Moon

I Needed An Outlet

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I’m really between forgetting and progressing

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Fuck

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When it rains…

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You’re gonna be mine… idk when or even why but your energy attracts me so much. You’re matching my wave and everything is fitting into place

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Oh I feel very dumb. I think I’m most disappointed in myself, I’m always keeping myself straight and never waver for anything. My is surrounded with negative thoughts, I feel embarrassed and unstable.

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What do you tell a friend who closes themselves off... when you’re the exact same way

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...I think it’s me. I’m too afraid of myself and too afraid of the feelings I’d feel if I really let myself go. How can I try to express myself to someone, when I don’t even like who I am completely. Maybe alone is the right place but not the best place...

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I Want You Around

The more I resist you, the more I want you... it’s sad how much you’ve got me and it’s all one sided...

-I think I’ve become greedy, I want more than small interactions....

....I want you to notice me....

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Alone

There are times I just wanna go away, and fall into my own self and simply pull away from everyone and everything...

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I’m drowning in my fears and being suffocated by stress. I think I’m on the verge of mental death.

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Guess you can say I’m tired of being alone, but there’s nothing convenient for me or at least that’s what I think. I like this guy but I have no idea if he likes me. I get the feeling he does, but I’m not good enough to ask. All I can say is “what is meant to happen, will happen”

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