My room is dirty, I’m dirty, I think I’ve slept 12 hours in the past 4-5 days, I have once again pulled a fucking bald spot in my hair, but after tomorrow it’s over
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My room is dirty, I’m dirty, I think I’ve slept 12 hours in the past 4-5 days, I have once again pulled a fucking bald spot in my hair, but after tomorrow it’s over
I can do all things through stimulant abuse, which strengthens me
I know this is basically a ghost town, but desperate times and all that shit. If you have a few dollars to throw my way, I would be so grateful. You also have my permission to share this widely! Anything helps.
https://gofund.me/af33edd3
i'm glad white women are embracing aging but unironically calling yourself a crone at age 31 is fucking embarrassing
Idk. Should I be sad? I feel like I don’t have time to be sad
how do you deal with breaking up with someone you thought you’d be with long term? I dealt with something similar recently 🥲🥲
I’m sorry you’re also going through this! It’s hard and sucks. Before I say how I’m dealing with this, just bear in mind that I’m a 7th house Aries Venus lol. I’m not really sad even though it’s only been a week since the breakup because I had mourned this relationship and processed this breakup many times over. There were several times throughout the past four years that I knew this wasn’t going to work. I cried a lot the week before our breakup because I knew it was coming and it felt final (and also because I was having a mental breakdown about my partner treating me so poorly during the biggest moment of my career, but I don’t wanna talk about that yet). But since it happened, I’ve really just been focusing on all the possibilities that have opened up because we split. I can leave this boring ass town that I hate. I’m moving home to Atlanta and living with my best friend and our pets! (And her boyfriend whom I also love).
I felt a lot of grief and loss in my relationship because there were just all these parts of me that didn’t fit. I loved my ex and I liked our life, but so much of what I love about myself and about life was just….missing. And I thought I was just gonna have to learn to live with it. And now I don’t have to do. And I’ve realized that I never did.
I’m coping by being really fucking excited about the life I get have. And also I’m spending all my time with my closest friends. And I’m napping, eating, watching tv and smoking weed as much as I want. And I just keep feeling so relieved that this relationship is over. I don’t say that to bash my ex. I sincerely wish the best for her and I hope she finds what she’s looking for. But I like myself and my life better when we aren’t together.
The wildest and most fun part of a breakup is finding out which of your friends secretly found your ex annoying. In my experience, it’s all of them 😭😂
I have to stop fucking dating people I meet during Venus retrograde lmao
My personal life is imploding (again, in a new way) but my dissertation defense is tomorrow so I’m just alternating between crying in the bathroom at this coffee shop and playing Yeah Glo! on repeat to get my mind right lol
My hairs fucked, I’ve lost weight and I had a complete breakdown and cried for several hours but I SUBMITTED THE DISS
I’m gonna have to rebuild my body from the ground up after this 😭 I’m pulling my hair again, not eating enough because I’m too much Ritalin so I’m losing weight. I look like shit. I feel like shit. But in 46 hours it’s all over
T minus 4 days and I’m so excited to be fucking done that I’m having trouble working 😂 but it will get done. Fuck passive voice actually. I will get it done, just like I’ve gotten it done every time before.
Also i tried to start writing my acknowledgements today and got through a quarter of a page before I started tearing up lol
I blocked all my distracting websites so I literally had to open an incognito window and remember my fucking password all so i could get on here and say: i'm submitting my dissertation in 12 days and two weeks after that I will defend and then i'm out this bitch! i have so much to do before then and i'm not gonna get a lot of of sleep but i don't give a shit. I'm for real almost done. I've been a student my entire adult life so i'm excited (and nervous) to figure out who I am when I'm not in school.
I can already tell i'm gonna be a weepy mess at my defense and commencement. y'all just don't know what i went through. (well, you do. i complain constantly but you don't know how it felt lmao)
I'm done with talk therapy. At least for a while. what is the point of pushing myself to an unnatural (for me) level of vulnerability when my fucking therapist is gonna act worse than some of my abusers lmao
I literally can't believe my life right now lmao
Really fun and cool when you talk to a "mental health professional" about your sexual trauma and then they use that to give you a brand new kind of sexual trauma