Life has changed so incredibly much since blogging in high school and college.
I moved to SF! As you know, after finishing undergrad in 2014. Guess what? I, did it :). Remember when you were seventeen? You decided you wanted to become a pharmacist. You decided this at oxford, in high school. You stuck through and through with the same major, graduated UCR on the dean’s honor list, did the UCSF post bac, and GOT INTO UCSF. Not only did you achieve your long term goal of getting into pharmacy school, you got into the NUMBER 1 school in the nation? YOU DID.
& then you entered the darkest place of your life. Two very important things didn’t work out, 1. Family, 2. Relationship. Don’t let some b belittle you and your journey. Because no one knew what you went through in that dark year of what was thought to be the start of your dreams with every thing in its right place. & while others chased relationships and boys, you chased after your dreams. sure things didn’t work out the way you wanted to, but I am firm believer in that everything will find its place in life. BE a good person, don’t put others down, stay kind and humble to your journey.
P1 year was so dark, remember staying in the library and having a meeting with Binh and Kennedy? Remember crying? I told myself I would never let myself feel that way ever again, and know that once I got through that tough shit, nothing else could ever bother me. You made it out of this too.
You found the best support system. You found your best friend, Carol. Carol is a god send. She is the sweetest and kindest person ever. I am truly a better and kinder person after meeting Carol. Carol, you are my best friend. You have seen me literally in a pit of hell, and you ALWAYS stood by my side. I am so grateful for SF because it brought me to you.
You found the best support system. Binh, Kennedy, Beatrice, Victoria. These people are family. Through ALL the therapeutics, crazy ass 4am nights in the computer lab thinking “WHY ARE WE STUDYING THIS” I could have never asked for a more dysfunctional/amazing group of friends.
San Francisco, you have always had a piece of my heart. Since 2011-12?. I visited the city with _ for a 1 year anniversary and tied my love of SF to that person. but i never knew, sf would mean so much more. I grew up, so much its crazy. Its funny to see some of the same socal people be stuck and kind of not going ..anywhere really. SF oh man what a mix of emotions. the two years of dating was so crazy and fun. i literally went out almost every night on a week day getting drinks and getting to meet new people. i changed my own friggn tire. I got my job at the california immunization registry in this city. I got into UCSF in this city. i also happened to fall in love, in this city.
During my interview at UCSF, I sat on this bench, and this guy decided to come and sit on that bench too, and I said to myself “my god why is he sitting here”. We talked, we interviewed and I didn’t see him..until orientation where i said “youre that guy on the bench!” and that was it. You see, he was in a long term relationship, and I just got out of one. I always told myself I wanted to be okay with being single, and I was okay with it! I was actually so happy and problem free for 2 years. I feel like I found out what I liked and found out what I didn’t like. two years of being single passed, and Anthony decides to text me to study for physio. “This guy never messages me. Why tf does he wanna study” but i’m always down so of course i said “okay!” and with that, we started dating P2 year.
life is funny, it has such a weird way of working things out. things fall apart and as much as you don’t want it to fall apart, its gonna fall apart anyway. you can’t force things, i think things are just meant to be. So, with that said, 2020 is gonna be a crazy one. It’s gonna be the year i become a pharmacist. I get to go to my 10 year high school reunion with achieving my dream that I’ve always wanted to achieve as that 17 year old girl at oxford
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