burning lights.

树高千丈叶落归根 claire yu. 16.

[femaleidol]

soojung for elle korea

[servndipxty]

[ sms → Claire ] I don’t know, you tell me. [ sms → Claire ] Oh honey, unlike you, I can actually say that I still keep my v card.

[clvireyu]

{ text to: bianca } i wasn’t the one doing it.

{ text to: bianca } let’s hope you won’t end up being a 41-year-old virgin

[servndipxty]

[ sms → Claire ] That’s for me to know and for you to find out.

[ sms → Claire ] I wonder what other thing I’ll lose. Because last time I checked my eyesight was perfectly fine.

[clvireyu]

{ text to: bianca } so how was it? i mean taking four guys at once must be one hell of an adventure.

{ text to: bianca } i guess it can’t be your virginity.

[clvireyu]

"You look lonely. Want to talk to me?"

the only times when claire was alone were when she was waiting for someone or she was just annoyed by people. this time, it was the second reason. sitting peacefully in the hallway by herself, she was scrolling through her facebook, thinking about how quiet everything is. the girls at constance were rarely loud, knowing how almost everyone hated when someone raised their voice except when people were fighting over something. just when claire had closed her eyes, she heard a voice probably talking to her. opening her eyes and turning her head to the source of the voice, claire raised an eyebrow. "i was having a peaceful moment by myself until you came. if i wanted to talk, i would've went to my friends. thank you for the offer though."

[clvireyu]

"Say something."

furrowing her eyebrows as she was reading the latest gossip girl blast about her and adrian over and over again, claire let out a frustrated sigh and shook her head. "what is there to say? it's sad what people make up. doesn't the person have anything better to say instead of spitting out those stupid lies?"

[clvireyu]

.journal entry #01

march 23, 2015. 8:45am

this week has finally ended and much to my surprise, it’s been quiet around here. i must say, i do miss all the people around here bickering and/or looking for new people to write gossip about, even gossip girl has been quiet for a few days. despite of all that, i should find someone to torture and writing here is a waste of time so i’ll ACTUALLY do something productive. i might go shopping or go out with k. there’s no one better than the yu sisters.

[yukweis-deactivated20211224]

cutestal

[servndipxty]

[ sms → Claire ] Well as Martin says “The best calumnies are spiced with truth.” So I guess there must be some truth behind the rumors. [ sms → Claire ] You will have to stop waiting for that because that is not really possible to happen. [ sms → Claire ] It doesn’t seem like it…

[clvireyu]

{ text to: bianca } well then i guess the story i heard about you must be true too. nice, b.

{ text to: bianca } mmm, we’ll see.

{ text to: bianca } mind getting a pair of glasses? it’s sad to see you lose your eyesight. maybe it won’t be the only thing you’ll lose.

[clvireyu]

acheos replied to your post “[ text ] Just heard a guy discussing with someone else the amazing...”

[ - claire yu ] hm i had a feeling. he was at the same party on friday, probably trying to make a cool story. or he was high and imagined it.

{ text to: anastasia claire } well he failed. do you know him though? i would love to have a chat with him.

[clvireyu]

"I'm sorry."

looking at the time, claire tapped her foot. she had been waiting for her sister in her favorite shop. keira had promised that she’ll be there in a few but it had already been over fifteen minutes and claire looked rather weird while looking at the same clothes over and over again. hearing the door open, claire turned around and rolled her eyes as she made her way to her sister. “i’ve been waiting for you for like twenty minutes at least. where were you?” she asked, her tone quite impatient, hoping that her sister would give an explanation.

[oilait]

Krystal for Elle Korea, August 2014

[clvireyu]

a few plots are up! feel free to choose something from them.

[clvireyu]

Random Sentence Starters

"Ouch! That was my foot!"

"Could you get out of my way?"

"Stop it!"

"You look lonely. Want to talk to me?"

"Your nose is red."

"Aw, you're so cute! You know that?"

"Eww, gross!"

"If you touch me again, you're dead."

"Don't eat that!"

"Gosh, you look kinda pale..."

"What is that!?"

"Oh my god, were you shot!?"

"Give me the gun. Now."

"Hello? Anyone in there?"

"Someone said you didn't feel well. You okay?"

"Do you want to cuddle?"

"I demand cuddles."

"You're hair's messed up. Here, let me fix it."

"Ohhh~ Someone's blushing~!"

"I-I-it's so c-cold..."

"It's too hot..."

"I can't...breathe..."

"Help!"

"I'm sorry, did you say something?"

"Augh! It hurts!"

"Feel my hands! They're so cold!"

"Stop! I can't run anymore..."

"Are you alright?"

"You look ready to faint."

"You're not serious."

"You want me to what?"

"Grab my hand!"

"Oh god. Oh god. Stay awake. Please stay awake. Stay with me!"

"Careful! You really don't want to fall here."

"Are you insane?"

"I can't allow this."

"I-I can't feel my arms..."

"Why are you all wet?"

"We need to get you to a hospital."

"I....I've been sh-shot..."

"Oh god, why is there so much blood...?"

"I think I'm gonna be sick..."

"Do you think you could make everything stop spinning?"

"I am NOT blushing!"

"Ugh, could you quiet down? My head hurts too much for this noise..."

"Have you been drinking?"

"Thank you. I really wanted someone to throw up on my shoes."

"I've never seen cuts like this..."

"Have you been to the doctor?"

"I think your leg is broken. I'll have to help you walk."

"Don't move!"

"Ouch! I...I think I heard something snap..."

"Don't touch it!"

"Your forehead feels kinda warm..."

"Careful with that! You wouldn't want to cut yourself, would you?"

"Why do you always do that?"

"How can I trust you?"

"You betrayed me! You betrayed everyone!"

"I told you not to kiss me when I was sick!"

"If I beat you and left you for dead, do you really think someone would come for you? They wouldn't."

"You disgust me to the point where looking at you makes me physically ill."

"Please don't go..."

"I can't live without you!"

"I'm sorry."

[clvireyu]

[ text ] Just heard a guy discussing with someone else the amazing blow job you gave him.

{ text to: anastasia claire } that’s sad because i haven’t done that. he was probably just a sad virgin trying to tell his friend that he’s not.

[servndipxty]

[ sms → Claire ] That’s not what the rumors say [ sms → Claire ] Hm, sorry not sorry. I had been taught to always exprese myself when the situation demands it. [ sms → Claire ] Well it’s about time everyone else get an own life. Heard they are pretty cheap on ebay; you should try to get one for yourself too.

[clvireyu]

{ text to: bianca } that’s kind of sad that you believe rumors.

{ text to: bianca } i wouldn’t be surprised if you end up being in a hospital or something. let me know when i could come visit you and say “told you so”

{ text to: bianca } too bad i’m not into cheap things like you.

[servndipxty]

[ sms → Claire ] I didn’t say anything that wasn’t obvious. [ sms → Claire ] How about next time you try to keep your rage for yourself; maybe that way you save yourself from a future night at the jail. Who knows who you will hit if they make you angry. [ sms → Claire ] I don’t need to say anything to anyone. It’s my back, my life.

[clvireyu]

{ text to: bianca } i’m not a whore. 

{ text to: bianca } it wouldn’t have been like this if you could simply keep that dirty ass mouth shut.

{ text to: bianca } haven’t you heard yet, bianca? here on manhattan, your life is everyone’s life.

[servndipxty]

[ sms → Claire ] I’ll try to keep that in mind, can’t promise anything.  [ sms → Claire ] Next time try not to hit me against something that breaks, it looks like something rough happened on my back.

[clvireyu]

{ text to: bianca } why am i not surprised.

{ text to: bianca } next time try to say something what wouldn’t make me do it. just tell people you did the thing with a sadist. i’m sure they’ll believe that more than you saying that i pushed you.