I’m staying as annoymis as possible so names and places will be different.
Quick background. I’m a pretty simple woman. I’ve always like all things girly. Makeup is my thing and everyone that knows me knows I love glitter! I work full time and I’m married with no kids. I’ve been married for 10+ years and kids were always in the books just hasn’t happened.
I met my husband on a dare, and we got married a short time after and we have been best friends ever since.
I have anxiety and depression, I mean what person doesn’t? Sometimes it gets the best of me and sometimes it’s like it isn’t even there. I can syke myself out over the smallest of things and sometimes the world can be falling apart around me and I can help hold it up.
Ever since COVID has started my anxiety has built up so I thought, I realized it was more depression. Not seeing friends, I can’t shop (shopping is my favorite past time just the fact I can go to a mall or outdoor shopping area, hell even Walmart), Me and my husband are both essential workers so we have been out in it since day one. It got to where we hardly seen each other since it’s calmed down we do now. My job, the hours changed the way we worked changed, we had days off when normally we would work all week and having no kids or anything to do at home gets old and lonely. I’m a people person, I love crowds, get togethers anything where people are involved. I don’t like change especially to my routine Now that everyone was stuck inside that’s when my depression and anxiety got worse but there is more to that story......
What have you done to help cope? New hobbies? New things to do? How did you fix your boredom? I recently picked up jogging. Let’s make this clear I never jogged I was one of these people if you seen me running you better start running because something is chasing me!!
I’m going to blog in I guess segments with my stories of the day or month
I just want to help myself get rid of my stress and nerves I feel like putting it on paper will help make it go away
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