okay this is gonna be my last post on this blog for a while and im gonna make this quick since if i stay here for too long i'm gonna start feeling sick. okay
im really sorry for. everything that's happened, everything problematic i've done and. i really, really am going to correct everything while on my rp blogs, no lies, just. the honest truth pretty much.
i'm really sorry for the whole native american "act" but ive never. actually been confirmed on all that until now? i really didn't know it had to be from your great grandparents for you to actually be of that race.
for the aspergers thing, all i can say is once more: sorry, but...i'm still gonna sort of go self-diagnosed for it? i mean, yeah, sure there aren't a set set of symptoms for it but the most common ones i do experience mainly offline, but sometimes all online as well. i mean for all i know i could be just really introverted (as most self-diagnosed aspergers ends up being) but. i won't be able to get a proper diagnosis for a few months (since i'm seeing my doctor again in october - december). if it turns out my self diagnosis was wrong, then it was wrong! there's. really not that much you can do about something that you practically have to study to figure out whether or not you may or may not have it.
and finally for the name thing? i really apologize for that. i. i get disassociated with names really fast. to the point where even i start getting sick when someone uses my name (that happened when i was still going by chess tbh). i understand that it took you months and all the like to even get your irl friends to use your name (im trying to remember the post from memory, im sorry if it was a different situation) but i'm only out to 1 person irl, and even then i'm only out to them because they're a trans male. i think i'm getting situated into hiccup (i'm not feeling sick for the most part and even if i do soon enough i'm sure it'll be over soon enough) and if i end up not, well, i'm gonna suck it up until i start feeling the need to go by another name.
nonetheless, i'm sorry for anything and everything problematic i've done over the past few months, and if you still want contact with me if you're still one of my friends and don't have my skype or either of my rp blogs, don't hesitate to contact me via ask for any. thank you all for understanding
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