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. hiatus update .

hey everyone holy shit so. finals are over but a whole heckload of other shit has happened in the past couple weeks. below the cut because i’m. it’s a lot lmfao

#[ . ooc . ]#[ . admin . ]#[ my life has been. fucking insane ]

. semi - hiatus .

heyyy, everyone! friendly neighborhood admin ashton, here.

i’m coming up on finals and i’m... woefully fucking behind on essays and presentations that need to get done, so for the most part, i’m going to try and step back from writing here until school is out. i have a few pre-existing threads that i’ll try to update if i have the energy, but i won’t be starting anything new until the semester is over ♥

#[ . ooc . ]#[ . admin . ]#swearing cw sorry #school is kicking my entire butt right now

crvdvncvbarvbonv

we learn the most when we break in two

crvdvncvbarvbonv

that wasnt something that had crossed credences mind. really, he was just too busy being upset and self pitying to think about what might have been. the what ifs. he supposed that his mirror image was right. if their mother hadnt been so obsessed with hating magic and witches, they wouldnt have been the abomination that they were, now. they wouldnt have had the magic beat out of them, they would have been able to make something of themselves, maybe.

those thoughts were nice, but they werent realistic. they were here, now, fending for themselves in a horrible and broken down church because of what they had done. no amount of what ifs were going to solve it, and he was fairly certain that one couldnt go back in time even with magic. it was just too fantastical of a thought.

he followed credence with a grip on his hand, and like the other had done, he helped steady the bottom of the bucket. he was right, it was hot. but he didnt make a face at the burning sensation, either. he watched the steam again, took a few moments to enjoy the warmth of the bathroom in the silence and flickering light with his new family.

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the silence is both uncomfortable and not. he knows these thoughts are just dead branches that will never bear fruit; there’s no sense standing underneath with a hungry mouth waiting for them to flower. still, there’s a part of him that remains - maybe foolishly - idealistic, that believes there might be a way out, to reverse the damage that’s been done, a bright tear in the darkness for them to climb through and escape.

maybe that’s childish. that wouldn’t surprise him - he’s often childish.

steam rises, heavy, from the bath, and he rests the empty bucket against the lip of the tub for a moment in the quiet. “maybe just a few more pails from the tap,” he suggests, but his faraway tone makes it clear that his mind is on other things.

#crvdvncvbarvbonv #[ . para . ]#[ . v : love from a different view : selfcest . ]#[ . s : credence squared . ]#this is short bc we both got too introspective and we need to knock it the fuck off a little bit ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

stsebastiens

– Kate Jacobs

#[ . inspiration . ]#[ . insp : credence .]

timbllr

via weheartit

#[ . inspiration . ]#[ . insp : aesthetic . ]

memes-and-starters-ohmy

Reblog if...

Your muse is nonbinary.

#[ . headcanon . ]

controlit-blog1

. white leaves of an oleander .

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prev.

credence has proven himself to be less cautious, less suspicious than his counterpart - the difference has been clear since they found each other, but it’s positively stark now as he smiles brightly at mr. grindelwald and his gentlemanly words. he can feel his other half pulling back, and he lets him stand behind him, knowing he can’t help but still feel wary and suspicious.

“it’s beautiful, mr. grindelwald,” he says, “everything here is. thank you.”

his fingers lift to touch the flowers in his hair, self-conscious as the distance between them and mr. grindelwald narrows, the man carefully approaching; he must have learned, after everything in new york, that they’re easily startled if nothing else. “will we be seeing you at dinner more often, now?” he asks. “it’s been quiet.” not that he minds the quiet - neither of them do, more than content in each other’s idle company.

#crvdvncvbarvbonv #greatergood #[ . para . ]#[ . v : i'll be unclean ; i'll be obscene ; you be the rest : split win . ]#[ . s : bogo . ]

Hottest styles, every shoe, every color, Yeah, when you're famous it can be kind of fun.

[ i... what... who is sending credence the hannah montana theme song and also why ]

#anonymous #[ . answered . ]

N E C R O P H I L I A

guess my muse’s turn-ons | ACCEPTING

[ bold - default ; italic - dark!credence ]

#rxgulussblxck #[ . answered . ]#[ . ask meme . ]#[ . hc : kink . ]#WHY DO YOU GUYS KEEP CALLING ME OUT LIKE THIS #anyway if u think for a second gellert didnt feed him a draught of living death at some point and fuck his 'dead' body then #then idek what to say to u frankly #nsfw #death mention cw

cannibalism bitchh

guess my muse’s turn-ons | ACCEPTING

[ bold - default ; italic - dark!credence ]

#chris9065 #[ . answered . ]#[ . ask meme . ]#[ . hc : kink . ]#i fuckin hate you lmfao why do you always call me out like this

For the muse's turn ons thing: daddy kink.

guess my muse’s turn-ons | ACCEPTING

#lilith the ancient #[ . answered . ]#[ . ask meme . ]#[ . hc : kink . ]#nsfw #ALL TIME FAV T B Q H #moreso cg/l than straight daddy kink but y'knowwww

somnophilia

guess my muse’s turn-ons | ACCEPTING

#bunnyfangs #[ . answered . ]#[ . ask meme . ]#[ . hc : kink . ]#nsfw

al-jilani-asks-blog-blog-blog

Guess my muse's turn-ons

rpmemesupreme-blog

Send me one guess and I’ll rate it:

#[ . ask meme . ]

jengnim

국장님의 유혹

#[ . inspiration . ]#[ . insp : credence . ]#[ . insp : graves . ]#[ . insp : fanart . ]#[ . s : gradence . ]

sobeitjayt

Dont start fallin in love just because somebody showing you a little bit of attention

rottenbutrecovering

try and stop me honestly

#[ . inspiration . ]#[ . insp : credence . ]

vanishbones-deactivated20170630

i am fire and anger and blood

i am not designed for a softer world

#[ . inspiration . ]#[ . insp : credence . ]#blood cw #dismemberment cw #guro cw

i want to be good. and do good. and be nice to people. and make people happy. and have good and healthy relationships with people. i want to learn to forgive and i want to understand other people. i want to be loved and adored and i want to love and adore

#[ . inspiration . ]#[ . insp : credence . ]

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