crepúsculo

"to hear the immense night, still more immense without her. & the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture." private & indie OC written by nazy

[crepuscullo]

like this for a starter from my night children!! im me if u wanna plan something!

[hanabiira]

History of Japan RolePlay Starters

“Hire a Samurai~♪ “ 

“Japan is an island by the sea filled with volcanoes and it’s BEAUTIFUL~!”

“So now there’s people on the island, they’re basically sort of hanging out in between the mountains.” 

“They’re using the latest technology, like stones and bowls.”

“Ding dong, it’s the outside world and they have technology from the future, like really good metal and crazy rice farms.” 

“But this one was the most, most, important, ruled by a heavenly super-person, or emperor for short.”

“Knock, knock, get the door, it’s religion.” 

“The new prince wants everyone to try this hot new religion from baekje.”

“Please try this religion.” 

“No. Said everybody again, quieter this time.” 

“Can you call us something else other than dipshit?” 

“How about sunrise land~ ♪ “

“And they stole China’s alphabet and wrote a book about themselves.” 

“They conquered the north finally, get that squared away.” 

“A rich hipster name Kukai is bored with modern Buddhism.” 

“The royal palace became such a dream world of art that they really didn’t give a shit about running the country.” 

“How are you supposed to protect your shit from criminals?”

“Breaking news, the Mongols have invaded China.” 

“Please respect us or else we might invade you as well.” 

“They tried again and had a nice time fighting with the Japanese but then died in a tornado.” 

“And the emperor can still dress like an emperor if he wants that’s fine.” 

“Now there’s more art~♪ ”

“Everyone voted so hard that the palace caught on fire and burned down.” 

“and the WHOLE country broke into pieces.”

“Knock, knock, it’s Europe. No, they’re not here to take over, they just want to sell some shit like clocks and guns and Jesus~♪“ 

“There was poetry, plays, sexy times, puppet shows, and Dutch studies!” 

“Knock, knock, it’s the United States, with huge boats. With guns. Gunboats.” 

“Stop, no, you can’t take that. We were gonna try and build a railroad through here to try and get some warm water.”

“Can you maybe chill?” 

“How about maybe you chill?” 

“You’ll never guess who is also kind of scared of Russia.” 

“It’s time for world war 1~♪”

“How bout I do, anyway~♪” 

“Their friends and our friends are not friends, plus they’re planning on invading the entire ocean.♪ ” 

[crepuscullo]

                        The lamp of my soul dyes your feet,                         the sour wine is sweeter on your lips,                         oh reaper of my evening song,                         how solitary dreams believe you to be mine!

                                                                                      written by nazy. || banner credit

[wxndybird]

ｔｈｅ  ｗｅｅｋｎｄ  ｓｔａｒｔｅｒｓ

❛ close your eyes and lay yourself beside me. ❜ ❛ don’t be scared. i’m right here. ❜ ❛ oh, your mind wants to leave, but you can’t go. ❜ ❛ let me take the friction from your lips. ❜ ❛ i’m the drug in your veins. ❜ ❛ just fight through the pain. ❜ ❛ he’s what you want, i’m what you need. ❜ ❛ i do, everything he does times three. ❜ ❛ i don’t love her no more. ❜ ❛ just let me motherfucking love you. ❜ ❛ so tell me you love me only for tonight. ❜ ❛ i’ll give you all of me even though you don’t love me. ❜ ❛ i’m not lying to nobody but me. ❜ ❛ i’m better than your next man. ❜ ❛ i think you lost your morals, girl. ❜ ❛ put your mind in a dream world. ❜ ❛ take a look at what you did. ❜ ❛ you probably thought that you’d break my heart. ❜ ❛ you probably thought that you’d make me cry. ❜ ❛ i know everything. ❜ ❛ there are no words to describe the depths of your indifference. ❜ ❛ you could’ve been the one. ❜ ❛ you keep saying there’s no one, but who keeps calling your phone ? ❜ ❛ it seems like pain and regret are your best friends. ❜ ❛ i can’t feel a damn thing. ❜ ❛ don’t you fall in love. ❜ ❛ you’ll be falling to the point of no return. ❜ ❛ you’ll never make me stay so take your weight off of me. ❜ ❛ i know your every move, so won’t you please let me be. ❜ ❛ but i hate sleeping alone, why don’t you come with me ? ❜ ❛ i didn’t call on the phone to say that i’m alright. ❜ ❛ i guess you had no idea that you could have persuaded me. ❜ ❛ you could have had me doing anything you pleased. ❜ ❛ it could have went so many ways. ❜ ❛ nobody feels the way that i feel when i’m alone. ❜ ❛ lying comes natural to me. ❜ ❛ she never falls in love. ❜ ❛ i used to do this for the thrill. ❜ ❛ nobody’s ever made me fall in love. ❜ ❛ you taught me how to feel. ❜ ❛ you taught me how to love. ❜ ❛ you belong to the temporary moments of a dream. ❜ ❛ i see nobody but you. ❜ ❛ i’m so used to being used. ❜ ❛ you know our love would be tragic. ❜

[captain-lucys-ship]

[crepuscullo]

so i always use godfrey gao as my fc for lysandros & i have adam lambert but i rarely use him. idk what other dude fc’s to use for lysandros

do u peeps have any fc suggestions for my night son?

[vi0lettae]

[crepuscullo]

                                                  To hear the immense NIGHT,                                                   still more immense without HER.                                                   and the verse falls to the S O U L                                                   like dew to the pasture. x

[aura-eden]

Pink Water Lilies by Claude Monet

[galleryofmemesnplots]

send me a ✿ and i’ll generate a number.

If the generator is being lame, just choose something that works for the muses.

aggressive/angry kiss

all over kiss

back kiss

cheek kiss

firm kiss

shy kiss

first kiss

forehead kiss

french kiss

gentle kiss

scar kiss

hand kiss

jawline kiss

last kiss

neck kiss

rain kiss

friendly kiss

chaste kiss

stomach kiss

underwater kiss

upside down kiss

spin the bottle kiss

an eskimo kiss

butterfly kisses ( eyelash kiss )

a kiss pressed to each fingertip

a kiss on the hairline

a kiss to the temples

a kiss to the corner of the mouth

a kiss to bruised skin

a kiss on the knuckles

Hot, Steamy kiss

Forced Kiss

Nose Kiss

Gentle Peck

Romantic Kiss

Eyelid Kiss

Collarbone Kiss

Chest/Breast Kiss

Kiss Along the Hips

Navel Kiss

Goofy Kiss

Forceful Kiss

Reunion Kiss

Then there’s tongue

Bear Hug

Sleepy hug

Cuddle hug

Unreciprocated hug

“Far too long since we’ve seen each other” hug

From behind hug

“Something scared me” hug

The Lift hug

One armed hug

The Leg hug

Friendly hug

The emotional hug

Failed hug

Run and Jump hug

Romantic hug

Side hug

Comforting hug

Family hug

Hug around waist

Clinging hug

‘’Don’t let go’’ hug

‘’I thought I’d never see you again” hug

Warm hug

Awkward hug

Cold hug

[beyonces]

On my off days, I like to keep my energy up by hanging out with my pals and playing basketball and volleyball. I also like to play the drums and cook for friends and family. Aside from the modelling and acting, I’m just your average guy, really. — Godfrey Gao

[crepuscullo]

Lounges here

“it’s been awhile, hasn’t it?”

[asteritm]

‘ I bet you could be constant if you had to be, but no,    why would you bother doing that? why would you    bother to care enough to be here. ‘

her hands are curled into fists, anger like a rush of wind saturates her blood and damn is she mad at him.

‘ I do not brush you aside, you don’t stick around long    enough to even finish your goddamn sentences. how   am I supposed to have feelings when all you do is leave.   do you even know what I’ve been through when it comes   to people I care about? how many times I’ve been lied to   and hurt and how many times I went to sleep crying and   wishing I wasn’t so fucking alone? and here you come,   expecting a fucking free lunch or some shit like that and   then you’re surprised when you’re faced with a wounded   animal instead of a girl. ‘

her voice has already risen a few octaves, she’s not sure if she’s going to walk away from this without pain.

‘ I am done hurting, I am done missing you, I am done   wishing I wasn’t alone. maybe this is all my fault, I    expected more from you when I shouldn’t have. ‘

[crepuscullo]

“are you fucking serious right now? you of all people ought to understand, my fucking sister knows how it is and i’m from her rib. haven’t you ever listened to a word i’ve said? see-- see lilly, that’s your problem. you never listen to me. i never have a chance to finish my damn sentences because you never let me finish it!”

he’s seething. his eyebrow twitches. he’s offended to the high heaven’s and hearing her say such things makes his mortal  vessel’s blood pressure rise. free lunch? andros didn’t want to accept the fact that yes he did leave unannounced on several  occasions. he didn’t want to accept any of the words she said. it’d be the last thing he’d do.

right now, his pride’s been hurt. he’s not sure if he wants to face this... but that’s what makes him different from his sister who faces the problem head on. he wants to run. he wants to vanish right  now before she has a chance to become nasty... yet he can’t. he knows it’s not fair to her nor is it fair to whatever is left of this thing they’ve created together. whatever relationship they had  was already in shambles. 

“every time i left, you had the chance to just fucking move on. if you say you’re done, then why’re you here? why’re you even bothering with this if you say you are done?”

[asteritm]

‘ do I look like I’m trying to be fucking funny??? or fucking   cute for some fucking reason? Protip, I’m fucking not.    you don’t know half of what I’m feeling, and you don’t   fucking care. don’t act like you do, I’m tired of being   lied to or brushed aside. ‘

[crepuscullo]

“who the fuck said i’m lying to you, lilly? huh? so you think that my comings and goings are a reason to lie to you and brush you aside? you’ve forgotten i’m never constant. damn it, lilly-- what,  you think i want to leave?” ( he leaves out of fear, he leaves out of the sheer fact that she’s so much more than he is. ) “yeah, i don’t know what you’re feeling-- but when i try to talk to you, you’re the one who brushes me aside, LILLY!”

[crepuscullo]

“i can’t believe you, lilly constantine.”

[asteritm]

‘ you can’t believe what? I’m sorry, who are you   again? your name must’ve slipped my mind. ‘

[crepuscullo]

“this isn’t funny-- nor is your childish behavior cute. i know you’re mad.”

[asteritm]

OVER THE HEART AND BUTT FROM LYSANDROS

touch my muse! touching is a quiet way of conveying your feelings, so tell me how you feel with your touch!

eyesofwater

butt: sexual attractiveness/lustover the heart: “I love you.”

‘ —- andros, I — ‘

she expected the first, they’ve been dancing around each otherfor months and she’s not afraid to admit she wants him. but wantingis easy, wanting is done easily and she always wants. doesn’t recalla time when she hasn’t wanted someone, or something.

so her first smile is suggestive, a returning of the sentiment, sarcasticand flirty remark already on the tip of her tongue for a response to histouch — but she doesn’t expect the second.

rather, she doesn’t want to expect it.it comes anyways.

his hand withdraws from her chest and she’s looking up at him like she’sjust been shocked, like he’s just smacked her clear across the face. herchest tightens as her gaze drops from his, unsure of how to react, unsureof her own feelings. the ground no longer steady under her feet, she clearedher throat —- hoping perhaps she has misunderstood him.

‘ love is a strong word, but it’s different than in love   so maybe that’s a good thing, right? it means you   care, which is honestly nice. thank you, I care about  you as well!!! ‘ 

her fake cheerfulness is probably not all that convincing, but she reallytries her best, and even tugs on his shirt a little bit, teasing him briefly.

‘ being in love with me is a job no one wants okay, trust me  on that one, I’m waaaay too high-maintenance. it’s gross. ‘

the slight tingle of what is left of her memory of a ring on her hand burnsand she doesn’t want to tell him why she’s wincing. 

‘ you need a chill girl, or a chill dude, whatever you prefer.  I’d just drive you nuts, and you deserve better. ‘

[asteritm]

lilly and andros

send me a ship

eyesofwater

Who would be the big spoon/little spoon? lilly is probably the big spoon, but i get the feeling she’d also be the one to curl up into his chest when she needs to.Who would wake up first? lilly, but i’ll be honest, she’d probably end up switching her sleeping schedule for him. so, maybe andros, if we’re talking about night.Do they have nicknames for each other? yes, and at first they are indeed very awful nicknames but i think the list of nicknames grow over time and some of them are more affectionate. BUT THEN AGAIN they like to piss each other off so.How do they apologize after an argument? i honestly don’t know, since they are both so prideful, that i don’t know if they would actually apologize. it would be more like IM GONNA PRETEND THIS DIDN’T HAPPEN.What would they be like as parents? awful, awful awful, unless they both matured.Who is more romantic? andros andros andros. he can be so fucking thoughtful.What sort of gifts do they get for each other? lilly gets him awful joke gifts sometimes, but also gifts that will protect him no matter where he is and also gifts that are things he really likes. andros for her, i’m not sure.Who gets jealous easiest? hhhhhh both? andros? probably andros first, but lilly is a close second.Who gets more excited for events e.g.. Birthdays, Christmas? honestly, idk, i think andros ??? but lilly gets pulled into the holiday stuff and doesn’t mind it.Who is the most adventurous? both, probably.Who is the most protective? also both, as far as i’ve seen.What would they have been like as childhood sweethearts? THEY WOULD HAVE FOUGHT ALL THE TIME ABOUT EVERYTHING EVER CONSTANTLY.Who uses all the hot water? lilly constantine, Cat and Also A Fish.Who would accidentally set the kitchen on fire whilst cooking? lilly ‘ DAD DID ALL THE COOKING OKAY HE NEVER LET ME IN THE KITCHEN ‘ constantine Who initiates sexy times the most? lilly. so much.Who is more dominant? probably lilly, but i also think andros has his moments 2, when he can.What would they do if the other one was hurt? you have entered the No Chill Zone. prepare to die.Who gives nose/forehead kisses? andros, because he’s a fucking cutie.What their biggest fight was/will be about: LILLY NOT ADMITTING TO PROBABLY LIKING HIM ENOUGH TO LOVE HIM 

BONUS #1: Song to sum them up? IM SO BAD WITH SONGS IDK BONUS #2: A head canon? for all their fighting, there are very very tender moments and it blows lilly away sometimes like she literally Does Not Compute but andros is weirdly patient once he knows she wants to return the sentiment. 

BOTTOM LINE: Do I ship it? HARDCORE SO MUCH FUCK