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Not me weighing in at 103lbs today girl it is really time to lock in

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About to wear a bikini in front of my friend, haven’t gone to the beach in a while so it’s been a hot minute since I’ve been this publicly exposed lmao.. I’m S C A R E D girl, but this is also making me realize that i definitely want to lose more weight

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Has anyone ever had a bad experience with a doctor (as an adult) while struggling with 4n4 without them knowing? I may be going to the doctor next month, I honestly haven’t been for a general check up in years (I hate going) , and I’m worried they’re gonna see my weight and start… questioning me or something… I like to think as an adult, they can’t MAKE me eat or send me away, but… can they? I have a few excuses already lined up, stopped eating out so often, eating healthier, exercising more, but… I’m just worried they’ll like, ask me to gain weight and go back for a weigh in or something….

Do they have any sort of power to do anything to me as an adult?

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I’m gonna try to really really lock in for the next few days and eat as little as possible. I’m literally a pound or 2 away from being in the 90s (lbs), I’m so so close and I’ve hardly been trying these last few weeks… I’m not sure how I’ll do today, I’m hanging out with my friend and she always offers food or wants to go get food, ugh.

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Anyone have good low cal high protein snacks / easy meals?

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Oh wow.. I just randomly did like, a thorough body check in the mirror tonight on accident, I took my shirt off to wash my face cus water gets everywhere, and I saw my spine just like… completely protruding in a way I’ve never seen it.. for a split second I was like oh my god, is my spine broken??? No… it’s just… so visible now… and then I saw other bumps around my back and I was like my god???? Are these tumors or something (I’m clueless) but no???? They’re literally just my bones??? The bones and things in my back are SO visible, like literally protruding… it scared the sh!t out of me to be honest lmfao.. I mean hooray but my god it shocked me

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Omg I’m gonna hit my 2nd GW within the next few days at this rate …… 🫢

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Having genetically “bigger” boobs is the worst thing to ever happen honestly. Truly honestly. Im at probably my lowest weight since junior high maybe, maybe even earlier, and my boobs are still very very prominent and still a hassle to deal with when it comes to bras or bikini tops or even any shirt in general. I want these b1tches GONE!!! I want a flat chest, I want my boobs almost non existent.. but being at 102, I’m worried I’ll be stuck with them no matter how much weight I lose… I’m so annoyed…

One of my smaller goals with weight loss has been the idea of having a flatter chest, not having to wear bras all the time, not having to feel them when I move or walk or jump or run or dance or anything.. I’m so FRUSTRATED

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102.6 lbs today… girl… I’m so close to being in the 90s… I’m almost.. SCARED???? What am I gonna do when I get there…..? Wtf…. What…. Feeling very humbled to be honest

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It’s honestly lowkey scary having an ED if you don’t want to die.. ive been su1c1dal for as long as I can remember, so possibly dying from an ED never scared me until I’ve started internally healing from trauma and what not… I have this weird feeling that I’ll take after my aunt and die young from bulimia..

She never had kids, was never able to because her ED wrecked her body, so she looked at my 3 siblings and I (4 of us in total) kind of as her own.. im now an aunt myself, I have 4 little humans to love just like she did, I’ve been compared to her looks-wise and personality-wise since shes passed, her and I have so many similarities and we both love a lot of the same things, I don’t plan on getting married or having kids and she never did either.. she died from a heart attack, essentially caused by her ED and the damage it did to her body long term.. heart issues run on both sides of my family, sometimes I can’t help but feel like I’m following in her EXACT footsteps and it’s kind of haunting. I don’t want to die, ever actually, I just want to not physically hate myself. It’s a really scary thought to have, it makes me want to “recover” but.. idk…

it kind of feels like foreshadowing..

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Omg I’m 100% gonna hit 104lbs tomorrow and it’s kind of… nerve wracking…? To be so close to my 2nd goal weight, but also my UGW? But.. I also feel really good? Like, I’m high energy, I feel peaceful, I’m eating enough to keep me happy and not starving and not exhausted or sick… this is so odd but… nice…? But scary somehow? Crazy…