Lovesick Writer

Clue-finder, web-cutter, stinging fly, barrel rider.

[cherrycola-and-goodnightkisses]

I'm scared I'll never find love

Real love that lasts

That I can come home to after work

That cares about me

That wants me for me

I'm scared I'll never find a girl who wants me

That I'll meet again girl and then she'll realize I have flaws and dump me

That the girls I like would never like me for me

That I can't be me if I want a girl to stay

I'm scared to meet new girls

I'm scared to follow anyone here

I'm scared to Dm

I'm scared to tell girls about my past relationships because I'm embarrassed

I cheated on my ex girlfriend

I have issues with lying and overexaggerating

I am so fucking desperate to love someone that I'd do anything for love

It's embarrassing

Is this my punishment?

I am so scared of never being loved romantically

Of never finding romantic love that stays

I swear I would make the moon shine for you

I'd buy you flowers just because at any random point with no reason other than I want to make you smile

I'd make brownies at 3am

I'd sit at my desk and write my stupid little love poems

I'd tell you you're the most beautiful girl I've ever met

You'd be the only thing I ever dream about

But I can't say that to you

Because desperation has never been attractive has it?

Please take pity on me, I feel pathetic.

[cocacola-cowboy]

Remember me?

[cocacola-cowboy]

I still think about you

[cocacola-cowboy]

OJ maybe killing his wife is bad enough, but bro also gave us the Kardashians and for that I'll never forgive him

[cocacola-cowboy]

I forgot how sensitive you dumb fucks were

[cocacola-cowboy]

You told me you were tired, but I know you just said that to be polite, you'd rather be on call with your boyfriend than hang out with me

[cocacola-cowboy]

Wont tell you this Tricia but I hope you don't think it's me sending you hate, I've been away with college and mental health issues, but your streams have always held a special place in my heart. I wish I knew how to tell you this.

[feelingsoftheday]

never forget how they gave you distance when u needed love

[pjotwitter]

[ryns-ramblings]

[thoughtcascades]

I come from a long line of people with something wrong with them

[thoughtcascades]

I almost forgot about it

[putthekettleonlove]

i like it when you and a mutual are very clearly flirting via likes and reblogs but neither one of you will message the other first. we're just playing ping pong now

[inlovewithquotes]

I doubt; I fear; I think strange things, which I dare not confess to my own soul.

-Dracula

[cocacola-cowboy]

I miss getting texts. It's been forever since anyone's reached out.

[cocacola-cowboy]

Every tear I cry is a prayer to God

[thelastunico]

I relied on romantic maladaptive daydreaming for survival as a child, and have been love sick ever since

[cocacola-cowboy]

How the fuck did you make me fall in love with you through your Tumblr posts