wiped it over his wet skin.

  "next time, don’t drink while driving" said Rin, while diverting her attention to the outside view, but not to Heechul's.

    After dropping Rin's off he decided to have his sprain checked, gladly it was okay and he has nothing to worry about. He went to the dorm happily which made the members lost in confusion.

  "Hyung....Ang saya mo ah! kumusta bakasyon?" asked Siwon who happened to had brought a starbucks after his filming.

  "It was great... great!"

  "Hyung anong nangyari sa paa mo?" asked Ryeowook this time, which just came out of the kitchen.

  "Sprain lang, pero okay na…" he explained, without knowing that the leader was actually listening.

  "Sprain?" Leeteuk suddenly popped out of the living room after Ryeowook. "May sprain ka? bakit?"

  "Ah... Jung soo okay naman na eh.. kakapunta ko lang sa doctor.. "

  "Wag ka munang sumama sa rehearsal mamaya, magpahinga ka muna."

  "Sabi ko okay nako diba?"

  "Hindi, dito ka muna...."

  Heechul was just too happy to converse an argument.

  "Fine I will,"

  As soon as he was about to set off, Heechul dropped a fabric from his back pocket. He must tuck it in carelessly while he was hurrying to get back to the dorm with the hope of catching the members before they leave for rehearsal.

  "Heechul… you dropped something," Leeteuk took noticed.

  Heechul looked back, picked it up and left.

  Leeteuk called the members and told them to get ready for the rehearsal. Heechul was alone at dorm, he was into too much happiness that he wouldn't care if he's out or not.

  during the rehersal break, the group had a small petty talk.

  "Anyone dating right now?" asked the innocent sungmin, tying to dig his hyungs and dongsaeng's love life.

  Nobody answered.

  "wala?, kidding right?" he said again.

  "Kung andito siguro si heechul hyung... baka nagtaas ng kamay yun" Donghae cracked a joke, nothing, even smirk were set off by the members. "Bad joke?"

  but Eunhyuk catches Donghae from embarrassment.

"eh loko ka pala eh, parang everyday happy nga yun eh, parang palaging may ka date?"

  "Pero hindi nga... iba yung ligaya niya kanina? nung dumating siya..?" explained siwon, while getting up from his chair and grabbing thin towels from the basket to wipe his sweat.

  "oo nga, I’ve noticed that too. Usually pag naiinjured yun, lahat ng makita niya mai-injure din? bakit nga kaya?" added ryeowook. It’s funny how they all scratch their head in confusion.

    Leeteuk was just listening, sitting at the very end of the chair while trying to divert his attention to his phone. After they finished the rehearsal, the members have their own schedules to follow, and Donghae and Leeteuk have a fansign at one of synnara's outlet in Seoul. He had an opportunity to ask about Heechul.

  "Donghaesshi, yung nakadate ni Heechul na babae?"

"Bakit, gusto mo yung number?" Donghae was being childish again.

"Oo sana?" Leeteuk was trying to get information. Not that he needed to, but he just feel like he has to know about it, before it gets out of control.

"Parehas talaga kayo ng type.. Wait lang ha? hanapin ko.."

While Donghae was scrolling his phone, Leeteuk made a follow up question.

"nagkikita paba sila?"

"Ah i believe hindi na? pagkatapos nung sa movie house di na siya kinausap ni Hyung... pero yung babae sa Mnet.." Donghae's tongue slide and trying to hide from leeteuk's sight.

  "Babae sa Mnet?"

Now Leeteuk has more reason to question.

"Ah... wala yun yung, yung staff yun.."

"Nagsisinungaling ka Hae, I've known you long enough and i know when you are lying or not"

"Kasi naman eh, wag mo akong isusumbong kay heechul hyung ah? yung babae umiiyak nun? hinila niya, sinundan ko sila.. pero nakita ko nalang nung magkayakap sila.. tapos tinawag nako nung isang staff"

  "kelang Mnet?"

  "During the first win..." answered donghae.

  Rin, it was Rin. Leeteuk knew it was Rin, yes heechul mentioned about bringing her at the Mnet ground but he didn't expect it to be more than that. Leeteuk was not narrow minded, so he let that information escape for now.

  "Maybe he was just offering a comfort, because I was being an ass.."

  Donghae was too busy with his phone, to even care about what Leeteuk said. They finally arrived at Synnara records, a sudden transformation was casted on Leeteuk, as he stepped out of the van and smiled widely at the crowd waiting for him and Donghae.

  Heechul rested at home, he felt he had too much energy, and members might think he was crazy. He grabbed a cooking pan and started exploring.

  "What on earth am I doing?"

  He was initially planning to make dinner for Rin, His impulse told him not to. But his heart was repelling it.

  The members arrived exactly at 5pm, almost dinner time. He had everything set, in the paper bag that he would just grab and go. But the bustling laughter of the members had corked him on continuing.

  "Hyung! Saan ka pupunta?" Ryeowook suddenly came by the door. "Did you made us a dinner?"

  "Ya, may tira pa..."

  "Tira?" Ryeowook asked in confusion.

  "Kasi nga dadalhan ko sana kayo.. Since andito naman na kayo.. " Heechul handed the paper bag to Ryeowook, who was being happy because he wouldn't cook tonight. Heechul went inside his room pissed and disappointed. If only he could have done it earlier so they wouldn't catch on.

  He looked at Rin's handkerchief and smiled. "but i will still see you... no matter what.. " while laying on his bed and closing his eyes.

  Leeteuk has been extremely busy, with all of his variety shows. He managed to get a one day rest and was drinking a wine that he snatched off Kyu's wine cabinet. He remembered Rin, and how Heechul mentioned that they should have a closure.

  "I have to talk to you..." he whispered.

  It was a nice morning, counting down the days left of her stay in Seoul. She decided to stroll Seoul once more, but decided not to go to places where it could be an easy trace to run into a Super Junior member. She needed time to refresh herself, after all what happened, her stained relationship with Leeteuk and her developing attraction to Heechul, everything.

    "I only have few more days but...  and I still can’t find a time to talk to you..."

  It was 3pm, she decided to go back and take a rest. After all, that was a very peaceful time, strolling alone. She didn’t feel much bothered and everything feels good. She was reaching the hallway when she saw Madie who was patiently waiting outside her door.

  "Madie, anong ginagawa mo dito?"

"Binibisita ka... Okay na kase si ate, babbalik na siya sa trabaho mamaya, kaya makakalabas labas nako ng todo.."

"Eh wish ko lang sana sinabi mo ng maaaga para di ako nag tagal ng ganun.. Halika pasok ka.."

"eh ano man? okay lang ako no.. Ikaw ba kamusta ka?"

"okay.. " she smiled at her.

"Parang ang refreshing ng ngiti mo ah.. Ano ba yan?"

"wala.."

  They were laying down on the couch.

  "Sana panaginip nalang lahat.." said Rin, while staring at the ceiling. Thinking too much about the past.

"Pagpunta mo dito?"

"Oo.. Nakakalungkot lang kase yung mga nangyari.. Kung panaginip to... Magising lang ako okay na lahat.. You can’t turn back what has been said and done."

"Pero pwede din naman pagusapan diba?"

"Mahirap pero kailangan...."

"Hoy, you are supposed to enjoy...! Stop starting being emotional again.. Wait lang meron kabang wine? let’s celebrate?"

"Wine? Why would I have that?"

"Then, I'll go buy it myself.... "

  Madie sprinted out of door. As soon as she's out, another figure went crashing inside her hotel. Rin was laying on the couch when a white paper bag was hanging beyond her eyesight. She was startled until she realized that it was Heechul, who  was stretching his hand with the paper bag gripped, and hanging as if he was being impatient because of carrying it.

  He smirked as he saw how startled Rin was.

  "Anong ginagawa mo dito..?"

"Just want to bring back something I borrowed, and since on the way naman, i bought you something for dinner.."

"well you can’t just go in and invade someone's hotel room, it’s a common courtesy mister..."

"Well I'm already in, no more talking.."

"I'm just saying you should not do that..."

"Enough said, i'm sorry,and next time.. I'll be crawling, and knocking on your door, and wait to be admitted..." smirking while giving Rin a swiftly look.

"dont be sarcastic..."

"I'm not.. Im just saying..." while turning his sight away from Rin.

"ehhh ano nga pala pinunta mo dito?"

"here...." he handed Rin back the handkerchief.

"You came all the way here to bring this back?"

"Yes... I don’t want to keep it..."

"I didn't tell you to keep it... You could just throw this away.."

"I can’t... You have your name embroidered there... I believe it’s important to you..."

  Rin realized it was important to her as it was a gift from her grandma.

  "It is... Thanks...” was all what Rin could say.

  "Anyway I have to get going..."

  Heechul turned away and halfway out, Rin said something.

  "How's your ankle? You are not limping any longer, so I’m guessing you are okay?"

  "Yes.. I'm okay.. No I feel great... You must have healed it when you did the therapy, thanks a lot..." Heechul smiled and gave Rin a goodbye motion, the next thing Rin knew, Heechul’s figure has disappeared.

   ".. Goodbye..." she said in such a modest tone, and softly smiled as she closed the door.

  "Where is Madie anyway?" 

  She suddenly received a call from Madie.

  "Emergency lang... i'll try to be back by dinner... or i dont know... Sorry.."

" okay lang... Ingat ka..."

  She set the handkerchief aside on her side table. And took a quick look at the paper bag. She guessed it couldn't be shared since its like this cute dinner box with design that doesn't look edible because the content looks comical.

  "Can you even eat this..?"

  Then she remembered she's in Korea.

  "Darn it...."

  She explored the inside of the paper bag and found this very cute little pink plush written "Yeochin.." and a half heart that was intended to complete something like a puzzle that she didn’t really want to know.

  A sudden knock has pestered her moment.

  Right about the time that she was to about open the door. Another figure has jolted her. Her feeling was rammed, would she smile? Or would she just shut off the door and forget?

  Chapter 10

  His face looking rather pale, he dont even know if he was going to smile or what. The feeling of longing mixed with guilt were stirring his thoughts. Until he had thecourage to speak.

  "can we talk?"

  She admitted him in.

  "do you want anything to drink?" trying to be nice.

  "no..im fine.. "

  She sat across from him.

  "what had happened the last time.. I know its.. " Leeteuk initiated the talk about their issue.

  Rin cut him off.

  "no its totally okay, i understand... But to be honest... all i need is to know... And you denied me from knowing the reason why you have to do that.."

    "But i dont know how to tell you, and to hurt you...." he took pauses, almost was about to cry. "...was just... Unacceptable.."

  " thats the problem, you assumed that I'm shallow that I wont understand? And hurting me? You are concerned about me being hurt but you did it already. Either way i'm aware that i'm going to end up being hurt, pero kung sinabi mo lang sana sa akin... It would lessen the pain..." Rin said. She's been keeping this feeling for a while, and releasing this, she could breathe easily.

  " it’s not easy for me either..."

  "it’s not easy for us, both.. Would you excuse me? I just need some fresh air.."

  There was a silence between the two. Rin was trying to avoid Teukie's eyes, she got up and went to the seek air that she needed.

  Leeteuk explored his eyes as he saw files of boxes and one medium and small luggage, she really is leaving. A small frame that was placed at the side table had taken his attention. It was Rin and her mom's picture. But what have gotten his attention more was the pink fabric that was laying flat beside it. It looks familiar.

  "Heechul’s back pocket..."

  He threw a sharp look at Rin's table and saw the paper bag. It was from this store that Heechul usually go to because he likes the comicality of the food and presentation. Heechul even bought the group lunch boxes to show off his new likings.

  "Heechul..."he whispered in astonishment.

  Rin came back from unwinding. Leeteuk left a questioning expression as he was sticking his eyes on the paper bag.

  "Did that came from Kim Hee Chul?"

  Rin diverted herself to the current situation. Leeteuk finding out that Heechul did went and visit.

  "Yes, we are friends.. "

  "Since when?"

  Leeteuk didn’t know why he asked.

  "Ever since you broke my heart...."   

  Leeteuk didn't further ask. Rin has an honest thought about this; she was not seeing Kim Heechul. They are friends right now, even though he confessed to her. But there's nothing to be guilty about. She never cheated on Leeteuk, and everything that has been happening between her and Heechul was just about founding a friendship, she said to herself. She just found consolidation from Heechul and that’s it.

  "I'm sorry... Genuinely sorry... “He begged on his knees.

  "no no no.." she was trying to stop him from bending his knees.  "It’s over now, I forgive you now."

  That word struck Leeteuk, the thoughts that "it’s over now". That’s what he wanted but it’s hurting him too much.

  "I guess I will never can sacrifice anything for my own happiness. My sacrifices are bound only for the group..." Leeteuk said, while getting back from his initial position.

  "It’s your choice, and you love your group and you'll continue loving them until forever... I don’t want you to suffer or the members. I'll protect Super Junior that you are protecting as well, so….. Let’s finally call it quit...”

  It hurts a lot to hear those words, but Leeteuk made this choice.

  "But will you still be a good friend? In spite of my stupidity and…?"

  "I will forever be a good friend... “She cut him off again, “Forever be a number fan... I wished I could have stayed like that ever since…" she smiled at him; they hugged for the very last time until Leeteuk spoke.

  “But before I let go of you… I just want to let you know, that the relationship that we have had was the best thing that I felt for such a long time wait, never in my life would I remorse loving you… I was just this coward who got stuck at the middle and so stupid to hurt you.. again I’m sorry…” he touched her face as it was the last time that he would see her with just few inches distance, the only thing that he was regretting right now was how he had let her go and him ruining their relationship was the worst thing he did. but like what Rin said, it was a choice. He cried upon reaching the door, and he knows this would take a while to alleviate.

-end-

hmm chapter 10 is the last, pinky promise.

[chasing701]

HEECHUL X RIN / TOOTOOT FAMILEE-BOG. FANFIC

A NEVER ENDING FANFICTION.

* PART 1  * PART 2 * PART 3 * Part 4 * Part 5

* PART 6 * PART 7

PART 8:

Heechul walked as he carried Rin on his back since he realized that he didn't brought his car and he lied to Donghae. Rin seemed to be enjoying as she rode on heechul’s back, drunk. She was singing random songs while moving a lot.

“Aist! Can you stop moving and just…….” Heechul said in irritation. They rested on a waiting shed. “Bakit kase ang layo ng hotel mo!” Rin was leaning back on the bench but something out of notion; she accidentally lies on Heechul’s leg and fell asleep. “Kanina kapa!” but he couldn’t complain wholeheartedly, he was just doing that because his mind tells him to do it and to also disguise what he actually felt when her head landed on his lap like a sleeping baby. “Sige matulog ka lang.. we have a long way ahead”

  The sound of the incoming Bus had awakened Rin.  She was about to hop on the bus as it stopped in front of them but Heechul forced her back to him. “What do you think you are doing?”

  Rin smiled and collapsed in front of Heechul, which tells him to start piggy backing this girl again and walk until they reach the hotel. “This is such a bad day,” as Heechul complained upon reaching the lobby of the hotel. “I’m just hoping nobody would recognize me on this place.” He said to himself.

                  At the dorm everyone was pretty much on their own businesses. The radio show has ended so Eunhyuk and Leeteuk came haggardly from KBS. Upon reaching the living room, where they usually gather together, Leeteuk counted the member’s head. Heechul was missing.

  “Asan si Heechul?” Donghae who was a bit uneasy was trying to leave the room while eunhyuk ceased him from leaving. “Diba tinawagan mo siya kanina?” “Ah.. oo sabi niya kase dala niya daw yung kotse niya kaya nauna na kame nila Kyuhyun..” “yung kotse niya nasa baba..” teukie said as he opened one of the refrigerator door to fetch some cold water.

                Donghae who had witnessed a scene back at Mnet, as Heechul leaped off a girl away from the backstage a while ago. Should he tell teukie? “eeteuk~Hyung…….” Leeteuk stopped moving and tried to listen to Donghae. “Mwo?”’ “Ah… bukas.. yung prerecording na urong..” Failed, he couldn’t tell Leeteuk what he saw. “Ah yun ba? Sige alam na nila?” “oo…” “Okay.. “                 Teukie went to his room as Donghae keeps hitting his head in frustrations. It was past 1 am, Heechul was finding a way to lessen Rin’s hangover the next day. He could not touch, nor hold her. She constantly would get up and move, and hit Heechul but he would drove her back on her bed. No he could not leave Rin like this. He called the dorm and left a message since he knew everyone was taking a rest now. He sat on the couch across Rin’s bed.

                Rin got up again and ran to the bathroom, but halfway across, she  had heaved on her own self.

“Yuck!” Heechul said as he was trying to support her. Her vomit was all over his hand and shirt.

“I cannot take this anymore!” He took her back to her bed and washed his hand. He was about to pass the door when he took a glimpse of Rin again. “No~ Heechul... can you fight your feelings over this girl?”

                He called Madie using Rin’s phone and asked for help on dressing her up. It was kind of late and inconvenient for Madie, but he didn’t care, as long as he would not be the one who would clean her up. Few minutes later, Madie came.

“Anong ginawa mo sa kanya!” “I didn’t do anything!~ she got drunk and I’m just a nice guy to bring her here” “Well thank you”

                He was asked to go outside while Madie cleaned up Rin from the vomit.  She opened the door indicating that she’s done. “You can leave now… ako ng bahala kay Rin.. napainom ko na siya ng gamot” “Are you sure?” “… may gusto pala akong ikumpirma sayo..” “Ano yon?” “May gusto ka ba sa kaibigan ko?”

                It was a direct question, straight to the point, and it took a moment for Heechul to answer.

“Ibig sabihin bang pagtahimik mo.. oo?” “Hindi na mahalaga yung sagot ko… aalis na ako..”

                Although it wasn’t a safe answer, he was wishing that this issue didn’t get opened up. A phone call has reached Madie, it was her sick sister.

“Ate sige, pabalik napo” her worried face. Madie called Heechul who hasn’t been halfway leaving. “Heechul….. Kailangan kong umalis… can you look after her?”

Madie left the hotel to went back home for her sister, who needed her the most.  While Heechul was left baby-sitting a drunk girl. He could not tolerate how the spew had caused him to smell so bad, which what he hated the most. He went over Rin’s closet and gladly found some shirt for him to wear.                 The next morning, the sun shined brightly and it awakened Rin as it escaped through the tiny holes of her hotel curtain. She felt dizzy and the hangover coming for her. She gradually got up and opened her curtain for sunlight. When she turned around, she saw a guy laying uncomfortably by her pink couch. She yelled in fear. She went and grabbed whatever she could to smack it to Heechul, who she didn’t notice that it was him  because he was sleeping and  facing the other direction. She struck his back which made him face her in too much annoyance. “ARAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” Rin was shocked to find that it was Heechul. “Anong gingawa mo dito?” Heenim was overly annoyed, first, because he just woke up, second he could still smell the bad odor surrounding him. This was not the typical morning that he was used to.

“You’re asking me? Ganon ba talaga grabe na nalasing ? Kung alam mo lang kung anong nangyari kagabi! ~ dapat nagpapasalamat kana sakin ngayon!”  Rin couldn’t remember. She was taking a few steps back when she felt something different again. She sat on the end of her bed, touching her head. “Hangover yan, saglit lang..” Heechul went to the kitchen and got Rin plenty of water bottles. “You have to rehydrate, mas mapapadali yung paghihirap mo.”                 Heechul opened up one water bottle and handed it to Rin. “IInom inom kase hindi pala kaya..”                 Rin couldn’t argue, she has plenty of time to recover than to throw a pit over Heechul who continuously jeering by her side. “Okay, pasensiya na naabala kita~ I don’t have time for bickering… Maraming salamat sa pagdala at pagsama mo dito sakin… pero gusto ko sanang mapagisa… please?”                 Heechul was shoot down, he don’t want to leave yet.  A call from Donghae came after Rin finished her first bottle. “Heechul~Hyung~~ asan kana? Pre recording natin at 1pm” “Donghae.. sabihin mo papunta na ako.. “ “Oh sige, gusto mo ba sunduin kita? Asan kaba? Andito yung kotse mo eh…” “Hindi na, okay nako.. pupunta nako diyan..”                 He turned off his phone and looked at Rin who was finishing off her 2nd bottle. She was half sober. “Okay kana?”                 Heechul was tapping her back. She swayed Heechul’s hand off her shoulder. “Okay na nga ako. Umalis kana…”                 Rin was looking rather unwell that made Heechul decide to stay a little bit longer. He left the room as soon as Rin fell asleep again and came back with a bag of stuff from the market.                 As soon as Rin woke up, Heechul was preparing some sprout soup as his hangover remedy to share with her. “Nandito ka parin? Bakit di kapa umaalis?” “Bago ako umalis, Kainin mo muna ito..”                 He put the pot of soup at the center of the dinner table. "Ayoko.. Umalis kana sabi eh" "Hindi, i'll keep on insisting.." Rin wasn’t please on what he was doing. She was having this huge pain that no other medicine, or anything would ever heal it, or prevent it from shattering. She went back to her bed and decided to rest again. Heechul was rejected. "Maigsi lang ang pasensiya ko, aalis nako. Basta kung maisip kong kainin yung niluto ko para gumaling ka, gawin mo.. Wag mong pahirapan lalo yang sarili mo." Rin was listening, and she tried to look at him as he locked the door as he left. Disregarding the time, he could have stayed longer, but Rin kept dragging him out so he did.  Rin brushes through the kitchen and found the pot still in heat. Heechul cooked for her. An ordinary soup, yet it meant so much to her. She was trying to be firm but everything about her surroundings were making here weak.  Heechul arrived at KBS with a 30 minutes prep time before the pre recording. He went straight to his stylist guy, Byeol, who was responsible for his quirky hairstyle day by day. After getting his wardrobe and hair done, Leeteuk passed his dressing room. Heechul called him. "Jungsoo~ah..." Leeteuk stopped for a moment to look at him as if he was asking why in a quiet manner. "Nandito kana pala.. Dali malapit na tayong magumpisa.." he was halfway leaving. "Jungsoo~ah.. Yung nangyari sa Mnet kagabi... Ako kase yung nag papunta sa kanya.. Para sana makapagusap kayo?"  Although Leeteuk was looking somewhere else, Heechul knew he was listening. "Ano?.. Alam mo naman na delikado diba? gusto mo ba siyang ipahamak?" Heechul was not at ease with leeteuk's answer. "Kung gusto ko siyang ipahamak… nuon pa sana..." "Kahit na.. Delikado yung ginawa mo. Sa susunod, wag ka ng mangingealam sa problema naming dalawa, Heechul nakikiusap ako sayo"  "Hindi ko maipapangako yan..." "Ano bang nangyayari sayo? Bakit bigla mo nalang nasasabi yan? We don’t want this drama right? now im ending everything... Aren't you happy?" "You're not ending this Jungsoo~ at least you're not doing it right. Everything would be in need of a closure. Think about that."

Leeteuk, who was startled by Heenim's words awkwardly left to the hallway. Heechul followed Leeteuk after he disappeared from Heechul's sight.

          The pre recording was done as they expected. They were sweating at the end of it. The promotions have been great; they have been getting files of recognitions and praises. It was the nation’s biggest hit. The Super Junior, the last men standing.

The group had called for a celebration. They pretty much have decided to go to their private pub to celebrate. It would be a long week before doing another pre recording so Heechul, who decided to rest from radio hosting, found that week so long and boring. He looked at his phone and browsed his contacts and found Rin’s number. “Kamusta na kaya siya?”             Rin, who was gradually feeling better as she ate all of the sprout soup after Heechul left has been preparing for her departure in few days coming. It has been a long vacation that suddenly turned drought due to her romance with Leeteuk. Although she knew it has officially ended, she wanted to keep things clear. So that when she goes back home, she wouldn’t be carrying any thoughts of being incomplete and the feeling of unsatisfactory.

Heechul drizzled his way to their rest house. He has three days to rest and he wanted it to be peaceful. Although he feels like checking on Rin all the time, He looked outside the house and saw how that place seemed to be neglected. Meanwhile, at Rin's hotel. Madie was helping her prepare her luggage. Gathering all the things that she bought for her friends and family. "Mauuna kapa sakin umalis.... " "Mas maganda naman na dito ka mag stay para may nagaalaga sa ate mo? Okay nang mauna ako sayo.." "Eh ikaw, naayos mo naba yung kailangan mong ayusin bago ka umalis?" She knows what Madie was talking about. "maayos ko din yun, basta hindi ako aalis ng Korea hanggang di ko siya nakakausap" "Well... Mukha ngang may nagaantay sayo eh" "Sino?" "Alam mo ba nung nalasing ka? Tinawagan pa niya ako para bihisan ka..." " Si Heechul?"  "Sino paba? Wag ka ngang in denial! Alam mo naman kung anong sinasabi ko" "Imposible yung sinasabi mo.. Nagmamalasakit lang nga talaga siguro.." " Grabeng malasakit yun, sa oras palang talo na eh. busy na tao yun, yet he managed to spend time looking over you... at kahit iritang irita na siya sa naamoy niya, hanggang umaga inantay ka niyang magising... Diba? " "Alam mo.. " she couldn't continue talking. "ewan ko sayo..." She turned around and paused for a second. Then continued packing her 2nd luggage. 

Leeteuk was drowning himself with soju while watching his favorite variety show. It wasn't funny at all, he said to himself. He was constantly looking at his phone, which was no use, eversince he changed his number. This was the only time that he could relax, but his situation was ceasing him to feel good. He has music due early next week but he couldn't seem to finish it. "When will I be able to forget you. When I open my eyes, it’s already Thursdays and again, Tuesday" "No matter how much I turn back your memory Those words, I cannot avoid. At the end of separation, I turn back, I turn back.." He couldn't seem to add anymore to lyrics of the song that he co wrote with Henry. He decided to construct the melody. But at the end of the song, he felt himself crying. "Mianhaeyo..."he whispered. He came up with a title at the end. Yes, his heart will heal slowly, but he couldnt seem to see the ending. He wiped his tears but it keeps flowing. Until Donghae came inside without knocking the on door. "hyung?"  He was shocked to see Leeteuk crying. Leeteuk would seldom cry, only when he was seriously hurt, or else it’s something deeper.  "hyung.. Okay ka lang?" "Ah oo, masyado lang akong nadala sa kanta.." "Yun lang ba? Okay~" Donghae decided to leave without questioning Leeteuk once more, but Leeteuk called him back. " Lahat tayo malaki na ang sakripisyo para sa grupo... Kaya let's do our best and greatest... Hwaiting?" "hwaiting~ hyung"  Donghae gave Teukie a warm hug. Even though he doesn't have an idea on what’s been happening to the leader, he knew that leeteuk needs a comforting hug.

Heechul was talking to Hongki over the phone. Hongki was inviting him to drink. He declined. Hongki was skeptic. He kept asking Heechul why he quit drinking. "Is it because of someone?" "Nag quit na ako bako ko siya nakilala no!" His tongue slipped. "So ibig sabihin meron nga? Sabi na basang basa na kita eh! “You can hear his laughter from afar. "?.." Heechul turned off his phone. He couldn't take Hongki anymore. He went to look at the mirror and started talking to himself. "Tama ba lahat? Ha? Pero girlfriend parin siya ni Jungsoo! Kim Hee chul, magising ka nga!" He was aiming on the mirror, but he restrained himself and sat on the chair leaned back and took a deep breath. 

Rin left the hotel after packing here 2nd luggage, as well as Madie who went to see her other friend. Rin decided to stroll around Seoul again. She received a call from Eun Hye Park, her tour guide, reminding her about her flight next week. Her thoughts were excusing her from living the moment. She couldn't appreciate the beauty of Seoul right now, so she decided to ride the bus and go somewhere the bus would bring her. Until it brought here to SJ's Rest house. Why on earth? She slowly stepped out of the bus. She could remember this place. The same exact place that she went to with Leeteuk. Fate? She walked through the short alley and found herself inside the rest house. It hasn't change, it looked exactly the same from the last time. She decided to walk closer to the bench where Leeteuk sat with her. She brushed her fingers on the bench, smiling, as she remembered the time she spent with Leeteuk. 

Heechul decided to go outside to feel some fresh air. Stretching while walking to the middle of the property. He was reaching the middle part when he saw someone lying sideways on the bench. Who is this person? He asked.             He was surprised to see Rin laying and napping on the bench. He cleared his throat to wake her up. She opened her eyes and saw Heechul looking at her, his forearms twisted together. "What are you doing here?" She didn't answer. "Hindi mo ba ako narinig?" "Its not I didn't heard you.. dito lang talaga ako dinala ng paa ko." she was facing heechul. "May navigator ba yang paa mo? At dinala kapa kung nasaan ako?" "Ang tanong ? Alam ba ng paa ko na nandito ka? Kung alam niya lang sana, na abisuhan sana ako at di na ako tumuloy.." "This is getting nowhere.. Anyway, Alam mo ba pwede kang makasuhan ng trespassing sa ginagawa mo?" " So kakasuhan mo ko?" "I'm not saying that i will, pero pano kung iba ang nakikakita sayo dito?" "Just like what you said this conversation is getting out of nowhere.. I would rather just leave then." She got up, took her bag and started departing. But Heechul suddenly stopped her. "Rin..?"  It seems like it was spoken by an angel. She wasn't even half way going. She looked back to him. "Salamat nung isang gabi ha? Sumakit lang naman kase yung likod ko after nun eh" Heechul said sarcastically. Here we go again. "I remember saying my gratitude that you helped me the other night…pero hayaan mo, one of this days, makakabawi ako sayo.. Salamat, sobrang maraming salamat.. ulit" she said it firmly, agitated and irritated. She turned around again, clenching her jaw and firming her fist. "isa nalang Kim Hee Chul, lalagyan ko ng blemishes yan mukha mo!" it was almost a whisper. "Go ahead.." He was listening all along.     Out of fidgety, she ran to him as if she was about to do something vicious. Heechul grabbed her shoulder. Their eyes met. This was a type on confrontation that you would not be able to react quickly. It seems like their eyes were communicating. This was the first time that Rin could look at him for more than ten seconds. Then the leaves suddenly started falling from the tree.  The birds were chirping. Both felt uneasy. "Sorry, if i have to grab you like that... What are planning to do? Hit me? I don't care, just do it. kung yan yung makakapag suppress ng galit mo sakin."  "Hindi ako galit sayo.."

"then what?"

"Hindi ko alam.. Hindi ko alam ibang nararamdaman ko pag nakikita kita.!" she was trying to explain it calmly, but she could hear herself yelling.

"Anong pakiramdam,? sabihin mo sakin..." Rin couldn't respond to him. What would she say? It was the feeling that was unexplainable. She would rather flip the question, "Ikaw? ikaw nga sabihin mo sakin... Bakit mo ginawa yung sa Mnet? Bakit gusto mo kaming magusap? Bakit mo ako tinulungan nung isang gabi? Bakit parang concern na concern ka sa akin...? bakit may gusto kaba sa akin?" All of Rin's questions kept slipping through her mouth, every end of each statements were firm and sharp. On her last question, she couldn't stop herself from saying. She was dumbfounded. Heechul at the same time put a smirk, as if being ridiculed by what she said.  "I thought I wasn't that easily perceived...? Masyado ba akong naging obvious for you to know about it so early. Yes i think i do." It was direct to the point. Like a dart hitting a target. It shook Rin's head and heart. That sudden and careless confession had caused her to almost tremble.  "I think you coined the wrong word though'" Heechul added. "It’s not about Liking; I could like anything I want, anyone I want. I don't like you... Because I love you...” Heechul said it with too much power.  He was constantly telling himself.  "if i were to confess why do I have to make a short story long? I’m not going to wasting time"    

Rin remained silent for a while after that shocking confession. She was holding her bag but without even knowing, it was laying on the ground. She cured down on her knees; it must have startled her poor broken heart. Heechul went near her and bended down as well. "I'm not here to hurt you. If you will let me, I'll try to heal it with you...”     Heechul knew to him self that he wasnt this type of man who would say this to a girl. But she was the only exception, ever in his entire life.

She was still cured on the ground and didn't respond. She shrugged upon leveling her face to Heechul. She started walking the opposite way of the exit.  "saan ka pupunta.?" She wasn't seemed interested on answering him and she kept walking.  "It would rain today sabi sa news... Don't get too far...” "No wonder" she whispered again. This time Heechul wouldn't get to hear as she was far now.  But he can’t help but to follow. She could hear his footsteps as it was parallel to her.  She took a moment to look at heechul. "Why are you following me?" "bakit may masama ba kung maglakad ako sa sarili naming property?" Rin kept her pace, but suddenly her walking became faster. Heechul kept up with her speed, until he accidentally hit his left foot to a rock that made him stumble on the ground. It was extremely hurtful. "Arayyy!" he screamed in pain. It was so loud that it had caused Rin to look back to him. He was clenching down and trying to massage his feet. Rin ran to check him. She was staring at him for seconds. "bakit nakatayo ka lang diyan? can you help me?"  Heechul stretched his left shoulder, trying to ask for help like a little child. Rin took his arm and put it on her shoulder. The guy was rather tall, so every pressure was on her. She doesn’t know if she could still be alive after giving support to this guy.     The main house was still far. So every step that he was trying not to exert on his left foot was a relief.  "Bakit ba kase ang layo layo ng tinakbo mo eh!" he started to elevate his voice again.

"Eh bakit kase sunod ka ng sunod! Wag mo akong sisisihin sa kalokohan mo!"  Even though they were still arguing, Rin didn't stop from helping him. She was still trying to support and help Heechul's left foot to not get swollen so badly. "Ayan ha? patas na tayo... You took my the burden the other day, and i'm taking yours now.."  "not even close from my burden that night...."Heechul said. Then, he was muttering words that Rin couldn't understand. "wag mo kong elyenin... " she said, and Heechul stopped talking.  They could see the house now, but a sudden raindrop had caused Rin to walk faster. "Aray, dahan dahan naman! Ang sakit sakit sobra!" Heechul complained. "Paulan na! Gusto mo bang madoble paghihirap mo? Kaya dalian na..." Before she could even finish her words, rain started falling. They were running wet. And Heechul’s suffering was twice the fun. They finally arrived at the rest house. They went directly inside because the rain was getting crueler. Heechul sat his wet body on the couch at the living room. He told Rin to get some towel to help them dry. Although his foot was hurting so much, he still tried to remain cool about it. Until Rin held his foot and felt if something was wrong. "Ahhhh..." trying to shorten his hurtful voice. "Sprain lang to.. Grade 1. Pero maganda kung ma therapy.." "what?" he has no idea. "go take a shower... And I’ll see you here after.." "what?" "do as i said.." "no.. Tell me first why." "okay... To someone who seeks explanation all the time. Kase mas mabuti ng mahilot ko yang paa mo pag katapos mong maligo kase baka pasukan pa lalo ng lamig habang nag shoshower ka. To reduce the swell, you have to do a therapy. It’s not that i'm an expert, i just know.."

"that sounds very traditional?" "hmm.. or would you rather put some ice?" said Rin. "Choice 1" even though he was unsure.. of course, Therapy would include skinship, kahit na kinalakihan niya ang ice bucket. "Then go take a shower now and stop connoting and complaining!"

He followed after. He remembered that they were missing water heater as well as the heater itself on that rest house. So he soaked himself to cold water, and trying not to wet his left foot. While showering, he remembered that a while back, he confessed to Rin. He tried to lie low on bickering but something seems to not change. They were still the same people after the confession, which made him feel weird. Did it hit a cork on Rin's head? Or was it just a blurt for her that she did not took attention to? He finished bathing and realized he only got a towel and left everything outside the bathroom. "ahhhissst!"

He tried to call Rin, but she wasn't there. She was actually trying to sort her wet bag. Heechul tried to sneak out with a towel on his lower body and wander around while searching for his small luggage. At the same time, Rin decided to grab another towel and found Heechul half naked searching for his clothes.  Heechul was facing the other side of the room, which means she was only seeing his bare back. She yelled in embarrassment, she turned around in a speed of light. 

Heechul at the same time heard her yell and walked sideways back to the bathroom. It was so embarrassing to be seen like that. Heechul was drying his head with a towel to the living room and found rin sitting and waiting on the couch. "Upo...." she ordered. Trying to act as if what happened a while ago was forgettable.  He obeyed. Rin took a lotion from their other half bathroom and used that to massage heechul's injury. He was deteriorating in pain. He was gripping on the couch as if he was going to rip off the cover. He kept twisting, which made Rin furious because she couldn't perform her healing strokes. "Would you calm the heck down? " she was angry. "sorry! Ang sakit sakit kaya! Ikaw kayang i massage ko ng ganyan! " "Would you rather feel the pain once? Oh gusto mo pang araw arawin?"

Heechul was still murmuring whenever she strokes the affected area since it started swelling. It took her about an hour to massage Heechul's foot and it has put him to sleep. 

Rin grabbed a small blanket from the other couch and covered Heechul. She decided to leave but the severe weather had ceased her from going. She decided to take a rest on the couch opposite to sleeping Heechul. 

She was looking at the ceiling, then at heechul, ceiling, then at Heechul. She remembered his confession. Why on earth that confession seemed so rough, yet it was like a confinement. Then an odd feeling mixed with her emotions again. Why it has been heechul now? Or was it always been heechul all along? "You silly guy..."

She hasn't been feeling well ever since this morning. Her sulking indulgence was her indicator if she's going to get sick or not. She was guessing she will be next thing in the morning. The sound of the intense rain had awakened Heechul up. His sprained foot was not hurting bad unlike last night. He realized that he also fell asleep. He went to get some water when he saw Rin on the couch opposite to him. She was shaking. It suddenly came on heechul's mind that she was drenched in rain along with him. She must have gotten sick. He approached the couch and started feeling Rin's temperature. Sure she was having a fever.  He tried to run to the medicine cabinet, but his disability was failing him to do things faster. He grabbed a medicine and woke up Rin up. "you're having a fever, go drink this medicine." "Ayoko.." her weak voice was trying to break heechul's heart. "Rin... You have to, baka lumala yang sakit mo..." "Ayoko sabi...." She was shaking so much. Heechul went to the heater switch and realized that it was broken. Then he went to the room to get some comforter but there was none. Only these thin bed sheets.  He tried to heat her up by covering her with the bed sheets, but she was still shaking. Heechul managed to have her drink the medicine then he clasp his shoulder to her, as if he was the comforter that she needed in order to feel better. Heechul felt that her body has started to settle down; she wasn't shaking as much as she was a while ago. He was debating, was it because of the medicine or because of him? It was a sunny morning in opposed to the dreadful rain last night. Yesung came from his parent’s house as well as Ryeowook who just finished rehearsing for tow.  Leeteuk was still sleeping, while Eunhae were trying to make their own breakfast. "Si heechul hyung?" asked yesung, while carrying drinks from their coffee shop. "Nasa rest house daw? Wag niyong susundan, gusto daw mapagisa..." Siwon said. Who happens to just pop up from the scene since he wasnt there a while ago. "Plano ko pa naman pumunta duon.." Eunhuyk added.   "Hyukkie, punta nalang tayo sa ibang lugar.." Donghae was trying to convince him. "Saka nalang, I'm saving money for our Ilbon performance.." "Ilbon? We are going to Japan?" yesung asked. "Sabi sa schedule may one day performance tayo duon? Or concert, tanungin niyo kay Jungsoo hyung.." donghae explained. "Lahat tayo diba?" "Oo naman! Siwon would have to give up a day of filming.. Diba?" donghae tried to flare siwon. "Trying.." That word could be hopeless. But Siwon would definitely try to find a way to perform with them.  It was 9am, but Leeteuk remained on his bed. Why was he feeling something different today?  He was crying again and the noise coming from the kitchen has forced his body to get up.  " Aist it was suppose to be a rest day!" He snatched his pillow and tossed it to the floor. While everyone was trying to enjoy their break, Heechul was still asleep while his shoulder were attached to Rin. Rin at the same time was about to open her eyes and realized that another body was so close to her. She was startled to see how Heechul's arms were enclosed to her. Her eyes grew bigger. And the only words that she could just say was... "Oh my...."

one more step... and she might fall for him now. END of part 8

part 9 is coming. last rinchul chapter :(

[chasing701]

HEECHUL X RIN x LEETEUK/ TOOTOOT FAMILEE-BOG. FANFIC

A NEVER ENDING FANFICTION.

* PART 1  * PART 2 * PART 3 * Part 4 * Part 5

* PART 6

Case closed. No buts and other explanations. He knows what a Lee Soo Man could do, he had done those so many times to other members that Leeteuk already know what would happen next.  No..

Rin should be spared, but how?

PART 7

The manager Hyung stayed at the dorm to have a brief talk with Leeteuk.

“Sundin mo nalang siya.. pasensiya kana nagtanong kase siya sa akin eh.. “

“Ibig sabihin alam niyo yung tungkol dito?”

“oo.. nuon pa..”

Leeteuk rested his back on the couch, as if he was losing himself.  He sighed.

“ Alam mo kahit anong daan ang piliin mo.. hindi pwedeng walang masaktan.. At the end of everything, dalawa kayong iiyak… hindi pwedeng maiwasan yun. Leeteuk I’ve known who you are for quite a while now.. alam ko na pipilitin mo kung anong makakabuti sa lahat.”

Minhyuk tapped his shoulder and left the dorm. Leeteuk tried to apprehend the entire situation. He made a decision at the end of the day.

***

            It was sunny and the brightness of it hits Rin’s face as if it was telling her to wake up already. Madie and she both agreed on going to a movie house before dinner. She talked to her mom the other day too which made her spirit alive. She texted Leeteuk while at the Taxi, but then a sudden call has disrupted her.

“Madie?”

“Rin.. nasaan kana?”

“Papunta na ako sa movie house? Bakit?”

“ Pag nauna ka sa akin.. antayin mo lang ako dun ha? Kase si ate idadaan ko lang sa doctor niya.. Emergency eh... pero don’t worry it’s not anything major…”

“Ano? Gusto mo ba wag na tayo tumuloy?”

“Hindi... tutuloy tayo.. basta antayin mo lang ako duon”

Madie went off the phone. She must’ve been in a hurry. Rin arrived at the movie house. There were only few people since it was almost dinner.  She wondered why they have to go at night.

She found a mini café inside the theater and waited there for the meantime. She was sipping her coffee when she heard a familiar voice.

“Oppa.. ~~ wait for me oppa...”

The guy was walking too fast, while the girl dragged herself to level the pace of the man.

“I told you to stop following me? Go home... Now...”

“But... we haven’t seen a movie yet… let’s not waste time...”

“I don’t want to go out anymore! Go home... And I’ll go back to our dorm”

The girl was persistent, she keeps hurdling her left forearm to the guy while they were walking. They stopped at the mini café… right at Rin’s table.

The guy’s eyes went roundish; shocked on the fact that Rin was witnessing his dating drama.

“Kim Hee Chul?” Rin said on disbelief.

He dragged the girl on the other side of the café, avoiding Rin’s attention. He knew, in spite of disguising in sunglasses, he was still recognizable.

He talked to the girl at the corner and promised her another movie date the next day, although he would definitely ditch her since he was so pissed at her immaturity. The chick left and the guy swallowed while he was approaching Rin’s table.

He sat opposite to her.

“kung ano man yung nakita mo.. kalimutan mo na…”

“Sorry ha? Sa sobrang kadamihan ng nangyari parang ang hirap atang kalimutan?” while smirking.

“Inaasar mo ba ako?”

“Obvious ba masyado?”

Silence.

“I think I owe you an apology.. Sorry sa  nasabi ko noong nakaraang araw.”

“If you’re trying to bribe me with an apology just to keep what I saw today, no. however, I accept it..”

“ayun naman pala… just keep your mouth shut”

“ NO. Besides… twitter is the best place to start a rumor diba? Ah… may picture nga pala ako! Ibig sabihin.. This is not a rumor anymore..”

Yes, she was teasing. For she knew that she wouldn’t do such thing to someone as it was their personal life. She was falsely holding her alleged “picture of him” on her phone.

“ I told you.. I have a proof in my hand phone right now..”

Heechul tried to grab the phone carefully, without causing too much chaos to be notice by the baristas inside the counter.

“Don’t you dare?”

Rin continued her evil smirk.

“Not at all, Mister...”

She was gearing on getting up from the chair, when Heechul grabbed her by shoulder and locked her in his arms.

“I would not let go of you until you delete that picture. I’ll hold you in, and I don’t care if someone sees us.. arraseo?”

She was flapping her arms away but she couldn’t compete with Heechul’s strength.

“I don’t care... Go flap your arms... di ka makakalis hanggat di mo dinedelete..”

What to do? There was nothing to delete at the first place.

At that split second, Rin had stopped moving. How suddenly she was feeling another dimension of emotions while she’s in Heechul’s arms. She was confused at that moment. Heechul was trying to hide what he was feeling, smiling happily… Until Madie was standing a few inches from them.

“Rin?”

Heechul was still holding Rin.

“Kim Hee chul?” said Madie.

No, he would not let go as he said.

“anong ginagawa niyo?”

Rin asked for help.

“teka ano bang ginagawa niyo???” doubtful friend to the rescue.

Madie went on and help her. She broke them apart. But Heechul kept grabbing Rin and locking her head on his chest.

“I told you to delete the pictures before I let you go”

Rin was struggling.

“I don’t have anything to delete! I was just teasing you, you jerk!”

She broke free. Trying to fix herself, she went near Madie.

“That’s not even a good joke, Rin!”

Heechul left the café and continued walking until he reached the parking lot.

Why did he do that? He felt electrified.

*

Madie helped Rin to fix her hair as it was a disaster.

“Ano ba talaga kaseng nangyari? Bakit magkasama kayo?”

“Mahabang istorya eh.. nagtaka nga rin ako bakit siya nandito tapos yun na..”

“sabi ko na eh.. yang Heechul nayan.. parang may gusto sayo.. hindi mo napansin? Haba naman ng hair” she was teasing her.

“Well.. sorry siya taken nako.”

She got a few looks from Madie.

“You were not kidding when you said that weren’t you?”

Rin had no idea why that came out of her mouth. She felt irritated by herself.

When she finally got home she went ahead and text Leeteuk for the second time since he didn’t reply on her text the a while ago. "Siguro busy.. Mamaya nalang ulet.." she told herself. She was thinking about what just happened at the movie house. How childish on how he handled her. So childish. 12 midnight and has still no reply. She waited, waited, until the morning. But unfortunately, 0 messages. In the morning at the dorm, everyone was present while Wookie made breakfast for them. Heechul didn’t mention to Teukie how he had this encounter with Rin last night. He tried to keep it to himself. Until a silly 5 year old opened up the conversation. "Hyung~ nag text sakin si.... Mamaya daw 5pm same time same place" There was an uproar at the table as the whole pack teases him. "Kulit nun~~ sayo pa nga nagtext. Sabihin mo di na tuloy, masama pakiramdam ko"  Donghae grabbed his phone, at the same time; Eunhyuk was peeking cutely as he flickered his hand on donghae's shoulder. "Ikaw ha? Busy mo may time ka sa pagdadate? buti kapa?" said Kyuhyun. Leeteuk was just listening. Trying not to blend with their teasing session. "Wala lang yun, di seryoso.." while drinking his juice, as he was trying to avoid Siwon's coffee. "May sineryoso ka naba?"  It was Hyukjae, who barely speak when it’s about Heechul. "Ya~~~" was pouting his lips while he mouthed something distinctively. Hyukjae became silent. But the rest weren't especially Donghae who was his singing part on Y while grabbing his cookie in the cookie jar. YeWook on their usual morning routine, vocalizing, while KyuMin tries to practice their part on the dance break. Heechul left the kitchen to unwind by the balcony. He didn’t want to go further as the fans might see him.  Hyukjae got a point there. Never in his entire long list of ex girlfriends did he ever think seriously and wholeheartedly. By the time that he would try to commit and be genuine, the girl that he ever wanted was already taken.

He admitted to himself finally. "Kung kelan naman ready na ako.."  ... "Bakit wrong timing ba?" A man of his age appeared from his back. “Seeing someone already?" He sat on the couch next to Heechul. "No... " "I know you, you want to see someone, but something was holding you back?" "Wrong, someone was holding me.. back" he said to himself. "Ani, ah why it’s all about me? Anyway... I saw Rin at the movie house last night...” "Oh that?" Leeteuk just smiled. "Anong ibig sabihin ng pag ngiti mo? hindi mo ba alam na pupunta siya duon?" "Alam.. She texted me... " Leeteuk was acting like a douche, Heechul's previous occupation. "Then what?" Leeteuk was trying to sway the topic off his skin. "Wala... I’m going back to Kitchen... Halika tulungan mo magtabi si Donghae...” He left Heechul thinking about the reasons behind that mischievous smile. He told him about seeing Rin, but why wouldn’t he care? As a good member of the house, he obeyed Teukie and helped Donghae, who was playing with Eunhyuk's blonde hair while he was spraying colored hair spray to it. "Tumigil na nga kayo...” Heechul was irritated by the fact that he was not living with men inside that dorm, but with kids. They went to practice after lunch. Leeteuk went somewhere that was bogus to them. When he returned, he ordered the group to change their cell phone numbers. It was usually a call that every 3 months they have to change due to security reasons. Surprisingly, everyone agreed except Heechul. " Ayoko... " "Kim Hee Chul" Leeteuk doesn’t want to be agitated by Heechul's hard head. "Wag niyo akong pilitin.. pinapahirapan niyo lang ako" Although Leeteuk was in total control, he just let this brat defy him once. He didn’t force him, but eventually he would change it in the future. COMEBACK: SUPER JUNIOR. There was a long line at Hottracks down by Seoul. Super Junior was making a history again. Rin lined up together with Madie and ELFs as they waited for the official release. She hasn’t talk to Leeteuk for quite a while now, which she totally understood the entire comeback thing and everyone was on their own businesses.

Madie was happily resting after being in line for a while when Rin came with a frown on her face.

“Nagkahiwalay tayo… daming tao.. teka nakuha mo ba yung cover na gusto mo?”

“Nagkagulo sa loob, nasingitan ako… siyempre pinasingit ko hindi ko naman sila maintindihan. Pagdating ko sa counter wala ng Leeteuk cover... tapos random nalang yung binigay sa akin... isaoli ko kaya?”

It would be a never ending complains.

“Eh sino ba kase yung nakuha mo?”

Rin took out the CD out of its bag and showed it to Madie.

“Seriously?” Madie was half laughing so it wouldn’t bother Rin that much.

It was Kim Hee Chul. Out of the 9 remaining members she got Kim Hee Chul, damn, almighty chances.

“It’s been RinChul nowadays ah?”

Rin did not like what was happening.

“Gusto mong isaoli tara...” Madie acted as if she didn’t say anything prior to that. “Tara…” Since she didn’t like the cover as well.

But the time that they turned around, groups of ELFs went on line causing her to delay her exchange.

“Saka nalang kapag wala ng mga tao... uwi nalang tayo.” She gave up.

She was upset until they reached the hotel.

“Wag kanang malungkot, bukas sasamahan kita.. don’t open the album masasauli pa natin yan..”

“buti kapa Masaya ka sa sayo.. oh well”

She was laying down on her bed and was staring at the cover.

“Ano ba gusto mo? Away oh sapak! Nakakainis!’

She was holding a cup saucer and intentionally threw it to the album. It accidently slashed the front cover causing it to have damage.

“Oh damn, I was just kidding?”

Since there’s no way out, she just accepted that it was meant for her, and just going to buy many Leeteuk’s the next morning.

She explored the inside.

“Puro pacute.. wala man lang magandang anggulo.. tsk pero mas okay ka sa picture ah… ”

Until she dropped one piece of Heechul’s thank you bromide from inside.

It shook her big-time. Heechul wasn’t directly looking at her. Why it suddenly hit her veins. Why Kim Heechul was making her weak? Until she recalled what happened at the movie house. She tried to brush it off by hitting her cheeks, but it was no use.

            The group began their promotions on various music shows. It was a very tight schedule. Pre recordings, radio shows, variety shows. It was like scraping their own strength but they stood on each shows like they weren’t drained, especially Teukie who just recovered from over fatigue.

            On each shows, Rin was there. It was the closest way that she could see Leeteuk and her nemesis Heechul who always gets in the way of her view of Leeteuk.

“Give me a break! Stop blocking my view” as she nimble to her frustration.

            The show has ended. Leeteuk kept leaving her phone at the waiting room. Heechul picked it up and gave it to Leeteuk.

“I believe you should not just toss your phone anywhere you feel like tossing it? “

“salamat..”

            Leeteuk was weird during the past few days, Heechul could notice it himself.  He became moody and careless… even at home. He doesn’t hear Leeteuk playing piano, he doesn’t see him petting Heebum when he gets home, and one more thing… he doesn’t see him talking to Rin anymore.

            After the pre recording, Heechul decided to separate himself from the group and took his own car. He left the pre recording first causing him to fail to attend sukira with other members.

He went outside Rin’s hotel room.

“unknown number calling”

As it appeared on Rin’s phone.

“Unknown?”

She answered the phone, expecting it to be Leeteuk.

“Lumabas ka may sasabihin ako..”

“Hee Chul?”

“Kaboses ko ba si Leeteuk?”

She finally opened the door with too much wrinkle of frustrations written on her face.

“ Anong ginagawa mo dito?”

“Hindi mo ba ako papasukin?”

“HOY! Ang kapal naman ng leader jacket mo! Wala pa akong pinapapasok na lalaki sa hotel room ko, kahit si Leeteuk! “

But Heechul insisted and pushed her off her own door and went in.

“ You’re so arrogant! And rude!”

“I get those all the time that I’m immune to it..” he sat on Rin’s pink couch.

“ano ba kaseng pinunta mo dito!”

“Magpapahinga..”

“Ha? Feeling close ka masyado.. umalis kana kaya dito?”

“Sinong mas rude sa ginagawa mo?”

He saw his album cover sitting by Rin’s table by the kitchen.

“Oh.. ako yun ah? Di ko alam fan pala kita?”

  “Ows? Alam mo kung gusto mo talaga akong asarin, wag kanang mageffort.. mukha mo palang nabanas nako sa totoo lang..”

Heechul stood up from the couch and faced Rin.

“Parehas pala tayo… Saka no wonder you had my album jacket.. para palagi mo akong makita?”

Rin was about to give him an air punch when he held her hand, subconsciously. Both were frozen at that moment.

They went all panicky and shy towards each other. Rin was brushing her hand due to unexplainable notion until Heechul broke the awkward feeling.

“Di pa kayo nagkakausap ni Jungsoo?” trying to elevate the situation into something not so obvious and awkward.

“.. bakit?”

“…”

“Bakit nga?”

Heechul took out a piece of laminated ID card out of his right pocket that says “ 무대 뒤 입장권” .

“ Mnet countdown bukas.. pumunta ka gate 3, duon ang backstage passes…”

He left the hotel with a bang on the door. Rin was staring at the card blankly, she don’t know what to do.

MNET COUNTDOWN.

            As usual many ELFs came early in the day. Rin was carrying the ID while she walked with Madie down the hall. There were 7 gates open, categorized by eligibility in  Hangul. But she remembered what Heechul said... Gate 3. It took her a moment to reach that gate, since she was with Madie they would try to sneak her in. they were stopped by a custodian. He was asking for an ID. Rin got in, while Madie was left outside, like a poor fan girl.

            The backstage was full of people. Being a foreigner surrounded by Koreans she didn’t mind but it seemed more of agoraphobia. Or was she just too tensed to talk to Leeteuk, after a long time.

Since she was part of the backstage pass clan they were asked to sit by the side of the stage. They have monitors so they can see and until they finish the whole thing and meet the stars later.

As expected SJ won number one, during broadcast while Leeteuk was giving thank you’s, Heechul went on the back of him.

“She’s on backstage, you should meet her after” as he whispered.

            Teukie was shocked. Although it was unnoticeable in the camera, he continued saying his speech until encore when all were singing Mr. Simple, he left the stage. Heechul was eagerly watching.

            Teukie reached their dressing room took his stuff and hurriedly went by the hall. But Rin was there, by the exit door.

“Teukie?”

The moment froze for a moment.  The longing has stirred really fast that something was ceasing Leeteuk from moving. He stared at her long enough, until was broken by the call of his manager.

“Leeteuk-sshi.. ppali~ppali”

He was ordering him to go straight to the parking and leave. He has radio show after so he was in a hurry. He turned his head towards the door, exploiting the moment that he could actually touch, talk and see her after the long rough weeks of promotions and comeback.

Rin just stood there; it was like a slap in the face to be ignored just like that. Without knowing, teardrops came escaping her eyes.  

She was wiping her tears when someone grabbed her wrist and dragged her away from there. They reached a small narrow alley of the building.

“bitawan mo ako…” she said while trying to contain her tears.

Rin removed Heechul’s grip away from her wrist.

“ano bang ginagawa mo? Bakit mo ako dinala dito?”

Heechul was not talking.

“ Cause someone might see you there…” he finally answered.

“Siguro sinadya mo ito no? Masaya kana kase nag mukhang akong tanga?”

Heechul couldn’t speak a single word.

“Hindi niya ako pinansin, Masaya kana? Ha? Masaya kana??”

Rin was struggling on expressing how she felt at that moment. She couldn’t cry. Heechul took her hand and hit himself with it.

“Ayan, sige hampasin mo ako, isisi mo sa akin ang lahat,  ilabas mo lahat at wag mong pigilan..  umiyak ka kung gusto mo..” you can tell he was on the midst of tearing.

He was still holding her forearms as he was hitting himself. Rin broke down in tears and stumbled on Heechul’s arms. It was odd that the only person that could give her comforting feelings was Kim Hee Chul himself, the person who she thought was born to make her annoyed all the time.

The two had decided to drink by the nearest SoJu house. Rin was love deprived and told Heechul she would treat him two sets of sojus for being nice today. Heechul was watching the females looking at him as if he was being recognized. He took off his braid, and put his hoodie on.

  “okay ka lang?”

Rin kept drinking.

“wag mo na akong pansinin.. dali uminom ka kasama ko!”

“Nag withdraw na ako sa paginom.”

“Eh anong gagawin ko sa lahat ng ito? Ako lahat iinom?”

“ Natural.. ikaw nagorder at magbabayad niyan eh…”

“Eh para sayo to eh!”

            But she keeps drinking and drinking, and there’s no way Heechul could handle her away from alcohol or else he’ll get punches from this woman. Few minutes later, Heechul received a call from Donghae.

“Hyung~~ saan kana?”

“Ah mauna na kayo sa dorm.. I brought my own car…sige na”

            When he came back, Rin’s face was laying flat on the table.

“ hoy… okay ka lang?”

He was poking her arm and suddenly she stuck her head out.

“Dapat diba handa ako kase alam ko naman mangyayari to? Ah pagnabulag ka na.. wala kanang maiisip… diba?”

You can tell she was drunk, totally drunk.

“Aba malay ko.. hindi pa naman ako nabulag eh..  ngayon palang…siguro…” Heechul said with few pauses as if he was trying not to get noticed by his words.

Intoxicated Rin wouldn’t notice what he was blabbering.

“Kim Hee Chul… Kim Hee Chul.. di pa pinapanganak yung taong makakatalo sayo…yung taong mas hihigit sa kagandahan mo.. di kapa nabulag? Gusto ko makitang mabulag ka… pero pano kaya kung ikaw s Leeteuk no? tapos ikaw yung minahal ko? sasaktan mo rin kayo ako ng ganon lang?”

She collapsed on Heechul’s arms.

“I think she was born already and i found her na… pero just one more thing,  hindi ako kagaya ni Leeteuk at handa akong patunayan yan…”

He said as the drunken Rin had roped her arms around his waist.

[chasing701]

HEECHUL X RIN x LEETEUK/ TOOTOOT FAMILEE-BOG. FANFIC

PART 1

“aray” sabi niya sa sarili.

Sa hindi niya inaasahang pagkakataon, may biglang humawak sa kamay niya na kasalukuyan din nakahawak sa ulo niyang natamaan.

“Gwaenchanayo?”

Tanong ng isang lalaking pamilyar sa kanya. SOBRANG PAMILYAR.

PART 2

“No.. its not.. ah I’ll take you.. can i?” tanong ulit ni leeteuk.

“sobra na.. nakitulog na nga ako tapos hahatid mo pako. Shet, pano ba ito.” Sabi ulit ni Rin sa isip.

“ I don’t like a no answer. “ sabi ulit ni leeteuk. Pahirapan ng tangihan.

PART 3

  “Maybe I should take you at the back door of your hotel; it’s not safe here to be seen by the fans”

Part 4

Rin went out extremely pissed. But Heechul have a point there. Halfway out Heechul’s door, she whispered something. “Gomapsumnimda…” and turned her head away from Heechul.

Part 5

Madie was trying to alleviate her friend’s sadness but she couldn’t. But she initiated a topic that had marked on Rin’s mind.

“it seems like… si Heechul.. sobra yung.. pag aalala kay Leeteuk.. parang magkapatid. Pero kanina.. hindi ko mapaliwanag yung nakapatingin siya sayo sa labas.. ewan ko ha? Pero bakit ganon?”

“Anong ibig mong sabihin?”

“ It seems like he was hiding something from you? Very affectionate kase yung mga tingin niya? Posible kayang… may gusto siya sayo?”

PART 6

Rin felt uneasy as Madie kept blurting her thoughts about Heechul. " May gusto...? Wala yun Tuwing nagkikita nga kame parang magpapatayan kame on the spot Kaya imposibleng magkakagusto yun sa akin saka besides that Yung mga ganung lalaki aabutin ng ilang dekada bago makahanap ng karelasyon ugali palang panalo na.. " Rin didn’t realize that Madie's eyes were completely fixed on her while she was explaining continuously.

"hinay hinay lang.. Hinga naman... Pero bakit.. ang defensive mo? Ikaw ha!!" Madie joked as she shrugged her shoulder in disbelief on witnessing what her friend was showing. They finally arrived at the hotel.  "Alam mo ba, nung na nahimatay si eeteuk.. nagkatingan kame ni HyukJae?" Rin was too busy thinking about what Madie said about Heechul to notice her talking.  "Hoy! Okay ka lang?" "Oo naman... nagaalala lang ako kay Leeteuk.” she lied again.

The day ended rough. She kept checking the clock. She couldn’t call Leeteuk or even see him. They restricted fans outside dorm for a while so it wouldn’t be bothersome to the members. Days passed, Leeteuk was coping. Rin was hoping. Until, she couldn’t take it anymore. Her fidgety took over her mind. She went to SJ’s dorm sneakily.  She was about to knock on the dorm's wooden door when it suddenly opened up. "Rin?" Surprised yet sort of irritated.  "Asan si Leeteuk? Andiyan ba siya?" "... anong ginagawa mo dito? " Heechul dragged her inside and took a look outside their door in case someone was around. " What are you thinking showing up here , Even Knocking on our door?" "Gusto ko lang puntahan si Leeteuk.. " " nasa kwarto niya.." Heechul stood still by the door as Rin treaded her way to Leeteuk’s room. She paused, and then knocked. The door was broken open. "Teukie..?" She tried to peek her head through the slight opening, but someone had seized her head into a hug. He was wearing a white v neck tee and a white pajama. Rin could inhale his sweet smell despite being at home resting since yesterday. She hugged him back. "Glad you are here...” he whispered. "Nagulat naman ako sayo.. bakit di ka nagpapahinga?" They sat at leeteuk's white bed. "Kagabi pa ako nakahiga.. Gusto ko naman ma stretch yung katawan ko... Wag kang magaalala okay nako.. " "Pag sinasabi mong okay ka na.. Parang hindi.. Hindi nako basta maniniwala.." "Sorry ha? hindi tayo masyadong nagkikita.. Pero Rin may ipapakausap ako sayo.. wag kang basta bastang pupunta dito sa dorm.. baka may makakita sayo.. “He put his hand on Rin's cheek. "Sorry din, makulit kase ako eh... I can’t even contain myself from thinking about you.. Lalo pa ngayon.. may sakit ka.. And I don’t even know what to do you make you feel better.. I feel disabled...” "Dont worry about anything... sapat na yung pagmamahal mo.." "Opo.. Kumain kana?" "yes mam.." Rin was nodding to show that she was satisfied by what Leeteuk said. Until the atmosphere changed as Leeteuk was about to kiss her.

Then creaky sound was bounded by the door, as someone pushed it. "Jung soo~~ .." Before Heechul could finish his words, and before the couple could reach their momentum... They broke apart. They tried to act as if something was not intended to happen. "Mian~~" Heechul turned his head away. "Okay lang.. Ano ba yun?" Rin was just facing Leeteuk, with her hands covering her face, embarrassed. Smiling as if something really funny has happen. "Papaalam lang sana ako.. Aalis ako.. Maiiwan ka magisa.." "Oh... Sige. Okay naman na ako eh.. Maraming salamat.." Heechul finally turned away and left. "Oh bakit natawa ka?" Leeteuk was smiling too. "Nakakahiya.. Sige na aalis narin pala ako.. Baka dumating pa yung mga member... Masaya nako nakita kita.." Leeteuk was pouting like a kid. Obviously, he doesn’t want her to go yet. "Have to.. Gaya ng sabi mo... Baka may makakita sakin?" She bent her body and lean her lips at Leeteuk's forehead. "Ayan..." "...." She thrived her way at Leeteuk's door, as they both got up from bed while holding each other's hand.  He led her at the door as they said goodbyes and Rin continued her way out of the dorm.

She reached the 2nd floor pavement and a breeze of vibe was present as she saw Heechul standing by the staircase.  She was avoiding him as she passed him while taking the first step down. He spoke. "Next time control your fidgety... wag kang basta basta pupunta dito na hindi namin nalalaman.. " Rin continued walking, trying not to listen, as he might pissed her again. "Ang hirap kase sa inyo.. Hindi na kase pwede pinipilit pa.." A sudden palpitation was encountered by her upon hearing those coming from Heechul.  "Ano? Pakiulit nga?" She retreated back to where Heechul was standing. "Bakit ko uulitin?" Heechul was trying to avoid Rin's sharp burning eyes. "Pinipilit? Ganon mo ba ako kakilala para sabihan mo ako ng ganyan?" Heechul was muffled. "Hindi ko alam kung anong tumatakbo sa isip mo.. pero sana rin iniisip mo kung anong sasabihin mo.. Kim Hee Chul.." Heechul turned his head opposite to Rin as she walked away banging her feet while walking in frustration. Until she reached the lobby. "Kahit kelan wala akong pinipilit.. Kim Hee Chul masakit yun.." Heechul's words had struck deep in her heart. Knowing that their relationship was like a closed ended question. Maybe what Hee said was just a blah for him, but for Rin it was a big deal. It could also be a wakeup call that she was being ambitious that this kind of relationship would work. Meanwhile, Leeteuk was alone at the dorm. Increasingly coping better since he saw Rin. He was fixing something at the kitchen when a series of knocks made him discontinue from working. Two gentlemen were standing by the door. It took him a second to realize that it was their CEO Lee Soo Man and their Manager Minhyuk. "Oh Leeteuk"  Soo Man greeted him happily. "Seonsaengnim.. Pasok po kayo.." He guided them inside the dorm. Although Ryeowook had cleaned the house the other day, it has came as a surprise that the dorm looks clean. Soo man doesn’t go to their dorm oftenly as possible that’s why it was unexpected to see him there. Leeteuk was almost panicking preparing something for the CEO, but he calmed him down. "Leeteuk~sshi.. Go sit down right here... You dont have to worry about me... " Leeteuk sat by the couch shyly. "Dapat nga nagpapahinga ka.. I asked Minhyuk to clear your sched for 5 days.. Magpahinga ka lang.." "5 days? Ilang linggo nalang po.. Comeback na.." "Wag mo munang isipin ang comeback.. magpahinga ka.. " "Mr. Lee..." "I made my decision. It’s final.. " Leeteuk would not have a choice but to agree. He could do more practices on that five days, but Soo man's decision was his decision and no one should defy it. The presence of Soo Man was obviously  becoming awkward to Leeteuk. Although he has known Soo Man for a while, there was always been a wall between them. Suddenly the old guy spoke. "Naaalala mo paba yung napagusapan natin noon? Jung soo~?" "Ano po yun?~" " Masyado naba akong maraming nasabi sayo... At parang hindi mo na maalala?" "Hindi naman po.. Pasensiya napo kayo.." Leeteuk was bowing his head. The spoiler of the moment has suddenly arrived as Soo Man asked him a very sensitive question.. "Are you seeing someone? At this moment?" It was a question that could only be answered by a yes or a no. First time Soo Man personally asked him about this issue. "yes.. " Leeteuk answered firmly. "End it.. It wouldn’t be a nice thing for you nor the group to be carrying during the promotions.." " Mr. Lee...” he tried to plea. "Do as I said." Case closed. No buts and other explanations. He knows what a Lee Soo Man could do, he had done those so many times to other members that Leeteuk already know what would happen next.  No..

Rin should be spared, but how?

-END of PART 6-

[chasing701]

RIN x LEETEUK/ TOOTOOT FAMILEE-BOG. FANFIC

PART 1

“aray” sabi niya sa sarili.

Sa hindi niya inaasahang pagkakataon, may biglang humawak sa kamay niya na kasalukuyan din nakahawak sa ulo niyang natamaan.

“Gwaenchanayo?”

Tanong ng isang lalaking pamilyar sa kanya. SOBRANG PAMILYAR.

PART 2

“No.. its not.. ah I’ll take you.. can i?” tanong ulit ni leeteuk.

“sobra na.. nakitulog na nga ako tapos hahatid mo pako. Shet, pano ba ito.” Sabi ulit ni Rin sa isip.

“ I don’t like a no answer. “ sabi ulit ni leeteuk. Pahirapan ng tangihan.

PART 3

  “Maybe I should take you at the back door of your hotel; it’s not safe here to be seen by the fans”

Part 4

Rin went out extremely pissed. But Heechul have a point there. Halfway out Heechul’s door, she whispered something. “Gomapsumnimda…” and turned her head away from Heechul.

PART 5

It was sarcasm, but she bet Heechul didn’t get what she was trying to convey.

She sat on the couch again, relieved. But someone was keying on the door once more she ran off inside Heechul's room. " What are you doing?" "Someone is opening the door, again.."

You could tell how much annoyed Heechul was.. He checked it, and found out it was Teukie. "Heechul ~~ah.. Where's Rin?" while handing him a combo of Bulgogi and bibimbap. Heechul was pointing his lips to his room. He took the bag and brought it to the kitchen. Leeteuk as the same time has followed his direction and  found Rin sitting on Heechul's bed. "Anong nangyari? Bakit ka nandito?" "Dumating kase si donghae..  dito lang ako nagtago.." Leeteuk remained silent, though he was actually showing displeasure that faded once he spoke. "Tara let's go out.." He grabbed her hand and held on tight. There Heechul was making himself feel at ease eating his combo food, while the two was sitting at the living room. "Sorry to keep you waiting.. ang dami kase naming pinagusapan.. kulang nalang duon na kame patirahin.." "Ano kaba? Okay lang no.. " "So are you still up for a dinner? Are you tired?" "Of course i want dinner, kanina pa ako gutom.. And no Mister.. I'm not tired" she smiled widely.  "Then, let's go.. I'll bring you somewhere.." It was kind of a long journey, and during the entire time, Leeteuk was holding Rin's hand. Leeteuk's soft hand glided off hers upon reaching the place. "We are here.."  They got off the car and walked through the gate of the private property. It wasnt like an "all perfect place" to spend with someone. It was like an undeveloped park that has been abandoned for quite a while.  "The group is losing time to improve this place.." Both sat on a concrete bench near the center of the entire block. "The group owned this place?" "Yes, napagusapan namin na bumili ng property na mapupuntahan namin in case you know... kunwari vacation. Wala lang kameng time na ayusin to. It’s a shame nakababa na ang araw.. Di mo na makikita yung ganda niya.." Leeteuk was being serious about it. This must be extremely a special place for the group. It was like the foundation of their friendship, the family. That in spite of being neglected at this moment, it would never be broken down. They went on a few walks, and they reached the house. This time it was different, the house was well kept. It was like a mini mansion. They went inside, there was dinner table, completed with candlelight and other dinner ornaments. "Alam ko gutom kana...” Leeteuk assisted her to her seat, making her feel like a real princess of this mansion. But she noticed that Leeteuk was having this habit of touching his head, as if something hurts? "It was actually really pretty here indeed, and comfy.." trying to act as if she's not aware of leeteuk's sudden action. Leeteuk grabbed some food from the kitchen. It was a self proclaimed food but Rin knew he didnt cook those. They ate the entire time with few chats in between. Leeteuk was about to get up to get something when he suddenly gripped tightly on the table cloth as if he was going to fall down. Rin was alarmed. "Are you okay?" she went past the distance and held tightly on Leeteuk’s shoulder to support him. "I’m okay.." denied Leeteuk, while guiding himself as well to the nearest chair. "Ano bang nagyayari sayo? Kanina mo paba nararamdaman yan?" "Nahilo lang siguro ako.. It's okay.." "when's the last time you went to see a doctor? Leeteuk, im worried.. You keep touching your head eversince kanina.." "Okay lang ako.. Swear.." "Of course you're not! Kung may bora ka tomorrow please try not to go.. Magpahinga ka nalang.. " Rin thought about today, if only she knew this would happen she could've told him to just stay home with Heechul. "Maybe we should leave later, magpahinga ka muna dito." She sat beside him as he rested on the couch. She wouldn’t let him drive, the only person that can help them at this moment was Heechul.  She took Leeteuk's phone and browsed through the names. It was filed under Members, gladly she felt as it was written in English. But the names are odd, she could read Hangul but some were just too weird. There was myeolchi, nappeunmaknae, and some were comprehensive to read. She saw the name 희 for sure it was Heechul. It was the only name that doesn’t have a codename.  The phone rang. "yoboseyo..?" It was a soft voice that she heard on the phone. "Heechul, we need you.. Can you go? Please?" The next thing she knew, Heechul was there at the door after half an hour. "Ano bang nangyari..?" The two were talking outside the living room, so Teuk would not hear them.  "Thank you dahil nandito ka.." "Next time.. Pag niyaya ka niya, tanggihan mo naman.. Masikretong tao yan si Jung soo, di mo alam kung kelan may sakit o wala." He sounded like he was scolding a teenager for not telling him where they went. "Hindi ko alam, pasensiya.." "Ayusin mo na gamit niyo.. We are going back to Seoul" They assisted teuk on his way to Heechul's van and decided to leave Leeteuk's car there and have it towed the next day back to Seoul. The couple sat at the back, while Heechul was driving. Rin was holding leeteuk's hand while he leaned toward her shoulder as he sleeps. Heechul was constantly looking at rearview mirror and couldn’t help but to take a glimpse of look on Rin's worried face. He felt desirous seeing this, and he didn’t know why. They arrived first at Rin's hotel.  "Heechul.. Maraming salamat... Kung wala ka siguro hindi ko na alam gagawin ko.." He put the automatic transmission to drive mode and released the hand break.  "You don’t have to say thank you, it’s not that I'm not obligated to do this. Ingat ka" The van went off fast. "Ingat din..." The only words she could whisper as the van flew past her. She couldn’t sleep, it was like a mixture of anxiety and uneasiness. She wanted to call and check, but she knew it wouldn’t work because she might steal a worthy minute that he should be resting instead. Heechul helped Teukie walk until they reached the leader's room. He laid him flat on his bed. Then he went to grab some medicine as he already knew what the leader was experiencing knowing that this had happened before. The other members have no idea and were at the peak of their resting moments.  Leeteuk was whispering Rin's name, but only Heechul was there to console his sleeping and sick friend. "sushh.. I took her to the hotel.. She's safe.. Dont worry, just take a rest.." Uneasiness became obscured when Heechul told him that. He turned off the lights and let Leeteuk sleep in peace.  The next morning the members were gathered together in the middle of the living room. Waiting for each other to finish preparing so they could go to the recordings together. Heechul stood by the door unprepared. "Where's Eeteuk hyung? Hyung.. ? bakit di kapa nakabihis?".  Asked donghae while having this doubtful face. " Si jungsoo may sakit, mauna na kayo.. Paparesched ko nalang yung samin, kailangan niya ng kasama dito.." "Okay naba siya?" asked Hyuk. ".. He’s sleeping soundly.. so di ko pa na checheck.. I'll let you guys know kung anong mangyayari.." The pack had left the dorm and Heechul was with leeteuk. He fell asleep on the couch, trying to regain the strength that he lost last night by looking after Leeteuk. "Dapat yung girlfriend mo gumagawa nito eh" he was sleep talking.  Leeteuk heard that, he was already up by the time Heechul was just laying on the couch.  "Silly.. hindi ko naman sinabing alagaan mo ako, it just came from you spontaneously" He took a blanket from his room and laid it on Heechul. "Pero salamat.." Heechul was awakened by loud cooking noise from the kitchen. He found Leeteuk cooking the "ready to cook" bulgogi from the refrigerator. "Jungsoo.. Anong ginagawa mo?" He noticed the blanket that was snuggled on him. Though he tossed it off him after. "I’m cooking.. Lunch natin.." " what are you talking about? Are you insane? Go back to bed pahinga mo ngayon!" He was smiling while frying the meat. " Niloloko mo ba ko? Alam mo naman siguro kung anong nangyari sayo kagabi diba? Bahala ka sa buhay mo!" He stormed out of the kitchen. He didn’t want to expand his frustration since Leeteuk was not even listening. " Heechul talaga, he's not my girlfriend but he was acting like one.." He continued cooking for the group's lunch. Everything went well the whole day. But at 8pm, Leeteuk decided to leave. "Jungsoo.. Saan ka pupunta?" "Bora.." "Ano? Ano ba yang nasa isip mo? Magpahinga ka ngayon.. Bukas yung recording natin.. Pinaresched ko na.." "Hindi pwede.. Oo nga pala.. Pag tumawag si Rin.. Sabihin mo nagpapahinga ako.. Iiwan ko sayo tong cellphone ko.." "Magsisinungaling ka? Eh alam mo naman makikita at makikita ka niya sa KTR" "Bahala na.. Sige" Teukie left the dorm. It was raining nonstop and Heechul was worried about his friend.  On Rin, she couldn’t decide if she would call or not. But she really wanted to check Leeteuk. She mediated to call. Heechul answered it. "Nagpapahinga kase siya.." "Mabuti naman.. Kala ko magbobora nanaman siya.." Heechul choked in conscience. "Ahh.." like he was trying to say something. "Sige pala naiistorbo na kita.. Salamat" Rin shut the conversation because she knew Heechul wouldn’t stand her and they might get annoyed with each other. "Right.. i was about to tell you he went to bora! Thanks for shutting me down.." Heechul smirked.  Leeteuk drove to kbs and he knew he was feeling a little odd again. He knew he rested for a little bit but he usually does that but now he had reached the limit.     His severe headache had caused him to pull over and rested for a few minutes, and then continued his way to the radio show. Rin watched the raindrops as it hits her hotel window. No wonder she was feeling a little bit different this morning, added to that was the anxiety and worries about Leeteuk. She really wanted to see Leeteuk. and a day without seeing him was like a day of dreadful thoughts and loneliness.  Leeteuk reached 2nd Lobby. Just about the time that he would be entering KTR's door, his strength weakens and fell on the ground. Hyuk jae, who was getting ready for the show saw his hyung as he chopped down. Madie was also there, as she was picking up her sister's approved leave form. She ran along with Hyukjae.  "Call them inside, dali"  Hyukjae looked at Madie with troubled eyes. It was the first time Madie saw him that close. But she shouldn’t think about this at this moment. She ran to the staffs and asked for help. A minute later, an ambulance has reached 2nd lobby. They brought Leeteuk to SM's private hospital. Hyukjae and Madie remained at KTR. The staffs were on panic and the Bora would start in just few minutes. Madie at the same was also panicking. She saw how horrible Leeteuk looked like when he passed out a while ago. She decided to call  Rin. "Hello.. " " Rin.. Si Madie to.. Andito ako sa KTR. Si leeteuk eh.. Ngayon lang.. Sinugod sa hospital.." Rin was frozen.She was frozen for a while until she went back to her senses as she shoved herself through the rain, just to meet with Madie.  Madie was apprehensively waiting outside. Hyukjae on the other hand told the listeners that Leeteuk have a commitment prior to the radio show and might not make it. During talk break, Hyukjae saw Madie as she stood patiently and anxiously by the control room. "Are you okay?" Hyukjae was approaching her. "Ah.. Okay lang ako.. Salamat.." Hyukjae grabbed a pack of Klenex on his left pocket. "here.. " "Para saan?" "Mukha kaseng tense na tense ka.. pinagpapawisan kana.. Sige.." Hyukjae left and went back inside. Madie felt like someone knocked her off her feet but ironically stood there with blank expression.  Rin came. She saw Madie standing like a pole by the control room. "Madie.." "Rin.. " Madie and Rin went to SMPH. They didn’t see any trace of anyone they know like the members, managers. They went inside. There were few people by the hospital lobby. But they couldnt recognize a single person.  By the stairs, Madie recognized a fine man she always sees during Bora. Manager MinHyuk.

“Rin.. halika… nakilala ko yung lalaki.. sundan natin.”

They went upstairs and finally found teukie’s room. It was a window bound ward, you can see the inside. Both Rin and Madie stood a little bit far away from it. They saw the Manager Hyung inside and talking to the doctor. Rin was about to step forward, but Madie stopped her.  

“ wag Rin…”

She restrained herself from moving forward. A few minutes later, Heechul came. She was surprised. Although they couldn’t over hear what the Manager and Heechul was talking about, at least they could read their facial expression. The Manager left, Heechul was left alone. He stood outside the ward door trying to contact the members until Rin grabbed the opportunity and approached him, he was startled. "Anong ginagawa mo dito??"  Heechul asked. His veins levitated upon seeing her. "You lied to me! Sabi mo nagpapahinga siya! " Rin was about to smack him with her hand but he held her as his defense. "Ano bang ginagawaa mo dito? Pano kapag may nakakita sayo?" "Wala akong pakialam! Gusto kong makita si Leeteuk.." "Kung sa sarili mo wala kang pakialam, pwes sa kanya dapat meron.. What if our manager came back, then you start appearing here? Stop being compulsive..." "Gusto ko lang naman kase siyang makita.. ano bang pakialam mo?" " Pwede ba kitang makausap ng maayos,? Kung oo, kelan? Anyway, a while ago i was about to tell you he went out, but then you shut me down.. Kaya lumabas na nagsinungaling ako.." Madie stood there and saw how these two created an almost quarrel like conversation. Her jaw dropped.  Rin at the same time has decided not to buy Heechul's explanations. "Pwede ba akong pumasok" Her yearning has hyped as she saw Leeteuk woke up through the window. Without Heechul's approval, her feet voluntarily walked inside and the next thing she knew, she was holding teukie's Hand. "Bakit di ka nagpahinga? " "Nandito ka..."

You could hear the weakness in his voice. Mixing with joy and pain, Teukie tried to fake the smile as he told her he was okay. "Sorry for not listening, and having Chul lie to you.. Ayoko na magaalala ka.." he kisses her hand."Pwede bang dito ka nalang hanggang gumaling ako?" "Kung pwede lang, i dont think that's possible. Pero gusto kita talagang makasama.. Ilang linggo nalang babalik nako ng pilipinas.."  “don’t leave yet.. Not yet..”

“It’s not that easy… “

She was trying to contain her tears. Heechul on the other hand was just looking between the couple. Madie could tell that something was wrong with him. Until he went back inside and tried to have her leave.

“ .. you have to go now.. I’m pretty sure seonsangnim heard of this and he may go and visit..”

Rin didn’t listen; she was still looking at Leeteuk. Both were exchanging affectionate look with each other. Heechul didn’t like to repeat himself. He ended up half yelling.

“I told you to go!”

“You don’t have to yell Mr. I heard you!”

Rin kissed Leeteuk’s forehead and assured him that she would comeback if fate permits her to do so. She didn’t want to leave but she has to. This time she was eyeing Heechul as she went out the room. Madie was waiting for her.

The two have decided to just go. But passing through the nurses’ counter, Leeteuk’s doctor saw her came out of the room.

Both were at the taxi.

“okay ka lang?”

Madie was trying to alleviate her friend’s sadness but she couldn’t. But she initiated a topic that had marked on Rin’s mind.

“it seems like… si Heechul.. sobra yung.. pag aalala kay Leeteuk.. parang magkapatid. Pero kanina.. hindi ko mapaliwanag yung nakapatingin siya sayo sa labas.. ewan ko ha? Pero bakit ganon?”

“Anong ibig mong sabihin?”

“ It seems like he was hiding something from you? Very affectionate kase yung mga tingin niya? Posible kayang… may gusto siya sayo?”

-end of part 5- 

[chasing701]

RIN x LEETEUK/ TOOTOOT FAMILEE-BOG. FANFIC

PART 1

“aray” sabi niya sa sarili.

Sa hindi niya inaasahang pagkakataon, may biglang humawak sa kamay niya na kasalukuyan din nakahawak sa ulo niyang natamaan.

“Gwaenchanayo?”

Tanong ng isang lalaking pamilyar sa kanya. SOBRANG PAMILYAR.

PART 2

“No.. its not.. ah I’ll take you.. can i?” tanong ulit ni leeteuk.

“sobra na.. nakitulog na nga ako tapos hahatid mo pako. Shet, pano ba ito.” Sabi ulit ni Rin sa isip.

“ I don’t like a no answer. “ sabi ulit ni leeteuk. Pahirapan ng tangihan.

PART 3

“Maybe I should take you at the back door of your hotel; it’s not safe here to be seen by the fans”

PART 4

Leeteuk went at the back of the hotel luckily nobody was there. It was like their savior. She was saying thank you to it multiple times in her head. She entered her hotel room with a big smile on her face. She didn’t even had the chance to eat the custard pie that leeteuk bought her.

            It was past 3am and the memories of them together remained fresh. Rin even avoided Tumblr to discreet questions about her vacation. But she decided to open her skype, in case she would catch her mom online, but it seemed like someone else was waiting for her.

 “OI ANG TAGAL KITANG INANTAY SA TUMBLR TAPOS DITO KAPA PALA SA SKYPE MAHAHANAP”

It was Honey.

 “hi my labs.. miss moko?”

She was trying to act all cool.

“…”

“ee kase as in naging busy ako since lumapag ako dito.. sensya kung di kagad nakapagparamdam,,”

“ HONEY CALLING”

“.. omg ito na.. “

She answered the call and a sudden loud voice came across the line.

“KWENTO KA NAMAN.. ANO BA NAKITA MO ANG SUPER JUNIOR? OKAY KA NAMAN DIYAN DI BA? SAKA NASA HOTEL KANA…..”

“honey my labs.. isa isa lang ang tanong, wag mokong bombahin baka lalo di ko masagot yang mga tanong mo…”

“eh ikaw nman kase tama bang wag mag OL? Pero di nga nakita mo na sila? Sabi mo unang una among pupunta yung kbs?”

"well... uyy honey sayo ko lang to sasabihin ha? pag lumabas to sa tumblr or somewhere else ikaw huhuntingin ko"

She tried to get an assurance from Honey that none of this will come out.

" Eh bakit dinadate mo naba member ng Super Junior?" "Hindi naman date.. pero.. kase." Something happened on the other line. The noise had caused Rin’s ear to ring. It was weird hearing a scream-like-super-excited noise from honey.

"ANONG SABI MO? hindi date pero ano?" sobrang excited ni Honey sa susunod parang gusto niyang pumasok sa loob ng laptop. "Ehh kase.."

From there. she told everything to Honey…

"Clap, clap.. isa namang makatotohanang fanfiction mo.. Hanggang diyan ba naman? Eh you went there to enjoy hindi magsulat" sabi ni Honey. Sa timbre ng boses niya, malamang di siya naniniwala. "So hindi ka naniniwala.. wait lang ha?"  She has digged through her stuff and found her duck stationary filled with Leeteuk’s sign. She struck it to the web camera.

"Oh ayan, sinulat lang naman niya lahat ng pangalan niyo.. Isa isa. di ka parin naniniwala?"  "hindi, saan ang picture?" "e sa sobrang taranta ko susulitin ko nalang kakatingin ng personal sa kanya kesa kunan siya ng litrato. e tutal panay naman ang gala ko around Kbs building anytime pwede ko siang kunan.. Di bale next time.. talagang magpapicture ako." Next time? Meron pa kayang next time na makasama niya ng ganun ang anghel na leader?

The convo has ended and Honey finally believed what she said. It was a never ending realization that this could be a good fanfiction.  It was way too delusional and unbelievable. But a fanfiction could happen in real life too, could it? She thought about not having a trace of Super Junior for a day to unwind her thoughts. She convinced herself to walk around Namsan tower intead.

It wasn’t a bright idea, because at the end of the day.. She ended up appearing at KBS building with disappointment to herself because she broke her promise not to go there. With too much delight, there was a bora, just the right time.. " Sabi ko iiwas ako sa pagpunta dito.. Eh bakit andito parin ako? ;A; haaaaay!" she covered her face with her hands. She sat on a concrete block just a few meters away from the radio’s peek window. "Filipino ka?"

A young woman asked her. She doesn’t look Korean at all but how come she was being asked. She twisted her head to get a nicer view of the woman’s face. "Oo.. malamang ikaw din..?" "hindi.. Korean ako.. hahah ako nga pala si Madie..”

Madie offered her hand to Rin.

“Rin.. nice to meet you”

Madie sat to the other side of the concrete block. But she does look Korean. The way she dressed and how she talks.

“nakakainis naman, kung kelan paalis nako ngayon pako nakameet ng Filipino dito..”

“Ha? Saan kaba pupunta?”

“Tapos na kase bakasyon ko eh.. uwi ko sa Wednesday.. teka anong ginagawa mo dito? Wag mong sabihing nagaantay ka ng Bora? ELF ka din?.

“ Oo, nagaantay din ako ng Bora.. at oo elf din ako…Leeteuk bias.”

“ ohh ako naman si Hyukjae gusto ko.. kelan ka pa pala dito sa korea?”

“nung Thursday pa..”

“ so nakapanuod ka ng Bora nun?

“hindi nga eh, naligaw kase ako.. napunta ako sa 2nd lobby”

“Ano?  Pano ka napunta duon? Eh sobrang higpit ng security nila.. kase dun daw dumadaan sina Leeteuk at Eunhyuk after ng Bora.”

Rin nodded.

 “mabuti naman at maaga ka.. dali punta na tara dun tayo sa pinakamalapit” hinila siya ni Madie papalapit sa bintana. Walang pang tao. Isang oras pa bago ang exact radio bora.

10 minutes past, ELFs have piled up. But the two girls have claimed their spot, the BEST spot.

The crowd suddenly hyped up as the two DJs became visible through the window. It was also Hyukjae’s comeback after being gone for few long months due to SJM’s promotions in Taiwan. Madie was almost bawling when she saw Hyukjae, while Rin was leaning her hand on the glass window… while gazing at leeteuk.

 “ Rin.. Okay ka lang?”

While Madie was giving her a worried yet curious face.

“ahh oo naman, medyo naiipit lang kase ako..”

She didn’t meant what she said. She didn’t mind being squished by people. But she just wanted to take that time to think about Leeteuk as a figure success that she idolized so much, not the guy that she met yesterday.

It has been an hour of tireless cheering and chanting. But a sudden disappointed sound had surrounded Rin and Madie.

“ohhhhhh nuga(who)?”

“bakit? Ano daw?” Rin asked curiously, as the words sounds foreign to her

“Di ko nga rin nagets yung sinabi eh, ang naintindihan ko lang.. may binati si Leeteuk na tao on-air.. wait icoconfirm ko”  Madie  then turned to a Korean girl standing next to her.

“nuga?”

“Rin~ah..”

Madie aimed at Rin

 “ano daw?”

“may binati nga si leeteuk on-air.. Rin ang pangalan..”

Rin’s ears popped upon hearing that. There’s no way Leeteuk would do such thing.

 “what the..” while keeping those words on her mind.

“Siguro naman hindi ikaw yung Rin nayun diba??”

She couldn’t say no, however, she couldn’t say yes too.

“Nako ako siguro yun?”

 “Kaw talaga.. lakas mong magbiro…. Hahahha”

Yes, it really sounded delusional.

It was the end of the radio show. A horde of ELFs have enclosed the two superstars. Rin was left alone on her spot.

 “Siguro nga.. panaginip lang ang lahat.. pero infairness parang totoo..”

She walked away from the area, leaving only marks of her footsteps. She also left her new found friend without her knowing.

 “Namsan Tower”

Where she could find comfort, as she wished.

Past 1AM, the Namsan tower was at its very best. There were a lot of couples. And she could appreciate the beauty of brightly lighted Seoul. She went to the locks of Love and saw a gigantic amount of couples who were extremely committed to their each and own relationships.

She sat on a bench and calmly looked at the beauty of Seoul. She felt this peaceful feeling that she has been seeking ever since she got to Korea.

 “Bukas magsisimula ako ng bago. Panaginip kung panaginip! Basta.. mageenjoy ako dito!”

She wanted to tap her back for assurance. She was about to get up when a very familiar smell had rounded her senses.

"Dito lang pala kita mahahanap..."

The guy spoke as an invisible light lit him as if it was a spotlight.

" Lee... Lee..teuk? anong ginagawa mo dito?"

She was shocked to death; you can hear it as she spoke his name shakily.

"Ayoko kaseng dumeretsyo sa Dorm.. So naiisip ko na maglakad lakad muna  saglit."

He slowly sat on the bench, as if he was signaling Rin to sit beside him.

" baka may makakita sayo dito.. " "Wala yan. Bakit? ayaw mo bakong samahan?" "Ah hindi naman sa ayaw.. Ayoko kaseng mangyari yung nangyari sa hotel nung last time.. baka may manguha nananaman sayo ng litrato..at ma misinterpret pa nila..”

"sabi ko nga wala yun diba? nagpanic lang din ako nuon.. Dont worry.. ohh Bakit ka nakatayo lang diyan? umupo ka dito.. sa tabi ko…" it was really an awkward situation, but she didn’t care anymore. She sat beside him as the moon smiled as if there was no tomorrow. " I hope you don’t mind, pero.. bakit ako yung napiling fan mo? Was this part of... a variety show or something? bakit parang hindi kapanipaniwala?" she said while gripping on her skirt, she was obviously nervous. "Since our debut, we were told not be close with our fans... or even date someone. It was all forbidden. But oh my.. ..i don’t wanna let great opportunity to just disappear because it was forbidden.. I want to break the rules even once..and this opportunity.. I don’t want to put it to waste... Saka hindi din to variety show, or anything...”  An awkward feeling has surrounded the two seeking hearts. "Pero anong dahilan mo? ano tong nangyayari.. at bakit? "

So many questions, but it would take forever to find the answer.

"Gusto ko lang sana.. Makaramdam ng saya.. Kahit.. ngayon lang.. Sana" He held her hand softly, that suddenly became tight…

" Kahit ngayon lang.." he whispered. The time stopped. Every minutes and seconds have ceased from moving. But the lights of Seoul were singing,

But the whole fantasy moment had ended as Rin released her hand from Teukie’s grip.

"Magiging masaya ako kapag nakita kitang masaya. Pero sa totoo lang.. Hindi ko alam kung kaya kong gawin yun.." She couldn’t decide on what she was going to say, because even at that moment of time, she was still in state of shock. "Well, you're making me happy knowing that you exist.. And I mean it" he took her hand again.

"Trust me, let’s make this work" Anong tanong yun? "Let’s make this work" masyadong mabilis ang pangyayari. Nako pano ba ang sagot dapat duon.? "Pero hindi ko kase alam kung pano? How can we make this work when we never have the chance to even begin?" she was thinking twice.

"Then, umpisahan natin, ngayon na.."  Hindi pa man nag aalas tres, ang alam nalang ni Rin magkahawak kamay na silang naglalakad pababa ng Namsan Tower. "Tinanong mo ako kanina kung bakit ikaw ang napili kong fan? hindi kita pinili.. ginusto kita.. " he kissed her hand as they walked down the stiff stares of the namsan tower. "Gomawo.. at dumating ka sa buhay ko.." Nakangiti at medyo naiiyak si Rin habang nakatingin kay Leeteuk. "Oh bakit ka umiiyak?" while wiping her tears.

"Ang hirap kase paniwalaan.. parang.. yung napapanuod ko sa mga korean dramas. Di naman ako palaiyak, pwera nalang kung ganong mga scenes sa Secret Garden or sa Goong.. Pero…. Hindi kaya masyadong mabilis..?" Leeteuk’s eyes were smiling, another thing that weakened Rin’s heart. It was also funny that those are the same exact Korean dramas that he actually watched and shed tears to, with wookie of course. He soonly diverted his feeling into something serious.

"Leave all the but's and what ifs away.. sabay nating sagutin lahat ng mga katanungan sa isip mo..  sumama ka sa akin dorm ngayon.."  Well, Rin couldn’t say no anymore, Leeteuk gently opened the passenger door to accomodate the young lady.  "Well, teukie.. Would that be uncomfortable to your members to have me around?  "Well, it’s only me and Heechul at the dorm sa ngayon, and I think Heechul went out with his chocoball friends..kaya wag magalala" "Does he seldom stay at dorm?" "Sino?"

"Si Kim Hee Chul...” "Well, he's like a social butterfly and could be everywhere, sa totoo lang sa lahat ng member, he was the only one that i dont call to check whenever they were not at the dorm… enough said..  Saka nalang ako magkwekwento pagdating natin sa dorm"  Teukie drove swiftly as if they were being chased by mobs of fans. Maybe the adrenaline of actually finding his happiness after a very long time has been fuelling his energy into its outmost capacity.  Rin stood passed the entrance door, took off her shoes and sat on the couch. As usual, nobody was at present and the only non-human she saw were the two cats playing by the cat pole. " Heebum.. come.." she was trying to call the Russian blue cat by bribing him with her lefover bread. ".. Heebum~ahh.. Baengshin!! Ayy ang gagandang pusa naman ito!" she couldn’t decide to herself on what to do, while Leeteuk was at the kitchen, on the phone, checking each member’s location at this moment of time. Then suddenly out of nowhere. " Stop petting my cat.. Saka are you cursing on them?" asked by a man on his V-neck white shirt, a plaid pants as if the edge of it was dragged on the floor endlessly. It’s hard to believe that she was seeing the nonchalant side of Heechul right in front of her eyes. "Bakit ko naman sila mumurahin? saka.. Sabi ko cute at ang gaganda nila!" paliwanag niya. "Ikaw nanaman..? I just saw you here a couple of days ago, by the way. What are you to Jungsoo..?" it was an intense question, it sounded rude or it just came naturally out of Heechul. "Kung sino man ako sa kanya.. why would you care? Pagsinabi ko bang girlfriend niya ako.. Magseselos ka?" Rin's mind was spinning like a windmill during windy season. She didn’t know where she was getting the strength to emit these words out of her mouth. "You're spiteful... kung sakali mang ikaw nga ang girlfriend ni Jungsoo~ah.. masasabi ko lang.. That he liked the wrong person.. Excuse me" sabay walked papasok ng kwarto niya, and blasted out his stereo. Rin folded her head downward in dismay. She didn’t expect the atmosphere between her and Heechul to be like that. It was like a two titans colliding together, like.. A madness collision. Nakatunog narin si Leeteuk and he went out from the kitchen to check if Rin was okay. Nakita niyang nakayuko ito. "Is there something wrong?" worried Leeteuk approached her.

She said she was okay, while having a sharper look on Heechul's bedroom. "I'm okay.." "Wait, was Heechul here?" " oo, he just came out to take his cats inside his cabin.." "Oh.. So nagusap kayo?" "No.. He just picked up the cats and left.. "  "Are you hungry? I'll order something for you.." "No no.. Im okay..." "Wait.. I'll show you something, sumama ka sa kwarto ko.."  She started walking on the hallway and the last door was Teukie's bedroom. Nadaanan niya din yung kwarto ni Heechul na malakas parin ang tugtog. Then upon entering, a white keyboard-like piano was occupied by a man whom she thought she knew, but once his fingers hit the keys, he was not the same person anymore. ..SO I verse three... Teukie sang both third-verse and chorus. Both hearts felt the presence of mutuality. It was Rin's favorite SJ song after all and so as Teukie, because he had gotten the chance to play all the piano part of that song. She slowly entered the room, as if someone was dragging her tenderly, she tilted her body and leaned forward to Teukie and gave him a very warm back hug, Teukie at the same time laid his hands on Rin's while the tangibility of that moment was still fresh. Tears fell on Teukie's shoulder. Rin was shedding tears again.  Teukie had Rin sat beside him on his piano chair, his hands on her wet cheeks as if he was gesturing of wiping it. " Namumula na ilong mo sa kakaiyak, tahan na.." while endlessly wiping her cheeks. "Are you even real?" while trying to retain her eyes on teukie's face. “Can you feel my hands wiping your tears as they fall..? “He wiped her tears. He grabbed her hand and placed it onto the rightful place, his heart. “Can you feel how my heart was beating faster because you were near?" He touched her chin and leaned closer, aiming slowly to her lips. it wasn’t a perfect kiss, it was just a quick peck, but everything turned sunny, the time stopped for quite a while, and the sun seemed to be emitting and radiating the warmth through each other's lips. The sunrise. "Did you felt my lips as it touches yours? If you did... Then it’s telling you that I am real..." until he held her tightly into an enclosed hug. A moment to remember. None of the two manage to get some sleep so the next thing Rin knew she was staring at her Laptop with Teukie's picture as the desktop wallpaper and was at her hotel room. Still couldn’t get over the fact that they kissed and they were dating. "Ramdam ko nga lahat.. pero bakit parang mahirap parin paniwalaan?" Her phone rang, It was Teukie.. "Rin?"  "Hello.." "I miss you.." "Parang kanina lang magkasama tayo ah...  " "Well, hindi kase ako makatulog.. Are you going to the bora later?" " Hindi ko pa alam, baka magpahinga lang ako today.. " " if you plan to come, go to 3rd lobby I will meet you there.." " what if.." "sushh.. No more what ifs okay? I hope to see you, bye.. " She couldn’t decide, she was trying to admit to herself that she was still confusing reality to fantasy, well on her case it was a reality.  She decided to go because she wanted to see him. Teukie stood tirelessly by the door of the hidden 3rd lobby. Nobody was there.  "Hi... I'm glad you came..." Teukie's eyes smiled. "Sorry if i was a bit late, alam mo naman na mahirap hanapin tong lobby nato...” she explained. “It’s okay... The bora will start in a couple of minutes.. let’s go."  They went past the hallway; it was really like an empty building, with broken light bulbs everywhere. She wasn’t that scared at all but she felt the need to cling on his shoulder more. ..Closer. Then they were at the bora studio, there were only few staffs helping them. To conceal the situation, she acted as if she was just a passerby who somewhat became interested watching. She sat on the bench across the studio, where she could still see the teukie. She could hear how loud the fans were. She remembers how she used to be one of those fangirls outside, how she was part of that crazy crowd. She smiled as she remembered, until someone has interrupted her. "Rin?"  She heard a familiar voice. "Rin? Oh my god!! Ikaw nga!!!!!!" It was Madie.  "JMadie?? Anong ginagawa mo dito?" " Eh dapat ata ako nagtatanong niyan sayo??? Anong ginagawa mo dito?" Madie was grabbing her shoulder due to excitement. "ahh.. Kase.. Ano.. Yung... Aist.." " Sabi ko na nga ba eh.. ikaw yung Rin na binati niya nung nanuod tayong magkasama!! Kelan pa?" Madie was so casual, she knows it already, and glad she didn’t act all hysterical about it. " ah.. anong kelan? eh teka pwede ako naman magtanong? Anong ginagawa mo dito..? Kala ko nakauwi kana? At bakit wala ka sa labas" "Eh kase ikwekwento ko naman sayo eh, kaso tinakasan moko..! Ayun, staff yung ate ko dito.. Nagkasakit, so pinaextend niya sa KBS yung stay ko ng isa pang linggo para may magalaga sa kanya, kaya rin ako nandito kase pinasa ko yung papel." "So ibig sabihin may connect kana sa kanila eversince?" "Yup.. Palagi kaya ako dito, dinadala ako ni ate.. Kaya nga na sense ko na.. May something kase nandito ka?" "Ha?" "3rd lobby, right? Passageway of the hidden yeojachingu... Pero mostly kay Hyukjae kaya wag kang magaalala.." ".. Tapos okay lang sayo?" " what do you mean? Of course! Gusto ko rin namang maging masaya sila no. Kaya wag kang magaalala, sa dinami rami ng mga nakita kong babaeng nagdaan sa lobby nayan.. Wala pa naman nakakalabas sa publiko.. Kaya protektado secreto mo... " " so you know a lot about them ha?" " quite? kase marami din nangyayari sa dorm na hindi natin alam? Pero wish ko lang may idate din ako sa kanila.. Joke" And they laughed together. During the break, when the DJs didnt get to talk, Teukie was all smiling at her, gesturing a flying kiss as if it was intended for the viewers, but it was really for her. Madie left early due to some personal matters and both had exchanged contacts.  Things between Teukie and Rin were getting better during the past few days. It wasn’t as awkward as before they kissed but its more deeper and the relationship was much more comprehensive. It wasn’t expose to the public as they thought it would. One time Teukie had a conversation with Heechul. "so.. Okay naman?" Heechul asked while holding a bottle of Soju and transferring another one on Teukie's table. "sobra.. Sobrang okay...” ".. I'm not trying to preach you or something, pero... Sana hindi muna ngayon.." "..You said before we are not pets, that they can’t just control us...” "kase i was just concern, kung tayo tayo lang yung involve ayos lang eh, pero may ibang taong madadamay... It’s not that im concern about her, I'm concern about the group.." "Why im hearing those from you all of a sudden? This is so not you Heechul. Pakiusap ko lang sayo habang ikaw palang ang nakakaalam sana wag mo munang sabihin sa mga members hanggang di ako nakakapaghanda.. Please?" You won’t often hear the word jebal from Teukie, but once he mentioned it he was definitely sincere. "I won’t, hindi ako mangingialam about this matter.." Heechul walked back inside the living room while Heebum was giving him a compassionate look. "Don’t look at me like that" As if the cat could understand what he said.  Rin's vacation was all worth it, she haven’t seen other places in South Korea because she spent too much time with Leeteuk.  But during weeks of extreme practice for the preparation of the next album, they didn’t get a chance to see each other. A rare dinner would be enough. At this point of time, it was only Heechul who knew about the relationship while none of the members have an idea.  To some fortunate event, the company gave them a rest day. The couple had decided to go strolling around Seoul, but something came up and Teukie was called at the CEO office. “Heechul.. Please.. Just one day? please?" " but why me??" " Eh ikaw lang naman nakakakaalam ng relasyon namin eh?" "Eh pano kung may makakita samin? Pano kung kame yung mapagkamalang may relasyon? Mapapaliwanag mo ba yun?" "Well if you don’t want to spend time with her, then dito nalang? Tell her to wait for me...” "What about the members?" "Nagpaalam si Eunhyuk, donghae, yesung at shindong, aalis daw sila not going to be back until tomorrow, siwon sungmin and ryeowook uuwi sa mga bahay nila. So i guess you are locked up here if you're not going somewhere else. So please consider it? "Minsan lang to ah? Hindi na mauulit!" he gave in. Teukie gave him a big hug.  "Tell her to wait for me? Okay...?”  Eyes were smiling again. Teukie was about to depart the room when Heechul made a hiss like sound. Teukie knew what he meant with that. " you want something later?" "Bulgogi.." "Deal" Teukie finally left the room. At 1pm, Heechul was expecting someone to knock on the door but no one did. He hated waiting, and this just making him pissed. He went on the door and opened it, there he saw a girl wearing a skin tight jeans and a beige t-shirt. "Kanina ka pa diyan? bakit di ka kumakatok?" "ah.. Im sorry, kala ko kase walang tao?" "How would you know if someone's at home if wouldn’t knock? Seryoso kaba? Halika na pumasok kana." Heechul,as usual, was a cold man while facing Rin on their living room. "Wag mo akong titigan ng ganyan Heechul." "Hindi kaya kita tinititigan, kinikilatis lang kita.. Sabi nga pala ni Teuke antayin mo siya.. Diyan ka na. Kumain ka kung anong gusto mong kainin, dont expect me to go and entertain you, i wouldnt." " well i'm not expecting though." expressed Rin while she was glaring at Heechul. Heechul continued going to his room and blasting his stereo. It seemed like this girl would slap him with her words right on his face. Someone found his female counterpart. "kala mo di kita susupalpalin.. " she sat on the couch again.  She was told to wait, so she would. She was exploring the dorm. It wasn’t that big for ten people. She was quite disappointed with the location as well. She was about to reach the laundry room when she heard a voice from outside. And there was someone keying on the door. Shoot, someone might be coming, what if they saw her? She ran to the nearest safest place in dorm, Heechul's room. "What are you doing here?"  She entered the very dim room of Kim Hee Chul. She couldn’t see that much. "Well kase, may nagbubukas ng pinto.. It might be one of the members.." "talaga?" he lowered the volume of his stereo. "Stay here and I will check.." Rin sat on heechul's closest visible chair. Waiting for the response outside. It was donghae. "Oh hae, anong ginagawa mo dito??"

"Hyung, eh maiwan ako, babalikan ko lang.. Ikaw? Di ka aalis? " " Ah pahinga ako ngayon dito sa bahay.." " Parang ayoko nang tumuloy ah.. Wait lang pahinga lang ako.." Donghae landed himself on the couch then he felt something. "Ano to ?" It was Rin's pouch bag. "Bakit may bag dito? Hyung, kanino to ?"  Donghae was curious and about to check it. But Heechul quickly stole it from his possession. "Akin to, bakit mo bubuksan?" "sayo?... Okay then... I didnt know you like pouch bags... "

While the two was having a convo outside, Rin inside couldn’t help but to check out Heechul's stuff. She found out Heechul's anime collections.. Everything, you name it. He has them all. Quite interesting to know this side of him aside from being casual. Donghae restrained from pissing Heechul, knowing about his Hyung's bad temper.  "You know what... Why don’t you just go... Baka inaantay kana nila.." "I dont wanna go anymore... "

Silence. "Go."

Heechul had slightly circled his eyes to threaten Donghae a bit. "Sabi ko nga eh... Sige Hyung, see you tomorrow... Annyeong." Donghae left the dorm and Heechul went back to his room and found Rin while brushing her fingers on his animes, checking every title that sounds familiar to her. “You are not allowed to touch my stuff young lady...” while eyeing her sharply.

"Oh I’m sorry.... Mahilig ka pala sa anime….” "So…?”

"Nothing, Is it bad to say something like that?" "You are in my room, my rules is my rules...  Labas na.. Umalis na si Donghae...” Rin went out extremely pissed. But Heechul have a point there. Halfway out Heechul's door, she whispered something. "Gomapsumnimda..." and turned her head away from Heechul.

-END PART 4-

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Well talagang nagkakasundu sila ng todo hahah..

Eunteuk so precious.

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Shet what are these two doing??

I thought they were gesturing something inappropriate, they were slapping between their thighs. teuk sang eolmana.. hahahh

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RIN x LEETEUK/ TOOTOOT FAMILEE-BOG. FANFIC

PART 3. as requested.

Tweaked some of the wordings i don't wanna suffer from nosebleed, nor internal bleeding.

so i had the koreans speak tagalog as well. hehhehee

PART 1

“aray” sabi niya sa sarili.

Sa hindi niya inaasahang pagkakataon, may biglang humawak sa kamay niya na kasalukuyan din nakahawak sa ulo niyang natamaan.

“Gwaenchanayo?”

Tanong ng isang lalaking pamilyar sa kanya. SOBRANG PAMILYAR.

PART 2

“No.. its not.. ah I’ll take you.. can i?” tanong ulit ni leeteuk.

“sobra na.. nakitulog na nga ako tapos hahatid mo pako. Shet, pano ba ito.” Sabi ulit ni Rin sa isip.

“ I don’t like a no answer. “ sabi ulit ni leeteuk. Pahirapan ng tangihan.

**

 Wala nang nagawa si Rin. Ang alam niya nalang, binigay niya yung address nung Hotel. For security protection, dumaan sila sa likod ng building. Duon may isa pang Audi car na nakapark bukod duon sa isa nasa harap. Parang getaway car. Ang hirap ng buhay nila, lahat sila.

Nakikiride na siya sa second Audi car ni teukie. Hindi niya maapreciate yung ganda ng Seoul, dahil isa lang yung nakikita niyang maganda sa oras nayun. Si teukie, na humahalimuyak ang pabango na umaangi sa ilong niya.

Hindi parin siya makapag spazz. Parang yung andun na yung ULTIMATE MOMENT eh. Pinag ddrive kapa nung ULTIMATE BIAS mo. Pero bakit ganun? Hindi niya malabas yung saya sa puso niya.bakit parang ang hirap.

Nakarating na sila sa Hotel. Nagbyebye narin sila sa isa’t isa. Pero napatigil si Rin.

“can I get an authograph? Signature? Sign..” nilabas ni Rin ang duck stationary niya.

pero imbes na kunin ito ni teukie at signan, binalik niya it okay Rin.

“why? You don’t wanna sign it?” tanong ni Rin. Over siyang nagaalala.

“Naeil…” sabay sara ni teuk ng bintana ng kotse. Karipas sa pag takbo. Yun pala may naka spot sa kotse niya.

Hindi iyun napansin ni Rin.

“ano daw??” sabi niya sa sarili.

Naglalakad siya sa Lobby ng hotel. DUON NIYA NARAMDAMAN NA…. OO SI LEETEUK YUN!!! SHET ANG PINAPANGARAP NG MGA BABAE SA BUONG MUNDO NA MAKASAMA. HIGIT PA SA CELEBRITY DATE YUNG NANGYARI.!!!!!!!!!! Yun nga lang hindi siya pinagbigyan sa authograph.

Hindi alam ni rin kung ipopost niya ba yung nangyari o hindi muna. Parang biglang nawala yung sakit ng pagkaka almost bagok niya kanina. Nakatitig siya sa labas ng hotel, bakit ang ganda ganda ng Seoul. At bakit napaswerte niyang mapadpad sa 2nd lobby at makita ni leeteuk. Anong meron sa kanya?

Kinabukasan, plano niya ulet sana pumunta sa KBS, pero sabi ng tourguide, walang BORA, siyempre research din si Rin. Pakshet wala nga. so nag decide siya na mag stalk sa dorm nila teukie. Pero hindi niya aasahan na makikilala pa siya. Tutal, nagdeny nga ng authograph diba?

Nagbihis na siya, pagkabukas na pagkabukas niya ng pinto, may lalaking nakasunglass and red cap na bumungad sa kanya. OMG PAMILYAR.

Hinila siya nito at dinaan sa fire escape. Alam niya na kung bakit siya nag pahila.. dahil gusto niya :)

Bago pa man sila makarating sa kotse nagpakilala na ito.

“sorry.. kase baka Makita tayo ng mga tao.., ” sabay sabi n Leeteuk..

“why’d you have to do that? Why did you drag me all the way here?” tanong ni rin, pero kinikilig na.

“yesterday, diba you asked for a sign? I said yesterday.. which is ngayon…”                  

What on earth.! Sinadya niya pa si Rin pala lang sa isang Authograph? Tama! Iba na to.

“You did that just give me a sign? “ tanong niya ulit, sasabog na sa kilig si Rin. pa hard to get pa!

“ deh, is it not right?” parang nagtataka.

“ no.. its just that.. you don’t have to do this. I can stand in line and wait for other elfs to get your sign first. You don’t have to do this” sagot ulit ni Rin. Sa totoo lang hindi na niya alam ang sasabihin niya. Wala na talaga.

“ but.. today, wala akong pasok, I want to eat out and spend this day with a fan. And I choose you” sabi ni Leeteuk. “ its been a long time since, I feel peace and I feel peace with you.” Dagdag pa nito.

PAK.

Gustong maiyak ni Rin sa sinabi niya. Isa itong pangarap na natupad dahil nakapagtapos na siya ng kolehiyo.. at nabigyan ng pagkakataong makapunta ng South korea.

“ I never think that I’ll meet someone that I feel peace with. I want to be happy today. Can you help me?”

“I don’t know Seoul well; would you help me to get to know it a lot better?” sagot ni Rin. Wala nang urungan.

Tama grab the opportunity! Minsan lang to. More than a celebrity date ito!

Masaya naman ang araw. Maraming pinakitang lugar sa seoul si Leeteuk. Mga strip malls lahat. Ang nakapagtataka lang. Ni isa sa nadaanan nila, walang nakakilala kay Leeteuk. Ganun ba kaepective yung disguise niya at walang mga ELfs na nakasunod o nag sstalk sa kanila. Hindi niya nalang iniisip kung bakit. Basta alam niya Masaya siya.

Pero ang pinaka climax ng lahat ang Banpo Bridge near Han River. Gabi na kase yun, medyo may tao rin pero di mo masyadong makikilala kung merong celebrities kase nga medyo madilim.

Nasa labas sila ng kotse habang dala dala yung custard pie na pinili niya sa  isang store na nadaanan nila kanina.

“ Did you know, I’m the luckiest fan on earth right now? A lot of fans want to be in my place and meet you. But here I am, the person who feel satisfied by just looking behind those glass windows while watching you do Bora is here, with you.” Paliwanag ni Rin.  “ Its okay, sana nga pwede kong ilabas lahat ng ELFs sa ganitong paraan.. bago manlang ako umalis..” Naiiyak narin si Rin. Alam niya ang ibig sabihin ng idolo niya. "Pero dapat hindi tayo malungkot, dapat maging proud kayo.. teka naasan yung piprmahan ko??" tanong ni leeteuk. "Im sorry?" hindi kase nacatch ni Rin  "The sign? You want me to do?" tanong ulet ni Leeteuk. " Oo nga, " napatagalog na siya. " oh sorry, okay okay...  Can you sign for my friends too? I will owe you my life if you do that!"  "Okay okay, no problem."  Nakatitig lang si Rin kay Leeteuk. Totoo nga ito, sobrang totoo.  "Your chingu.. A friends name.. ? tanong ulit nung artista. " ahh okay, Ivy, elisha, florian , lei, kardy, honey, angela, madie.." sabi ni Rin. Naisulat niya lahat ng pangalan, tinuruan niya ito habang nagsusulat. "Rin of course" sabay tingin ni Teukie sa kanya.  Nakatitig lang si Rin kay teukie. Nahuli siya. " im not fake okay?" Napatawa lang si Rin sa sinabi ni Teukie, oo alam niya hindi siya fake. Pero hirap parin paniwalaan.

“I hope Napasaya kita.. tara I have to take you back to the hotel” sabi ni leeteuk.

Kahit kabarukan ang sinasabi ni teukie, and sarap parin pakinggan ng boses niya. Hindi makakailang maraming babaeng handang magpakamatay para marinig ng LIVE ang boses niya.. lalo na kapag binabanggit niya pa yung pangalan mo.

“kung pwede lang rape-in to gagawin ko na” sabi ni Rin sa sarili habang nagddrive si teukie pauwi.

Kapag nanduon ka sa moment nayun parang away mo nang matapos. Pero natapos ito ng nag park si leeteuk sa tapat ng hotel niya.

            Pababa na si Rin ng may biglang nag flash na camera medyo ilang sentimetro away sa kanya. Hinila siya agad ni Leeteuk papasok ng front passenger seat.

“why?” tanong ni Rin.

“I saw a camera flash…” sagot naman ni pogi.

“ oh my god, do you think someone saw us?”

            Hindi na sumagot si Leeteuk, nagiisip ito ng susunod na gagawin.

“Maybe I should take you at the back door of your hotel; it’s not safe here to be seen by the fans”

-END OF PART 3-

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RIN x LEETEUK/ TOOTOOT FAMILEE-BOG. FANFIC

PART 2

“ okay?, you?”  tanong niya ulit.

Nakatitig lang si Rin sa mukha nung lalaki, she identified him, oo siya nga. Si Leeteuk nga.  Gusto niyang mag spazz ng bonggang bongga, pero imbes na mapasigaw siya, nawalan siya ng malay tao sa nakita niya.

Dalawa lang sila sa lobby nun. Daanan kase yun nila Teukie pag pauwi na kaya walang tao. Secreto kung baga.

Hindi rin alam ni teukie ang gagawin. Ayaw niya naman iwan si Rin duon. Kaya piggy back niya ito at dinala sa kotse. Napagdesisyonan niyang idala muna ang nakitang babae sa dorm nila. Alam niya din na di uuwi si Heechul dahil may outing sila ng mga AB friends niya. Pagkalapag ni teukie kay Rin sa kotse nakita niya ang cheatsheet nito papuntang KBS, pati yung mga Korean words na sasabihin niya sana kapag nagmeet sila. Pati yung “Park Jung Soo I finally met you.” Naisip niya na hindi masamang tao ang isasama niya sa dorm. Napangiti lang siya.

Naidala na niya sa dorm si Rin at inihiga sa couch na pinakamalapit. Naguha ng ice bag at nilagay sa ulo nitong parang nagkabukol. Sa totoo lang, hindi rin alam ni teukie kung anong ginagawa niya. Ang alam niya lang, sinabi ng isip niya na kunin at tulungan niya ang babaeng estranghero parin sa kanya, bukod lang sa isang bagay na alam niya, isa itong ELF.

Nagpunta muna siya sa kitchen para magluto ng Ramen in case magising yung babaeng tinuturing na niyang special na bisita. Biglang tumunog yung pinto. Si heechul, kakagaling lang ng radio show. Di rin natuloy yung gala nila. Bigla nalang sumigaw ito.

(LAHAT USAPAN IN KOREAN. POTEK LANG DI AKO MARUNONG KAYA TAGALOG NALANG PWEDE?)

“ MWO??? Sino siya??” sigaw ni Heechul. Habng patakbo naman si teukie sa living room. “shota mo???”

“Kim Hee chul!, chill, natutulog yung tao!, hindi ko siya kilala.” Sagot ni leeteuk.

“ano? Nagaadmit ka ng tao dito na di mo kilala, halika, paalisin natin, baka killer yan” sabi ni heechul. Hahwakan naniya yung braso ni Rin.

“andwae.. isang siyang ELF, nahulugan siya ng isang bagay sa lobby ng KBS kanina.. baka mapano pa siya kapag pinabayaan natin. Ako ng bahala sa kanya. Nagluto ako nung Ramyun ni Hae, kumain ka kung nagugutom ka.” Lumapit ulit si teukie para ayusin yung ice bag.

“ayysshh, hindi ako makakatulog nito eh! Bahala ka nga!” pumunta na si heechul sa kwarto nito.

Nanatili parin si teukie sa tabi ni Rin. Pinagmamasdan niya ito. Sa loob ng ilang taon, ngayon nalang siya ulit nag care ng matindi sa isang babae.

Gumalaw na si Rin. Pilit inaaninag ang mukha ni teukie. Si heechul din lumabas ng kwarto at nakatingin din sa kanya.

Pagkamulat ng mata niya, una niyang nakita si teukie na naka smile sa kanya.

NIYANIG ANG MUNDO NIYA… NAPAHAWAK SIYA SA VELVETRY COUCH NA KINHIHIGAAN NIYA. WALA SIYANG REACTION. MGA ILANG MINUTO DIN YUNG NAKALIPAS. NABASAG ITO NG NAG “AYSSSHHHHH” NANAMAN SI HEECHUL AT PUMASOK ULIT SA KWARTO.

“Totoo ba ito? Lord, sabihin  niyo oo.. kung panaginip to ayoko nang magising please Lord, nagmamakaawa ako sa inyo” sabi ni Rin sa isip niya. Habang nakatitig parin kay Teukie.

“you okay, now? Okay” tanong ulit ni teukie.

Hindi talaga makapagsalita si Rin. Para paring nasa state of shock siya. Parang na mental block siya ng todo. As in wala siyang maisagot. Kahit pa magsisigaw siya, hopeless kase walang lalabas na sound.

“you not Korean, right?” tanong ulit ni teukie. Nagbabakasaling sumagot si Rin.

Umiling nalang si Rin. Nakahawak parin siya sa couch.

“its okay, me no hurt, elpyeoo… I know you elpyeoo..” sabi ulit ni teukie sa pagkakaalalang natatakot si Rin. “ hungry?”

Dinala ni teukie yung buong kaldero ng ramyun. Saka bowl at chopsticks.

“eat” sabi niya habang nakasmile nanaman.

Kumakain narin si teukie nang napag disiyonan ni Rin na kumain narin. Habang kumakain sila, hindi napigilan ng kamay niya na pindutin yung braso ni Teukie. Reality check kung  baga. Napatingin lang si teukie habang napahawak naman si Rin sa bibig niya. As in super shocked, totoo ngang si teukie ang nasa harapan niya. Pakshet. Totooo nga!

 “fake, me? No. your name?” tanong ulit ni leeteuk.

“r-rrri---rin… Rin, “ sabi naman ni Rin, habang nangininig ito.

“rin-sshi?”

“Rin… “

“Rin, okay.. memory.. okay? Eat now”.

Tahimik parin si Rin. Tahimik na tahimik, habang nakatitig sa kumakain na teukie.

Dahil sa hindi rin makapag English masyado si Teukie, hindi rin ito makapag tanong ng maayos.

“you from what country?”

“Philippines..”

“ ahh, ss3 manila, you go?”

“ of course..” sabay smile ni Rin.

Salamat, medyo okay na siya. Nakakasagot na siya ng hindi nanginginig.

“You okay now right?”

“gwaenchana..yo..”

“aww you speak Korean now?”

“no.. dictionary” sabay turo sa dictionary sa bag.

Natawa lang si Leeteuk.

Natapos na silang kumain.

“ I have to go now.. “ sabi ni Rin. Lakas loob lang.

“ but late, its late?”

“ no its okay, I can manage, I can call my tourguide and she’ll pick me up” paliwanag ni Rin.

“No.. its not.. ah I’ll take you.. can i?” tanong ulit ni leeteuk.

“sobra na.. nakitulog na nga ako tapos hahatid mo pako. Shet, pano ba ito.” Sabi ulit ni Rin sa isip.

“ I don’t like a no answer. “ sabi ulit ni leeteuk. Pahirapan ng tangihan.

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RIN x LEETEUK/ TOOTOOT FAMILEE-BOG. FANFIC

ITO NA ANG FANFICTION. PART 1!

Hindi pa man tirik ang araw nagising na Rin sa ingay na ginagawa ng kanyang ina sa may kwarto.

“ang ingay niyo naman , ang aga aga..” sabi ni Rin.

“goodmorning anak, simulan mo ang araw ng kaligayahan! Tapos kana ng kolehiyo at..”

“I need to be in the work force after.. tama po ba?” napatingin siya sa ina.

“hindi yun, halika sumama ka sa akin..”

Kinaladkad ng ina si rin papuntang labasan. Naka pajama pa si Rin ng Makita niya ang malaking sobreng nakasabit sa pintuan.

“ ano po ito ma?  “ kinuha ni Rin ang envelope sa may pintuan.

Binuksan niya ito ng madali. Bumungad sa kanya ang isang plane ticket at itinerary, kasama narin ang kanyang pasaporte.

“oh my god! Ma??? To korea??? “ tanong ni Rin. Maluhaluha na siya bago siya nagtatalon sa tuwa ng masayang tumango ang ina.

Hindi niya alam ang gagawin niya, over spazzzzz siya sa twitter, facebook at tumblr. Ininggit niya ang Tootoot Family niya duon, na inaasam din na makasama kahit pagkasyahin nila ang mga sarili sa LV luggage niya. Pero unfortunately, isang round trip ticket lang ang nakaipit duon.

Hindi niya alam ang gagawin niya, over spazzzzz siya sa twitter, facebook at  tumblr. Ininggit niya ang Tootoot Family niya duon, na inaasam din na makasama  kahit pagkasyahin nila ang mga sarili sa LV luggage niya. Pero unfortunately,  isang round trip ticket lang ang nakaipit duon. Pabyahe na siya papuntang korea.                     INA           Magiingat ka duon Rin           ha? Alam ko matagal mo           nang gustong puntahan           ang korea. Di ako           makakasama dahil sa           trabaho ko.                     RIN           Nako mother, okay na           okay. Saka sabi niyo           enjoy diba?           Makakapagenjoy kaya ako           pag anduon kayo? biru           lang po. ( niyakap niya ang kanyang ina ng mahigpit. Nagpapasalamat narin sa ginawa nito at sa regalo)  ( ilang oras lang ang biyahe papuntang korea . Pagkaapak na pagkaapak niya sa hallway palabas ng eroplano, sa inchon international airport, sumigaw siya ng malakas.  "SUPER JUNIOR, RIN's HERE TO SEE YOU!!!!" Napatingin lang ang mga koreano sa kanya. Dahil di rin siguro gets ang pagkaloka ni Rin ng makarating duon.  Pagkalabas na pagkalabas niya, sa lobby ng airport may nakaabang na isang koreanang babae, matangkad at sexy, may hawak na placard. " RIN RUEDAS.?" " yes! Thats me.. " dali daling tumkbo papalapit si Rin sa babae. " My name is Eun Hye Park, i'll be your tour guide during the whole course of your vacation. But we are going to decide if you need me the whole time. But right now.. We need to go to your hotel for you to catch some rest" Sumunod nalang si Rin. Naaamazed din siya sa galling ng engrish nung koreana. Naisip niya, Park yung apelyido nung tour guide niya, hindi kaya kamaganak ni Leeteuk yun?

Nang makarating na sila sa hotel, nabighani siya sa ganda ng lugar. Pati yung suite na tutuluyan niya ng isang lingo. Bumubonga si mother! Sabi niya sa sarili.

Napagdesisyonan nila na mag free-play nalang si Rin, like a boss eh. So di niya kailangan ng tour guide. Bahala siyang gumala sa buong seoul. Tatawag lang siya kay Eun Hye kapag kailangan niya, i.e. pag naligaw siya. J

Once na nakapagpahinga na siya, nag log in siya sa tumblr. Shetey, puro Korean yung sulat. Buti nalang dala niya yung laptop niya.

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Leeteukismylife: Ate ganda!!!! Sama moko!! L

Myspecial1004: pahalik nalang kay teukie Rin! Kaasar to nanginggit pa.

Imyourfantasy: NAKAKAINGGIT KA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Urblacksmile: hahahhaa. Iwasan ang pagka pervy baka makulong ka diyan sa korea. Heheh

Haefondness: mommy, ingat ka diyan ha?? Pahello nalang po kay yeye at teukie.

Leiteuk: shet ka! I’m watching YOU. hehhehehe

Napagdesisyonan niyang pumunta sa Bora ng KBS kiss the radio kinabukasan. OMG. Ang laki ng KBS building. Hirap din sa English yung mga tao, kaya hindi niya alam kung saan siya pupunta.

“ Ang hirap din palang mapagisa, nakakalito din” sabi ni Rin sa sarili.

Napaupo siya sa may 2nd lobby. May inaayus duon. Anong oras na din kaya baka tapos na yung bora. Wala din siyang makitang mga K-elfs kaya nagpahinga nalang siya.

Patayo na siya ng biglang may gumalaw sa taas ulo niya, natamaan siya ng isang bagay, pero bahagya lang.. napaupo siya.

“aray” sabi niya sa sarili.

Sa hindi niya inaasahang pagkakataon, may biglang humawak sa kamay niya na kasalukuyan din nakahawak sa ulo niyang natamaan.

“Gwaenchanayo?”

Tanong ng isang lalaking pamilyar sa kanya. SOBRANG PAMILYAR.

[chasing701]

@special1004 ka man, o si Leeteuk, o si Park Jung Su, para sayo ito.

hindi ko alam kung pano ko uumpisahan pero mabuti nang maumpisahan baka mamaya makalimutan ko pa.

sobrang dami ng nangyari ngaun di lang sa SJ kundi sa buong mundo.

yes, let's pray for Japan. i did, bago ko isinulat ito, pati narin pag katapos. kailangan ko lang ng moment.

magtatagalog na ako kase mas madali ko maeexpress yung sarili ko. sana. 

hindi ko alam kung ilang tao ang makakabasa nito. kaya ang kailangan ko ngaun panguunawa dahil hindi ako nag susulat para sa nangyayari sa mundo, kundi patungkol sa Super Junior

bago ang lahat gusto kong magpasalamat sa isang taong alam ko kahit kelan imposible kong makausap, yung taong alam ko kahit kelan hindi ako makakapag pasalamat ng personal. oo ikaw nga yun, LEETEUK.

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tignan niyong mabuti. mabuting mabuti.

sino bang hindi hahagulgol kapag nakita ito. bakit? siguro dala narin nga saya dahil sa mga panahon na down na down si Leeteuk, nung GDA, andoon si Heechul. at ang pagkakataoon naman na dumating yung lungkot kay Heechul, nandiyan si Leeteuk, ang nagiisa niyang Hyung.

tignan niyo yung pinagkaiba ng yakap ni heechul sa unang picture during GDA at yung ngayon, SS3 Taiwan. yung una kase siya yung nagbibigay ng comfort kay leeteuk, nakangiti, para bang sinasabing "its okay, hyung"

pero sa pangalawa, siya nga ang yumakap, pero mararamdaman mo yung intensity ng pasasalamat, parang " this is making me okay, hyung" .

hindi lang basta yakap ang ginawa ni Heechul. naalala ko nung nag strong heart siya, umiiyak siya noon. kitang kita yung sincerity, pero dito hindi lang sincerity ang ang pinakita niya. gratitude, thankfulness, na sa kabila ng pinagdadaanan niya, merong leeteuk hyung na nandiyan para damayan siya. SARANGHAEYO KIM HEE CHUL, KAMSAHAMNIDA JEONGMAL PARK JUNG SOO.

PARK JUNG SOO KASE NARAMDAMAN KO, NA HINDI LANG YUNG LEADER NA SI LEETEUK YUNG SUMUSUPORTA, PATI NARIN YUNG PAGKATAO NUNG TOTOONG LEETEUK.

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mag di divert lang ako nung unang pagkakataon na nakilala ko yung super junior. alam ko na meet ko na sila nuon, noong nag perform si Charice sa SK, 2007, 2 years palang active ang SJ. hindi ko sila pinansin, napansin ko lang ata si Kyuhyun, kasi ang galing kumanta, tapos blonde siya, and gwapo. the rest di ko na nakita. busy ako kay charice at ho dong eh.

nag umpisa ang lahat back in december, mga year end awards, gayo dae jun, GDA (nung nanalo sila), saka  yung mag coconcert sila sa araneta, ss2 yun, february ko lang narinig. yun. ang simula ng pagmamahal ko sa kanila. salamat google, youtube, facebook,twitter, at tumblr. mas lalo ko silang nakilala.

wala pang isang linggo ng "get-to-know you" stage ko sa SJ, isang tao na yun nag agaw ng atensiyon ko. nakakalito nga kung sino ba talaga ang leader kase dalawa yung may sombrero sa ss2 poster. tapos sa tulong ng isang bagong kilalang kaibigan sa twitter, nalaman ko, ang leader pala yung lalaking hinahangaan ko, yung nakasombrero sa may right side. naiisip ko, kung hindi yung asa gitna yung leader? bakit nasa lang gilid siya? diba dapat nasa gitna ang leader?-- saka ko lang naiisip na may dahilan pala kung bakit ganon ang set up. kaya salamat Leeteuk at sinabi mo.

minsan nakakatuwa ka, minsan naman mararamdaman kong pilit yung tawa mo, pagod ka, gusto mong magpahinga, mapula ang mata. kung tutuusin sa kanilang lahat ikaw ang pinaka mahirap ang trabaho, pero sa totoo lang, dapat magaagree ka, kung hindi rin dahil sa tulong ng mga dongsaeng mo, mas lalong hihirap yung trabaho mo. hindi naman din sila makikipag cooperate kung pointless kang leader, kaya, na sayo parin ang huling halakhak.

ang gusto ko sayo, protektado mo mga members mo, hindi mo sila pinapabayaan. andiyan ka para sa kanila nung panahon na kahit sarili mo hindi okay. yung panahon na kailangan nasa gilid ka lang ng picture , kase aminado ka na kapag nilagay ka sa gitna, hindi magiging maganda yung kalalabasan. umiiyak ka kasama ni Eunhyuk nung temporary siyang mag paalam sa sukira. ngayon, yung pag cocomfort mo kay heechul. at nag stretch yun outside the group, nung kay luna, saka during ss3 Manila, yung binigay mo yung BIC mong tshirt sa isang matanda, tapos nag 90 degree bow kapa. sino bang hindi magmamahal sa isang katulad mo? kung sino man sila, wala lang edi wag.

masakit din kapag may nasasabi silang masama sayo. kase usually yung mga mapanghusga sila yung hindi ka masyadong kilala. kaya bira lang ng bira ng masasakit na salita. minsan kasalanan mo din, pero minsan hindi, hindi lang talaga sila tumitigil sa kaka kumpara. pero and pinakamasakit sa lahat ng naging issue sayo, yung pag quequestion sa pagiging leader mo, ayun masakit. Limang taon na leeteuk, kaya kung ano mang marinig mo sa kanila, wag papaapekto, kase alam mo you are a great job. YOU DID A GREAT JOB. 

isa lang ako sa ilang milliong fangirls na humahanga sayo. at magiging masaya ako kung sakaling mahanap mo na yung tamang taong i fafanboy mo. kung sino man siya, napakaswerte niya.

Madami akong natutunan dahil sayo, aabot tayo ng 100 years kapag ini lista ko pa yung ibang dahilan kung bakit mahal kita. tigil nako dito.

kaya hanggang huli, salamat. maraming salamat.

[chasing701]

IT WAS SHORT, SO I WAS FRUSTRATED. [ posted in livejournal]

Mar. 9th, 2011 11.49am

Title : IT WAS SHORT, SO I WAS FRUSTRATED. Pairing : eunhae Genre :  i want it to be a smut. Rated : PG-13 Warning : you'll get mad at me. Summary:  you'll feel the title after you read this fic. :))

After a very rough day, and his temporary goodbye on Sukira, Eunhyuk remained quiet and cold even at the dorm. He chose to remain alone during supper and denied to talk to anyone. While donghae's sick and trying to rest himself. At 1am eunhyuk got up from bed and went to the kitchen to make up his supper. He took a strawberry milk out of the fridge, sat on the couch and watch television. Donghae at the same time got up also to get some water. He was surprised that he got a little bit better than yesterday. Having thoughts about Eunhyuk and their trip to China in 3 days, he felt so happy. He was at the stairs when he saw Eunhyuk watching television. "Hyuk, why are you still awake?" asked donghae. "ah, just felt hungry, how do you feel now?" "He asked me how i feel now?? This is the best thing" he said in his mind. "I feel better than yesterday, which is better. Im ready for the trip in 3 days. " " okay, thats great to hear. " Eunhyuk continued watching. Donghae sat a few inch from Eunhyuk. Since its a love couch, theres only a few inches space separating their bodies. As Eunhyuk finishes his strawberry milk, the heat on his body rose suddenly. He cant believe, even just a few inch on Donghae's body, he feels electricity of lust pouring in. He suddenly held Donghae's hand. Donghae was shocked by Hyuk's sudden action. "what's going on?, do you want to say or tell me something?" "I'm so down donghae-Sshi, would you comfort me?" He don’t know, he actually don’t know how to comfort his friend. Not on the context that Eunhyuk was showing him. Eunhyuk continued squishing his hand. Eunhyuk lopsided his head on Donghae’s shoulder and rested there for a while. “ I just wanna feel you Hae.” Hyuk said passionately. Donghae found this as an awkward moment. He loosen up his hand and got up from the couch. “ Where are you going?” asked eunhyuk. “ Going back to bed? Goodnight” Donghae rushed to his room and hide underneath his blanket. He couldn’t sleep for the whole night. Why did he even deny his feelings for Hyuk when he is actually the person who’s making the first move? Is he gone nuts? Just about the time he was about to return to the leaving room, Lights were off. So he just decided to go back to his room. much of his surprise, eunhyuk was sitting on his bed. Top less. “ I know you came back because of me. Didn’t you?” said eunhyuk. Donghae sat beside silently. “ it’s okay if you are not ready yet, “ Eunhyuk was about to get up when Donghae ceased him from coming out. “ Eunhyuk, I’ll comfort you” --------osn: i did not finished this purposely because i'm being an evil leaving what happened next to them to you my lovely readers kekekeke. --> teukduck Lei. :*

Location:school computer shop

Mood: devious

Music:blue tomorrow. ^___^

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IT'S REAL WHEN ITS REAL [ posted in livejournal]

feb. 13th, 2011 at 8:37 PM

TITLE: IT'S REAL WHEN ITS REAL PAIRING: EUNHAE GENRE: ROMANCE, DRAMA RATING: PG-13 SUMMARY: Eunhyuk was bothered on the fact that donghae keeps ignoring him, but then found out the reason behind it. -->    --> really inspired me to write this fic. :))

It was shortly after the press conference of SJ-M, the heat of frustration build upon Eunhyuk’s head as Donghae ignored him endlessly throughout the day. It was agreed that the two will share room on their dorm while in China but it was kyuhyun who knocked on his door. “Am I welcome here?” asked kyuhyun, though he starts to put his suitcases inside the room. “Well, where’s Donghae?” “ Sungmin and I had a minor fight a while ago, so Donghae agreed and share with sungmin today, and I need to cool off too. Donghae said its okay with you and you guys talked already” explained Kyuhyun. “Talked??? He hasn’t talked to me since we started recording our songs!” he said in his head. Eunhyuk didn’t say a thing, and he let Kyuhyun arrange his things and his bed. Kyuhyun also set up his laptop and his wine. It’s been a while since the photo shoot and today it was set to be released online. Kyuhyun waited patiently as their portal updated their photos. One click, all of the picture popped up on the window. “Oh, I look gorgeous in this picture, what can I say? I look like an angel; Do you want to see yours? Well, its kinda.. I don’t know..” said Kyuhyun “shut up, I’m going to sleep now be quiet” Eunhyuk protested. At a split second, Kyuhyun suddenly spoke about Donghae's teaser. “what on earth is wrong with Donghae's?” Eunhyuk’s ear stood up as he heard about donghae’s pictures. He got up from his bed and looked. As soon as he saw it, it crushed his heart. Donghae’s eyes seem to be full of sadness. But Eunhyuk tries to brushed it off and said, “ At least he’s still good looking”. The next day is another no-talk day since none of the two did initiate a conversation. That night Eunhyuk walked down the hallway alone when he heard someone talking on the phone, just a few meters away from him. “It’s been awful here, good thing you called, bogo shipeoyo, Jong-woon hyung” As soon as Eunhyuk heard that person’s first word, he knew it was Donghae. And the fact that Donghae used Korean words, Jong woon might be really important. Donghae turned off his phone and started walking; Eunhyuk was just standing at his spot, waiting for Donghae to notice his existence. Donghae looked at him with petty eyes. Their eyes met. But due to the awkwardness, Donghae continued his way to his room, but Hyuk took hold of him. “Donghae~ya… are you mad at me?” asked Eunhyuk, while holding Donghae’s arm. “Mad?? Do I even have the right to be mad at you at this moment?” “yes!! If you are then tell me! You are driving me crazy when you ignore me!!” Eunhyuk’s voice echoed across the hallway. He was mad and yelling at Donghae so bad. “Why did you call Jong woon- hyung??” Eunhyuk asked furiously. “He called me first, “ “Haven’t I told you before to never answer his call? “ “why?” “You are asking me WHY???? You don’t know WHY??? Do you really want me to tell you WHY??? Donghae what do you expect me to do after you ignored me for almost a month since the recording? Do you want me to be happy? Donghae~yah!” “I didn’t know you were too much attached to me hyukjae… but I’m confused. Didn’t you said on Sukira that you wouldn’t date a guy, and so as me on one of my interview… so why its even a big deal?” To heat up the intense conversation, Eunhyuk grabbed Donghae’s lips and kissed it as passionately as he can get. Donghae protested but he cant help the urge of longing on Eunhyuk’s lips. It lasted until tears fell from Eunhyuk’s eyes. “ We just barely started but you already want me to give up? I’d been waiting for this for almost five years Lee Dong Hae…” Donghae wiped his tears. “mianhae”, said Donghae softly. When Donghae speaks Korean, it means he meant it with pure heart. Then both hugged each other and went straight to their room. As Eunhyuk watched his partner next to him sleeping soundly, he didn’t know that Donghae would even take his words seriously, for he just said it so that no one would know their relationship and also to protect each other. Eunhyuk rested donghae’s head on his shoulder and hugged him, kissed his forehead, his nose, and his lips. He feels so happy to be with donghae’s side, not with anyone else, but Donghae. He was also glad that he was added to SJ-M so he can be with Donghae all the time. Now that they had cleared up their misunderstanding, tomorrow is the big day. PRESS CONFERENCE 2: SJ-M COMEBACK. TOO PERFECT. They were seated before but then asked to stand up for the press conference’s official picture. When asked about if any of them are currently dating someone, Eunhyuk stood next to Donghae and gave him a peck and said… “eunhae is real” Camera flashes speed up like crazy. -------osn: this is the first time i wrote fan fiction. and i feel accomplished. hope someone would actually like it. ^__^ - lei