Jul 23, 2017
16.06.17 - Desperation and Wrong decision
Tell me its going to be okay.
Desperation and wrong decisions.
I’m weak with no stands and all I want to do is just stay in bed and stare at the empty ceiling.
I have bed sores now and its been days...but the dread only comes and goes...
and maybe I do giggle from time to time...
but the more you seem to do it the harder it hits you next time.
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I wish i could read them like the books that I do.
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I might just be stupid
and the irrational one.
but right now I’m just too scared to move
