i've got a feelin

Daniel Foster. He used to be eighteen. He didn't listen to "A", and now he's dead and gone.

[dailytwolf]

I’m not a hero, dad.

[thomasdxrling-blog]

“Yeah, I remember. It was funny. – Lucille.”

[danielthefoster-blog]

Lucille’s a sweetie too. You’ve got good taste too, sis. Atta girl. 

[littlest-clemonte]

“If you can hear me I wonder what your saying or maybe it’s better that I cant.”

[danielthefoster-blog]

I want you to know what I’m saying. I want you to know that I still love you, yes, present tense. You’re perfect, just the way you are, and you can beat this disorder, okay? God, I wish you could hear me.

[thomasdxrling-blog]

“You know.. I kind of have a girl I’m interested in. Uh, two, actually. Do you remember Catalina? She used to come by the house a lot before.. We stopped talking?”

[danielthefoster-blog]

Catalina, yeah. She’s a strong choice. Like, literally strong. She beat me at arm wrestling every time. Two, who’s the other?

[thomasdxrling-blog]

“I don’t know. I’m still about.. Ninety percent sure I’m going insane and you’re a symptom of dissociative identity disorder but.. I guess. You told me about Lil, yeah.. You had pretty good taste.”

[danielthefoster-blog]

I hope I’m not disassociative identity disorder -- that would fuck with my mind too. Oh, I guess I did then. Thanks, I tried. 

[littlest-clemonte]

“It’s not that hard to figure out. When my mom makes dinner I usually tell her I already have plans or when I told you the fudge bars at the hospital were good I wouldn’t know because I never had one.”

[danielthefoster-blog]

An...eating disorder? But -- why? L-Lillian, you’re the most perfect girl I’ve ever seen, and I thought that starting in the third grade. 

[thomasdxrling-blog]

“Oh God, I’m sorry..” Victoria had to figure out how to phrase what she wanted to say next. It would be the first time she was saying it out loud. She couldn’t even tell Quinn. “Dan, I think I’m gay. The guys.. It was just.. Boring.”

[danielthefoster-blog]

There’s nothing wrong with that, you know. Guys are pretty boring, speaking as one myself. Does this mean we can talk about girls together now? I have...had...the biggest crush on Lillian. I don’t think I ever told you. Or did I? I can’t remember.

[thomasdxrling-blog]

“Oh… God, have you seen what I’ve been doing?”

[danielthefoster-blog]

Yes you dork. You’re literally like the star of seven pornos. I have to focus on Mom and Dad’s lives since the rest of you are having way too much fun fucking one another. 

[thomasdxrling-blog]

“If this is a sign I’m about to die I so don’t care. Danny, I miss you so much..”

[danielthefoster-blog]

I hope it isn’t. I love you to pieces, but not enough for you to die too. I miss you too, Tor. A lot. There’s nothing to fucking do here. 

[thomasdxrling-blog]

“Dan..?”

[danielthefoster-blog]

Yeah, yeah. Holy fucking shit. Hi.

[thomasdxrling-blog]

“I’m.. I’m losing it. I’m fucking losing it. You’re hearing things, Victoria.”

[danielthefoster-blog]

You’re not hearing things! It’s me, your idiot of a twin, okay? I swear, I’m still here. And you’re hearing me. Holy fuck. Holy fucking shit.

[thomasdxrling-blog]

[danielthefoster-blog]

Oh my god. Oh my fucking -- please say something. Say something if you can hear me, holy fuck. Victoria, keep talking. Please be able to hear me, I’m fucking lonely up here.

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[thomasdxrling-blog]

If it was any other flower, she would have ignoed it. Hell, at this point, she probably would have burned it. But it was a tulip. A god damn tulip. She stared at the flower resting in the palm of her hand and the tears just kept pouring. But she lifted it to her chest, holding it so tight it could have bonded with her skin. “Dan..”

[danielthefoster-blog]

Yeah, I can hear you, okay? I’m here, I’m listening. I need you to breathe a little for me, calm down. I am always going to be here, okay? Right here. Twins forever. Can we work on twin telepathy? That’d make communication a hell of a lot easier.

[thomasdxrling-blog]

“I hate this place.. God, Dan, I hate it without you. I hate it so much.. Since you left I just.. I can’t breathe, I can’t.. I’m dying without you and I want it to stop.”

[danielthefoster-blog]

Daniel decided that enough was enough. He’d send her a damn sign, even if it was the last thing he’d do in the afterlife. He managed to find a tulip, his favorite flower, from somewhere, and with all of his focus, he sent it her way. The flower may have hit her directly in the head, but it was enough. Breathe. I’m still here, okay? I’m here to keep an eye on all you hooligans.

[thomasdxrling-blog]

“We’re like the fucking Lannisters. Adam tried to.. God, saying it makes me want to vomit.. He tried to get with Quinn. I hate this place and I hate A. I hate him what he did and I can’t.. I can’t live here anymore.”

[danielthefoster-blog]

He...what? No, no. He’s probably just confused. Lonely. Something tells me that part of it...it’s not real. Funny, I hate A myself. Wait -- no. You’ve got to stay here. God, stay for Quinn, for mom and dad, for anyone. Please Vic, please.

[thomasdxrling-blog]

“How did it get so fucked up? How did our lives become.. This?”

[danielthefoster-blog]

I don’t know. I....I don’t know. But I know that everything that’s happening now is just a rough patch. You’ll get some amazing karma from it, right? You’re gonna marry some millionaire, and graduate from like, the best school, and then you’ll have three perfect kids and live a long happy life, okay? It’ll be worth it in the end.