Dumb Dolly🌻

29 She/Her. This is my safe place💖 I'm the brattiest brat that ever did brat, so be cautious. I have no filter, I ramble and spam my thoughts and desires constantly. Fair warning my blog has a tendency to go through various mood swings. I'm a never-ending "what kind of mood is she into today" kind of baby. Find my items under #personal or #dumblittledolly💖

[damagedlittledolly]

Felt too hot to not share ✨✨✨

[damagedlittledolly]

[damagedlittledolly]

Dear Me,

I know you’ve spent a lot of time doubting yourself, replaying mistakes, and wondering if you’re enough. But look at you — you’re still here. Still trying. Still waking up and carrying things people don’t even notice. That matters more than you give yourself credit for.

You’ve survived days you thought would break you. You’ve carried pain quietly, smiled when you didn’t feel okay, and kept moving even when your heart felt heavy. That isn’t weakness. That’s strength in a form most people never recognize.

Stop punishing yourself for growing at your own pace. Not every lesson comes gently. Some things had to hurt to teach you what you deserve, what you should never settle for, and how important it is to protect your peace.

You are not behind. You are not too much. You are not impossible to love.

There will be people who misunderstand you, leave you, or make you question your worth. Don’t let their inability to see your value become the way you see yourself. The right people won’t make you beg for care, honesty, or consistency.

And please — give yourself the same kindness you give everyone else. You don’t have to earn rest. You don’t have to prove your pain to deserve healing. You don’t have to be perfect to be worthy of love.

One day, you’ll look back at this version of yourself with tenderness instead of criticism. You’ll realize the person you were becoming was fighting quietly for a better life the whole time.

Keep going.

You are becoming someone stronger, softer, wiser, and more whole.

Love,

Me💖

[damagedlittledolly]

Not a thought behind these little eyes, but at least I’m pretty. 😌

[remanence-of-love]

[surqrised]

“I don’t trust words anymore. I only trust actions. People can pretend to do a lot without beeing serious about it.”

— Moritz Fer

[thoughtkick]

“It’s better to have nobody than someone who is half there, or who doesn’t want to be there.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“Staying quiet doesn’t mean I have nothing to say, it means I don’t think you’re ready to hear my thoughts.”

— Unknown

[quotefeeling]

“Be with someone who will take care of you. Not materialistically, but take care of your soul, your well being, your heart.”

— Unknown

[perfectfeelings]

“You have saved yourself from drowning every time before this. You will rescue yourself again.”

— Nikita Gill, Powerful One Sentence Reminders To Read When You Are Doubting Your Growth And Healing

[damagedlittledolly]

You’re so lovely OMG i like looking at your pictures respectfully of course 😏

You are TOOO kind omggggg. 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️ thank you oh so so so much!

[damagedlittledolly]

You’d never know how lonely it is to feel so deeply and so much just to be told you’re too much/feel you’re too much. Why give give give to people? My heart is as big as can be even through the trauma and heartbreak and I refuse to ever lose that love I have to give others even if it breaks me every time, one day it’ll be worthy and accepted and given back. 💖

[thoughtkick]

“you are still learning. you are still changing. you are still growing. breathe. you will find your way.”

— Unknown

[quotefeeling]

“Give yourself credit for the days you’ve made it when you thought you couldn’t.”

— cwote

[damagedlittledolly]

Find beauty in the littlest of things ❤️

[perfectfeelings]

“Stop calling yourself a failure. There are planets and stars in your eyes; There are fires and oceans in your veins. Your head is a forest, your heart a meadow. And you, my Love, are a work of art!”

— 3am

[damagedlittledolly]

I’m at a very low. I’ve been having a Menty B for days. This overwhelming sadness has a strong fucking chokehold on me. I have kept in feelings for M O N T H S. I have felt numb and had not cried in what feels like forever. Last night I broke down and it’s like the water gates have taken over and have had me drowning in this despair. I feel like I’m suffocating, drowning, I feel like I want to vomit. I forgot what overwhelming sadness has felt like. I forgot what all these feelings feel like. I forgot how to process these emotions and to get through them so I can overcome them. I don’t know how to be strong when all I’ve ever been is strong strong strong. I feel weak for feeling anything. I feel weak for not being okay. I feel fucking weak. I’m pathetic and weak for having these feelings that aren’t happiness. I just want to know how does one overcome this? Will it ever be okay? I want to scream. Break something. I’m breaking, so why can’t something else break? I feel empty, would vomiting help me know that I’m not empty? I feel alone, so why not push everyone away already? In a river no one would know the tears you have. No one knows how strong you’ve been tryin to be and how hard you’ve tried to hold on and overcome your demons. One minute I feel like I’m healing and I’m thriving and I’m growing, the next I feel like I took 20 steps back and I’m back into this routine of not being okay, not feeling safe, not feeling like I’m enough or worthy. I feel completely broken.

I just want to feel nothing else but this.