Cluster A Culture

A blog for cluster A personality disorders [PPD, StPD, SzPD]

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A blog for people to submit anything cluster A related. Polls, confessions, culture is, etc.

Flag in profile and banner is made by me because I couldn't find a Cluster A flag, it can be found in this post. Colors were taken from PPD, StPD, & SzPD flags.

Originally a poll blog inspired by @cluster-b-polls, @szpd-polls, and other similar blogs. [if you want to be untagged please ask!] My friend runs a sister blog, @cluster-c-polls.

Other Notes

Asks are queued oldest-newest and posted 1-7 times per day [depending on how long the queue is]

Only DNI is radqueers/harmful transIDs. [I know DNIs often don't work, this is just to say we don't support them]

Try to keep NSFW at a minimum, specify TWs when needed.

No discourse, ableism, racism, queerphobia, demonization of Cluster B [such as narcissistic abuse], demonization of any disorder or illness, etc.

If you want your ask to be posted off anon please specify that :]

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Tags

cluster A polls - poll posts

cluster A culture - culture is

not culture - anything not cluster A related

blog promo - other (typically cluster A) blogs to check out :3

[More tags will be added if needed]

Mods

Main mod is me, I have PPD, SzPD, and other things etc etc. I'll be the one reviewing and posting things.

Co-ran by my friend with StPD, they made the graphics you see on this post.

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SzPD is attracting people with cluster b disorders without meaning to for some reason. I don't know why I keep acquiring BPD / AsPD / NPD friends. I don't *think* I've really met someone with HPD yet. (At least, nobody has outright come out and told me so.) I already don't have / make many friends, but somehow I always end up being close to someone of that nature. What am I doing here.

(Not a complaint at all, I've just been seeing a pattern for the last few years and I find it a little humorous)

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StPD Culture is feeling reality slightly shifting. All around me. No one notices it but me.

Things weren’t this way a minute ago? Why does no one mention it? Can’t you see it, feel it? This thing that is nearly impossible to pinpoint. Why does no one else mention it?

Reality is shifting. Reality is moving slowly. Things are different in subtle ways but, eventually, they will be changed completely, and no one else sees it but me. It angers me, why don’t they see it and feel it? Why do I have to bear the burden of knowledge of change about things that shouldn’t be?

I feel trapped in a time loop. I am afraid I might be in one. I don’t know when it restarts or how far it goes. But I am terrified that I am in a time loop, it has looped a few times, I am sure of it.

No one else feels it. No one else sees it. No one else is haunted, day and night, by it.

I think I can change reality to my whim but only so much. It’s terrifying. I am afraid to live forever, because what if I don’t die? What if I was born into this icy, cold, frigid body to bear the burden humanity can’t?

I am so scared, all the time. Because I am the only one who knows. Things shifting, moving, something that is clearly off, no one else mentions it, no one else. No one but me.

I am scared to live forever. And what makes it worse is everyone acting as normal. I feel like Truman, from The Truman Show.

I am scared of living forever, because what if my body can’t die? I don’t want this.

— 🧸🫐.

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Cluster A culture is not being able to socialize irl because I'm slow and aware of being recorded and hate everyone, but also not being able to socialize online because I'm slow and aware of being recorded and hate everyone, but also not being able to enjoy my own company while outside because I'm aware of being recorded, but also not being able to enjoy my own company at home because I feel recorded.

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szpd culture is your triggers (of mental injury of any kind, or panic) don’t make sense even to you. they’re completely arbitrary. I can probably find I way to describe them (and someone listening will probably respond with “oh! that’s just xyz! very common”) but I’m too intimidated to do that.

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szpd culture is having simultaneous multiple thoughts in response to stimuli. my mind looks like a choices exam. let me illustrate an example:

event: person is obviously seeking validation from me

answer a) gross. this is the lowest tier of social interaction types. social slop. stop using me.

b) validation? from me? wow, people concern themselves with my opinion. i’m basically god. i love getting in the vibe and flow of things while knowing how fake they are.

c) indifference. i’m aware of the above answers, but let’s be real - if i acted too strong in either direction i would put myself in situations I wanna avoid. also I don’t actually think those things, there are just specters who want to take control of my mind palace.

i usually choose c

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schizotypal culture is bein told im kind or friendly yet no one wants to be friends. think im too weird.

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stpd culture is finding fictional things to be paranoid about so that i dont get paranoid about other things

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Turning all the lights off and being like. oh yeah. The Shadows are here

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Cluster a culture is being irritated when medical staff try to label all of your personality traits as symptoms

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Schizospec culture is being so bad at dialogues and social cues you make people deactivate with your words without saying anything malicious 👼

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having your safe space invaded by Bad Person and suddenly you're right back in the Mega Depression and somehow you're the bad guy

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Cluster a culture is i feel like all I do is debate my own identity with myself but I still dont have any sliver of an idea what/why/who I am 😐

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Stpd culture is fear im faking everything. Im a fraud.

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stpd culture is sadly being so afraid of directly interacting with those of high importance, authority, or popularity because i know the universe and the power of fate predetermined this person walking up to me and if it's by evil intention they decided that then this person could certainly see me as lesser being and seek to hurt me of erase me from existence once they get to know me

(based on an experience earlier today when a restaurant manager came out and offered to refill a drink for me, only i received a different glass than the one i previously had, now with a beer brand logo on it. i then got the notion that the manager was trying to spike my drink so he can find me poisoned and unconscious in the restroom and harm me in some way. all from asking for a drink.... 😓😓😓😓)

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Cluster A culture is HATING META GLASSES!!!!!!

Worst invention ever

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suspecting stpd culture is convincing myself i subconciously made myself more schizotypal after finding out about stpd