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Jo x 16 x Philippines x a walking contradiction

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no training wheels left for you...

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Sinira ng sony vegas at youtube ang quality arghhhh. Pero keri na yan huhuhu.

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summer life :) (I’m the one on the left side and yes I know I look like a pabebe potato hahaha)

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"𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐒𝐎 𝐎𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐄 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐅 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐄𝐗𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄. 𝐖𝐄 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐄."

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To heal a wound, you need to stop touching it.

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"𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗩𝗢𝗜𝗖𝗘 𝗢𝗙 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗦𝗘𝗔 𝗜𝗦 𝗦𝗘𝗗𝗨𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗩𝗘; 𝗡𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗥 𝗖𝗘𝗔𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗚, 𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗦𝗣𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚, 𝗖𝗟𝗔𝗠𝗢𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚, 𝗠𝗨𝗥𝗠𝗨𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚, 𝗜𝗡𝗩𝗜𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗦𝗢𝗨𝗟 𝗧𝗢 𝗪𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗘𝗥 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗔 𝗦𝗣𝗘𝗟𝗟 𝗜𝗡 𝗔𝗕𝗬𝗦𝗦𝗘𝗦 𝗢𝗙 𝗦𝗢𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗨𝗗𝗘; 𝗧𝗢 𝗟𝗢𝗦𝗘 𝗜𝗧𝗦𝗘𝗟𝗙 𝗜𝗡 𝗠𝗔𝗭𝗘𝗦 𝗢𝗙 𝗜𝗡𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗗 𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗧𝗘𝗠𝗣𝗟𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡."

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messy hotel room

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melancholia

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where did you get those big eyes? my mother. and where did you get those lips? my mother. and the loneliness? my mother. and that broken heart? my mother. and the absence, where did you get that? my father.

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The truth is, I pretend to be a cynic, but I am really a dreamer who is terrified of wanting something she may never get.

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Dear DALIS,

I would be lying if I said I never enjoyed my stay there for 4 school years. But there are, indeed, several times I really wanted to get the hell out of there. And a lot of times I regret not going to a private school because I really wanted to challenge myself by going to a public school. But I knew you were once one (a private school I mean). But your place had an issue which ultimately resulted with you having become a public school. You had a lot of flaws that’s for sure (but what kind of school doesn’t have one right). Spending my grade 7 to 9 school years there, I must say it was really fun. And easy. Grade 10 was the worst one I think. I was a happy-go-lucky kind of student. I did not really care much about my grades. Unlike my classmates who were just really... going for it you know hahaha. Most of them are so competitive and grade conscious (and I’m, apparently, the opposite. Though my grades are pretty much ‘okay’.). Well, I think that’s already a given since we were the highest section there. Cream of the crop as my teacher used to say. Role models. And whatnot. Honestly, there were a lot of drawbacks when you’re part of the "star” section. Teachers really expect a lot from us. And if we’re unable to reach their expectations, we always always ALWAYS get an earful from them. Saying things like, we always give ‘em disappointments and all that shit. Most of the time they forget that we’re just humans too. ANYWAY, I’m not here to whine about how fucked up our school system is (but I can’t help it). Loljk. 

As I said earlier, there are a lot of flaws. But of course there are some perks too. Meeting my friends and bestfriends. Meeting all kinds of people. Meeting teachers that I truly adored (there are like 2 or 3 of ‘em). And of course, the lessons that I’ve learned. Truly, going to a public school is really challenging and interesting. Almost all of the students are striving to do their very bests. There are lots of creative, talented, and intellectual people. 

If you were to ask me what’s the best lesson I’ve learned there, it’s “I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn.” :)

Sincerely yours,

JAFBP

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We always think that we’re not happy. That is why we are always sad.

(via tumblerinangdibroken)

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I somehow needed to upload this. Hahaha awkwaaaard *le scurries away*

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Baler, Aurora 

forever my favorite place

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I’M STILL ALIVE.

So. Tumblr. 3 months ago pa last kong update. Sabi ko babawi ako nung christmas vacation. But guess what. Ang pinakamamahal kong laptop...... </3 R.I.P sakanya. Madami dami din kaming memories. Naformat nga lang lahat. Ang saya saya diba. Yung sa tagal-tagal ng pagsasama niyo. Sa isang iglap nawala lahat. Hahaha hugot aside. This time babawi na talaga ako. :)

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Ang hirap pala magedit pag horror ang genre ng short film >0<

HAHAHAHAHAHA yung moment na nginig na nginig na ako sa takot dito habang nageedit hahaha palagi pamo akong magisa sa bahay. SHEEET yung balahibo ko talaga tumataas omg haaalp. Jusko makamandag kasi ang soundtrack at sound effects naloloka na ako XD

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FINALLY!!!

Nabuksan ko din itong tumblr ko huhuhu ilang araw na siya nagloloko T^T.