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i took the stars from our eyes, and then i made a map. and knew that somehow i could find my way back. then i heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too; so i stayed in the darkness with you.

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i took the stars from our eyes, and then i made a map.

this is where i'll be. i'm gonna be selective but here i am.

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gonna be selective af.

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gonna be selective af.

[alrightevans]

me, french-tucking my pyjama top into my shorts before bed: For Tan France 

[be-your-luve]

[scoobygangs]

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i don’t feel like being on here so i’m gonna lurk, work on my pinterest boards and write on discord. sorry for being a flake ):

[shiningnorthernlights]

what’s true is being me, and I’d rather be me I’d rather be me than be with you

[insporp]

[x]

[hupperts]

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i swear i’ll get to the rest of my drafts soon i just!!!! can’t

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warmhcney:

           it still seems crazy, seeing sully’s still married best friend– but god, even if the messiness, she wouldn’t trade him for the world. “you’re pretty special to me, too. saw you walk into that coffee shop and my heart just about fell to my ass.” she grins and puts her hands on his face, thumbs running along cheekbones. “hey, you do fucking deserve me, alright? and i deserve you. because we’re both sick as fuck and deserve to be happy. together. got that?”

           “no way? i didn’t even recognize you. but i’m glad you were there because i really needed a laugh and you were exactly what i needed.” bruno felt himself relax in the palms of her hands. it was funny because he was literally--- and figuratively--- in the palm of her hands at all times. “we do deserve to be happy. you’re my girl, mac---- my dude.”

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warmhcney:

           there was something about the adrenaline rush he got from stuffing a lipstick up his coat sleeve– he figures he would do it again and again if nicola was by his side. “any time, nic,” he smirks and slowly takes the fenty beauty red lipstick from his sleeve, waving it in her face. “i hear this shit is all the rage, or whatever. something about rihanna? i don’t fucking know, but i do know you’d look damn good in red.”

       wide eyes light up the moment he pulls the red lipstick out like he was a magician pulling off a trick. nicola gasps before snatching it out of his hands. “pretty!” she exclaims and removes it from its box before climbing in to the back seat of the car and allowed the driver to shut the door close behind them, “i’m gonna put it on right now,” nicola beams before beginning to swipe on the red hue across her lips. propping herself on the edge of the seat, she stares her reflection down in the car’s mirror.

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realforyou:

      as his body hovered over hers, sveta’s fingertips trailed against his skin. she was in a state of euphoria all over again ––– in a matter of fucking minutes. the feel of his soft lips against her body had her back arching off the bed and into his chest. she wished that he didn’t know how to play his body as well as he did but she knew damn well that was wishful thinking. as mike yanks her head back, the brunette lets out a small, short yelp. ❝ yes sir. i’ve got it. ❞

     ❝ that’a girl, ❞ he mumbles in return. a devilish grin is replaced over his features before he’s pulling her up by her hair once more to connect his lips with her own softer ones. mike takes a brief moment to stand up and remove the rest of his clothes so he’s left in nothing but his boxers.  ❝ now what should i do with you now, huh? ❞

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onlysunshiiine:

           chelsea had always been known as the good girl that followed on the rules and that had included when his younger had requested that she never become involved with her older brother. as much as she found donovan attractive and charming she knew that if she went against her best friend’s wishes it could ruin everything and chelsea wasn’t sure if she was ready to do something like that in order to be with him. “i promised her that nothing would ever happen between us and i can’t just break that, she is my best friend.” 

       donovan laughs; it’s  a dark laugh that isn’t a normal one but it rattles his chest. shaking his head at the other, his bright white teeth sink in to his lower lip. he leans forward to close the gap between them. “that’s sweet that you care about what she thinks, but i don’t.” he counters. “honestly, as far as i’m concerned she has nothing to do with what goes on between us. and, in fact, she doesn’t even have to know about us. or what we do.”

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onlysunshiiine:

      “why don’t we cut the bullshit and be honest that you’ve been out to get even with our parents for making us get married. believe me i am just as unhappy in this marriage than you are but that doesn’t mean i am going to just let you try and fuck up this deal for me.” emmett had always been known as a man with a hard shell and ruled with an iron fist so nothing was going to change even if she had become his wife. “you’re exactly right you’re going to be the best little wife that you are for show and then when this is all over with we can go back to acting like the other doesn’t exist.” 

      caroline chewed on her cheek while she received her scolding. it felt like she was being disciplined---- like she was a child. but, deep down she knew she was acting like a kid. her eyes scanned around their perimeter before noticing there were some lingering gazes settling on them. swallowing her pride, she nods before faking a smile. “well then, honey.” she starts before nodding off to another client wanting to talk to him. “i guess we’ll just settle this at home. lead the way.” her words are as sweet as honey, yet her eyes betrayed her.

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warmhcney:

          even just the feeling of his thumb against her hand is enough to soothe her completely– god, when had she become such a sap for him? she nods her head and soaks in his words, her teeth sinking into her lower lip, and she felt her heart drop when he said THAT word. “i want you to take all the time you need,” she says, and she means it with complete honesty. “i just– it sounds selfish, dude. i just want to know that i’m not something temporary, is all.” she brings his hand towards her and presses a kiss to his knuckles, looking at him through her lashes. “you’re so fucking sick, bruno. i want you to live a life where everyone sees that and appreciates you for it. you deserve that.”

         bruno can’t help but laugh at the other. it was sweet, he thought. she was sweet. she was the sweetest thing that had came in to his life. “i swear i’m working on myself for me, my kids and for you. i want to be better for you. you are so fuckin’ special to me,” he promises. a grin stretches over his face as he watches delicate petals press against his rough skin. “i don’t deserve you, mac. i swear i don’t. you’re one of the coolest people i’ve ever met.”