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gaytanic-panic

cleverbeary

I guess i got this.

letsbelonelytogetherr

— octobersfilm on substack (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

Tuesday

It’s easy to be enjoyed but it is hard to be considered

i-am-a-fish

don't be mean to yourself that's you

i-am-a-fish

you live there

thesweetiepienovels

Someone said “The slow burn of becoming yourself” and I think that might be one of the most beautiful things I have ever heard. It’s such a good reminder of how much it takes, how much character development, how much change, and beauty and courage it takes to reach your soul and I hope no one ever gives up on becoming themselves because it’s a never ending journey that only gets better.

ich-brauch-dich-hier

soracities

“It’s summer now, and you’re craving a simpler existence. You want to read. You want to write. You want to meet strangers for dinner, and not refuse another drink at another bar. You want to dance. You want to find yourself in a basement, neck loose, bobbing your head as a group of musicians play, not because they should, but because they must. It’s summer now, and you’re looking forward to worrying less. You’re looking forward to longer nights and shorter days. You’re looking forward to gathering in back gardens and watching meat sputter on an open barbecue. You’re looking forward to laughing so hard your chest hurts and you feel light-headed. You’re looking forward to the safety in pleasure. You’re looking forward to forgetting, albeit briefly, the existential dread which plagues you, which tightens your chest, which pains your left side. You’re looking forward to forgetting that, leaving the house, you might not return intact. You’re looking forward to freedom, even if it is short, even if it might not last. You’re looking forward.”

— Caleb Azumah Nelson, Open Water

story reaction (an excerpt)

What difference does it make if you smile at me the same way you smile at others? The way you’re close to them as you’re close to me, the way you share the little details of your life with them as you do with me? What difference do I make except the extra physical intimacy? What does it mean to be in a couple anyway ? If i’m constantly jealous and just trying to fit it? It’s tedious, nerve-wracking, annoying, tiring, life-sucking… being in this damn country is tiring.

Visited Angers again this time with someone very special

Is it love or lust or a mix of both. If so, what is the percentage? And what is the likelihood that it crumbles just like the last one?

hanlar

@lotrweek 2025: DAY 4 -> GREEN | THE LAND | DREAMS AND LEGENDS SPRING TO LIFE OUT OF THE GRASS LORD OF THE RINGS: THE FELLOWSHIP OF THE RING (2001) DIR. PETER JACKSON