A Fond Farewell
Hi y’all.
So, two things to start out: a couple days ago B1A4 split, as I’m sure you know, but I won’t talk about that here in detail because that’s more of a personal post; and, about a week ago, little ol’ completelydifferentb1a4 had its fourth anniversary. On those notes, it’s time I say goodbye.
I have never been one to participate in fandoms—it's just not my thing, and I never felt I had much of anything to contribute. But I loved B1A4 and watched their shows and followed updates since their debut, so I felt like this was the one I was going to get into, like, for real. Seeing how they could be so thoroughly kind and how that was reflected within their fans really struck me. I wanted to be part of that; I wanted to share my ridiculous, silly ideas with others like they shared with me; I wanted to add to the collective positive experience that B1A4 had inspired and perpetuated.
And I’ve really never seen a fandom like bana; I don’t think I ever will again. There is a thorough goodness permeating this fandom’s conduct existing simultaneously with the quippy humor, cheesy sentiment, and welcoming atmosphere. And maybe it’s just because we—at least internationally—are quite a small group, but I also think it’s the good people who are drawn to the boys’ positive energy.
I am so, so glad that I’ve gotten to be a part of that. Joining in on this group in my own tiny way has been an invaluable experience for me. I cannot overemphasize how dearly I hold all of you in my heart. I read every single tag and comment you left. I read every single message. I go back to them; I will continue to go back to them. You are the reason I have had so much fun writing 1,880ish absurd vignettes across four years. Thank you.
My personal account is @plindec, though I don't use tumblr so much anymore. I am, however, very active on twitter. If you need to talk, or if you need to know someone else is there with you, I can be that person.
Thank you for sharing this time and joy with me—and everyone else. Thank you for being there and being amazing. I will never forget that, and I hope none of you will, either. Thank you. I could never say it enough. Thank you.