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Ok wtf is wrong with me lol !!?

Quick question!! SHOW OF HANDS ......

Does anyone else get severe anxiety before going to a gym ? But only when you go alone? Like when I have someone with me I'm totally fine... like I have to force myself to go in if I'm solo! And only with a fucking 10% success rate that I go in and only to tan ..... it's not just the gym it's everywhere Almost. Like fuck me man . It's crippling and starting to not only affect my life but also its frankly annoying 😒.

I wasn't always like this ..... I used to be so out going ...fuck that lol I was straight crazy and was the life of the party

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I remember the first time i had a run into suicide. I found my mom on our bathroom floor surrounded by empty pill bottles and vodka bottles . I was 7 then . Not knowing that this will become my moms every 6months to a year regular thing. Finding her overdosed .... because she was surrounded by the Darkness. I learned from my mom and she probably learned from hers. First time I tried to commit suicide. I was 8 years old just like my mom. I decided to get a pill bottle and empty it into my stomach. I didn't have access to alcohol though which was probably was A very good thing. All I remember from that incident is that I had a seizure and they couldn't find out why.

After seeing my mom get locked up into all these facilities. I was scared to tell the truth. So in turn, I never got the help I really needed. Now I can't tell you. How many times I have tried to in my life? Because there has been so many times I forgot count. But every single time I wasn't allowed to die. No Matter how many different ways I tried to do it. I traumatized my dad and brother. Buy having them find me. But they found me in a pool of my own blood multiple times , Almost like something out of a horror movie. Not thinking about how would affected them and how it hurt them when I got sent away. So many times and for longer and for longer each time. Now fast forward 2 now where I have kids of my own. Who are teenagers now. Now I never let my kids ever find me as an adult in any of those ways because , well thank you, mom. I didn't want my kids to see what I had to see you. So I never let them know until they asked about the scars on my arms and legs. And I lied to them for so long. About stories of cat scratching me and me falling out of a tree. They finally knew better especially my daughter. The Day I found out she was self harming, I felt like my world ended. I felt like this Darkness just surrounded me and my family. And I felt like it was all my fault. Because if she would not have seen my scars she would not have had the idea to do it. Now see this is why I call the team BREAKING THE MOLD .

Then two years ago I got a call from one of my cousins in colorado. And i knew it had to be something important because we didn't talk on the Regular. I wasn't ready for what I was about to hear. That may amazing beautiful cousin lost her fight with the darkness. And that she had committed suicide. Leaving behind a son, a mom, a dad, a dog , and a huge family That just really loved her. This is why I support the American foundation for suicide prevention. Because if I could help just one person, get the help they need or info. They need to help someone else that would be enough for me. Remember you're never alone and you really don't know the domino effect That happens after you're gone. You are needed here and are meant to be here. Please reach out if you are. You know anybody who would like some help or resources.

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In loving memory of Angela Whitman

January 15, 1978 ~ December 11, 2022

We miss you cuz.

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I forgot about all of if as of it never happened .....

Overtaken by such a missed and yet securely familiar love that was perceived to be extinct.

I didn't want it to end like it always did..... and does in my dreams .

Holding maybe a little too tight, oversensitive and so very observant.... carfuly ensuring .... guideding the words exchanged, .... as we , ... get to....be reminded of, what was once apond a time , such a naturally loving and connected family minus 1 .

I don't want this to end

I don't want to fuxk it up

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Filling in all the blanks

That you don't know about

The words you never say

I'm making up dialogs

All the conversations

And the love we never make

I write in "I love you"s

In the corners of your mouth

Hoping to be caught in your gaze

You keep me guessing

And I stay silently feeling

Like maybe you'll love me today

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Pointless irresponsible nights spent in a hypnotic daze , wasting precious minutes just throwing life away . Daydreaming of the past, the long gone memories of yesterday .

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Lol HI my name is Badina but you can call me Dina I know for some reason the ba is hard to remember .....but any who, HI I'm Dina and I'm terrified of our local new hyvee grocery store . Like when I say terrified I mean like heart beating like a coke addicts at Scarfaces house on Hanika. I wasn't always scarred of this Place, I mean, It was just built! We didn't have any real stores like this in our small, town located in the middle of the simple Midwest. I fantasized about the short trips to get milk or eggs.....and what that could really do for a busy and over worked mom/wife/businessowner/caretaker ect. But as I sit in front of the biggest Hyvee ever built in the whole usa !!!!¡ I just can't bring my shaking awkward self to just go get the rest of dinner ......fuck u anxiety for real this time